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{A WEEK LATER}


FRANKS POV..

i was sitting in my room when i heard that i had a visitor over the intercom, it weird cause i didnt usually mikey called me a few days before he came to visit, i got up and i walked out to the the garden, and saw gerard sitting there, he got up when he saw me walking up, "hey man what the hell are you doing out" i replied giving him a hug, "well i got out a few hours ago the staff thought it was time" he relied sitting down," wow i bet mikey is excited'
"i came here first" he replied taking out a cig and lighting it "want one"
"nah its okay im good" he nodded scratching his cheek "so listen i came here because..well being in treatment i felt like it was bullshit at first, i hated talking to the therapists, but over time i realized how much it helped me express all this shit i had built upside, and i wanted to come and apologize to you for what i did, and how i treated you"
"gerard its all done you know"
"no look let me do this okay" he replied taking off his sunglasses and taking a drag of his cigg, i nodded taking the cigg from him and taking a drag "you know its my fault elles is mad, i was just so pissed when you two got together, i didnt show it but i was, shes my babysister and having one of my band members come onto her just bothered me, i've always wanted the best for my little sister, and im sorry but i never thought you would be, so when i got mixed up with bert, i vented so much to him that he talked me into doing what we did to you, its my fault you lost my little sister, and if i could take it all back i would believe me, im sorry man im so sorry i dont even know why you tolerate me at all after all that, you should have turned your back on me like elly did but you didnt why"

i shrugged taking another drag, "its not all your fault i didnt turn my back on you because we were both going down together we let someone else dictate our lives we both hurt the same person and man i always considered you and mikey to be like brothers to me, man after what happened i could of stopped but i didnt i chose to continue not realizing how much i was hurting elly, i became very selfish after time and when i was high i felt no guilt for how i treated her or what said to her, i lost her completely i know that, but you your her brother, you need to make right by her, you need to take her for me" i sighed putting my hands into my face sighing.

"you didnt lose her man, you have to work hard to get her to forgive you, we both have to do that, i know my sister, when she gets hurt its hard to get her trust back, shes always kept her heart really guarded and for her to let you in, is the greatest thing in the world, you just gotta give her time"

"i fucked up with her"i whispered
"well i fucked up to and i dont even know if she wants to see me, i hope shes gives me a chance to explain"
"ya me to" i heard my name over the intercom and i sighed "i gotta head back inside man but thanks for coming good luck out there"
"ya thanks man, ill see u in a few days" he replied giving me a hug he put on his sun glasses and he took off.

THE DAY OF THE BEACH PARTY

MIKEY'S POV

i was cleaning the apt a bit before i took off to elly's party when i heard the door bell ring, i ran downstairs to open it, and froze when i saw gerard standing there." hey bro" he smiled "hey man come in, fuck when did you get out"
"a couple of hours ago"he replied coming in and sitting down. "man i thought you still had like another week man, fuck im so happy your here"
"ya me to um listen is there any chance that i could go see elly today you think she'd talk to me" he asked looking out the window "i dont know man i mean she's having a party today at the beach to celebrate"
"whats shes celebrating"
"well she auditioned for a musical that greenday produced and she got a lead in one of the scenes"
"wow, how does she sound when she sings"
"she sounds beautiful, shes got some talent" i smiled and he smiled nodding "hey you should come with me to her thing"
"oh i cant i mean she probably wouldnt want me there i dont want to ruin her day"
"no come on, your going, you two are gonna talk your shutting eachother out were family we have to stick together"
"ok but if she asks me to leave im gonna go"
"okay fair enough" i got some clothes for him to change and then we left, the whole way over there he looked really nervous "relax man"
"im trying mikey" we pulled into the lot and we got off and walked over to were everyone was at, we saw elly dancing she turned towards us and she froze we started to walk towards her and she took off in the other direction

"elly" trace yelled after her, "just let her go man she'll be okay"
he nodded looking over at gerard "hey man listen um i .."
"dont worry about it man no hard feelings gerard its done" trace replied they shook hands and i looked around for elly and i saw her sitting on the rocks, i was about to go and gerard grabbed my arm, "let me go please" i nodded and he took off towards her.



"when did he get out" trace asked
"earlier today, doctors said he was fine to go home" i looked over and i saw them talking, i just smiled as i saw them
"shes okay lets just let them talk" trace nodded drinking his beer
"did elly tell you about gerard and frank coming to the party"
"ya she me a couple of days ago, this whole think with gerard man its done you know just like i told him, i dont want any problems with her brothers"
"thanks man i appreciate that"
"ya i know how much she loves and misses him, but with frank im sorry man i cant, not after all that happened, were fine as long as he doesnt come near me"
"what about elly"
"i cant tell her what to do, this is between her and frank if she chooses to talk to him thats fine"
i nodded looking around and i saw an acoustic guitar, "who's singing tonight mason"
"elly" he smiled "how did you get her to agree to that"
"i told her i'd sing with her, but i want her to sing alone"
"hopefully she does"


ELLY'S POV

we all running around buying stuff and getting everything ready for the party, mason and beth were already over there, setting stuff up for us.

"you ready to go trace" i yelled he was upstairs getting a few more things "ya babe lets go" he ran downstairs and out to the car "we got everything right"
"yep were ready" i grabbed my purse and i locked everything up, and we left, we ended up inviting alot of people, a few bands trace and the guys had toured with, "tonight is gonna be a good night, i need to get out for a while"
"ya me to babe, the studio is wearing me out"he smiled,
" so when do you start the new tour"
"were not really sure yet, it could be in a month maybe two"
"well hopefully your here for my performance"
"i wouldnt miss that for the world cherrie bomb" i leaned over giving him a quick kiss, we got to the beach and there were people already there "hey you two finally" mason yelled, we finished getting everything set up and pretty soon more people started showing up, we were all sitting down and mason got up and changed the song to party foul by danger radio, and started dancing, he grabbed my hands and he tried to pull me up "ahh mason no" i laughed "come on elly you know u like this song"
"fine mason" he pulled me up and i started dancing with him, and everybody started cheering, 'whoo hell ya" blake and ant yelled out, "thats my girl whoo"trace yelled out and i just laughed looking over at him, "hey mikey is here" ant yelled out i turned and i stopped compeletly when i saw gerard with mikey " hey you okay" mason asked i just nodded and he sat down when he gerard, i couldnt do this not now, i looked over at trace and back at them and saw them coming towards us, and i just took off in the other direction "elly" i heard trace call me but i just kept walking, i sat on the rocks and i just tried to catch my breath, i put my head on my lap and i heard someone climbing the rock, i thought maybe it was trace but it was gerard, "hey" he whispered i didnt say anything as soon i saw him i just looked away,"look i know your mad at me, i dont blame you, but can i just have a few minutes you could say no and ill go away i promise" i looked back at him and and nodded, he sat down next to me, and sighed, he looked different,better, he looked alive, "what do you wanna tell me"
"first off apologize for i did, elles im so sorry, i was just so fucked to point where all i cared about were the drugs, i put all that in front of you and mikey, and i know i cant never ever change what happened on that day, but im the one that wanted to get rid of frank"
"why"i whispered looking at him, he didnt look at me not once
"because i didnt think he was good enough for you, i wanted you to find somebody special, and me being an asshole and being high all the time i didnt realize that he was special to you, i just want us to be like we were, your baby sister elles i love you, it hurts when you shut me out"
"you shut me out gerard" he nodded looking out at the water,
"i did didnt i, im sorry elles, im sorry for what i did to frank"
"dont apologize for him he chose to do what he did he could of said no to you two assholes"i replied getting up "elles i know your hurting but i need my baby sister, can you please look into your heart and forgive me please" his voice cracked and i looked down at him and he had tears streaming down his cheeks, i kneeled down in front of him and i pulled him into my arms, "im proud of you for cleaning up" i whispered, 'i did it for you and mikey"
he wiped his face looking up at me, "i forgive you but its gonna take time for me to trust you again"
"ill do whatever it takes elles thankyou" he hugged me again, "you wanna head back down there" he nodded and we climb back down and joined everyone back on the beach, "you two ok"mikey asked "ya were fine mikes we talked everything is okay now"
"im proud of you two" mikey pulled us both into a hug, "god i love my family" he smiled, "me to" i whispred, i walked over to trace and i sat on his lap "you guys okay babe" he wrapped his arms around my my waist and kissed my neck softly "ya were fine" i smiled, i put my head on his shoulder and i noticed his hair was wet, "babe did you go in the water"
"ya me and mason tried it out"
"babe its fuckin cold out here"
"ya well we found that out when we hit the water"he laughed "oh babe only you and mason" i smiled, "speaking of me you owe us a song little lady" i looked over and i saw mason with the guitar "oh no im not doing it"
"come on babe, show them why you got cast"
"ya come girl show them boys"beth laughed, i looked at trace and he nodded smiling, "okay fine ill do it" all the guys started cheering and mason sat down next to me "what do you wanna sing"
"i think im going with a kings of leon song, ummm use somebody "
"whooo"mason laughed "i hope i do this right guys" i replied looking around nervously
"you ready" trace smiled "sorta ready"
"thats the key" mason replied "okay thankyou" i laughed, mason started struming and i started singing...

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you
And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night
While you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Somebody

Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see

everybody started cheering and clapping and me mason got up and started bowing just to be dumb "wow you sounded so beautiful elles"
"thanks gerard"
"told you this girl could sing" mikey smiled "i have the way talent" i yelled making mikey and gerard laugh

we spent the rest of the time drinking around the bonfire, watching mason dance and bullshit with everyone, mikey and gerard took off a little early and me and beth ended up cleaning up trace had passed out and i helped beth put mason in the car,

"hey no im not partyin yet look theres so much beer left" mason let go of me and beth and stumbled off towards the cooler in the back of the truck, "no babe there isnt any, come on get in the car" beth ran after him grabbing his hand, "okay fine" we were about to grab him and he took off down to the sand again "wait i have to get trace" he slurred "babe elly is gonna get trace dont worry"
"but..babe..hes my friend"
"i know babe hes gonna be fine" she tried to grab him and next thing you know she fell with him into the sand i heard laughing and i turned to see trace sitting up, i ran over to beth and helped her up "are you okay" i tried not to laugh but it was to funny, "ya im fine damn mason" she laughed to trying to pull him up, when we finally did we put him the car and he passed out "oh thank god, i dont have to put up with him on the way home" she sighed locking his door and closing it, "you better get him home now girl"
"you gonna be okay with trace"
"ya dont worry when hes drunk he listens" i laughed, "okay girl well ill call you tomorrow k"
"okay night beth careful"
"you two" i gave her a hug and they took off, i walked down to the sand and i looked down at him "you ready to go" he nodded and got up stumbling around a little, i wrapped my arm around his waist and helped him up the path, we got to the car and i unlocked his door opening his door, "hmm babe i love you"
"i love you to trace" he leaned down kissing my lips, i smiled when he pulled away "come on lets go home " he nodded getting into the car, and we left, he was passed out all the way home, and we got there, i went to his side and woke him up, "trace"
"hmmm"
"babe were home"
"already"
"ya come on get up " he grabbed on to me and i closed the door taking him upstairs, we walked inside, and i took trace upstairs, i layed him on the bed i took his shoes off, and i pulled the blankets over him "hmmm babe lay with me"
" i will i gotta lock up okay ill be back" he nodded closing his eyes, i walked back downstairs and i locked up and i checked the sliding doors, i went back upstairs and i changed into some pjs and climbed into bed, trace sat up pulling me towards him and he kissed my forehead, "i love you"
"i love you to goodnight babe"