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I cannot stay alive.
I find I cant survive.
I need you...
This is true...
I realize there's no choice...
I have but loving you.

My heart aches...
My soul bleeds and dies.
I wish there was something...
Hell I'd settle for a lie.
You are just too perfect to believe..
And it only makes it harder.
I can't walk away...
When It feels that this could be something.

You never make yourself clear.
You hide behind a rouse.
You say one thing..
But mean another..
Always bringing me back...
To the begining of confusion.

I know it makes no sense...
But i cant leave you behind..
I dont want to lose you...
so you stay in the depths...
Of my overthinking mind.
Like A drug...
I need your touch..
The fix is your lips...
I need them so much.
When you stray...
I'm short of breath.
Losing...
Losing...
Coming close to death.