FicWad

you make me want to smile
my love...
you make me want to cry.
you make me feel so despretly alone,
that i feel like i could die.

i really understand,
more than you think i do.
and every tear,
i cry,
is a shattered hope for you.

some days i miss you more
than i think i should.
but i am not ashamed...
because... if you could feel the way i feel...
i dont think you would.

and sometimes the fears,
i hold are just too strong .
i loathe my soul from within...
im deeply and bitter
and alone.