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TRACE'S POV

I was 100 percent against this idea, but what could do ya she was my fiance but we werent married and at the end her brothers deciding was the best thing. we all waited in aticipation as we looked at the machine it felt like forever as we stared at the flat line.

"please babe"i whispered looking at the line, but there was nothing i closed my eyes looking down feeling the tears fall.

"look" gerard whispered as i heard the first beeps i looked up quickly and we saw the heart beats making the lines dance like crazy. "oh my god" i smiled wiping the tears and running towards her leaning down hugging her. "fuck babe you scared me" i whispered kissing her forehead " how all you have to do is wake up, baby when you wake up ill be here i promise" i smiled caressing her cheek.

"ill let the doctor know and we can start on some tests" the nurse replied walking out.

"look at her chest, shes breathing on her own" mikey smiled.


FRANK'S POV

i heard the beeping and it felt like my shattered heart beacame whole, i smiled walking over to her standing next to mikey.

"look at her chest, shes breathing on her own" mikey looked up smiling.

"i told you she would fight, she wouldnt give up" i smiled. my dream was real she really did come to me she was mine and i was hers, i looked down at her and i knew she still loved me.


she was doing better but she still hadnt woken up it had been over month, the guys decided to go back to california to cancel gigs and interviews, trace went back to bring some of elly's things back and tell his family what was going on with elly. i decided to stay with her, i didnt want to leave her before they left i went back to the bus to get a change of clothes and my acoustic.

i sat down next to her bed and i smiled looking down at her, 'i always hear the song i saw you dance to when i first saw you, i know that you love it because i saw the expression on your face when you were dancing to it, i saw in your eyes that day you were showing your true self to me even though i didnt know you i felt connected to you like i was meant to be the one to see you that day, i felt like i was that someone special that was suppose to see you and be the one to love you, fuck love i hope you can hear these words" i took a deep breath and started strumming my guitar.

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine
(song is by colorblind by the counting crows, i love it its so pretty.)

i strummed the last chords and got up setting my guitar down i pulled the rail down and reached down caressing her cheek softly "i love you so much, elles i need you, i miss your beautiful smile, i miss the way you light up a room when you laugh how you could make me smile no matter how i was feeling, how you took care of me, most of all i miss everything about what use to be us, the way your lips fit mine perfectly, how you fit into my arms, waking up next to you every morning being able to hear you say you loved me, making love to you the feeling of your skin against mine as we became one" i could feel the first tears falling from my eyes as i leaned down kissing her soft lips "please wake up love" i whispered hugging her "come back to me" i whispered looking at her i closed my eyes putting my forehead against hers feeling more tears, i suddenly felt a hand softly caressing my cheek, and i took a deep breath i opened my eyes slowly.......