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TRACE'S POV
"i walked in sitting down next to elly, and i looked down at her"fuck babe im so sorry for leaving you, i should have stayed with you, you needed me to protect you and i turned my back on you that day, elly you cant leave me i love you so much i loved you forever, sense the first day i saw you, fuck you were the one that changed me for the better, babe before you i didnt believe in love, but that day you walked into that office and i saw you laughing and your face just lit up with so much beauty, i fell for you right there you had my heart.
i sniffled wiping my eyes as i looked down at her" please babe wake up, i need you, god i hope you can hear my voice, elly if you can hear me please just wake up, just follow my voice and wake up" i leaned down pressing my forehead against hers and closed my eyes.
"please dont take her away from us god please" i whispered. i opened my eyes and leaned back up looking back up at her i leaned back into my chair and i just thought about what frank had said out there, he was wrong about that, he had given her everything and it was things that i could never give her, because if he hadnt done it she wouldnt have kissed him back i took a deep breath and i got up kissing her forehead "i love you so much" i whispered walking out to the lobby. and i sat down next to gerard.
"you alright man" gerard asked giving me a hug, i nodded sighing. i looked over at frank and he looked over towards me as he walked into the room, i closed my eyes leaning my head against the wall and i knew that it was wrong but the jealousy just rose up shooting thru me. i took a deep breath trying calm myself down.
"so what did the police say" i replied sitting up.
"they took our statements said they were gonna go and find him and question him"
"thats it thats all there gonna do" gerard nodded "ya well we dont have proof"
"fuck the proof is him coming after us, and him already putting his hands on her once how much more proof do they want huh shit" i shook my head leaning back against the wall "we told them all that" mikey replied sitting on the floor "im gonna find him trust me" i smirked.
FRANK'S POV
i looked over at trace as i walked into the room and i just wanted to do was hit him in his fucking face, deep down inside i blamed him for everything, for leaving her there alone i wasnt gonna bite my tongue with that fucker anymore, i made my way inside and walked over to her and moved the chair out of the way.i pulled down one of the rails and i hugged her "why did this happen to you love" i looked down at her and she had so many tubes everywhere "love i miss you so much god if i would of just made better choices from the beginning i would still have you you would still love me and you wouldnt be here fighting for your life, please wake up,please" i cried hugging her tighter, "love when we kissed at the club, i know that you felt something for me, we belong together again, when i lost you my world died, when i came home and you werent there, thats when reality hit me and i knew that if i didnt have you my life wasnt worth it" i took her hand in mine sniffling and i sighed "you know gerard told me that oh god i hope this is true but he told me i was the one you needed right now so love please i hope my words make it to you and brings you back to us you dont this but um the first time i saw, we were in your garage doing our first rehearsal and i asked if i could use the restroom and i went inside and i stopped when i heard music coming from the den area i walked there and i stopped at the last step just kinda of peeking into the room and i saw you dancing, i couldnt take my eyes off of you, you looked so beautiful i just watched you as you moved and i listened to the words of the song and after that im not kidding, i got the song and i listened to it every night and just pictured your beautiful face love, i knew then and there that i wanted to be yours and i wanted you to be mine, i was madly in love with you, you know the day of the first video shoot i had planned it how i was gonna tell you how i felt, god i was so nervous and just watching you out there made me feel like maybe you wouldnt be into me, but when you said you loved me to i felt complete for the first time, i was so nervouse but you took that feeling away when we kissed, love you are the one i wanna marry and have a life with you love" i wiped my face as the tears fell down my cheeks "please come back to me" i whispered kissing her cheek.
It had been 2 weeks and there was no improvement in how elly was, i never left her side for one minute and while i was in here trace didnt come in very often. i slept next to her in a chair every night.
DREAM SEQUENCE
i felt someone caressing my cheek and i opened my eyes slowly and i saw elly standing in front of me smiling i got up quickly and i just stared into her eyes and she continued to smile "are you really here with me" she nodded taking my hand in hers and placing it on her heart "my heart beats for you" she whispered i looked over at the bed and she was still hooked up to all those machines "frankie look at me" i looked back up at her and she put her hand over mine "this is the real me in front of you, in that bed is the part of me that is hurt and scared, gerard was right you are the one i need by myside, thats why you have to let me go"
"i cant let you go i cant i love you" i cried looking at her "let that part of me go, bring the real me back frankie i need you to let me fight this on my own"
"i dont want to lose you" she smiled wrapping her arms around me "you wont lose me i promise you"
"i love you elles"
"i love you to i always will you are mine and i am yours" she whispered pressing her lips against mine.
END DREAM
i sat up in the chair quickly and i put my fingertips on my lips and i looked over at elly i took deep breaths and got up walking towards her, fuck it felt so real. "you can hear me" i whispered i heard the door click open and the doctor came in looking really concerned mikey got up and walked towards him "has she shown any improvement now"
the doctor shook his head and looked over at us "shes not showing signs of any improvement, im sorry mr. way but you and your brother are gonna have to make a very hard decision"
"oh no doctor please its not.."
"im sorry but your gonna have to decide if you want to keep her on life support or if you wanna let her try to fight this on her own"
i looked over at mikey and shook my head "what are her chances of living" mikey whispered
"she has a 40% chance"
"fuck i cant do this to her i cant decide this right now"
"mr. way we need a decsion, ill give you and your loved ones some privacy" the doctor replied walking out.
"mikey we cant she needs it" trace replied getting up," i dont know, gerard what do we do"
"guys shes a fighter we need to let her do this on her own,i know shes gonna make it, please trust me when i say this but she doesnt need it shes gonna wake up shes just scared" i replied looking at everyone
"she needs it you heard the doctor man 40% she wont make it on her own" trace replied looking at me "god your her fiance and you have very little faith in her, you dont know her the way that i know her and you never will and your not gonna take control of the decision"
"ya well neither are you, you are the last one who has a say in this matter you are nothing to her, im the one marrying her she loves me and she is with me, so guess what i do have control over it" i walked towards him and i pushed him "like hell you do" he pushed me back i was about to hit him and gerard grabbed me pulling me back 'shit guys now is not the fucking time alright and guess what neither one of you are gonna decide me and mikey are so you two can sit down and shut the fuck up" gerard yelled. i looked over at trace and i just smirked sitting back down.
MIKEY'S POV
"what do you think mikey" geard asked staying in the same spot in between frank and trace, i looked at frank and he had this pleading look in his eyes, i looked over at elly and then back to him again i took a deep breath and i looked back up at them"gee hes right she would want us to let her do this on her own, we have to give her the opportunity to fight"
"are you guys fucking crazy, dont you see she hasnt made any progress with the life support on, what makes you think she'll make it with out it" trace yelled.
i sighed running my hands thru my hair, "were gonna do it, im sorry but i know whats best for her not you trace" i replied getting up and walking out to the station.
i looked over at the doctor and i nodded "we want to take her off life support" he nodded and he gave me the forms to sign, my hands were noticeably shaking as i signed the paper work, this decision was gonna bring my sister back or possibly kill her.
"mr way were gonna send someone in right away to unhook the machine,your all welcome to stay in the room as this is done"
"how long will she hold on once the machine is off"
"we predict not very long, but the will to live is inside of her" i nodded wiping my eyes and walking back into the room.
"did you do it" trace asked he was sitting in the back 'ya i did someone is gonna come in a few minutes and turn the machine off" he nodded looking down at the floor "im sorry for yelling, i just dont want to lose her" he whispered "were not gonna loser her" i replied to trying to keep composed.
the door clicked opened and and a nurse came in walking towards elly
"we have to double check with the decision and make sure you want this to happen" she replied looking at me, i looked over at gerard and he nodded and trace and frank nodded in agreement " im sure" i whispered and she nodded turning back around and turning the machine off, she softly reached down and took off elly's oxygen mask and set it aside. we looked over at the machine waiting to see if her heart responded on its own "elly please,please breathe" i whispered.
"i walked in sitting down next to elly, and i looked down at her"fuck babe im so sorry for leaving you, i should have stayed with you, you needed me to protect you and i turned my back on you that day, elly you cant leave me i love you so much i loved you forever, sense the first day i saw you, fuck you were the one that changed me for the better, babe before you i didnt believe in love, but that day you walked into that office and i saw you laughing and your face just lit up with so much beauty, i fell for you right there you had my heart.
i sniffled wiping my eyes as i looked down at her" please babe wake up, i need you, god i hope you can hear my voice, elly if you can hear me please just wake up, just follow my voice and wake up" i leaned down pressing my forehead against hers and closed my eyes.
"please dont take her away from us god please" i whispered. i opened my eyes and leaned back up looking back up at her i leaned back into my chair and i just thought about what frank had said out there, he was wrong about that, he had given her everything and it was things that i could never give her, because if he hadnt done it she wouldnt have kissed him back i took a deep breath and i got up kissing her forehead "i love you so much" i whispered walking out to the lobby. and i sat down next to gerard.
"you alright man" gerard asked giving me a hug, i nodded sighing. i looked over at frank and he looked over towards me as he walked into the room, i closed my eyes leaning my head against the wall and i knew that it was wrong but the jealousy just rose up shooting thru me. i took a deep breath trying calm myself down.
"so what did the police say" i replied sitting up.
"they took our statements said they were gonna go and find him and question him"
"thats it thats all there gonna do" gerard nodded "ya well we dont have proof"
"fuck the proof is him coming after us, and him already putting his hands on her once how much more proof do they want huh shit" i shook my head leaning back against the wall "we told them all that" mikey replied sitting on the floor "im gonna find him trust me" i smirked.
FRANK'S POV
i looked over at trace as i walked into the room and i just wanted to do was hit him in his fucking face, deep down inside i blamed him for everything, for leaving her there alone i wasnt gonna bite my tongue with that fucker anymore, i made my way inside and walked over to her and moved the chair out of the way.i pulled down one of the rails and i hugged her "why did this happen to you love" i looked down at her and she had so many tubes everywhere "love i miss you so much god if i would of just made better choices from the beginning i would still have you you would still love me and you wouldnt be here fighting for your life, please wake up,please" i cried hugging her tighter, "love when we kissed at the club, i know that you felt something for me, we belong together again, when i lost you my world died, when i came home and you werent there, thats when reality hit me and i knew that if i didnt have you my life wasnt worth it" i took her hand in mine sniffling and i sighed "you know gerard told me that oh god i hope this is true but he told me i was the one you needed right now so love please i hope my words make it to you and brings you back to us you dont this but um the first time i saw, we were in your garage doing our first rehearsal and i asked if i could use the restroom and i went inside and i stopped when i heard music coming from the den area i walked there and i stopped at the last step just kinda of peeking into the room and i saw you dancing, i couldnt take my eyes off of you, you looked so beautiful i just watched you as you moved and i listened to the words of the song and after that im not kidding, i got the song and i listened to it every night and just pictured your beautiful face love, i knew then and there that i wanted to be yours and i wanted you to be mine, i was madly in love with you, you know the day of the first video shoot i had planned it how i was gonna tell you how i felt, god i was so nervous and just watching you out there made me feel like maybe you wouldnt be into me, but when you said you loved me to i felt complete for the first time, i was so nervouse but you took that feeling away when we kissed, love you are the one i wanna marry and have a life with you love" i wiped my face as the tears fell down my cheeks "please come back to me" i whispered kissing her cheek.
It had been 2 weeks and there was no improvement in how elly was, i never left her side for one minute and while i was in here trace didnt come in very often. i slept next to her in a chair every night.
DREAM SEQUENCE
i felt someone caressing my cheek and i opened my eyes slowly and i saw elly standing in front of me smiling i got up quickly and i just stared into her eyes and she continued to smile "are you really here with me" she nodded taking my hand in hers and placing it on her heart "my heart beats for you" she whispered i looked over at the bed and she was still hooked up to all those machines "frankie look at me" i looked back up at her and she put her hand over mine "this is the real me in front of you, in that bed is the part of me that is hurt and scared, gerard was right you are the one i need by myside, thats why you have to let me go"
"i cant let you go i cant i love you" i cried looking at her "let that part of me go, bring the real me back frankie i need you to let me fight this on my own"
"i dont want to lose you" she smiled wrapping her arms around me "you wont lose me i promise you"
"i love you elles"
"i love you to i always will you are mine and i am yours" she whispered pressing her lips against mine.
END DREAM
i sat up in the chair quickly and i put my fingertips on my lips and i looked over at elly i took deep breaths and got up walking towards her, fuck it felt so real. "you can hear me" i whispered i heard the door click open and the doctor came in looking really concerned mikey got up and walked towards him "has she shown any improvement now"
the doctor shook his head and looked over at us "shes not showing signs of any improvement, im sorry mr. way but you and your brother are gonna have to make a very hard decision"
"oh no doctor please its not.."
"im sorry but your gonna have to decide if you want to keep her on life support or if you wanna let her try to fight this on her own"
i looked over at mikey and shook my head "what are her chances of living" mikey whispered
"she has a 40% chance"
"fuck i cant do this to her i cant decide this right now"
"mr. way we need a decsion, ill give you and your loved ones some privacy" the doctor replied walking out.
"mikey we cant she needs it" trace replied getting up," i dont know, gerard what do we do"
"guys shes a fighter we need to let her do this on her own,i know shes gonna make it, please trust me when i say this but she doesnt need it shes gonna wake up shes just scared" i replied looking at everyone
"she needs it you heard the doctor man 40% she wont make it on her own" trace replied looking at me "god your her fiance and you have very little faith in her, you dont know her the way that i know her and you never will and your not gonna take control of the decision"
"ya well neither are you, you are the last one who has a say in this matter you are nothing to her, im the one marrying her she loves me and she is with me, so guess what i do have control over it" i walked towards him and i pushed him "like hell you do" he pushed me back i was about to hit him and gerard grabbed me pulling me back 'shit guys now is not the fucking time alright and guess what neither one of you are gonna decide me and mikey are so you two can sit down and shut the fuck up" gerard yelled. i looked over at trace and i just smirked sitting back down.
MIKEY'S POV
"what do you think mikey" geard asked staying in the same spot in between frank and trace, i looked at frank and he had this pleading look in his eyes, i looked over at elly and then back to him again i took a deep breath and i looked back up at them"gee hes right she would want us to let her do this on her own, we have to give her the opportunity to fight"
"are you guys fucking crazy, dont you see she hasnt made any progress with the life support on, what makes you think she'll make it with out it" trace yelled.
i sighed running my hands thru my hair, "were gonna do it, im sorry but i know whats best for her not you trace" i replied getting up and walking out to the station.
i looked over at the doctor and i nodded "we want to take her off life support" he nodded and he gave me the forms to sign, my hands were noticeably shaking as i signed the paper work, this decision was gonna bring my sister back or possibly kill her.
"mr way were gonna send someone in right away to unhook the machine,your all welcome to stay in the room as this is done"
"how long will she hold on once the machine is off"
"we predict not very long, but the will to live is inside of her" i nodded wiping my eyes and walking back into the room.
"did you do it" trace asked he was sitting in the back 'ya i did someone is gonna come in a few minutes and turn the machine off" he nodded looking down at the floor "im sorry for yelling, i just dont want to lose her" he whispered "were not gonna loser her" i replied to trying to keep composed.
the door clicked opened and and a nurse came in walking towards elly
"we have to double check with the decision and make sure you want this to happen" she replied looking at me, i looked over at gerard and he nodded and trace and frank nodded in agreement " im sure" i whispered and she nodded turning back around and turning the machine off, she softly reached down and took off elly's oxygen mask and set it aside. we looked over at the machine waiting to see if her heart responded on its own "elly please,please breathe" i whispered.
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