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TRACE'S POV


i walked into the room and i saw elly trying to get out bed.
"hey you suppose to be doing that" she turned towards me and she shook her head "no but im tired im laying down already" she said as she grabbed onto the chair trying to balance. i walked towards her and i put my hands on her hips helping walk around the room "how you feeling" i asked as we walked around "im okay" she responded pulling away from me and walking on her own, i sighed shaking my head and i grabbed a chair and sat down.

"you still confused about marrying me" i asked looking up at her
"why would you ask me that now" she replied as she walked towards the window.
"i dont know i come to see you and you just act like im not in the room and i find you in franks arms, so i guess thats why im asking"

"what do you want me to do just jump on you and make it about you, im sorry but you werent there for me at that moment you left you didnt have to leave, you left me on the bus, and you left me here at the hospital my family comes first" she said coldly as she stared at me.

"well what about frank hes not family and you seem fine being with him"

"frank is family" she replied. 'well your my family were engaged elly"
"but were not married yet are we"
"i love you so much but your never gonna love me like you loved him are you" she stayed quiet for the longest time and she finally shook her head "no im not gonna love you like i love him" i looked at her when i realized she had said love and not loved i knew it right at this moment she was torn between us, i dont know what frank did but he got into my fiance's head.

"you said love what did frank say to you, same bullshit excuse elly dont be stupid did you forget what he did to you"

"no i didnt and im not stupid, i guess thats what i am to you, is that im stupid huh" she walked back to the bed and she sat down.
"no your not stupid im sorry, how do you want me to react, i left the bus that day, becaus i needed to think, you told me you had kissed frank that day you dont think that hurt me" i looked down playing with the ring on my finger.

"ya i know but i was trying to say sorry, none of that was planned okay, i was engaged to you, i felt like i needed to tell you because i didnt want to hide anything from you"

"so you were engaged to me as in not anymore" i questioned,
'i dont know what i want anymore, you cant expect me to just pick up were we left off after what happened, i need time trace its like you dont care about what he did to me" she said as her voice cracked, i looked up at her and she was crying. i got up i walked up to her sitting down on the bed with her "please dont cry, im sorry babe" i whispered hugging her.

"im with you trace, i need you to know that"
"i do know that" i looked down at her and smiled "i love you trace"
"i love you" i leaned kissing her lips softly. just as we were deepening the kiss we heard a chair slam and we pulled apart, i looked over and i saw frank sitting and i just smiled as i saw the pissed look he had on his face. i took elly in my arms and hugged her tightly.


FRANKS POV

i couldnt believe what mikey was telling me, he was suppose to my friend, he knows how much i love his sister i sat down on one of the benches and i took out a cigg lighting it. i took a couple of puffs and i heard open and gerard walked out sitting next to me.

"you okay man" i nodded taking a drag. "hey dont let what mikey said in there bother you"

"ya well when it comes from one of the brothers what can i think except maybe hes right" i sighed looking out over the balcony.

"you know when elly got engaged, the first thing that ran thru my mind was that she said yes because she was angry at you, but i dont think she whole heartedly said yes to him, because no matter how mad she was she still loved you, if you could have seen her face when she said yes you'd know what i mean man' gerard said sitting on the rail taking my cigg away and taking a drag. i looked up at him and he nodded handing it back to me.

"the day he proposed to her its like he did it because he knew eventually elly would forgive me, he knew we were talking so he did the best thing he knew how, he asked her to marry him, i heard her say yes and i lost it, i didnt think she was gonna say yes, i was so sure she was gonna say no but she proved me wrong, so i did the best thing i knew how to do i left." i looked down as i felt the tears fall.

"she wont marry him trust me, as her brother i know how she thinks shes more like me, when she gets her mind set on something or someone she works like crazy to get it" he smiled i nodded taking a last drag and tossing the cig in the ashtray.

"i hope your right man" i said as we walked back inside. i walked past mikey and i stopped when i saw elly and trace kissing, at that moment i just felt my heart just sink

"hey whats going.." gerard stopped when he saw elly and trace to.
'maybe mikey was right huh" i said as we walked in and i grabbed the chair making noise with it as i sat down, which caused them to turn around. i looked at trace and i just wanted to beat the shit out of him. he just smiled and hugged elly tightly.

i felt elly's eyes on me and turned towards her, and she had the saddest look in her eyes, i read her lips and she mouthed the words "im sorry" i just nodded and mouthed back "i love you"


ELLY'S POV

i looked over at frank as he mouthed the words i love you, i felt even worse, everything was so screwed up now, i was stuck in between the two guys that loved me, but i knew i didnt love the them the same way, i loved each one for a different reason, but frankie would always have my heart no matter what. I wanted to just go back to the way me and frankie use to be and just start over, but i couldnt hurt trace not after all he had done for me, after everything we had built together, i couldnt break his heart.


"the doctor said you can leave tomorrow morning elles" mikey said as he came into the room smiling.
"im ready to go home mikes, i dont feel safe here" i whispered looking up at him, he nodded taking my hand in his. "were gonna keep you safe ok i promise you elles"

"i know you guys will mikes"



the guys ended up sleeping on the chairs in the room, trace slept on the couch and frankie slept in a chair by my side, he slipped his hand into mine when he thought i was asleep and i just smiled as i felt him kiss it gentley.

the next morning we just waited for the doctors to give me my release papers so i could leave this place finally.
we heard a knock on the door and i thought it was the doctor coming to give me my papers. i looked at frankie smiling and i saw two officers come in and my smile faded.

"Elly cherrie way" one of them asked, and i got up walking towards them.
"thats me" i said as trace stood beside me grabbing my hand.
"Hi im detectiv benson and this is my partner detective myers, we need to take your statement before you leave today"

"has anything been done or asked to her attacker" trace asked
"we questioned him ran thru the crime scene but we havent found evidence to use against him"
"what! you mean hes still free he did it, how can i go home knowing hes out there" i said looking at the detectives.

"thats why we need your statement ms. way" detective benson said
"is that gonna do something, can you use my statement against him"
"yes we can" he nodded.
"okay then"
"can we talk in private"
"were her brothers we want to stay with her" mikey said getting up,
"mikey please i dont want you or gerard to her what he did to me"
"but elles" i shook my head " please mikes"
"okay elles" he said giving me a hug "well lets go outside and let trace stay with her" mikey said as they walked out the door "no frank you stay with her" gerard said and i turned to look at him and then back at trace "i should stay with her man im her fiance" trace replied " ya man i know, just come outside with us and let frank stay"
"fine thats fine" trace said and he kissed my forehead and he walked out with gerard and mikey. we grabbed some chairs and we sat down with the detectives.

"we need to know exactly what happened that day ms.way" detective benson said taking out a recorder and turning it on.

i looked over at frankie and he grabbed my hand taking it in his and i tooka deep breath, feeling the tears stream down my cheeks, as i brought back that horrible memory.

"i was on the bus my fiance's band travels in, we had a fight and he left leaving me alone on the bus. i was sleeping and i woke up when my phone starting ringing. i was gonna go out to find my fiance when i heard the front door of the bus open, i thought it was him, and i walked out meeting face to face with burt" my voice cracked and i could feel whole body shaking and frankie hugged me trying to soothe my tears.

"so he came onto the bus, are the buses locked when you walk out"
i nodded taking a breath, "yes"
"do you always keep the door locked"
"um when were all on the bus its kept unlocked because the members come and go"
"was it locked that day you were alone"
"i dont remember, me and my fiance had a fight and he stormed off, but i dont know if the door locked automatically"
"who carries the main key to the door"
"um the driver does" the detective nodded and he handed me some tissue 'thankyou" i said wiping my eyes.
"what happened after you saw him on the bus"
i looked over at frankie and i shook my head crying "love its okay tell them" he whispered "i dont want you to....im ashamed frankie"
"i love you no matter what you do not change for me i promise' he said kissing my forehead. i put my hand on the wound on my chest and i closed my eyes. " he told me he had come back to make me pay, and i tried to get him off the bus he got mad because of how i was talking to him, and thats when he pushed me against he wall by my throat and started choking me, when i tried to run he threw me on the floor kicking me and picking me up again slammin me against the wall i begged for him to stop and he laughed the whole time, he grabbed me pulling off my shorts and my underwear, when he got ontop of me and kissed me i tried to defend myself so i hit him, and it made him more angry and he pulled me up slammin my head against the wall and he threw back on the floor kicking me again, he told me how he wanted to see why my fiance and my...."

i opened my eyes and i looked over at frankie and i felt my chest tightened. "and my first love were fighting over, so he grabbed me and turned me over onto my stomache, i could feel him pull my legs apart and thats when i felt him inside of me, i could barely move but he pulled me up towards him as he....raped..me" i broke down into tears and frankie tried to hug and i shook my head my head.

"ms. way we can stop for a minute if you like' detective benson said reaching for the recorder.

"no...i just want to get this done, okay," he nodded and i wiped my face quickly.

"when burt was done, he to told me he was happy he had gotten to fuck me before he got rid of me, thats when when i saw the blade and i begged again which made him laugh and say how much he loved to hear me beg, thats when i felt the blade in my chest, and as quickly as he put that blade in he ripped it out, he looked down at me and said bye peaches and thats the last thing i remember" i said crying and frankie pulled me into his arms.

"im sorry this happened to you ms. way, i promise were gonna do everything we can to convict him" detective benson said getting up, i looked up at him and i nodded.

"we'll keep in touch, we have all your information, for your los angeles home" he said as he shook franks hand and they left.

i looked back at frankie and he reached out wiping my tears, "i didnt want you to hear all this frankie"
"im gonna kill him love,hes gonna regret putting his hands on you" he said and i could see the anger in his eyes "frankie please just let the police deal with him, hes done enough to us i dont want him to hurt anyone else" i cried grabbing his hand, he just nodded and he put his forehead against mine "come home with me" he whispered

"shes coming home with me" i looked at the door way and i saw trace mikey and gerard standing in the room, "i am frankie im sorry" i said getting up and trace grabbed my hand "you lost her man quit trying to come in between us ok" frankie got up and walked towards us, "ya well guess what trace im not going to, you came after her when she was with me, do you think i didnt notice huh fucker'

"no you look.." trace stepped foward and i stopped him "look can we just stop this already ok im tired of this i just want to go home and forget so if you two want to keep fighting go for it but im done" i said walking out of the room and sitting outside until the doctor gave me my discharge papers. when everything was in order we left to the airport and we headed back to Los Angeles.