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ELLY'S POV
"yes mom everything is okay"
"sweety i just want you to be happy again" my mom said on the other end of the phone, she had been calling everyday for the past 2 weeks sense i had been home.
"mom i dont really want to talk right now okay can i just call you later please"
'elly just talk..."
"no mom please, can i just call you later" i cried into the reciever putting my head into my hands feeling the tears fall.
"alright my little one" she said and i just hung up the phone and threw it on the floor, and i curled into a ball into the couch cushions breaking down.
"babe what happened" i heard trace's voice and i ignored him completely.
"babe" i felt trace sit behind me as he wrapped his arms around me and i shrugged pulling out of his touch.
"can you just leave me alone" i said getting up and walking upstairs.
"fuck elly im trying to be here for you, how much longer are you gonna push me away huh" trace yelled and i stopped at the top of the stairs and turned around"look i just want to be alone thats all im asking from you, what do u want me to do huh, did you expect me to come home and play fiance and just go back to how it was, well news flash it isnt gonna go back to how it was and how it use to be" i yelled at him and he just stood there looking down as he shook his head " i dont want to leave you alone elly, i just want you back, i miss who u were, who we were, let me help you remember that"
"i dont want you to right now okay"
"i bet you if it was frank here instead of me, you would let him take care of you and be near you" he said with such hatred as he walked up towards me.
"maybe i would and you know the way i saw use to see him with such hate is the way im seeing you right now, how dare you expect me to just go back, im sorry if i cant be the perfect little wifey u want"
"elly please" he said trying to hug me, and i shook my head pushing him away "dont touch me okay,just dont' i replied backing away from him and stopping when i felt my back hit the wall.
"elly dont do this please dont do this, why are you putting a wall in between us"
"trace i just need time okay im sorry but i just dont want anyone to touch me right now, u have to understand i close my eyes and i see him, so when you touch me i see him" i sighed looking trying to catch my breath.
"but im not him,i dont want you to be afraid of me babe, i want to able to hold you and make you feel safe" he said reaching out and i slowly raised my hand linking my fingers thru his.
"come on why dont you sleep for a while" i nodded and we walked into our bedroom, i hadnt really been coming up here that much, the whole time i was home i was sleeping downstairs. i walked towards the bed and i got on scooting to the middle and curling into the pillows.
i looked over at trace and he sat down on the bed next to me. He looked down at me and smiled, and i reached out taking his hand in mine.
"can i scoot towards you a little" he whispered.
i nodded and he moved towards me wrapping his arms around me.
"how do u feel when your in my arms" he said as i layed my head on chest.
"i dont know"
"dont i make you feel the same way anymore"
"i dont know what i feel anymore, something isnt right, i dont feel like me anymore" i murmured feeling the tears stream down my cheeks.
"but you are you babe" i shook my head and i closed my eyes "i just wanna sleep ok"
"ya okay" i thought he would of got and left but he didnt. i just didnt want to deal with it so i just layed there until i fell asleep.
DREAM
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"elly" i heard my name and i stirred a little cuddling into trace's chest ignoring him,
"oh elly" i opened my eyes and i sighed getting really annoyed "what trace"
"uh uh wrong fuck peaches" my whole body froze when i heard his voice and i slowly looked up and i was bert's arms, i screamed getting up and he grabbed me by the throat slamming me back down on the bed.
"aww were you going peaches" he smirked leaning down as i felt him lick the side of my face."fuck you taste so good" he said laughing "where's trace" i whispered hearing my voice crack with fear
"trace i have no idea but i do know were frankie boy is at" he smiled picking me up and grabbing me by the back of the neck as he dragged me out of my room taking me downstairs. i looked around and we were at the apt me and frankie once shared.
"what did you do to him" i cried as his grip tightened on my neck
"oh something very creative peaches your gonna love it" he said as he we got closer to the kitchen "there you go peaches" he pointed throwing me on the floor. i looked down and my hands were covered in blood. "what do u think peaches" he smiled evily as he pointed and i looked up and i screamed when i saw frankie slummped against the wall with a knife in his chest and his throat slit. "well" he said as he grabbed my neck making me look down at a giant heart made of frankie's blood that said frankie and his precious love forever.
"oh my god frankie NOOOO!" i screamed running towards him but bert grabbed me slamming me on the table hard "forever right peaches" he yelled slitting my throat"
"yes mom everything is okay"
"sweety i just want you to be happy again" my mom said on the other end of the phone, she had been calling everyday for the past 2 weeks sense i had been home.
"mom i dont really want to talk right now okay can i just call you later please"
'elly just talk..."
"no mom please, can i just call you later" i cried into the reciever putting my head into my hands feeling the tears fall.
"alright my little one" she said and i just hung up the phone and threw it on the floor, and i curled into a ball into the couch cushions breaking down.
"babe what happened" i heard trace's voice and i ignored him completely.
"babe" i felt trace sit behind me as he wrapped his arms around me and i shrugged pulling out of his touch.
"can you just leave me alone" i said getting up and walking upstairs.
"fuck elly im trying to be here for you, how much longer are you gonna push me away huh" trace yelled and i stopped at the top of the stairs and turned around"look i just want to be alone thats all im asking from you, what do u want me to do huh, did you expect me to come home and play fiance and just go back to how it was, well news flash it isnt gonna go back to how it was and how it use to be" i yelled at him and he just stood there looking down as he shook his head " i dont want to leave you alone elly, i just want you back, i miss who u were, who we were, let me help you remember that"
"i dont want you to right now okay"
"i bet you if it was frank here instead of me, you would let him take care of you and be near you" he said with such hatred as he walked up towards me.
"maybe i would and you know the way i saw use to see him with such hate is the way im seeing you right now, how dare you expect me to just go back, im sorry if i cant be the perfect little wifey u want"
"elly please" he said trying to hug me, and i shook my head pushing him away "dont touch me okay,just dont' i replied backing away from him and stopping when i felt my back hit the wall.
"elly dont do this please dont do this, why are you putting a wall in between us"
"trace i just need time okay im sorry but i just dont want anyone to touch me right now, u have to understand i close my eyes and i see him, so when you touch me i see him" i sighed looking trying to catch my breath.
"but im not him,i dont want you to be afraid of me babe, i want to able to hold you and make you feel safe" he said reaching out and i slowly raised my hand linking my fingers thru his.
"come on why dont you sleep for a while" i nodded and we walked into our bedroom, i hadnt really been coming up here that much, the whole time i was home i was sleeping downstairs. i walked towards the bed and i got on scooting to the middle and curling into the pillows.
i looked over at trace and he sat down on the bed next to me. He looked down at me and smiled, and i reached out taking his hand in mine.
"can i scoot towards you a little" he whispered.
i nodded and he moved towards me wrapping his arms around me.
"how do u feel when your in my arms" he said as i layed my head on chest.
"i dont know"
"dont i make you feel the same way anymore"
"i dont know what i feel anymore, something isnt right, i dont feel like me anymore" i murmured feeling the tears stream down my cheeks.
"but you are you babe" i shook my head and i closed my eyes "i just wanna sleep ok"
"ya okay" i thought he would of got and left but he didnt. i just didnt want to deal with it so i just layed there until i fell asleep.
DREAM
-------
"elly" i heard my name and i stirred a little cuddling into trace's chest ignoring him,
"oh elly" i opened my eyes and i sighed getting really annoyed "what trace"
"uh uh wrong fuck peaches" my whole body froze when i heard his voice and i slowly looked up and i was bert's arms, i screamed getting up and he grabbed me by the throat slamming me back down on the bed.
"aww were you going peaches" he smirked leaning down as i felt him lick the side of my face."fuck you taste so good" he said laughing "where's trace" i whispered hearing my voice crack with fear
"trace i have no idea but i do know were frankie boy is at" he smiled picking me up and grabbing me by the back of the neck as he dragged me out of my room taking me downstairs. i looked around and we were at the apt me and frankie once shared.
"what did you do to him" i cried as his grip tightened on my neck
"oh something very creative peaches your gonna love it" he said as he we got closer to the kitchen "there you go peaches" he pointed throwing me on the floor. i looked down and my hands were covered in blood. "what do u think peaches" he smiled evily as he pointed and i looked up and i screamed when i saw frankie slummped against the wall with a knife in his chest and his throat slit. "well" he said as he grabbed my neck making me look down at a giant heart made of frankie's blood that said frankie and his precious love forever.
"oh my god frankie NOOOO!" i screamed running towards him but bert grabbed me slamming me on the table hard "forever right peaches" he yelled slitting my throat"
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