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ELLY'S POV
I sat at the airport waiting for my flight and just thinking about everything, all the bad things that had happened to me just flashed all aross my mind, and i realized that i was better off on my own. I had been played by the the two people who i gave my heart to and in every situation i had to face i just didnt. i did the best thing i knew how and that was run, well i was tired of running and it was time for me to finally stay and fix my problems head on. i got up and checked out my luggage and headed home, i called mikey leaving a message letting them know that i was fine and that i would see them when they got home and explain.
when i pulled into the drive-way, trace came back out running tyring to hug me "oh my god you came back i knew you didnt mean what you had said" i just smirked and i pushed him away.
"oh i meant what i said" i replied walking back up to the apt and locking the door before trace came in. i heard him banging on the door but i ignored him and i went up stairs and i grabbed all of trace's clothes and i walked out to the balcony.
"trace oh trace" i yelled and stopped when i saw him in the distance. "you might need these" i smiled throwing his clothes over.
"what the fuck" he yelled as he picked up his clothes. i walked back inside and grabbed what ever else i could of his and i tossed it over the balcony.
"were done, dont you ever come near me again,dont look for me dont call me, good bye you fucking bastard" i yelled going back inside and i closed the doors.
i walked into the living room and i looked around. it was time for to move somewhere closer to my brothers. i went into the kitchen and i started looking thru the apartments listings. i was gonna start new and i was gonna finally be happy and live again.
TRACE'S POV
when elly left i went back inside and paced around the living room, "FUCK" i yelled punching the wall, how could i have been so stupid, i did the one thing frank did that hurt her the most, i leaned against the wall looking down at her ring in my palm, i closed my plam up and just clutched onto the ring, "fuck i lost her" i replied as i slid the wall feeling the tears fall. i heard the door click open and i thought it was making me turn quickly but it was beth.
"trace im sorry" she said crying. i shook my head looking away from her "im sorry to, god we fucked up"
"i cant tell mason" she whispered
"you have to tell him, beth you have to we deserve this we fucked up big time so tell him or i will"
"trace i cant, i...."
"fuck beth tell him" i yelled getting up "ill lose him"
"ya well at least he didnt see us okay, i lost elly she saw us"
"shes never gonna talk to me again, i didnt want to hurt her, shes been nothing but a sister to me"
"ya well now shes nothing to eaither one of us" i said grabbing mu cell and dialing her number but it went straight to voicemail.
"shit" i sat back on the floor and tried calling her number a couple a more times but she ignored them, i mean i didnt really expect her to pick it up. i leaned my head against the wall and closed my eyes.
"trace i..."
"just go beth" i whispered keeping my eyes closed.
"ya okay" she replied and i heard the front door close. i felt like i was against that wall forever. and i opened my eyes quickly when i heard a car pull up outside. i got and i looked out the window and i saw elly. i practically ran outside "oh my god you came back, i knew you didnt mean what you had said" i said trying to hug her. but she pushed me away.
"oh i meant what i said" i she said walking past me and i ran after her but she slammed the door and locked it. i banged on it a few times but she ignored me. i walked back downstairs and i looked up at the window and i could see her walking around the apartment.
"trace oh trace" i turned when i heard her yellin from the back and ran to the back part of our yard and she was throwing my clothes over out into the yard.
"what the fuck" i yelled trying to pick up what i could as she kept throwing things out.
"were done, dont you ever come near me again,dont look for me dont call me, good bye you fucking bastard" she yelled closing ther doors .
"elly please" i yelled but she didnt come back out, i sighed grabbing what i could and i took off to my parents house. thank god none of them were in town, how was i gonna explain how i lost my fiance to my family, how was i suppose to look at mason in the face again, i had really fucked everything up i lost the love of my life my future wife, and it was only a matter of time before mason came looking for me and i could only imagine what mikey and gerard were gonna say and do....
ELLY'S POV
the guys had been gone for a week now, and i had told mikey about what had happened and fuck they were furious, but i told them to let me be the one to solve my problems and just enjoy there vacation. i promised them everything was gonna be okay by the time they came back. i got several messages from gerard pissed and i got one from frankie telling me how sometimes love an was addiction and it hurt like hell. and he told me how much he loved me and how beautiful i was and how i would always be beautiful to him. and inside i knew i still loved him, but i wanted time.
so here i was packing all my belongings getting ready to leave again, i was packing some stuff in the kitchen when i heard my door ring, i got up sighing hoping it wasnt trace, but to my surprise it was mason.
"hey elly" he said with the saddest voice i had never heard come out his mouth, "hey mase come in" i smiled. he shook his head looking down. "i just came by say i was gonna be gone for a while"
"your leaving LA" i questioned.
"im leaving california for a while, im gonna go and stay with some friends and my brother in New York, i just came by to say bye and im sorry"
"im sorry to mase, i dont know why they decided to hurt us"
"ya well what done is done right, beth is out of my life and so is trace"
"have you seen trace"
"nah, i wanted to go and just beat the shit of him, but what would be the point, its like just blaming him, when beth was at fault to you know" he sighed.
"ya i know' i said.
"well ill call you as soon as i get settled in"
"ya okay mase, ill miss you"
"me to elly" he smiled giving me a hug.
"take care of your self mase"
"you to elly" he smiled weakly as he walked away from door and down the stairs. i closed my door locking it and i finished packing the rest of the kitchen up.
i was just about finished when i heard the door bell again, i answered and it was just the mail man delivering a package. i signed for it and i went upstairs to my room and i opened it pulling out a dvd and a letter. in the back of my mind i really hoped this wasnt from trace, to my relief it wasnt it was from my mom. i opened up the dvd and i put on pushing play as i read the short note she put inside the box.
i put the letter down and i pushed play on the dvd, and sat on the edge of the bed as i watched.
I was a video of of me when i was rehearsing a dance routine i was doing in school, in the new studio/basement gerard and mikey had made me so i would have my own dance studio. i smiled as i watched myself dance, god this was so long ago i must of been like 15 in this video. i laughed a little as i heard my moms voice in the background as she cheered me on. i could see her reflection in the mirror as she smiled and suddenly she moved the camera away from but still pointing at the mirror, i wondered what she was doing until i saw franks reflection in the mirror, he was hiding by the stairs sitting on the last step watching me dance, his eyes were glued to me and he had the cutest smile ever. as i danced across the floor his eyes followed my every move. i didnt even know he had seen me that day, i thought he had been upstairs in the garage the whole time and here i was dancing and i remember the whole time i was moving i was thinking of him and picturing him playing his heart out upstairs and here he had been watching me dance my heart out, there were so many times i had hid outside and just watched him play hoping he would one day watch me dance and feel the love i felt for him as he played, i was secretly in love with im and so was he. i could feel the huge smile on my face as i felt my heart flutter and beat like crazy for him all over again, maybe my mom was right he was the one that made me happy and he would always be the one i would be in love with, i knew what i had to do and i was gonna do it.
I sat at the airport waiting for my flight and just thinking about everything, all the bad things that had happened to me just flashed all aross my mind, and i realized that i was better off on my own. I had been played by the the two people who i gave my heart to and in every situation i had to face i just didnt. i did the best thing i knew how and that was run, well i was tired of running and it was time for me to finally stay and fix my problems head on. i got up and checked out my luggage and headed home, i called mikey leaving a message letting them know that i was fine and that i would see them when they got home and explain.
when i pulled into the drive-way, trace came back out running tyring to hug me "oh my god you came back i knew you didnt mean what you had said" i just smirked and i pushed him away.
"oh i meant what i said" i replied walking back up to the apt and locking the door before trace came in. i heard him banging on the door but i ignored him and i went up stairs and i grabbed all of trace's clothes and i walked out to the balcony.
"trace oh trace" i yelled and stopped when i saw him in the distance. "you might need these" i smiled throwing his clothes over.
"what the fuck" he yelled as he picked up his clothes. i walked back inside and grabbed what ever else i could of his and i tossed it over the balcony.
"were done, dont you ever come near me again,dont look for me dont call me, good bye you fucking bastard" i yelled going back inside and i closed the doors.
i walked into the living room and i looked around. it was time for to move somewhere closer to my brothers. i went into the kitchen and i started looking thru the apartments listings. i was gonna start new and i was gonna finally be happy and live again.
TRACE'S POV
when elly left i went back inside and paced around the living room, "FUCK" i yelled punching the wall, how could i have been so stupid, i did the one thing frank did that hurt her the most, i leaned against the wall looking down at her ring in my palm, i closed my plam up and just clutched onto the ring, "fuck i lost her" i replied as i slid the wall feeling the tears fall. i heard the door click open and i thought it was making me turn quickly but it was beth.
"trace im sorry" she said crying. i shook my head looking away from her "im sorry to, god we fucked up"
"i cant tell mason" she whispered
"you have to tell him, beth you have to we deserve this we fucked up big time so tell him or i will"
"trace i cant, i...."
"fuck beth tell him" i yelled getting up "ill lose him"
"ya well at least he didnt see us okay, i lost elly she saw us"
"shes never gonna talk to me again, i didnt want to hurt her, shes been nothing but a sister to me"
"ya well now shes nothing to eaither one of us" i said grabbing mu cell and dialing her number but it went straight to voicemail.
"shit" i sat back on the floor and tried calling her number a couple a more times but she ignored them, i mean i didnt really expect her to pick it up. i leaned my head against the wall and closed my eyes.
"trace i..."
"just go beth" i whispered keeping my eyes closed.
"ya okay" she replied and i heard the front door close. i felt like i was against that wall forever. and i opened my eyes quickly when i heard a car pull up outside. i got and i looked out the window and i saw elly. i practically ran outside "oh my god you came back, i knew you didnt mean what you had said" i said trying to hug her. but she pushed me away.
"oh i meant what i said" i she said walking past me and i ran after her but she slammed the door and locked it. i banged on it a few times but she ignored me. i walked back downstairs and i looked up at the window and i could see her walking around the apartment.
"trace oh trace" i turned when i heard her yellin from the back and ran to the back part of our yard and she was throwing my clothes over out into the yard.
"what the fuck" i yelled trying to pick up what i could as she kept throwing things out.
"were done, dont you ever come near me again,dont look for me dont call me, good bye you fucking bastard" she yelled closing ther doors .
"elly please" i yelled but she didnt come back out, i sighed grabbing what i could and i took off to my parents house. thank god none of them were in town, how was i gonna explain how i lost my fiance to my family, how was i suppose to look at mason in the face again, i had really fucked everything up i lost the love of my life my future wife, and it was only a matter of time before mason came looking for me and i could only imagine what mikey and gerard were gonna say and do....
ELLY'S POV
the guys had been gone for a week now, and i had told mikey about what had happened and fuck they were furious, but i told them to let me be the one to solve my problems and just enjoy there vacation. i promised them everything was gonna be okay by the time they came back. i got several messages from gerard pissed and i got one from frankie telling me how sometimes love an was addiction and it hurt like hell. and he told me how much he loved me and how beautiful i was and how i would always be beautiful to him. and inside i knew i still loved him, but i wanted time.
so here i was packing all my belongings getting ready to leave again, i was packing some stuff in the kitchen when i heard my door ring, i got up sighing hoping it wasnt trace, but to my surprise it was mason.
"hey elly" he said with the saddest voice i had never heard come out his mouth, "hey mase come in" i smiled. he shook his head looking down. "i just came by say i was gonna be gone for a while"
"your leaving LA" i questioned.
"im leaving california for a while, im gonna go and stay with some friends and my brother in New York, i just came by to say bye and im sorry"
"im sorry to mase, i dont know why they decided to hurt us"
"ya well what done is done right, beth is out of my life and so is trace"
"have you seen trace"
"nah, i wanted to go and just beat the shit of him, but what would be the point, its like just blaming him, when beth was at fault to you know" he sighed.
"ya i know' i said.
"well ill call you as soon as i get settled in"
"ya okay mase, ill miss you"
"me to elly" he smiled giving me a hug.
"take care of your self mase"
"you to elly" he smiled weakly as he walked away from door and down the stairs. i closed my door locking it and i finished packing the rest of the kitchen up.
i was just about finished when i heard the door bell again, i answered and it was just the mail man delivering a package. i signed for it and i went upstairs to my room and i opened it pulling out a dvd and a letter. in the back of my mind i really hoped this wasnt from trace, to my relief it wasnt it was from my mom. i opened up the dvd and i put on pushing play as i read the short note she put inside the box.
"My little one i hope this puts a smile on your face, and opens up your heart a new to this wonderful young man who has loved you sense day one when he fell in love with you at first sight, i know cause i saw it in his eyes on this day, i knew this would be my little girls true love.
I love you my little one, please open up your heart again and please dont be scared to love.
always
mom."
i put the letter down and i pushed play on the dvd, and sat on the edge of the bed as i watched.
I was a video of of me when i was rehearsing a dance routine i was doing in school, in the new studio/basement gerard and mikey had made me so i would have my own dance studio. i smiled as i watched myself dance, god this was so long ago i must of been like 15 in this video. i laughed a little as i heard my moms voice in the background as she cheered me on. i could see her reflection in the mirror as she smiled and suddenly she moved the camera away from but still pointing at the mirror, i wondered what she was doing until i saw franks reflection in the mirror, he was hiding by the stairs sitting on the last step watching me dance, his eyes were glued to me and he had the cutest smile ever. as i danced across the floor his eyes followed my every move. i didnt even know he had seen me that day, i thought he had been upstairs in the garage the whole time and here i was dancing and i remember the whole time i was moving i was thinking of him and picturing him playing his heart out upstairs and here he had been watching me dance my heart out, there were so many times i had hid outside and just watched him play hoping he would one day watch me dance and feel the love i felt for him as he played, i was secretly in love with im and so was he. i could feel the huge smile on my face as i felt my heart flutter and beat like crazy for him all over again, maybe my mom was right he was the one that made me happy and he would always be the one i would be in love with, i knew what i had to do and i was gonna do it.
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