FicWad

This is a very long chapter, But I'm sure you won't mind.

“Hey, how many times have I told you not to do that? “He asked gently.
“Umm…giggle … a lot?” I smiled.
“Yep, and if you do that again, I’m going to force it out of you…” he said mysteriously.
“And how are you going to do that?” I asked, a little bit freaked out.
“Hmmm… I’ll just have to…” He leapt for me and started tickling my sides, oh god, why do I have to be so damn ticklish? I felt my back hit the wall and he had me against it, still tickling me. He pressed himself against me to stop me from escaping. Ha, like that would make a difference, I’m so fuckin’ ticklish, just poke me and I laugh. HA some Emo kid huh? More like tickle me Elmo.
He became a little softer on me, still not giving up on tickling me, but he wasn’t so brutal. I was still laughing my head off, but he was nicer about it, soon he was virtually not even tickling me any more, he was just pressed up against me, with his hands clutched around my hips, his face was close to mine and I could feel his breath on my lips we stared at each other for what felt like hours as I struggled for breath, recovering from all the tickling.
“EHEM.” Mikey Butted in. “Could you not do that in my presents please.”
Gerard detached his hands from my waist and slowly moved off of me. I almost cried out from the loss of contact as he moved away.
“Good, thank you, well I think we should show them the bus and we can pick up their stuff on the way through tonight after the show. Eh?” Ray offered, clearly being the most constructive of the group.
“How did you know we were coming with?” I asked, seeing as I had only just been asked myself.
“I knew Gee was gonna ask you sooner or later, and he looks way to happy right now.” He answered, huh; he really is the clever one.
We all agreed and soon we were off having the grand tour of the bus, my bunk was next to Gee’s on the bottom. Which was…nice to know…and Nixon’s was above mine, so that was pretty good.
It was a cool bus, and it was stocked with all the Game’s consoles you could think of, and there was a mini recoding studio at the back as well.
The guys all took a nap before the show so they were fully awake when they played. This gave me and Nixon a little time to chat.
“You like him don’t you?” he asked, not bothering with small talk.
The boy reads me like a book. I just put my head down in shame.
“Ha! I knew it. That little staring contest you had earlier wasn’t so innocent!” he deemed.
I just smiled at the memory of it.
“N’aww look at you all smitten!” he joked.
“I’m not smitten! I like him is all.” I smiled “…And he’s really hot.” I smiled even bigger.
“Runs in the family.” He winked at me.
“HA. You’re funny.” I laughed back. He punched me on the arm.
“Hey! I’m damn sexy I’ll have you know!” But I just laughed again. “Alright that’s it!” he pushed me over to my surprise and pinned me down. I’m not sure how, because he never pins me. He had his legs either side of me and he pushed my arms down with his elbows and held my hands in place.
“See, I’m the sexy one! You can’t get enough of me!” I joked.
“Damn right!” came a voice from behind us.
“Gee go have your nap; I’m not done with her yet.” Nixon told him.
“How can I sleep knowing this is going on and I can’t get some?” he jumped onto Nixon’s back pushing him down so he was now laying on me. He rolled off and took his brother with him; I made a break for freedom. But just as I was nearly up, a hand pulled me back down. I landed right on top of Gee and he pined me down.
“What is wrong with me today?! Why do I keep loosing? I NEVER LOOSE!” I shouted, I didn’t care if everyone was napping, I HATE LOOSING.
“I think it’s because you’re distracted by our genetic sexiness, my friend.” Gee pointed out, still straddling me.
“I think not!” I flipped it around, I now had him down with his hands above his head. “HA, don’t mess with me bitch!” I said, moving closer to him.
He didn’t say anything, just looked at me. His eyes darted around my face; I felt like I was being studied, I didn’t like it. He just seemed to stare at me forever; I took this time to take in his angelic features. He really was a good looking guy; his face was so perfectly shaped. It sounds kind of creepy, but it’s true.
Before I had time to realize, I was pulling myself away from him. He looked a little disappointed, which was nice. But I knew I couldn’t do this, at least not now. I had told myself I wanted to understand him more, something was different about him, and I wanted to know what. As I climbed off him, we herd a group of ‘aww’s in the background. The rest of the guys all had their heads popped out from the side of the door that lead to the bunkroom.
“Aww Gee got rejected.” Bob spoke up.
I just laughed, making a point not to hide it; I didn’t want Gee ticking me again. My sides still hurt.
“Shut up Bryar.” Gee spat. He looked as if he were about to kill Bob with his eyes. The look was intense; I’m surprised he didn’t burst into flames.
Bob just smiled back at him. Totally ignoring the death glare, he must get it a lot.
“Well, we need to get dressed, we’re on in an hour, and I know how long it takes you to do you’re make up. So hurry up.” Mikey said, going to push his glasses up, but realising they weren’t there. It made me laugh; he basically just prodded himself on the top of the nose and looked around accusingly as if it were someone else.
When he noticed I had seen it he started to laugh as well.
Everyone else was just looking at us like mad men. This made me laugh even more; I have a thing for that, laughing too much at bad times.
“What the hell are you two laughing at?!” Oh no, I feel a giggle fit coming on, the original joke wasn’t even that funny anymore, I just couldn’t stop laughing, nor could Mikey. Everyone else just looked at us like we were completely crazy, as we fell to the floor clutching our sides. I had the sudden urge to hug Mikey. He seemed so cute and I just wanted to take him into my arms, like a lost puppy that just found his old chew-toy, he was so adorable.
I crawled my way over to him, still laughing, and hugged him as he lay on the floor. He rolled me over and we were both hugging on the floor in a fit of laughter. I couldn’t help it, I just kept replaying the image of Mikey poking himself and looking around, over and over in my head. When I realized we had been laughing and hugging for about five minutes and everyone was just watching, I laughed even harder. Mikey saw me look around at everyone else and laughed harder with me. It took us another five minutes to calm down completely, even then, we were still grinning like idiots.
“I really think I’m gonna like you Mikes.” I patted him on the shoulder and pushed myself up on it. Once I was up I pulled him up and embraced him in another hug.
That was the weirdest thing I have done in a long time.
Everyone once again just looked at us like we were completely bonkers. He just smiled and silently agreed it was best not to explain, we would just start laughing again. I would be our crazy little secret.
“Ok, well now you guys have stopped laughing coughweirdoescough I think we should get ready, do you guys wanna go down to the pits? We will get security to let you in at the front if you want?” Ray asked.
“Yeah sure sounds good, huh Nix?”
“Yeah, sure lets go.”
“OH wait, Nixon can I talk to you for a minute please?” Gee asked. Nix agreed and they went to talk in the bunk area. Me being the nosey bugger I am, I eavesdropped.
“So uh, Nix, I’ve be thinking, you’re old enough now, and I’m proud to have you as a brother. I was thinking about telling everyone about you and Mom, I don’t have to, it’s just that I think that if I were to ever do it, now would be a perfect time, because you’re coming with me and no one will bother you on your own, we can get the press out the way together. But that’s totally up to you; I don’t have to if you don’t want it.”
“No, of course I don’t mind, in fact I’d love that, I’m proud to have you as a brother. You’ve done way more than I ever will, I’m proud of you.” I herd ruffling and I guessed that they had embraced themselves if a brotherly hug. “Oh, wile I’ve got you alone, I wanted you to asked you about Roxy, what is it with you two? You’ve become really close lately. Do you like her?” Nix asked.
“What? No dude she’s your best friend.” Gerard answered instinctively.
“Dude, its fine if you do. I’m pretty sure she likes you back, she won’t admit it. But I can tell.” I’m so gonna kick his butt when he gets out of there.
“Really?” Gerard’s voice had gotten a bit perkier. “Are you sure? Because I was starting to think that she really didn’t like me, I mean, yeah, we’ve been talking a lot, but she doesn’t seem that comfortable around me.”
“Dude, that’s ‘Coz she likes you! You’re such an idiot.” I’m gonna rip that boy’s head off.
“Really? You think so?” Gee asked, trying not to kid himself. Wow, he does like me. Maybe I should give him a shot. NO Roxy, you will just end up ruining everything, what if it ends badly? What about Nix? What if everything went wrong? I’d still have to be around him, things might change for me and Nixon. I don’t ever want to loose him. But I am gonna kick his butt.
“Of course Gee, why do you think she’s still around, why do you think she wanted to come? I mean, of course we’ve both loved MCR for years, I was the one that made her listen to you guys when you started out, but who do you think she came for really?” I’ve never wanted to punch him in the face more than I do right now, I mean, sure, I do like Gee, but I don’t want to, and I don’t need him telling Gee that. Arghh he is SO gonna get a fresh can of whoop-ass unleashed on him then he gets out of there.
“All I’m saying is that you should just go for it, since she’s my bitch, I give you permission. She has never really had a real boyfriend though, so if all goes well, be gentle on her, don’t move too fast. And don’t push her too far; she’s still fragile from what her Step-dad did. She acts tuff, but... Just…. Look, be good to her, ok. I really love her, I never want anything to happen to her again, and she doesn’t realize how much it hurt me when she thought I could live without her. She was going to leave me Gee; I don’t ever want her to leave me. I love her, I really do. And she could really use someone like you to take care of her. That’s why I want you two together. That’s why I told you about her, I knew you would want to find out more about her.” I could hear the tears he was trying to subside. I didn’t think he loved me that much, I didn’t realize I had hurt him. I felt so bad for putting him through all that with me.
“Of course I’ll take care of her, weather she wants me to or not. I doesn’t matter where in the world I am, Ill take care of her, that’s why I wanted her to come, not only did I want her here with me, but I wanted to protect her. I promised I would take care of her the day she told me about everything. I would never let anything hurt her ever again, and I certainly would never hurt her myself.” Why do these boys like me so much? I’m nothing special.
“Gee, I think we should go, you need to get ready, and if I cry like this anymore, my eyes are going to go all red and she will notice.” Nixon said, sniffing.
“Yeah, you’re right, but hey, I don’t even know if she wants me yet, so let’s not worry about this now. Ok?” he asked.
“Sure thing Gee.” Nix replied, sounding a bit more composed.
“Oh, and remember, I’m announcing it tonight, so if you wanna come up after Cemetery Drive you can come up on stage with me, that’s when I normally talk to the crowd, so I could do it then. Just weave you’re way out during the song and show them your pass to get to side stage, I will let them know you’re coming. Bring Roxy up as well if she’s up to it.” Oh shit.
“Oh she’s gonna hate that, but she’s definitely coming up to.” I could tell he was smiling. Bum face is going to make me do it.
“Great, I’ll tell them the story first, and then I’ll call you on, ok?”
“Sure.”
“Great, well, let’s get going then.”
“Yep.”
They came towards the door, and I made a run for the couch to pretend I wasn’t listening. I was gonna kick Nixon’s ass outside.
“Hey, you ready?” I asked calmly.
“Yep, let’s go.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the bus.
“You’re a little fucker you know that don’t you.” I said turning to him.
“What wh-“His face became a picture of realization. “You nosey Fucker.” He said grinning.
“You sneaky Barstard, going behind my back to tell him I like him. I’m not even sure I do!” ok that was a lie, but still…
“Yes you do! Stop lying to yourself! You know you like him! And he likes you! So what are you scared about?”
“I don’t know!” There, he’s done it; he’s made me fess up. “I just am! I’m scared that it goes wrong, that I will loose you. I’ve never done this before. I don’t know why that freaks me out so much, but it does.” Oh shit, I could feel tears on their way. “I herd what you said in there, and I’m so sorry, I never meant to hurt you as well. I love you to, and I don’t ever want to loose you.” There, that was it, I’m in tears again. ARGH gosh, why are things getting to goddamned emotional all of a sudden? Nix pulled me into a hug.
“Shh. Its ok now, we will work this out. You don’t have to get involved with him if you don’t want to. I just think it would be a good thing, you herd what he said about you in there, you know he likes you, he will never hurt you, and if he ever did, you know I would never go anywhere, I don’t care if you kill him, I will still be on you’re side. Always.”
“Thank you.” I muffled into his chest. What more could I say? This guy was picking me over his rock star brother.
“It’s alright, now common, at this rate they will be there before us.” He took my hand in his and we walked slowly to the backstage door, where we where escorted to the pits. We where let in right at the front in the middle. I knew this was gonna be great. Plus, I would be able to see Gee perform right in front of me. This was perfect.
The other bands finished their sets, and we were just waiting now for MCR to set up.
Suddenly the lights dimmed and the crowd erupted. It was completely mad.
Seconds later the curtain dropped at there they were. There he was.
He was a thing of beauty, dressed head to toe in black. Hair messy and doing whatever the fuck it wanted. He had a black shirt on and a black leather jacket. His jeans were skin-tight and, well, they worked for him, to say the least. They showed of his package and butt very nicely. Shame on me for thinking those thoughts, but it was true. He looked amazing. He didn’t have that much make up on tonight, just black eyeliner, and that’s the way I liked it.
He spotted me straight away during the first verse of thank you for the venom, and winked at me. A couple of girls around me screamed as they thought he was looking at them. But I knew it was me. I was poked in the ribs by Nix and he gave me an encouraging look, he told me to go for it, and I did.
The next time Gee looked over to me I winked back at him and looked over him approvingly. He saw me checking him out and turned around to look at Frank, giving me a nice little looksie at his butt, I knew he did it on purpose, but hey, I enjoyed it. His jeans hugged him perfectly. He turned back to me and smiled. I bit my lip deep in thought, and if it wasn’t for all this lighting and dancing, I was pretty sure I saw him blush a little bit. But he looked away as soon as I saw it appear. We carried on like that through the next three songs. But the next song came up, began, and I saw a look of mischief in his eyes. Before the intro began, he spoke into the mic quickly.
“I told you I’d do bad things tonight Roxy.” He stole another glance at me and I was suddenly aware and excited, I knew what he was up to. The Song was ‘You know what they do to guys like us in prison.’ And he lived up to it, during the intro to the song he started to get a little frisky. It was the single sexiest thing I had ever seen. He began humping the amp/speaker thing that just happened to be right in front of me. He started of slowly, moaning and rolling his hips slowly. But as the music sped up, so did he. He was thrusting his hips in the air, soon he was not only moaning, but screaming. As the music dropped out he did something I never expected.
“ROXY!” he through his head back. I was shocked, not only the out burst, but the slight bulge in his pants. Wow.
He breathed deep into the microphone, needless to say, the crowd was going crazy.
He then carried on the song like nothing happened. I didn’t dare look at Nixon; I didn’t want to know what his reaction to that would be.
After a few more songs, it was time for ‘Cemetery Drive’. Me and Nixon decided not to go round to side stage, because we could just climb up straight onto the stage from where we were.
Once the song ended Gee looked down to us, he winked at us and understood what we meant. And to he began.
“YOU ALRIGHT FUCKERS!?” the crowd screamed. “I have a little confection to make today.” Once again they screamed, he could say anything and they would scream. “And it’s a little confusing, so keep up my friends. Mikey is not really my Brother. I love him like one. But no, he’s my cousin.” The crowd breathed in shock. “I want you all to meet my real brother, but before you do. It’s probably that best I explain things.” And so he did, he explained the decision he made to protect his Brother for many years.
“And so, I would like you all to meet him, Nix, Rox, common.” We where hulled out of the crowd by a member of security, and pulled up onto stage. I didn’t dare look out; I just attached myself to Gee. “This is my little Brother, Nixon.” He pulled Nix to his right and kept his left arm tight around my waist, he could sense I was a bit scared. “And this, is his best friend, Roxy.” The crowd screamed, apparently they realized it was my name he called out earlier. Gee just laughed and pulled me close. He put his mouth to my ear and I could feel his breath hit my neck as he spoke. “I’m sorry about that, I shouldn’t have done it, I got a bit carried away.” He spoke like he was honestly scared he had pushed it too far. Before he pulled his head away, I grew some balls and pulled him back so I could speak back into his ear. I spoke in what I hoped was a seductive tone
“It’s alright, I enjoyed it actually. You’re more than welcome to do it again some time.” I had know idea what I was doing, but, hey! It was fun.
“Good, maybe somewhere a little less privet though?” he looked out to the blaring crowd.
I giggled when I realized what he meant. Ok I’m a little slow. But I laughed it off.
He snapped his head back to me when he heard me giggling; he gave me a beautiful honest smile when he realized I didn’t try to hide it this time. He turned back to the crowd and squeezed my waist a bit tighter when he spoke into the microphone.
“Alright, we have one last song for you all tonight and then were gonna have to leave you.” The crowd ‘aww’ed but soon settled down when the beginning of ‘Helena’ started. Gee sat me and Nix down in the steps to the platform where the drums where. So we got to watch him from behind. Well, I watched him from behind; Nix was too interested in trying to distract Bob as he played. This ended badly for him, as he put his hand on one of the drums and Bob hit it. He came to sit back down next to me, holding his hand with a look of defeat on his face. The song was amazing, just like all of the others. Gerard put his heart into the last few lines and the song died out. We were all ushered off the stage and we walked down and out to the bus.
Somehow on the way down my hand became entwined with Gerard’s, I didn’t even notice at the time; but when we got into the bus, I pulled him into a massive hug.
“Thank-you” I muffled into his chest. I looked up to him as I pulled slightly out of the hug, but kept my arms around him “That was amazing.”
“No, thank you sugar, you made that show way more exiting for me.” He smiled.
I pulled him into another hug, and sighed contently. “This is going to be so fun with you here.”
“Ha, how do you think I feel?” That was my first major gig, and now I was going to be going with them around the country.
“True that, well” he pulled me out of the hug and held my shoulders. “Are you still up for coming with us?” he asked. Stupid boy, does he really think I going to change my mind?
“Of course I am. Why wouldn’t I be?” Silly fool.
“Well, I just hopped I didn’t creep you out to much earlier.” It took me a while to get what he was talking about, yeah I know I’m slow, but then I realized.
“Oh, yeah, that. Don’t worry about it, I found it funny. I’m sure the crowd enjoyed it too.” I smiled, I didn’t really know what else to say, the flirtatious me died when I came off the stage, I was now once again scared if I said the wrong thing, I’m not exactly the natural flirt.
“Ok, good. Well, I’m gonna take a shower. After that we will go get your stuff, we are doing another show here tomorrow and then after that we are off to Grimsby.” He smiled.
I was so exited this was actually happening.
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