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Frank" Pov

I listened to Gerards words as the whole crowd started going crazy i looked over at Elly smiling and I ran towards her taking her hand and pulling her with me on stage. I looked out at the crowd and back to her smiling.


"this is my beautiful love, my beautiful wife my future Mrs.Iero" I yelled into the mircrophone loudly with everything in me. I looked into her eyes and I leaned down kissing her making the crowd start chanting our names.

"I love you babe" she smiled.
"i love you love" I said kissing her again softly. she hugged me and she ran off stage.

we played the whole show and the kids here were so fuckin awesome there energy fed my energy which made me go nuts on stage. I looked over at elly during a few songs and she was dancing and singing to them like crazy. I smiled as I watched her watching me, she made me so fucking happy. I looked out at the crowd and I saw all these girls yelling my name and holding up posters for me but i just didnt care I had my wife on side stage waiting for me waiting and watching her man on stage and no girl out there in that crowd was gonna ever replace my love i had found my one in a million my rare rose a long time ago.

Elly's pov.


Frank Was performing so good out there I noticed how he kept sneaking looks at me and smiling as I was dancing and singing along to there songs. I loved how crazy he got out there and he always made me laugh when he would jump on Bob's drums.

" hey elles" I heard next to me and I turned to see Mason smiling.
"oh my god hey you" I hugged him tightly.
"you guys sounded awesome earlier as always mase you were fucking genius"
"why thankyou madam, I was nervous you know with everything but I'm glad i still have the balls to get up there" he laughed.
"Mase you always do, i Know regardless of whatever is going on with you never let it interfere with your music i know how you think Mr. Musso" I smiled.
"ya you do, I think your the only one left no wait scratch that I think your the only one who really knows me" He smiled weakly and I rached out giving him another hug.
"how you holding up having to be on the bus with Trace" I asked as I saw how uneasy he looked.
"pretty good so far i guess I just keep to myself and spend most of my time in my bunk while were traveling and while at the venues I just walk around and mingle I just cant wait til this tour is over and I can start working on some of my own stuff" he sighed.
"dont worry mase soon you'll be on your own working on the most awesome music I know you already have in your head, your special Mase you are like no other trust me you are the bestest friend ever and I'm glad that I at least have you to talk to and trust" I smiled making him smile.

"thanks elles, your the best to one of a kind" he said
"well tell the guys that they sounded great okay"
"okay Mase I will"
"we should hang out when our sets arnt to close together k"
"ya for sure Mase"
"alright Ill see you at the next venue bye Elles" he said giving me a hug.
"bye Mase" I said as he let go and I watched him walk away.

When the guys finished up the set we headed back to the bus and we went back to my moms house to say goodbye. when we had all of our stuff packed back up on the bus we stood outside my mom's house saying our goodbyes to her.

"I'm gonna miss my babies so much" She said as tears streamed down her cheeks
"awww mom dont cry we only got a few more tour dates and like we planned we want you to come out to Los Angeles to visit us" Mikey replied hugging her.
"well hopefully these dates go by fast so I can see my babies again" she said smiling as she wiped her face.
"and you my little one I'm so proud of you, you have been through so much but you didnt let it knock you down, you became a more stronger and independent person and look at you now little one your engaged to the man who really deserves you and loves you and your getting to start the life you always wanted"
"thankyou mom i love you so much" I smiled feeling the tears fall from my eyes.
"dont cry love your mom is right and I'm proud of you two" frankie said hugging me.
"Frank take care of my daughter for me while your on the road okay I'm proud you as well keep my daughter safe and happy okay"
"I will Mrs. Way I promise" he said making my mom smile as she hugged us both.

"well kids have fun on the tour and be safe my little ones"
we all hugged her one last time and we boarded the bus I looked out the window and I saw her waving as we drove away. I got up and I went to my room and I laid down crying into my pillow hugging it tightly. I felt the bed sink in and I looked up seeing Frankie laying next to me hugging me tight.

"whats wrong love" he whispered putting his forehead against mine.
"I just wish we could have stayed a little longer with my mom" I replied sniffling.
"dont worry hey shes gonna come visit as soon as this leg of the tour is over, we dont have much longer."
"ya I know I just got a touch of home sickness I guess, I've always been like that" I smiled wiping my face.
"I know but you have me love we have eachother and I get to hold you close while we sleep on this traveling bus"
"I love when you hold me" I whispered kissing him softly. He slowly rolled ontop of me and he deepened the kiss running his hands thru my hair. he moved his lips down to my neck as he gently bit down on my skin making me moan softly.

"hmmm babe we have to stop we dont know if the guys are all awake" I panted as I felt him slip his knee inbetween my legs rubbing me thru my jeans.

"oh god just a little more" he panted kissing my lips hard. we continued making out like hardcore making out for a while and we suddenly heard the tv all loud in the front part of the bus and we pulled apart. We both got up and we walked out to the front of the bus and the guys were watching a movie.

"what are you guys watching" I asked leaning against the counter.
"Night of the living dead" Mikey smiled. looking up from the reclined chair he was sitting in.
"you wanna watch it with us" Gerard asked
"Nah I'm okay I'm really tired I'm just gonna go to sleep"
"alright Elles what about you Frank" Mikey said. '
I looked over at Frank and he just smiled at me giving me a seductive look.
"um nah I'm cool Im gonna take advantage of the hours and sleep while I can" he said keeping his eyes on me.
"ya thats a good Idea we wont be pittsburg til tomorrow afternoon" Mikey answered yawning.

"well thats good at least we get a little bit more chill time, well I'm gonna go to bed now Ill see you guys in the moring night guys"
"night elles" Mikey smiled giving me a hug.
"goodnight elles" Gerard sat up hugging me. we walked back to my room and frankie closed the door. I jumped on my bed and turned the tv on, I looked up at frankie as he took his shirt off and I couldnt help but stare at his body i got on my knees and i ran my fingertips along his tattoo on his back. He turned to look at me and he slipped his hands under my top and pulled it over my head. I reached out and I unbuttoned his pants pulling the zipper down and I took off the rest of my clothes and got under the covers looking up at him.

"you sure" he asked I nodded smiling and he turned the lights off and I could see him taking his pants off as he climbed into bed with me. He hovered above me looking into my eyes as he caressed my cheek softly.

"i cant wait til we walk down the asile and you become my Mrs. Iero love"
"i cant wait eaither I think I had been waiting my whole life to marry you Frankie" he smiled kissing me running his hands up my thighs as I felt him slip inside me, I grabbed onto to him leaning my head on his shoulder moaning softly against his skin. I closed my eyes feeling the ecastacy run thru my body as he thrusted.

"love" he panted and I looked back into his eyes.
"my pretty girl"
"my frankie" I panted kissing him as he started thrusting a litle harder.
"ughhh oh my.." I bit down on my lip hard to keep my scream inside of me. I grabbed onto Frankie as we both let go. I laid back down and Frankie stayed ontop of me laying his head in the crook of my neck as we both panted trying to catch our breaths.

"I love you so fucking much love" he said looking up at me
"I love you two" i smiled closing my eyes.


FRANKIE'S POV

we were doing sound check the next morning and I looked over at Elly smiling sitting on the edge of the stage dangling her feet as we played. I ran towards her still playing and I kissed the top of her head making her look up at me smiling. I ran back to the mic and I kept my eyes on her unitl I saw Trace walking up the side stage towards her. I looked around at everyone and I knew we couldnt stop playing cause this was the only hour we had to rehearse. I saw her get up walking off stage and she looked over at me mouthing it was okay. I nodded as she walked off. I was trying my best to concentrate and keep playing but i just kept looking around to see if she was coming back but she never did. As soon as we finished sound check I put my guitar down taking a deep breath as I walked off side stage and I saw her walking off the metro station bus she turned back as i saw Trace walking off behind her and he leaned down giving her a hug. I felt my fists bawled up and I walked back up on stage and i lost it I picked up my guitar and i threw it across the stage making Everyone turn to look at me and Gerard walked towards me.

"what the fuck is up"
"you saw that fucker come up here what do you think"
"i think that Elly is a smart girl and if she felt like she wouldnt be safe she wouldnt have gone" he said making me mad that he didnt care.
'ya i guess alright" I said walking off stage and heading back to the bus waiting for her to come back in.

Trace's Pov.

I felt like shit not having Elly or Mason in my life. I knew that no matter how much I tried they wouldnt forgive me. I fucked everything up between me and Elly I think we were meant to be friends more than anything first and we had moved to fast but I couldnt help falling in love with her so quickly, I knew that it was wrong because Frank was one of my closets friends him and Mikey were like brothers to me, when I started working at Eyeball they were the ones that taught me everything I know now, and when I first saw Elly I was in love she wasnt with anybody at the time, hell we were only 17 when we met but I could tell by the way she would look at Frank everytime she came into that office that she was in love and she picked. God the day I saw her again at the Helena video shoot She looked so beautiful I couldnt take my eyes off of her when she was dancing, It broke my heart when I found out that her and Frank had officially become a couple that day, Maybe I did have a chance in the beginning but I had waited to long to even talk to her more and have her meet me and become her friend early on. Ya Frank did fuck up but instead of being a friend to her I felt like I took advantage of her situation, but being with her felt right, the year and half we were together was the best time she made me feel so complete. I just wish everthing would have turned out different i wish I still had elly and mason stil had beth, I wanted this to be a nightmare and just wake up and see elly beside me still engaged to me, but i knew this was reality and it wasnt gonna happen. I closed my eyes sighing and I felt someone open up the curtain to my bunk and tap my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see mason starring at me and I wondered what he wanted to bother me about next.

"what mase what did i do now" I sighed
"i just wanna talk alright lets just go to back okay" I looked at him for a minute and I nodded getting out of the bunk and went to back with him, he sat down and I just stayed by the door looking down at him waiting for him to talk.

"so what did you want to talk about" he stayed quiet for a couple of minutes and then he looked up at me.
"I just..um fuck look Trace trust me you know how I am and believe me when I say this I was fucking furious when I found out about you and Beth okay you were my best friend and she was suppose to be my girl, you know how much I loved her, so finding out she fucked my best friend ya well that didnt sit to well with me, I felt like for some reason that day Elly was trying to work things out with you because she called me crying her heart out to me, telling me how much she wanted to make it work and make you happy again, and me well I hadnt told anyone what i was up to that day not even elly, I felt like i was ready to be with Beth i had bought an engagement ring for her, I was planning on proposing to her that day' He sighed looking down taking a deep breath. Fuck now I really felt like shit.

"Mase I.."
"No man just let me finish what I gotta say okay" I nodded sitting across from him and he took a deep breath and continued.

"I had planned out something really romantic for us so when she came back i had a romantic setting so I could propose how she had always dreamnt it but When she came home whe was a mess you could tell she had been crying and I thought something had happened to her, I was ready to kill whoever I thought had hurt her, but then she told me what she had done and I lost it, I told her to get the fuck out of my house and I threw all her shit out, I told her I never wanted to see her again and that we were thru, when she left I couldnt just sit there and do nothing I went to look for you, I drove to your apartment. I pulled up ready to beat the shit out of you and I saw you and Elly fighting I looked at Elly and she looked destroyed and she is the reason why I didnt get off the car that day, I couldnt do what I wanted because I didnt want to cause her more pain, I swore to myself that I would never forgive you or Beth, but fuck you have been my bestfriend for so long and i know how much this band means to all of us, I was planning on just leaving after this tour ended but I cant turn back on the rest of the guys, I want more than anything to just be able to try and fix our friendship i cant promise anything but I'm willing to try, I want us to try, I hate going on stage and just feeling the tension I dont want the fans to sense any of that okay the press doesnt even know what happened Me and Elly never said anything, it looks like we all mutuality seperated."

"look mase I know I'm gonna have to work really hard to be able to get you to trust me again but i am willing to do anything to be able to be your bestfriend again, I am so sorry about what happened I dont know what I was thinking I dont even think i was, but I know i really fucked up and just dont think you should forgive me but thankyou so much for this" I replied getting up giving him a hug.

"ya i hope you really mean what you just said to me man But i want to be civil on this tour and just continue to make this band work and i just really want to try and maybe start off new you know have all my friends back I talked to beth and we are gonna start new as friends and see if we can maybe rekindle what we had" he smiled.

" God I'm happy for you guys, at least you guys have a chance I dont even have elly and I know I never will again."

"look trace even though you and Elly cant be together anymore you should at least try to just have her friendship back, you should be happy for her, support her in her new life instead of trying to get her back and ruin what she has now, just be a friend to her and frank if you love her like you say you do let her be happy and let your past go"

I nodded looking at him and I knew he was right, what we had was gone she was with the person she was suppose to be with, at least i was able to make her happy for awhile and i would always have our memories of when she at one point love me.

"your right mase but how am I suppose to get her to listen to anything I have to say, she wont even walk past me"

'well the guys are on sound check right now lets just go get her and Ill tell her we need to talk"

"okay its worth a shot" I said as we walked out and I saw her sitting by the edge of the stage I was walking up the stairs and I turned around and Mason stayed by the bus i was gonna go back and he signaled me telling me to go and get her, I shook my head and he pointed yelling go. I sighed and walked up the stage towards her not looking at Frank but I could feel his eyes burning thru me. I kneeled down beside her and she sighed turning the other way.

'could you just please talk to me please" I begged as she turned back towards me.
"what trace" she replied coldly.
"look me and Mason were talking and were just trying to sort everything out could you just come with me to the bus mase is there and we just really want to talk to you" she stayed quiet and she looked over at Frank and back at me.

"Mason talked to you"
"ya I was kind of surprised to"
"okay Ill go just for a few minutes but im not going for you I'm going for mase" she said getting up.
"okay" I replied as we walked back to the bus. we walked to the back and mason was sitting down.

'Mason" she smiled running up to him hugging him tightly and then sitting next to him as he kept his arm around her waist keeping her close to him and it bothered me like crazy.

"so what did you guys want to talk to me about" she replied looking up at mason.

"well me and Trace discussed everything that had happened with him and beth, and you know how pissed off i was because they hurt us both but I miss this I miss us all being able to be civil and be friends, but I miss Beth so much, and I cant be without her, I told Trace that the day everything went down I was planning on proposing to Beth"

"oh my god Mase" she gasped looking at me with a more pissed off look.
"ya well I told him I couldnt do anything to him because of you and how hurt you were already, i didnt want to add anymore and just come up and start beating the shit of him on your front lawn"

"oh trust me I wouldnt have cared" she said coldly, fuck I felt like I was getting my ass handed to me but i deserved everything they were saying.

"so have you talked to Beth at all"
"ya I called her a few days ago and I convinced her to join us for the rest of the tour, shes gonna get here in a few days, um were gonna try to be friends and see were it could take us"


"thats so great Mase but I have to be honest its gonna take me some time to be able to be around her and talk to her"

"ya I know, I told her that, she said she understood, i just hope one day you can forgive her, just like I'm trying to forgive and trust Trace again"

"so how do you feel about Beth coming on tour with you guys again" she asked me and I had to be honest with her.

"nervous, not because I feel like something is gonna happen between us again but because me and her have to start all over again and learn to be friends and show mason he can trust us"

"well I'm happy you two are trying to be friends again and I'm glad you guys are staying on the whole tour" she smiled.

"me to" mason replied.
"well I have to go back to sound check" she said getting up and I looked at Mason and he sighed grabbing her hand.

"elles wait" she turned back around and looked at both of us.
"ya"
"look when i said i missed all of us I meant I also miss seeing you and trace..." she shook her head and pulled her hand out of mason's and looked at me.

"no I cant..trace you and me are done, I'm engaged and I'm happy, okay and mase you know me and him can never be again"

"No elly thats not what Mason meant I just..god i know we can never be again but I just need you to please forgive me for what I did to you, when you came back from the hospital you were so distant you didnt want me anywhere near you, I asked you about that and you said it wasnt just with me, I believed you but I saw you and Frank that day outside of the apt complex hugging and I saw you kiss him. I lost it and I felt like you fell out of love with me because you would never stop seeing frank"

"that day i called Frank because what i was dreaming was of him and it felt so real especailly the last dream i had it was so intense i had to see him and make sure he was okay, we talked and everything he was saying to me was bascially him wanting me to leave with him, so when you saw us kissing, he kissed me and i pushed him away, telling him I couldnt leave you or betray you with him I couldnt hurt you trace, I believed you were my new begining and i didnt love you not like I love Frank but in a different way, I gave you my everything and I was willing to give up frank for you, but that day I saw you and beth i felt like you both had been acting fake with me, I felt stupid and used you were gonna be my husband and she was suppose to be the sister i never had and wanted, I know Frank did wrong to but I'm sorry he was somebody I became close to real young and in my heart I knew if I had to forgive one it would be Frank" she sighed and I could see the tears falling from her eyes.

"you were gonna give him up for me, fuck you truly loved me and I fucked up instead of listening to you i ignored it because i was jealous and more focused on trying to get frank out of the picture. I lost you completely now havent I" I sighed wiping my eyes.

"I'm sorry but im not giving up on frank now, I'm happy trace, I'm finally happy again I need you to understand that and stop pursuing me, because its never gonna happen, if you love me please let me go" she whispered. hugging me. i wrapped my arms around her waist and cried as i took in her body against mine, i missed her in my arms but she was right i had to let her go romantically.

"i want you to be happy elly and I know frank is the one for you, i can let you go romantically but i dont want to lose you completely please at least let me be a friend to you i know its gonna take time but i will do whatever you want to show you that you can trust me" she pulled back looking at me her eyes still full of tears.

ELLY'S POV

I looked at trace and I couldnt believe i was even on the bus, listening to him, i had spent so much time avoiding him and here i was crying with him on this bus debating weather or not to trust him but if mason was willing to try and forgive and move on maybe I could try to.

"okay ill try trace but i cant promise anything okay, and I dont even know what I'm gonna tell Frank"
"no i need to talk to him to, I want to have my two friends back, i dont want you feeling guilty about trying to be my friend and frank not liking it so ill talk to him"
'okay trace um ill ask him, i cant promise anything tho"
"ya i know" he replied looking down.
"okay well i really have to go back im pretty sure sound check is over and frank must be worried.' I said walking down to the front of the bus.

"i hope were not making a mistake mason"
'i really hope i didnt but i have to see elles i know you have such a beautiful heart thankyou for coming i know it wasnt easy" he smiled.

"thankyou mason" I smiled giving him a hug. and i opened the door making my way down the stairs stepping outside.

"Elly wait" I heard trace call out I stopped outside turning back around, seeing him come out behind me.

"I know you would love to have these back" he said putting my pink pearls in my hands.

"oh my god i thought these were lost" I smiled looking down at them.
"we cleaned out the old bus and I found them and i also found this" he said handing me a picture of me and frank.
"i kept the other pictures of you and me i dont think frank would appreciate it if saw them"
"maybe later on you can give me one" i smiled.
"ya"
"but thankyou so much for my pearls, you dont how much they mean to me thankyou trace" i said hugging him.
"anything for you elly" he smiled i nodded and i made my way back to the bus.