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ELLY'S POV
I decided to go and see if the guys were still hanging around the stage area but when i got there the only ones left were the roadies. I sighed making my way back to the bus and when i walked in I saw Frank sitting in one of the recliners watching tv.
"hey you" I smiled leaning down to kiss him but he turned his face away from me.
"whats wrong" I whispered backing away from him feeling hurt.
"really you really want to ask me that question god how stupid are you i saw you leave with trace and when I went to look for you, you were walking off the metro bus and you let him put his hands on you" he sneered looking up at me.
"thats what i wanted to talk to you about, I wasnt being stupid in going you know very well that if i felt like Trace was gonna do something to me I wouldnt have gone and I wasnt alone with him on that bus Mason was there okay"
"so what that makes it okay for you to have listened to Trace, I thought you didnt want anything to do with him what could he had possibly have said to you to make you leave with him huh" he sat up starring at me.
"Mason fianlly talked to him, and I didnt think he would you know mason is my best friend okay and he wanted to talk to me about this whole thing that happened" I said sitting down in front of him.
"what did you guys talk about"
"Mason is trying to forgive trace, for the sake of everything thats on line for them, he doesnt want the band to break up, so he decided to try and see if he and Trace can fix there friendship and..god he said he misses the way things were, he even called Beth and shes gonna be joining the tour in a few days, hes trying to see if they can rekindle what they had"
"so what are you and trace gonna try to rekindle what you had just so mason can have back the life you all shared before" he said coldly. I looked away from him when I felt the tears start to roll down my cheeks.
"no I just dont want to be angry at anyone anymore,I felt like if Mason was willing to try and be civil with Trace and Beth, I thought why couldnt I. Trace doesnt want to get back together with me he at least admitted that he was trying, but he said that because he loved me he just wanted to see me happy with you because i belonged with you all along all hes asking for is a new friendship not just with me but with you" I practically whispered looking back at him.
"you really do believe him dont you" he shook his head laughing.
"ya i do if i forgave you for cheating why not forgive him, you are no better if you think you are Frank, if I really want to I dont have to put up with him or be here with you, I can be alone and not have to worry about guy bullshit all the time" i said getting up and walking to the bunk area i stopped going back to the front and tossing the picture and pearls on his lap.
"he gave me these back, if he was such a dick he would have destroyed them but he gave them back to me becaue he knew they meant something to me" I said making him look at me.
"im done with this conversation if your gonna be mean nasty to me" I said walking away to my room slamming the door. I paced around trying to calm down. I wasnt asking him to just forgive and forget i hadnt cause I said I was gonna try I had never said I had forgiving him and deep down inside I truly really hadnt forgiven Frank for he had done to me, frank cheating on me hurt me more than Trace doing it,it scared me to think that if he really wanted to could do it again I was terrified to lose Frankie again, but it also stressed me out when frank and trace had the habit of just blaming eachother and talking shit about eachother when they were no better than than the other. I ran my hands thru my hair and sat down trying to catch my breath. I just didnt know what to do anymore, with the whole Bert thing happening and Trace and Frank just fighting I felt like my life was on overload my head was just full of things i had to deal with. I laid down pulling the confitor over my head and just cried i just laid there and cried. I didnt know what else to do anymore. I must of have fallen asleep and I got up looking around and I walked out to the front and I saw that Frankie was still sitting in the recliner. I walked towards him and I saw that he was asleep. i sighed going back to his bunk and grabbing a blanket. He was lucky he didnt have to play a set tonight the guys had a show the next night and i was pretty sure the rest of the guys were out at a bar. I covered Frankie up with a blanket and as I was walking away I felt him grab my hand and I stopped as he called me.
"love" I didnt say anything i just stood there still looking straight towards the hall. "come here please" he replied as he put his hands on my hips softly.
I looked down at him and I nodded picking up the blanket as he pulled me down onto his lap. He grabbed the blanket from me and he drapped it on us.
"love"
"ya Frank"
"love please dont call me Frank i hate it when you call me that it hurts because i know your mad at me when you do" he whispered.
"well it hurts to be called stupid" I replied looking right into his eyes.
"I'm sorry I shouldnt have said that to you, and I'm not gonna use the excuse that I said it because i was angry I wasnt angry at you Im angry at him for coming to you, but if you wanna try and work things out with Trace then do it, I know you dont want to be angry at anyone anymore, the thing I love about you is how big your heart is, and i will support you in anything you wanna do you know that right"
I nodded wiping the tears that were on cheeks.
"I just want you to be happy my love, and I trust you a 100 percent, and please dont say you trust me to because i know u dont,and I dont blame you i still have alot of work to do to get us to were we use to be, but i promise you I will be the man you once trusted with all your heart." he whispered putting his forehead against mine.
"Frankie I love you so much, I just want a little peace around here you know all this is stressing me out, I cant take having to worry about you and trace fighting and then having to worry about bert I...god frankie i cant I just..i dont know what to do anymore, I just want us all to be civil, i just need peace of mind for at least a teeny bit." I cried hugging him burying my head in his chest.
"fuck love I'm sorry, instead of just focusing on keeping you safe and making you happy, me and him have been having this on going battle. Love i'm sorry you probably have been feeling unhappy with me havent you"
"im not uhappy, you can never make me unhappy i just want us to focus more on us, you know plan our wedding and maybe plan a little iero of our own." I smiled looking down at him.
"you want to have a baby with me"
"ya dont you, our baby would be so cute just like its daddy"
"and its mommy trust me, i want to have baby with you to" he smiled kissing my lips softly.
FRANKS POV
I spent the next few days thinking over what Elly had said about trying to give Trace another chance. I didnt trust trace at all but she was right, right now I needed to focus on us, and she needed everybody to protect her in case bert tried anything, we hadnt heard anything in over a month from him, they were suppose to do two taste of chaos dates with us and Bert never showed up, but that didnt keep me at ease, I knew he was out there and he was capable of anything. I looked over at elly and smiled as i saw her dancing with mason as good charlotte played there set. I looked around for Trace and I saw him sitting by the metro bus and i sighed lighting a ciggerate as i walked towards him. Trace looked over at me as I got closer to him and I could see the uneasy look in his eyes as he got up.
"hey man look about the other day with elly..."
"no look dont worry about thats why im here" i said cutting him off.
"did she tell you everything"
"ya she did and believe me i have absolutely no intrest in being your friend but for her sake we gotta put our difference aside, she told me shes feeling stressed out and shes just losing it man, I dont want her to feel like that anymore. what she needs from us both is to just watch out for her, with Bert getting out and nobody really knowing where he is it just makes me feel uneasy knowing that elly is at threat, so I think the more of us there is the safer she'll be you know." I sighed taking a drag from my cigg as he nodded looking over at her.
"you still love her dont you" I asked as he looked back at me realizing i had noticed he was looking at her.
"ya i do, but like i told her i just want her to be happy, and I know being with you makes her happy and thats all I ever wanted for her, was to be truly happy i know her heart is with you it has always been with you even when she was with me" He said smiling.
"I know were not gonna be the best of friends anymore, but i just want be able to be civil with you, and I want you to know that you dont have to worry about me coming after Elly anymore I just want us to be able to be at the same places be able to all hang out again so I'm sorry man for everything i did to you and to her" he said as he extended his hand out to me to shake. I looked at him for a couple of minutes and I nodded taking his hand.
"thanks man I appreciate that alot" I replied letting go of his hand and finishing my cig.
"well if you thought i was gonna be a dick to you you better prepare yourself to try and convince her brothers" I smirked throwing my cig on the floor as I walked away towards Elly and Mason.
"hey love" I whispered walking up behind her wrapping my arms around her waste.
"hey you" she smiled laying her head on shoulder still dancing.
"you having fun I see"
"ya i am, But I cant wait til your set so i can really dance" she laughed.
"well I'm gonna head to the bus for a while so can take a nap before the set you wanna come"
"nah im gonna be out here with Mase for a while but Ill go back before you guys play k"
"alright baby" I turned her towards me me kissing her lips softly.
"take of her for me alright Mase"
"ya man no worries she'll be safe her with me" he replied.
I kissed her again and I headed back to the bus. i walked in and headed to the back to the room i shared with elly. I laid down and Mikey came in sitting down in the chair.
"so whats up with you talking to Trace" he asked straight out.
"have you talked to elly lately"
"nah well not about anything with trace why whats up"
"well apparently Mason and elly decide they wanted to forgive and forget with Trace, so there both trying to move past everything, and I agree with everything there doing, but i dont know if I can trust him, I know he'll do anything to protect elly from anyone especially Bert, but I dont know if i can trust him with Elly and not have to worry about him trying anything'
"wait so what you guys are just gonna let him come back into your lives just like that really" Mikey asked with a pissed off tone in his voice.
"for now i guess ya, but you know I cant forget when i was cast out you and gerard hated me, but you guys forgave me, and what i did was worst than trace honestly thats why im not gonna lie I was pissed when she told me, but I cant bash him for something I did to, the reason why I agreed to be civil with him was because i want elly to have at least some peace of mind and not have to worry about me and trace fighting all the time, and have to worry about Bert and god knows what she worry's about now you know i cant see her going thru so much at once Mikes, I cant" i sighed running my hands thru my hair.
"so I take it Trace is gonna want to come and talk to us now huh"
"ya i think so, but i think hes gonna take a while man" I laughed.
"why"
"oh come on like you really want to go up to gerard after you hurt his baby sister right, you are more rational and are willing to listen but Gee shit dude i lie to you not i felt like i was literally gonna get my ass beat by Gee at one point"
"ya well you should be afraid to get your ass beat by elly to, its like the girl version Of gerard" he laughed.
"fuck tell me about it"
"well Ill go talk to Gerard about this at least give him a head start and not have that poor kid catch him off guard" he laughed walking out of the room.
I just laughed to myself as I laid on my side waiting for elly to come back.
I decided to go and see if the guys were still hanging around the stage area but when i got there the only ones left were the roadies. I sighed making my way back to the bus and when i walked in I saw Frank sitting in one of the recliners watching tv.
"hey you" I smiled leaning down to kiss him but he turned his face away from me.
"whats wrong" I whispered backing away from him feeling hurt.
"really you really want to ask me that question god how stupid are you i saw you leave with trace and when I went to look for you, you were walking off the metro bus and you let him put his hands on you" he sneered looking up at me.
"thats what i wanted to talk to you about, I wasnt being stupid in going you know very well that if i felt like Trace was gonna do something to me I wouldnt have gone and I wasnt alone with him on that bus Mason was there okay"
"so what that makes it okay for you to have listened to Trace, I thought you didnt want anything to do with him what could he had possibly have said to you to make you leave with him huh" he sat up starring at me.
"Mason fianlly talked to him, and I didnt think he would you know mason is my best friend okay and he wanted to talk to me about this whole thing that happened" I said sitting down in front of him.
"what did you guys talk about"
"Mason is trying to forgive trace, for the sake of everything thats on line for them, he doesnt want the band to break up, so he decided to try and see if he and Trace can fix there friendship and..god he said he misses the way things were, he even called Beth and shes gonna be joining the tour in a few days, hes trying to see if they can rekindle what they had"
"so what are you and trace gonna try to rekindle what you had just so mason can have back the life you all shared before" he said coldly. I looked away from him when I felt the tears start to roll down my cheeks.
"no I just dont want to be angry at anyone anymore,I felt like if Mason was willing to try and be civil with Trace and Beth, I thought why couldnt I. Trace doesnt want to get back together with me he at least admitted that he was trying, but he said that because he loved me he just wanted to see me happy with you because i belonged with you all along all hes asking for is a new friendship not just with me but with you" I practically whispered looking back at him.
"you really do believe him dont you" he shook his head laughing.
"ya i do if i forgave you for cheating why not forgive him, you are no better if you think you are Frank, if I really want to I dont have to put up with him or be here with you, I can be alone and not have to worry about guy bullshit all the time" i said getting up and walking to the bunk area i stopped going back to the front and tossing the picture and pearls on his lap.
"he gave me these back, if he was such a dick he would have destroyed them but he gave them back to me becaue he knew they meant something to me" I said making him look at me.
"im done with this conversation if your gonna be mean nasty to me" I said walking away to my room slamming the door. I paced around trying to calm down. I wasnt asking him to just forgive and forget i hadnt cause I said I was gonna try I had never said I had forgiving him and deep down inside I truly really hadnt forgiven Frank for he had done to me, frank cheating on me hurt me more than Trace doing it,it scared me to think that if he really wanted to could do it again I was terrified to lose Frankie again, but it also stressed me out when frank and trace had the habit of just blaming eachother and talking shit about eachother when they were no better than than the other. I ran my hands thru my hair and sat down trying to catch my breath. I just didnt know what to do anymore, with the whole Bert thing happening and Trace and Frank just fighting I felt like my life was on overload my head was just full of things i had to deal with. I laid down pulling the confitor over my head and just cried i just laid there and cried. I didnt know what else to do anymore. I must of have fallen asleep and I got up looking around and I walked out to the front and I saw that Frankie was still sitting in the recliner. I walked towards him and I saw that he was asleep. i sighed going back to his bunk and grabbing a blanket. He was lucky he didnt have to play a set tonight the guys had a show the next night and i was pretty sure the rest of the guys were out at a bar. I covered Frankie up with a blanket and as I was walking away I felt him grab my hand and I stopped as he called me.
"love" I didnt say anything i just stood there still looking straight towards the hall. "come here please" he replied as he put his hands on my hips softly.
I looked down at him and I nodded picking up the blanket as he pulled me down onto his lap. He grabbed the blanket from me and he drapped it on us.
"love"
"ya Frank"
"love please dont call me Frank i hate it when you call me that it hurts because i know your mad at me when you do" he whispered.
"well it hurts to be called stupid" I replied looking right into his eyes.
"I'm sorry I shouldnt have said that to you, and I'm not gonna use the excuse that I said it because i was angry I wasnt angry at you Im angry at him for coming to you, but if you wanna try and work things out with Trace then do it, I know you dont want to be angry at anyone anymore, the thing I love about you is how big your heart is, and i will support you in anything you wanna do you know that right"
I nodded wiping the tears that were on cheeks.
"I just want you to be happy my love, and I trust you a 100 percent, and please dont say you trust me to because i know u dont,and I dont blame you i still have alot of work to do to get us to were we use to be, but i promise you I will be the man you once trusted with all your heart." he whispered putting his forehead against mine.
"Frankie I love you so much, I just want a little peace around here you know all this is stressing me out, I cant take having to worry about you and trace fighting and then having to worry about bert I...god frankie i cant I just..i dont know what to do anymore, I just want us all to be civil, i just need peace of mind for at least a teeny bit." I cried hugging him burying my head in his chest.
"fuck love I'm sorry, instead of just focusing on keeping you safe and making you happy, me and him have been having this on going battle. Love i'm sorry you probably have been feeling unhappy with me havent you"
"im not uhappy, you can never make me unhappy i just want us to focus more on us, you know plan our wedding and maybe plan a little iero of our own." I smiled looking down at him.
"you want to have a baby with me"
"ya dont you, our baby would be so cute just like its daddy"
"and its mommy trust me, i want to have baby with you to" he smiled kissing my lips softly.
FRANKS POV
I spent the next few days thinking over what Elly had said about trying to give Trace another chance. I didnt trust trace at all but she was right, right now I needed to focus on us, and she needed everybody to protect her in case bert tried anything, we hadnt heard anything in over a month from him, they were suppose to do two taste of chaos dates with us and Bert never showed up, but that didnt keep me at ease, I knew he was out there and he was capable of anything. I looked over at elly and smiled as i saw her dancing with mason as good charlotte played there set. I looked around for Trace and I saw him sitting by the metro bus and i sighed lighting a ciggerate as i walked towards him. Trace looked over at me as I got closer to him and I could see the uneasy look in his eyes as he got up.
"hey man look about the other day with elly..."
"no look dont worry about thats why im here" i said cutting him off.
"did she tell you everything"
"ya she did and believe me i have absolutely no intrest in being your friend but for her sake we gotta put our difference aside, she told me shes feeling stressed out and shes just losing it man, I dont want her to feel like that anymore. what she needs from us both is to just watch out for her, with Bert getting out and nobody really knowing where he is it just makes me feel uneasy knowing that elly is at threat, so I think the more of us there is the safer she'll be you know." I sighed taking a drag from my cigg as he nodded looking over at her.
"you still love her dont you" I asked as he looked back at me realizing i had noticed he was looking at her.
"ya i do, but like i told her i just want her to be happy, and I know being with you makes her happy and thats all I ever wanted for her, was to be truly happy i know her heart is with you it has always been with you even when she was with me" He said smiling.
"I know were not gonna be the best of friends anymore, but i just want be able to be civil with you, and I want you to know that you dont have to worry about me coming after Elly anymore I just want us to be able to be at the same places be able to all hang out again so I'm sorry man for everything i did to you and to her" he said as he extended his hand out to me to shake. I looked at him for a couple of minutes and I nodded taking his hand.
"thanks man I appreciate that alot" I replied letting go of his hand and finishing my cig.
"well if you thought i was gonna be a dick to you you better prepare yourself to try and convince her brothers" I smirked throwing my cig on the floor as I walked away towards Elly and Mason.
"hey love" I whispered walking up behind her wrapping my arms around her waste.
"hey you" she smiled laying her head on shoulder still dancing.
"you having fun I see"
"ya i am, But I cant wait til your set so i can really dance" she laughed.
"well I'm gonna head to the bus for a while so can take a nap before the set you wanna come"
"nah im gonna be out here with Mase for a while but Ill go back before you guys play k"
"alright baby" I turned her towards me me kissing her lips softly.
"take of her for me alright Mase"
"ya man no worries she'll be safe her with me" he replied.
I kissed her again and I headed back to the bus. i walked in and headed to the back to the room i shared with elly. I laid down and Mikey came in sitting down in the chair.
"so whats up with you talking to Trace" he asked straight out.
"have you talked to elly lately"
"nah well not about anything with trace why whats up"
"well apparently Mason and elly decide they wanted to forgive and forget with Trace, so there both trying to move past everything, and I agree with everything there doing, but i dont know if I can trust him, I know he'll do anything to protect elly from anyone especially Bert, but I dont know if i can trust him with Elly and not have to worry about him trying anything'
"wait so what you guys are just gonna let him come back into your lives just like that really" Mikey asked with a pissed off tone in his voice.
"for now i guess ya, but you know I cant forget when i was cast out you and gerard hated me, but you guys forgave me, and what i did was worst than trace honestly thats why im not gonna lie I was pissed when she told me, but I cant bash him for something I did to, the reason why I agreed to be civil with him was because i want elly to have at least some peace of mind and not have to worry about me and trace fighting all the time, and have to worry about Bert and god knows what she worry's about now you know i cant see her going thru so much at once Mikes, I cant" i sighed running my hands thru my hair.
"so I take it Trace is gonna want to come and talk to us now huh"
"ya i think so, but i think hes gonna take a while man" I laughed.
"why"
"oh come on like you really want to go up to gerard after you hurt his baby sister right, you are more rational and are willing to listen but Gee shit dude i lie to you not i felt like i was literally gonna get my ass beat by Gee at one point"
"ya well you should be afraid to get your ass beat by elly to, its like the girl version Of gerard" he laughed.
"fuck tell me about it"
"well Ill go talk to Gerard about this at least give him a head start and not have that poor kid catch him off guard" he laughed walking out of the room.
I just laughed to myself as I laid on my side waiting for elly to come back.
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