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EllY'S POV'
I woke up the next morning feeling someones arms around me, I smiled realizing it was all al bad dream, I turned expecting to see Frankie and my smile faded when I saw Mason and realized it wasnt a dream, but everything last night had happened. I got up and hoped over mason and put on a hoodie.
"hey you" I looked up and mason was sitting up.
"hey"
"how you feeling sweetie"
"same" I replied sighing as I put my hair in a ponytail.
"you gonna talk to frank about last night" he asked.
"I dont know maybe i really dont know"
"well i really hope you do elles" he smiled. I just nodded and we walked out to the front.
"well ill come check on you after our set okay sweetie"
"okay mase thanks for being here for me"
"anytime elles" He said giving me a hug. When mase left I started making breakfast for the guys. All the guys were passed out from last night and the only person who woke up was Mikey.
"morning" he said yawning.
"morning mikes, theres some breakfast there if your hungry"
"ya thanks elles' he smiled serving himself.
"so how you feeling" he asked sitting next to me.
"not so good, but i mean ive learned how to ease the hurt i feel by now"
"elles you know you dont have to give up on him because of gerard right"
"ya i know but he pretty much said he doesnt want to come inbetween me and my family so he gave up"
"no i dont think he will trust me, i know having your brother not be happy for you is hard but dont let anyone not even your brother come inbetween what you two have, I know hes a really good guy elles you know if I didnt think Frank was a good guy you really think he'd be with the band, come on if he wasnt in the band because of the horrible person that he was do you think i would let him be with my baby sister"
"no i know what you mean i know hes not a bad guy, i just dont want you guys to see him in a way that i dont, Mikey hes the best thing to happen to me, I knew sense the first time i saw him that I was meant to be with him, he was love at first sight for me he makes me happy and I dont know why Gerard sees him in a different way, I cant lose him becasue if i do im sorry Mikey for saying this but i will never forgive him and he will never be my brother ever again" i said wiping my face.
"no its okay but Gerard needs to understand how your feeling and respect your decisions so you two need to talk okay"
"ya i know but i dont want to right now"
"you dont have to right but you have to eventually"
"ya" I sighed. i heard someone walking out of the back and I looked up and saw Frankie he looked so hurt and it hurt me to look at him right now especially when his words from last night started echoing in my head, so i turned away quickly not wanting to make eye contact with him so soon. when i looked back he was gone.
I kept my distance from Frankie because if felt like he wanted to stay away from me. So over the next weeks i stayed off my usual spot on side stage because obviously he didnt want me there. it was so weird having to be on the bus with him because of the space itself so I stayed in my room alot and some how i let mitch talk me into being in Metro Staiton's new video for seventeen forever i agreed as long as my romantic scenes werent with trace, he agreed and all my scenes were gonna be with mase, I felt a little weird at first but he was my best friend. Our first scene was on a ferris wheel were all the guys were gonna be on a swing with there love intrest. I looked over at mase and he just smiled sticking his tongue out at me making me laugh. i felt the ferris wheel start turning and the music starting playing. I looked over at mase and smiled.
"okay next verse everyone kiss the girl" the director yelled. I took a deep breath and I looked down at everyone and I saw Frankie standing at the bottom.
"you ready" mase whispered taking my hand. I nodded and he pulled me closer to him caressing my cheek as the next verse started. I looked into his as leaned into me and I felt his lips on mine. I thought it was gonna be just lips to lips but i suddenly felt him pull me closer and i felt him deepen the kiss. it felt weird but i finally relaxed and realized it was no big deal it was just a video kiss. when the playback stopped we pulled apart and we just started laughing.
"god i feel like i just kissed my sister" he laughed.
"oh my god i feel like i just kissed my bro" i laughed along with him.
"well sense we got that scene done on to the next one" he smiled as they stopped the ferris wheel and we got filming our last scenes. when the video was done we headed back to the bus and we went to the wrap up party. I stayed out for a little while and went inside kinda of early cause we were gonna be out late for my birthday the next night. I said goodnight to everyone and i started walking back to the bus. I noticed Frank get up as i started walking towards the bus and he was right behind me when i got in the bus he i heard the bus door open up again as i closed my bedroom door, i knew it was frank but i just sighed and I changed. I grabbed onto my door knob ready to just walk out there and talk to him but i just decided to go to bed instead.
when the night of my birthday party came I was feeling really nervous. We were in New Orleans and my birthday happened to fall on the first night of mardi Gras. I wasnt in the mood to party but I knew that getting out would help my mind ease a little bit. So I started getting ready I decided to wear a pencil skirt and cute pink top. I straightened my hair and wore two victory rolls adding a cute pink flower. I was finishing my makeup when I heard a knock on my door.
"come in" I said as I was slipping on my heels. I looked up and I saw Mason smiling in my door way.
"hey you, you ready"
"just finished how do i look" I said standing up.
"wow you look beautiful elles, fuck if you were my girl i would just keep you in here so no guy would come near you" he said.
"thanks mase" I laughed giving him a hug.
"come on lets go" I said walking out to the front as ray and bob started whistling.
"shut up guys" i smiled. I looked over at Frank and he was just starring at me, i noticed that he was all dressed up to and it surprised me because i thought he wasnt gonna go after all, i knew that gerard was gonna stay for sure because he was still asleep in his bunk.
"so we all ready to go then" Mikey asked grabbing his jacket.
"ya lets hit it" Mason yelled as we walked off the bus. I bumped into someone and i looked locking eyes with Trace.
"not to late to join the party right" he asked looking around at everyone.
"nah man its cool" Mikey smiled.
"ya come on lets go have some fun" I said grabbing his hand as we got in the taxi's and we left to Bourbon street. Mason took us a local bar called FatCatz Bar and he had got us a VIP section just for us. It was really big we had our own couches and the main table was stocked with drinks and mixes.
"fuck mase this is fucking awesome" Trace said as he walked around.
"well I wanted to get the best for Elles 21st.birthday" He smiled.
"awww Mase thankyou so much"I said as he gave me a hug.
"your worth elles" he said giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"well lets party then" Mason yelled. I mixed myself a drink and everybody started drinking. Me and Mason were dancing right away like always and I looked over At Frankie and he was just sitting there taking a few shots. I looked At Mason and he smiled nodding over to him.
"Ill be back" i smiled
"take your time" He said as he kept dancing. I walked over To Frankie and he just looked up at me.
"mind if I have one" I said sitting next to him. he just shook his head pouring two shots and He handed me one and I took it smiling.
"lets drink to your birthday " he replied raising his glass.
"and to us being civil with eachother and not being mad tonight" I said looking at him as he nodded. we cheered and took the shots. I put my glass down and he pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry for what I said the other night' he whispered into my ear.
"its okay, i understand"i whispered back.
"its just that..." i let go of him and just smiled.
"no i get it really you dont want to break my family apart so if this makes you happy then its okay, Frankie you know I will always love you" I smiled kissing his cheek. I got up going back over to where Mason was dancing and just sighed looking over at Frankie as he got up and walked out.
I woke up the next morning feeling someones arms around me, I smiled realizing it was all al bad dream, I turned expecting to see Frankie and my smile faded when I saw Mason and realized it wasnt a dream, but everything last night had happened. I got up and hoped over mason and put on a hoodie.
"hey you" I looked up and mason was sitting up.
"hey"
"how you feeling sweetie"
"same" I replied sighing as I put my hair in a ponytail.
"you gonna talk to frank about last night" he asked.
"I dont know maybe i really dont know"
"well i really hope you do elles" he smiled. I just nodded and we walked out to the front.
"well ill come check on you after our set okay sweetie"
"okay mase thanks for being here for me"
"anytime elles" He said giving me a hug. When mase left I started making breakfast for the guys. All the guys were passed out from last night and the only person who woke up was Mikey.
"morning" he said yawning.
"morning mikes, theres some breakfast there if your hungry"
"ya thanks elles' he smiled serving himself.
"so how you feeling" he asked sitting next to me.
"not so good, but i mean ive learned how to ease the hurt i feel by now"
"elles you know you dont have to give up on him because of gerard right"
"ya i know but he pretty much said he doesnt want to come inbetween me and my family so he gave up"
"no i dont think he will trust me, i know having your brother not be happy for you is hard but dont let anyone not even your brother come inbetween what you two have, I know hes a really good guy elles you know if I didnt think Frank was a good guy you really think he'd be with the band, come on if he wasnt in the band because of the horrible person that he was do you think i would let him be with my baby sister"
"no i know what you mean i know hes not a bad guy, i just dont want you guys to see him in a way that i dont, Mikey hes the best thing to happen to me, I knew sense the first time i saw him that I was meant to be with him, he was love at first sight for me he makes me happy and I dont know why Gerard sees him in a different way, I cant lose him becasue if i do im sorry Mikey for saying this but i will never forgive him and he will never be my brother ever again" i said wiping my face.
"no its okay but Gerard needs to understand how your feeling and respect your decisions so you two need to talk okay"
"ya i know but i dont want to right now"
"you dont have to right but you have to eventually"
"ya" I sighed. i heard someone walking out of the back and I looked up and saw Frankie he looked so hurt and it hurt me to look at him right now especially when his words from last night started echoing in my head, so i turned away quickly not wanting to make eye contact with him so soon. when i looked back he was gone.
I kept my distance from Frankie because if felt like he wanted to stay away from me. So over the next weeks i stayed off my usual spot on side stage because obviously he didnt want me there. it was so weird having to be on the bus with him because of the space itself so I stayed in my room alot and some how i let mitch talk me into being in Metro Staiton's new video for seventeen forever i agreed as long as my romantic scenes werent with trace, he agreed and all my scenes were gonna be with mase, I felt a little weird at first but he was my best friend. Our first scene was on a ferris wheel were all the guys were gonna be on a swing with there love intrest. I looked over at mase and he just smiled sticking his tongue out at me making me laugh. i felt the ferris wheel start turning and the music starting playing. I looked over at mase and smiled.
"okay next verse everyone kiss the girl" the director yelled. I took a deep breath and I looked down at everyone and I saw Frankie standing at the bottom.
"you ready" mase whispered taking my hand. I nodded and he pulled me closer to him caressing my cheek as the next verse started. I looked into his as leaned into me and I felt his lips on mine. I thought it was gonna be just lips to lips but i suddenly felt him pull me closer and i felt him deepen the kiss. it felt weird but i finally relaxed and realized it was no big deal it was just a video kiss. when the playback stopped we pulled apart and we just started laughing.
"god i feel like i just kissed my sister" he laughed.
"oh my god i feel like i just kissed my bro" i laughed along with him.
"well sense we got that scene done on to the next one" he smiled as they stopped the ferris wheel and we got filming our last scenes. when the video was done we headed back to the bus and we went to the wrap up party. I stayed out for a little while and went inside kinda of early cause we were gonna be out late for my birthday the next night. I said goodnight to everyone and i started walking back to the bus. I noticed Frank get up as i started walking towards the bus and he was right behind me when i got in the bus he i heard the bus door open up again as i closed my bedroom door, i knew it was frank but i just sighed and I changed. I grabbed onto my door knob ready to just walk out there and talk to him but i just decided to go to bed instead.
when the night of my birthday party came I was feeling really nervous. We were in New Orleans and my birthday happened to fall on the first night of mardi Gras. I wasnt in the mood to party but I knew that getting out would help my mind ease a little bit. So I started getting ready I decided to wear a pencil skirt and cute pink top. I straightened my hair and wore two victory rolls adding a cute pink flower. I was finishing my makeup when I heard a knock on my door.
"come in" I said as I was slipping on my heels. I looked up and I saw Mason smiling in my door way.
"hey you, you ready"
"just finished how do i look" I said standing up.
"wow you look beautiful elles, fuck if you were my girl i would just keep you in here so no guy would come near you" he said.
"thanks mase" I laughed giving him a hug.
"come on lets go" I said walking out to the front as ray and bob started whistling.
"shut up guys" i smiled. I looked over at Frank and he was just starring at me, i noticed that he was all dressed up to and it surprised me because i thought he wasnt gonna go after all, i knew that gerard was gonna stay for sure because he was still asleep in his bunk.
"so we all ready to go then" Mikey asked grabbing his jacket.
"ya lets hit it" Mason yelled as we walked off the bus. I bumped into someone and i looked locking eyes with Trace.
"not to late to join the party right" he asked looking around at everyone.
"nah man its cool" Mikey smiled.
"ya come on lets go have some fun" I said grabbing his hand as we got in the taxi's and we left to Bourbon street. Mason took us a local bar called FatCatz Bar and he had got us a VIP section just for us. It was really big we had our own couches and the main table was stocked with drinks and mixes.
"fuck mase this is fucking awesome" Trace said as he walked around.
"well I wanted to get the best for Elles 21st.birthday" He smiled.
"awww Mase thankyou so much"I said as he gave me a hug.
"your worth elles" he said giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"well lets party then" Mason yelled. I mixed myself a drink and everybody started drinking. Me and Mason were dancing right away like always and I looked over At Frankie and he was just sitting there taking a few shots. I looked At Mason and he smiled nodding over to him.
"Ill be back" i smiled
"take your time" He said as he kept dancing. I walked over To Frankie and he just looked up at me.
"mind if I have one" I said sitting next to him. he just shook his head pouring two shots and He handed me one and I took it smiling.
"lets drink to your birthday " he replied raising his glass.
"and to us being civil with eachother and not being mad tonight" I said looking at him as he nodded. we cheered and took the shots. I put my glass down and he pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry for what I said the other night' he whispered into my ear.
"its okay, i understand"i whispered back.
"its just that..." i let go of him and just smiled.
"no i get it really you dont want to break my family apart so if this makes you happy then its okay, Frankie you know I will always love you" I smiled kissing his cheek. I got up going back over to where Mason was dancing and just sighed looking over at Frankie as he got up and walked out.
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