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Mikey's pov
"what the fuck is wrong with you Gerard"
"look dont even start with me okay, dont you see whats going on its just like mom, dad cheated on her, remember the first time he hit her it was because she was trying to stop us, and she got hit instead, I now close my eyes and I see my hit the ground and then it turns into elly, I cant let her go thru that" He sighed
"Frank is nothing like dad, do you hear yourself man, we have been friends with him sense we were young we know exactly how Frank is, if you didnt want him to go thur what he went thru you shouldnt have let your friend get you two into that shit, you could have stopped it that day in the back of that bus, you say your sorry all the time for what happened to frank that day, but you take no respondsibility for having that piece of shit as a friend. He hurt you, Frankie and our sister both of you fucked up, hes out there trying to give our sister everything in him, he has to work twice as hard to get elly to trust him again but at least he is you know all you did right now is put doubit in her mind and in his" I said practically yelling.
"fuck Mikey I just want better for her you know, thats all i want i dont want her to suffer like mom did, I want her to be happy but i cant get that image of her out of my head, and then all that messed up bullshit happened to her and i dont know mikes..." I was about to say something when Elly and Mason walked into the bus again and Elly was in tears. Gerard leaned up and I saw Elly stare at him with fucking daggers in her eyes.
"elles im sorry" Gerard replied walking towards but she just shook her head stepping away from him.
"i guess you get your way again huh, im not getting married so dont worry about it anymore, you can be happy, but why cant I' She replied walking away.
"goddamn it elly, dont you see how can you be happy with him dont forget what frank did to you and how you could you just be friends with trace after everything, dont you see that i just want whats best for you, I dont want you to end up like mom" she turned back around quickly like crazy and grabbed a cup off the shelf and threw it at him hard.
"what the fuck" Gerard yelled.
"DONT YOU EVER..EVER COMPARE ME TO THEM DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME, HOW DARE YOU GERARD!!!" she yelled running towards him trying to hit him I ran towards them but Mason grabbed her taking her to her room slamming the door.
"I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU GERARD" We heard her yell, and Gerard just walked off the bus grabbing his head. I stood there for a few seconds trying to take in what had just happened. What was happening to our family. I thought about going to check on elly but I knew she was to mad so I went outside and walked up to Gerard when I saw him taking some shots.
"what are you doing man"
"what does it matter alright, i felt like a shot so get over it" He said turning away and taking another one. I sighed looking around and I saw Frank walking back and sitting next to the fire. I looked back at Gerard and he kept drinking so I walked towards Frank and sat next to him.
"hey man look im sorry about gerard" i said looking at him. and he just kept looking down nodding his head.
"dont be sorry for him, mikes i dont know what else to do to get him to trust me"
"look i dont know what is up about gerard but you two need to be together, shes breaking apart in there, i know you want to get his trust but he needs to get over it, im happy for you guys my mom is happy and i know your family is happy, dont let her go" I said as we both looked over at gerard. "i dont know what to do i cant break your family apart im sorry Mikey but I cant" he said getting up and walked away from the bus area.
"Fuck" I muttered getting up walking back towards Gerard.
"well you happy he gave up and elly gave up, hes not willing to try with her because he doesnt want to break up our family" I said looking at him but he didnt say anything at all.
"enjoy your shots" i sighed walking back inside the bus and getting in my bunk putting some headphones on trying to go to sleep.
FRANK'S POV
I walked around for a while and I just couldnt get this whole thing out of my head. I decided to go back to the bus and just try to relax and figure out everything. I got on the bus and I walked to my bunk and stopped when i heard Elly's voice.
"he doesnt want me mase and if he doesnt want me then i dont want him im tired of fighting and i just cant do it anymore"
I could tell she was crying and I knew she meant what she had just said I sighed getting into my bunk and I put on my ipod and I switched to the folders of our pictures and just stared at her in my arms every picture i switched to was a happy moment i had shared with her, I loved how all of our moments had been forzen in time, I couldnt lose her but I couldnt break her family apart eaither. Just like she had given up on me I had to give up on her. I didnt understand why we couldnt just be happy together. Why of all people did we have to be the ones not meant for eachother.
i Woke up the next morning and I got up realizing that last night wasnt a dream, I sighed and got out of my bunk and saw that Elly's door was open I peeked in and she wasnt in bed anymore. I walked out to the front and I saw her sitting in the front with mikey having breakfast. I looked right at her but she just turned looking out the side window. I sighed and went back to my bunk and went to sleep.
Over the next two weeks me and her avoided eachother like crazy, she wouldnt be on side stage with me anymore she would sit on the oposite side. It was killing me inside like crazy, and watching her hang around Trace was really starting to bother me. She somehow got convinced by Mitch Metro's tour manager to do there next video with them and she agreed. I was really nervous that she would have all her romantic scenes with Trace but Mase told me he told the director that she was gonna do them all with him, Me and Mikey decided to go to the set where gonna shoot after we played our set. The video was being shot a mile from where the venue was. I watched as they filmed and you know it did bother me when i saw Mason kissing her on the ferris wheel i know there best friends but hey no matter if it was mase i still didnt want him kissing my girl. When they finished the filming they decided to have a party by there bus and I only stayed for a while not being able to take watching elly having fun with another guy. when I noticed her leave i decided to leave to. I went straight back to my bunk and put my head phones on and just thought about her. Her birthday was coming up and I didnt know if was gonna go and celebrate it with her or not, it looked like she had everyone she loved around her and she said it her self she didnt want me anymore.
"what the fuck is wrong with you Gerard"
"look dont even start with me okay, dont you see whats going on its just like mom, dad cheated on her, remember the first time he hit her it was because she was trying to stop us, and she got hit instead, I now close my eyes and I see my hit the ground and then it turns into elly, I cant let her go thru that" He sighed
"Frank is nothing like dad, do you hear yourself man, we have been friends with him sense we were young we know exactly how Frank is, if you didnt want him to go thur what he went thru you shouldnt have let your friend get you two into that shit, you could have stopped it that day in the back of that bus, you say your sorry all the time for what happened to frank that day, but you take no respondsibility for having that piece of shit as a friend. He hurt you, Frankie and our sister both of you fucked up, hes out there trying to give our sister everything in him, he has to work twice as hard to get elly to trust him again but at least he is you know all you did right now is put doubit in her mind and in his" I said practically yelling.
"fuck Mikey I just want better for her you know, thats all i want i dont want her to suffer like mom did, I want her to be happy but i cant get that image of her out of my head, and then all that messed up bullshit happened to her and i dont know mikes..." I was about to say something when Elly and Mason walked into the bus again and Elly was in tears. Gerard leaned up and I saw Elly stare at him with fucking daggers in her eyes.
"elles im sorry" Gerard replied walking towards but she just shook her head stepping away from him.
"i guess you get your way again huh, im not getting married so dont worry about it anymore, you can be happy, but why cant I' She replied walking away.
"goddamn it elly, dont you see how can you be happy with him dont forget what frank did to you and how you could you just be friends with trace after everything, dont you see that i just want whats best for you, I dont want you to end up like mom" she turned back around quickly like crazy and grabbed a cup off the shelf and threw it at him hard.
"what the fuck" Gerard yelled.
"DONT YOU EVER..EVER COMPARE ME TO THEM DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME, HOW DARE YOU GERARD!!!" she yelled running towards him trying to hit him I ran towards them but Mason grabbed her taking her to her room slamming the door.
"I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU GERARD" We heard her yell, and Gerard just walked off the bus grabbing his head. I stood there for a few seconds trying to take in what had just happened. What was happening to our family. I thought about going to check on elly but I knew she was to mad so I went outside and walked up to Gerard when I saw him taking some shots.
"what are you doing man"
"what does it matter alright, i felt like a shot so get over it" He said turning away and taking another one. I sighed looking around and I saw Frank walking back and sitting next to the fire. I looked back at Gerard and he kept drinking so I walked towards Frank and sat next to him.
"hey man look im sorry about gerard" i said looking at him. and he just kept looking down nodding his head.
"dont be sorry for him, mikes i dont know what else to do to get him to trust me"
"look i dont know what is up about gerard but you two need to be together, shes breaking apart in there, i know you want to get his trust but he needs to get over it, im happy for you guys my mom is happy and i know your family is happy, dont let her go" I said as we both looked over at gerard. "i dont know what to do i cant break your family apart im sorry Mikey but I cant" he said getting up and walked away from the bus area.
"Fuck" I muttered getting up walking back towards Gerard.
"well you happy he gave up and elly gave up, hes not willing to try with her because he doesnt want to break up our family" I said looking at him but he didnt say anything at all.
"enjoy your shots" i sighed walking back inside the bus and getting in my bunk putting some headphones on trying to go to sleep.
FRANK'S POV
I walked around for a while and I just couldnt get this whole thing out of my head. I decided to go back to the bus and just try to relax and figure out everything. I got on the bus and I walked to my bunk and stopped when i heard Elly's voice.
"he doesnt want me mase and if he doesnt want me then i dont want him im tired of fighting and i just cant do it anymore"
I could tell she was crying and I knew she meant what she had just said I sighed getting into my bunk and I put on my ipod and I switched to the folders of our pictures and just stared at her in my arms every picture i switched to was a happy moment i had shared with her, I loved how all of our moments had been forzen in time, I couldnt lose her but I couldnt break her family apart eaither. Just like she had given up on me I had to give up on her. I didnt understand why we couldnt just be happy together. Why of all people did we have to be the ones not meant for eachother.
i Woke up the next morning and I got up realizing that last night wasnt a dream, I sighed and got out of my bunk and saw that Elly's door was open I peeked in and she wasnt in bed anymore. I walked out to the front and I saw her sitting in the front with mikey having breakfast. I looked right at her but she just turned looking out the side window. I sighed and went back to my bunk and went to sleep.
Over the next two weeks me and her avoided eachother like crazy, she wouldnt be on side stage with me anymore she would sit on the oposite side. It was killing me inside like crazy, and watching her hang around Trace was really starting to bother me. She somehow got convinced by Mitch Metro's tour manager to do there next video with them and she agreed. I was really nervous that she would have all her romantic scenes with Trace but Mase told me he told the director that she was gonna do them all with him, Me and Mikey decided to go to the set where gonna shoot after we played our set. The video was being shot a mile from where the venue was. I watched as they filmed and you know it did bother me when i saw Mason kissing her on the ferris wheel i know there best friends but hey no matter if it was mase i still didnt want him kissing my girl. When they finished the filming they decided to have a party by there bus and I only stayed for a while not being able to take watching elly having fun with another guy. when I noticed her leave i decided to leave to. I went straight back to my bunk and put my head phones on and just thought about her. Her birthday was coming up and I didnt know if was gonna go and celebrate it with her or not, it looked like she had everyone she loved around her and she said it her self she didnt want me anymore.
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