Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Happiness Comes with a Price
just a little note at the beginning to help you understand a lot of stuff. Hayley works out what she might have done wrong and tries to sort this problem out, her an Mikey go on an interesting walk...
-1MarySue
So, things probably aren't making a whole load of sense right now, well I've gotta say that, My Chemical Romance, as a band will be in this story later on. Also it's not on the normal time line, yeah they are all in there 30's now but Hayley Williams is 22, well it's just simpler if I make it that mcr were born around the same time, as Hayley the timeline would fit better for the story and I just thought you would all like to know, now bare with me. I want people to tell me there thoughts please, I really wanna know :D also I haven't mentioned a date at this moment in time, well it's September 2004.
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I think I know what it is about me that pissed him off. Was it the fact I was brand new, never seen before. He didn't know me, and now I'm getting worked up thinking I have done something terrible. I can't stand this, I keep reading the text over and over, The words are like daggers to my heart.
Mikey - Gerard said "I don't want you being friends with a girl who will hurt you"
Really what the hell have I ever done to him? I'm not a forward person but I stand up for myself if it's needed, and boy did I need it!
I ran out the house, I knew exactly where I was going, no need to think about it. I knew Mikey wasn't home, he told me that he had to go and get some food with his mom, and his dad was away on a work thing. Gerard was home alone, great if he turns out to be a murderer I'm fucked. Well this is his fault that I'm doing this, cornering him in his own home, he can't refuse to talk to me then.
I stood looking at the door for 10 full minutes before I finally knocked, slowly I pulled my hand up to the door and the three knocks sounded like thunder to me, slow and scary. Wow, minutes passed and no answers, so I done it again. Suddenly the door flew open and he walked out.
"Hey, She's not home" he said before looking up and seeing it was me. "Oh, I'm not looking for your mom" I growled at him. "What do you want?" He scowled at me, not breaking eye contact "What the hell do you want then? Your bestfriend Mikey isn't home" He smirked. What the hell is his problem, I was screaming inside my head! "Funny I am here to ask you the exact same question, What have I ever done to you, as far as I am concerned, you ran into me, on my first day and never even apologised, then you tell your brother to stop talking to me, when I have nothing and no one else to help me. I am alone here and all Mikey was trying to do was help me feel happier, but no you clearly just want to suck the fun out of that, Your ruining Mikey's chance of friendship because he would do what you tell him without question, he looks up to you so much, and you are like this to him. I can see you have issues but don't dare judge me before you get to know me, and if you want to actually get to know me, start acting like a person who gives a damn about the way other people are feeling" I said with so much emotion, I was scared I was gonna cry, I didn't want him seeing me at a weak stage of my life.
"You done?" He asked. "What else am I meant to say, your judging me without knowing me, why do you seem to hate me? What exactly have I done?!" I asked quietly, I sighed waiting for his reply. "Mikey doesn't need a friend who is going to hurt him, I love my brother and I watch over him, after what has happened to us both, I don't expect you to understand. It's none of your business, but you never need to care, prove to me that you wont fuck him over for the scene, the life you want. Using him to get some kicks and some friends so your little life isn't boring and your not alone. What my brother needs is someone who will help him out, make him feel better about himself. I really don't need you at all. So you choose, but if you upset or hurt him, believe me, I WILL NOT LET IT GO" he said getting closer with every word.
"What the fuck are you talking about, Why would I use him, he's the one who is upset at the fact we can't be friends. That is your fault. Are you drunk or something?" I asked with concern. I could smell the alcohol, my father gave me that gift. "What, that is none of your business, Just get out of here, my brother can choose you over me if he wants, once he gets to know you, he will work out what your really like and think, shit I should have listened to my brother" He smirked again, I could seriously rip his mouth right off.
"Right, you know what I was pretty upset about all this, now I can clearly see that your a fucking physco. Nice meeting you Gerard, oh and btw, it's fucking on, Mikey will realise that our friendship is better than you seem to think. Goodbye and have fun with your alcohol, you will realise one day what good it is. Hopefully I'll be around to see it and to laugh at you" I smiled as best as I could because I knew it would piss him off. I walked away and heard him shouting words that didn't make much sense to the air or me but I couldn't care less.
I felt bad by my last comment, I didn't want to be at war with him, but I also didn't want him to walk all over me. Alcohol was bad, and I could see that him drinking on his own on a Tuesday night was the beginning of a bad fall, and when alcohol is the reason you fall, there's always a rocky bottom.
Maybe I needed someone else to help me out, I pulled out my phone.
"Josh, hey I know your busy and the time difference is weird but I wanted to ask you a question, you know that whole band thing, I want you to know that one day, I am game" I shut my phone over and returned it to my pocket.
"Hayley, what are you doing in my neighbourhood?" That voice was too familure, to ignore. "Mikey, Oh I went to see your brother, I wanted to fix things, but it didn't work out well, I know your brother wants the best for you, but I understand if you would rather listen to him than me. Our friendship isn't as important as your relationship with your brother" I said laughed deeply hurt.
"God, Hayley why did you do that, I was gonna come to your house tonight to tell you, fuck Gerard, he can utterly suck my dick. I don't wanna loose a friend like you because of his bad past" he sighed. "He said I didn't understand your past, both of your past, what does he mean?" I asked, "well, he's over reacting, He had a bad friend a year back, she was a whore really, they were best friends, and then one day, she decided she wanted more than friendship, she was gorgeous, and of course he liked her like that, after she got what she wanted from him, she humiliated him and made him feel like a freak. She told everyone about secrets of his past, and grew her way up the popularity ladder, Lisa Jacobs. Head cheerleader, head bitch. He fears you may become friends with us and hurt us" Mikey said while we walked towards the park, the cold breeze was getting into my skin through small holes in the material of my clothing.
"Mikey, that's really bad, She made a comment about me being a dork the first day of school. She seems like an uber bitch" I said. He laughed at the comment, "You know I didn't wanna tell you this but, he doesn't want me to be friends with you because he knows your attractive and he's scared I will fall for you and you will hurt me. He doesn't know that my heart is already after someone. She's beautiful, god I can't believe I'm telling you this" He sighed, "I'm attractive? you gotta be kidden me, Mikey, what the hell?" I laughed. "Yeah you are, Your beautiful, he said so, he was high of course, Frankie's party last weekend, he got uber high and he said you were like and angel, he was just scared you were gonna end up a bitch" He laughed. "right seriously Mikey, what are you talking about now, your brother actually said that?" SHITSHITSHIT, after all I just said to him, and now Mikey tells me this, now Gerard hates me, Fuck me!.
"Don't worry, I'll put a good word in, Frankie is having another fun filled party this weekend, your coming and there's nothing getting said against it okay. Now, I want you to promise you won't chicken out of sitting with me, Ray, Frank, Bob and Gerard at lunch tomorrow, Gerard probably won't show up anyway. You will be fine" He smiled.
My phone started ringing, "Hello?" I said picking up the phone, "Hayley can you come home, Erica wants you to read a book to her before she goes to bed" My mother stated. "sure I'll be home soon. Bye mom" I hung up the phone. "Sorry Mikey, I gotta go now" I said and started walking away.
That night all I could think about was what I said to Gerard and what Mikey had told me he had said about me. Fuck if it was true, then I'm messed up. A sudden idea came into my head, something that would show I'm not gonna turn out to be a bitchy cheerleader.
"Mom, I know you said, I wasn't allowed to dye my hair but I really want to, I feel like a new me would do some good, help me find my place. Please" I begged my mom. "Fine do whatever you want, If it makes you happy then do it. Just be careful" She said.
She drove me to Wal-mart. I searched for awhile for the colours I needed, Red. I found the perfect shade and bought it. When I got home I applied the dye to the areas of my hair and waited. The new me was going to show him. Show them all.
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So this is Hayley after she dyes her hair, i know she looks a lot older from the first on but oh wells deal!
http://hayleyfashion.info/hair-colors/cherry-red/
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I think I know what it is about me that pissed him off. Was it the fact I was brand new, never seen before. He didn't know me, and now I'm getting worked up thinking I have done something terrible. I can't stand this, I keep reading the text over and over, The words are like daggers to my heart.
Mikey - Gerard said "I don't want you being friends with a girl who will hurt you"
Really what the hell have I ever done to him? I'm not a forward person but I stand up for myself if it's needed, and boy did I need it!
I ran out the house, I knew exactly where I was going, no need to think about it. I knew Mikey wasn't home, he told me that he had to go and get some food with his mom, and his dad was away on a work thing. Gerard was home alone, great if he turns out to be a murderer I'm fucked. Well this is his fault that I'm doing this, cornering him in his own home, he can't refuse to talk to me then.
I stood looking at the door for 10 full minutes before I finally knocked, slowly I pulled my hand up to the door and the three knocks sounded like thunder to me, slow and scary. Wow, minutes passed and no answers, so I done it again. Suddenly the door flew open and he walked out.
"Hey, She's not home" he said before looking up and seeing it was me. "Oh, I'm not looking for your mom" I growled at him. "What do you want?" He scowled at me, not breaking eye contact "What the hell do you want then? Your bestfriend Mikey isn't home" He smirked. What the hell is his problem, I was screaming inside my head! "Funny I am here to ask you the exact same question, What have I ever done to you, as far as I am concerned, you ran into me, on my first day and never even apologised, then you tell your brother to stop talking to me, when I have nothing and no one else to help me. I am alone here and all Mikey was trying to do was help me feel happier, but no you clearly just want to suck the fun out of that, Your ruining Mikey's chance of friendship because he would do what you tell him without question, he looks up to you so much, and you are like this to him. I can see you have issues but don't dare judge me before you get to know me, and if you want to actually get to know me, start acting like a person who gives a damn about the way other people are feeling" I said with so much emotion, I was scared I was gonna cry, I didn't want him seeing me at a weak stage of my life.
"You done?" He asked. "What else am I meant to say, your judging me without knowing me, why do you seem to hate me? What exactly have I done?!" I asked quietly, I sighed waiting for his reply. "Mikey doesn't need a friend who is going to hurt him, I love my brother and I watch over him, after what has happened to us both, I don't expect you to understand. It's none of your business, but you never need to care, prove to me that you wont fuck him over for the scene, the life you want. Using him to get some kicks and some friends so your little life isn't boring and your not alone. What my brother needs is someone who will help him out, make him feel better about himself. I really don't need you at all. So you choose, but if you upset or hurt him, believe me, I WILL NOT LET IT GO" he said getting closer with every word.
"What the fuck are you talking about, Why would I use him, he's the one who is upset at the fact we can't be friends. That is your fault. Are you drunk or something?" I asked with concern. I could smell the alcohol, my father gave me that gift. "What, that is none of your business, Just get out of here, my brother can choose you over me if he wants, once he gets to know you, he will work out what your really like and think, shit I should have listened to my brother" He smirked again, I could seriously rip his mouth right off.
"Right, you know what I was pretty upset about all this, now I can clearly see that your a fucking physco. Nice meeting you Gerard, oh and btw, it's fucking on, Mikey will realise that our friendship is better than you seem to think. Goodbye and have fun with your alcohol, you will realise one day what good it is. Hopefully I'll be around to see it and to laugh at you" I smiled as best as I could because I knew it would piss him off. I walked away and heard him shouting words that didn't make much sense to the air or me but I couldn't care less.
I felt bad by my last comment, I didn't want to be at war with him, but I also didn't want him to walk all over me. Alcohol was bad, and I could see that him drinking on his own on a Tuesday night was the beginning of a bad fall, and when alcohol is the reason you fall, there's always a rocky bottom.
Maybe I needed someone else to help me out, I pulled out my phone.
"Josh, hey I know your busy and the time difference is weird but I wanted to ask you a question, you know that whole band thing, I want you to know that one day, I am game" I shut my phone over and returned it to my pocket.
"Hayley, what are you doing in my neighbourhood?" That voice was too familure, to ignore. "Mikey, Oh I went to see your brother, I wanted to fix things, but it didn't work out well, I know your brother wants the best for you, but I understand if you would rather listen to him than me. Our friendship isn't as important as your relationship with your brother" I said laughed deeply hurt.
"God, Hayley why did you do that, I was gonna come to your house tonight to tell you, fuck Gerard, he can utterly suck my dick. I don't wanna loose a friend like you because of his bad past" he sighed. "He said I didn't understand your past, both of your past, what does he mean?" I asked, "well, he's over reacting, He had a bad friend a year back, she was a whore really, they were best friends, and then one day, she decided she wanted more than friendship, she was gorgeous, and of course he liked her like that, after she got what she wanted from him, she humiliated him and made him feel like a freak. She told everyone about secrets of his past, and grew her way up the popularity ladder, Lisa Jacobs. Head cheerleader, head bitch. He fears you may become friends with us and hurt us" Mikey said while we walked towards the park, the cold breeze was getting into my skin through small holes in the material of my clothing.
"Mikey, that's really bad, She made a comment about me being a dork the first day of school. She seems like an uber bitch" I said. He laughed at the comment, "You know I didn't wanna tell you this but, he doesn't want me to be friends with you because he knows your attractive and he's scared I will fall for you and you will hurt me. He doesn't know that my heart is already after someone. She's beautiful, god I can't believe I'm telling you this" He sighed, "I'm attractive? you gotta be kidden me, Mikey, what the hell?" I laughed. "Yeah you are, Your beautiful, he said so, he was high of course, Frankie's party last weekend, he got uber high and he said you were like and angel, he was just scared you were gonna end up a bitch" He laughed. "right seriously Mikey, what are you talking about now, your brother actually said that?" SHITSHITSHIT, after all I just said to him, and now Mikey tells me this, now Gerard hates me, Fuck me!.
"Don't worry, I'll put a good word in, Frankie is having another fun filled party this weekend, your coming and there's nothing getting said against it okay. Now, I want you to promise you won't chicken out of sitting with me, Ray, Frank, Bob and Gerard at lunch tomorrow, Gerard probably won't show up anyway. You will be fine" He smiled.
My phone started ringing, "Hello?" I said picking up the phone, "Hayley can you come home, Erica wants you to read a book to her before she goes to bed" My mother stated. "sure I'll be home soon. Bye mom" I hung up the phone. "Sorry Mikey, I gotta go now" I said and started walking away.
That night all I could think about was what I said to Gerard and what Mikey had told me he had said about me. Fuck if it was true, then I'm messed up. A sudden idea came into my head, something that would show I'm not gonna turn out to be a bitchy cheerleader.
"Mom, I know you said, I wasn't allowed to dye my hair but I really want to, I feel like a new me would do some good, help me find my place. Please" I begged my mom. "Fine do whatever you want, If it makes you happy then do it. Just be careful" She said.
She drove me to Wal-mart. I searched for awhile for the colours I needed, Red. I found the perfect shade and bought it. When I got home I applied the dye to the areas of my hair and waited. The new me was going to show him. Show them all.
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So this is Hayley after she dyes her hair, i know she looks a lot older from the first on but oh wells deal!
http://hayleyfashion.info/hair-colors/cherry-red/
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