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Franks POV.
I shoved my way past endless sweating bodies until i was out the house, the cool crisp night air slapped against my face. I let out a long, intense breath, that I had been holding since I ran from Gerard. My legs felt like jelly, my whole body shook and my hair stuck to my face in the icy wind. What had just happened? Why did Gerard... How...
OhMyGod.
Gerard was Jennys mystery boyfriend.
Gerard was the one Jenny was always texting.
Gerard was the one that she was with every single night.
Gerard was the one who got her on to drugs.
Gerard was the one who got her into drinking.
Gerard was the one who got her into smoking.
Gerard was the one who got her to change.
Gerard was the one who killed her.
Why did I ever trust him? Why did I fall for those hypnotizing hazel eyes? I can't believe he can just walk around like he has done nothing wrong, well, maybe to him he hasn't. Has he any idea what he has done to my family!? I picked myself up off the floor and tried to run, but my legs won't carry me. He could be coming after me, right now! He killed Jenny - He could kill me just as easily. 'Frank? Is that you? Come here!' Summoned a playful voice. I recognized the voice, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it, 'Frank!' The voice called again. Should I turn around? It could be a trap, Gerard could've got one of his friends to get me for him so that he can slaughter me behind the scenes. Nobody would ever know. Just then, my feet decided to work again. I took off, running as fast as my feet would take me, running past my house, running far away from here. I could'nt go home. That's the first place Gerard would look for me. My mum wouldn't be safe if i was there, i needed to get as far away as possible. 'Frank! Wait up!' The voice got closer and closer, until a small hand was placed on my shoulder, 'GET AWAY FROM ME!!' I screamed, trying to get away, but the grip on my shoulder got tighter. 'What's the matter with you!?' I finally go the courage to turn my head, and i found myself face-to-face with Gerards brother, Mikey. Shit. I had been right, it was a trap. 'You okay, Frank? You look like you've seen a ghost!' Mikey seemed harmless enough, maybe he had no idea what Gerard had done? ...But then again, Gerard seemed just as harmless. Suddenly, images flashed in my mind of Gerard standing over my sister weak, lifeless body, with a knife covered in blood. I shuddered. 'Frank, maybe you should sit down?' I didn't know what to do now. Perhaps Mikey didn't know that i know, I thought to myself. So, i did as he said. 'Now, are you going to tell me what the matter is,' He smiled sweetly. Too sweetly. The moonlight reflected onto his face, giving it a blue-ish grey radiant glow. His eyes were a welcoming green-brown and his hair flopped over his small toned face. 'I...' My throat was dry, i could barely speak. What was going to happen to me?? 'I...' I said once again,
'It's okay, Frank. Everything will be okay, what's happened? Are you hurt?' Mikey wrapped his arm around my shoulder and i rest my head on his. That brought to the tears again. I stayed still and silent as each ice cold tear rolled down my cheek and noislessly fell to the ground. 'Oh Frank, please don't cry, everything will be fine... I know you don't know me very well. But your friends with my brother, and he has spoke very highly of you, I know he wouldn't want you to cry either,'
I managed to croak a, 'Me and Gerard.... We aren't friends,' I'm not sure if what i said actually made any sense to him. My words get jumbled up..
'What's that?'
'We aren't friends,' I say, a little clearer,
'What? Why not??'
'Don't act like you don't know!!' I snapped, I can't believe i'm going to say this... 'Don't act like you had nothing to do with my sisters murder!' I pulled away from him, bracing myself for what was about to come.
'Your sisters... murder?' Mikey questioned curiously, I shut my eyes tight and took a deep breath before answering,
'I know Gerard killed my sister,' I whispered, tears filling my eyes again. Mikey stayed silent. I still hadn't dared to open my eyes, he could be getting a knife ready right now! But after a long and painful silence, nothing had happened. I bravely opened one eye and was shocked to what i saw, Mikey was sitting on the bench in a tight ball, crying into his knees, '...Mikey?' I gulped,
'Gerard... Killed someone? When?' He cried, not looking up,
'...Quite a long time ago...' His head shot up and he narrowed his eyes,
'What was her name??'
'Her name was jen-'
'JENNY IERO!' he exclaimed. His eyes grew wide, they were glistening in the moonlight from all his tears,
'You know her?' I asked quietly,
'She was his girlfriend...' He replied, in the same tone, 'Her loved her so so so much, he would never hurt her! Why would you accuse him of that!?'
'Because i know it was him!'
'Do you have any EVIDENCE!?' He was getting defensive now, probably because he didnt like the fact that his brother was a MURDERER!
'yes, i do actually!' Even though i didn't. But i still knew it was Gerard, nothing Mikey could say would change that. 'Mikey... I'm so sorry, but it's true. Gerard even admitted it himself. We've got to tell someone!' I pleaded, but he shook his head and said,
'No. We're not going to tell anyone. We need to talk to Gerard, because I know my brothers innocent,'
'Didn't you hear a word i said!? Gerard ADMITTED it!'
'He's probably drunk. He has a drinking problem, you know why? Because of Jenny. And how do you even know she's dead? She went MISSING, remember? She's probably still alive. So do NOT go around accusing my brother of things your not sure of yourself!' He spat, getting up and dragging me back towards Rays house. Turns out i hadn't ran as far as i had thought. 'Do you know where he is?' Mikey asked, I shook my head.
'he probably isn't even here any-'
'HEY RAY, YOU SEEN GERARD?'
'YEAH HE RAN OUT LIKE 10 MINUTES AGO!!'
'See? Now can we go home?'
'No. We've got to find him. You've probably crushed him, he is suicidal aswell. bet you didn't know that. BECAUSE of your stupid fucking sister, he already blames himself for her dissapearence, he self-harms alot too. And you've just made it HELL a lot worse! I don't want him doing anything stupid, okay!? Now help me find him, twat.' I was well and truly silenced. I didn't know what to say... I wanted to scream at him so damn much for calling Jenny stupid, but this REALLY wasn't the time. I felt a pang of guilt for shouting at Gerard... But he deserved it. He killed her. I'm sure of it. We searched hours for Gerard, first we went back to his house. Nobody home, we then went to my house, wasn't there either. Now we are aimlessly walking around town. I haven't said a single word since Mikeys outbrake, and I could tell he was getting really stressed. 'Mikey, maybe we should go home now?'
'NO! We need to find him, you've lost your bloody sister, who amy i say, got us into this mess in the first place! But i am not going to lose my brother!!'
'I'VE HAD ENOUGH. STOP INSULTING MY SISTER, OKAY?' I screamed in his face, he looked taken aback, then, i heard a small whimper come from the trees, a small whimper that i recognized. I turned around at the same time as Mikey and Gerard came stumbling out of the bushes, he had a black eye and cuts all over his face. 'GERARD!!' Mikey ran over to his brother and hugged him tight, Gerards face twisted in agony but he didnt reject his brothers brutal hug. 'WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? YOU'VE BEEN MISSING FOR 3 HOURS!'
'im so sorry...' His voice barely above a whisper, 'frank... i didnt kill her... she's not dead,' his voice cracked,
'Hello, Frank.' I whipped my head around to find a small skinny figure with long brown curls just a few centre metres away from me. Jenny.
'YOUR ALIVE!!'
'hmmf. barely.' She growled, she's different. She looks different, she sounds different... shes just.. different!
'frank, meet Samantha,' Gerard came and stood next to me,
'meet Samantha?' I say, puzzled.
'yes. Meet Samantha.' Jenny/Samantha grinned,
'your JENNY,' i cry,
'man, i haven't heard that name in a LONG time... My name is Samantha now. Oh, and i'm engaged. Sorry, I forgot to invite you to the wedding... If you want to come, Gerard has the details.' She laughed evily.
'Frank... I used to date your sister. I was so madly inlove, that i didn't even care she was seeing somebody else at the same time as me... One night she told me she was running away with him, his name was Paul and he was 23. Of course, around here, they couldn't be together. Everybody knew the age difference, but she wanted to be with him so badly! He got her into all sorts of shit, drugs, smoking, whatever. I knew where they were, she had told me everything before she left. I didn't tell the police anything either, they had no idea we were in a 'relationship'. But after you accused me of murdering her... My whole world shattered... I went and got her, she doesn't live too far from here, but i must warn you, she isn't herself anymore. She hasn't been for a while...' Gerard then wrapped his skinny arms around my waist and pulled me towards him, i rest my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his tiny frame. 'I'm so sorry,' he whispered into my neck,
'Oh puh-lease! Paul didn't make me do anything - i chose to do them!'
'SHUT UP JENNY. YORU A DISGRACE TO OUR FAMILY!!' I screamed, i HATED her!
'oh my frank, you used to be my cool older brother. Now look at you, faggot!'
'Just get out of here. Seriously. Go have your fucking fairytale wedding, i dont want you around anymore. Im sick of you already!!'
'FINE. Maybe i will. I onyl came back because i wanted to see you frank. I've missed you so much.' She whispered the last bit, but i still heard. Then she walked away in her stupid high heels.
'...Are you okay, Frank?' Gerard asked.
'Mmm.' I replied. Of course I wasn't okay!
'You can stay at my house tonight if you want, my parents wont be home,'
'its okay,'
'No, please, i want you to be safe, Frank. Your the only person i really care about now,'
'Excuse me, what about me!?' Mikey interrupted. oops. Forgot he was still here. I lifted my head from Gerards shoulder and I noticed again, all the cuts and bruises.
'What happened?' I asked, tracing each cut very carefully with my fingers,
'I got into a bit of trouble with paul. But i mean this, i'm okay. Trust me.' He smiled weakly, before taking my hand and walking towards his house. I was a little surprised as to WHY he took my hand, but i didn't want to pull away. Little sparks were shooting through my body... I glanced over at Gerard, he looked so amazingly beautiful, even with blood covering his face. I can't believe i accused him. 'Gerard... I... I'm really sorry about everything i did...'
'Its okay Framkie, I understand fully,'
As soon as I got back to Gerards, I quickly text my mum, then crawled into a sleeping bag on the floor. I lay quietly as i listened to Gerard faff about in the bathroom, getting changed & brushing his teeth. When he came back into his room, he looked at me weirdly, 'What?' I asked,
'Why the hell are you on the floor?'
'Um.. I dont know... Do you want me to go downstairs?' I quickly got up, embaressed, gathering my belongings,
'No, stupid! You can sleep in my bed!'
'What about you?'
'Well... We can both sleep in it?'
'But its a single bed,'
'Atleast we'll be warm,' he smiled, dragging me to his bed. I was lying next to Gerard -practically on top of him - When I realized something. I have never really been into girls... In fact, the thought of me with another girl is pretty revolting. I think I really am gay... And I think i love Gerard... 'What are you thinking, Frank?' Gerard whispered, his dark hair shadowing his face,
'Hm. Nothing important,' I tried to face the other way, but gerard took my head between his hands,
'You sure?'
'Positive.'
'Okay... Goodnight, Frankie,' he grinned, before kissing my forehead. I could feel my face light up with excitment, i tried to hide it, but i guess i failed. Gerard laughed his oh-so-adorable man giggle, before closing his eyes, and falling asleep. He looked so beautiful. Like a fallen angel.
HOPE YOU LIKED IT! I know I rushed into it a bit, but, oh well o.o Yep, extralong chapter for my wonderful motorbabies ;) BTW this isnt the last chapter there's gonna be a few more... Please R&R!!
XO
Franks POV.
I shoved my way past endless sweating bodies until i was out the house, the cool crisp night air slapped against my face. I let out a long, intense breath, that I had been holding since I ran from Gerard. My legs felt like jelly, my whole body shook and my hair stuck to my face in the icy wind. What had just happened? Why did Gerard... How...
OhMyGod.
Gerard was Jennys mystery boyfriend.
Gerard was the one Jenny was always texting.
Gerard was the one that she was with every single night.
Gerard was the one who got her on to drugs.
Gerard was the one who got her into drinking.
Gerard was the one who got her into smoking.
Gerard was the one who got her to change.
Gerard was the one who killed her.
Why did I ever trust him? Why did I fall for those hypnotizing hazel eyes? I can't believe he can just walk around like he has done nothing wrong, well, maybe to him he hasn't. Has he any idea what he has done to my family!? I picked myself up off the floor and tried to run, but my legs won't carry me. He could be coming after me, right now! He killed Jenny - He could kill me just as easily. 'Frank? Is that you? Come here!' Summoned a playful voice. I recognized the voice, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it, 'Frank!' The voice called again. Should I turn around? It could be a trap, Gerard could've got one of his friends to get me for him so that he can slaughter me behind the scenes. Nobody would ever know. Just then, my feet decided to work again. I took off, running as fast as my feet would take me, running past my house, running far away from here. I could'nt go home. That's the first place Gerard would look for me. My mum wouldn't be safe if i was there, i needed to get as far away as possible. 'Frank! Wait up!' The voice got closer and closer, until a small hand was placed on my shoulder, 'GET AWAY FROM ME!!' I screamed, trying to get away, but the grip on my shoulder got tighter. 'What's the matter with you!?' I finally go the courage to turn my head, and i found myself face-to-face with Gerards brother, Mikey. Shit. I had been right, it was a trap. 'You okay, Frank? You look like you've seen a ghost!' Mikey seemed harmless enough, maybe he had no idea what Gerard had done? ...But then again, Gerard seemed just as harmless. Suddenly, images flashed in my mind of Gerard standing over my sister weak, lifeless body, with a knife covered in blood. I shuddered. 'Frank, maybe you should sit down?' I didn't know what to do now. Perhaps Mikey didn't know that i know, I thought to myself. So, i did as he said. 'Now, are you going to tell me what the matter is,' He smiled sweetly. Too sweetly. The moonlight reflected onto his face, giving it a blue-ish grey radiant glow. His eyes were a welcoming green-brown and his hair flopped over his small toned face. 'I...' My throat was dry, i could barely speak. What was going to happen to me?? 'I...' I said once again,
'It's okay, Frank. Everything will be okay, what's happened? Are you hurt?' Mikey wrapped his arm around my shoulder and i rest my head on his. That brought to the tears again. I stayed still and silent as each ice cold tear rolled down my cheek and noislessly fell to the ground. 'Oh Frank, please don't cry, everything will be fine... I know you don't know me very well. But your friends with my brother, and he has spoke very highly of you, I know he wouldn't want you to cry either,'
I managed to croak a, 'Me and Gerard.... We aren't friends,' I'm not sure if what i said actually made any sense to him. My words get jumbled up..
'What's that?'
'We aren't friends,' I say, a little clearer,
'What? Why not??'
'Don't act like you don't know!!' I snapped, I can't believe i'm going to say this... 'Don't act like you had nothing to do with my sisters murder!' I pulled away from him, bracing myself for what was about to come.
'Your sisters... murder?' Mikey questioned curiously, I shut my eyes tight and took a deep breath before answering,
'I know Gerard killed my sister,' I whispered, tears filling my eyes again. Mikey stayed silent. I still hadn't dared to open my eyes, he could be getting a knife ready right now! But after a long and painful silence, nothing had happened. I bravely opened one eye and was shocked to what i saw, Mikey was sitting on the bench in a tight ball, crying into his knees, '...Mikey?' I gulped,
'Gerard... Killed someone? When?' He cried, not looking up,
'...Quite a long time ago...' His head shot up and he narrowed his eyes,
'What was her name??'
'Her name was jen-'
'JENNY IERO!' he exclaimed. His eyes grew wide, they were glistening in the moonlight from all his tears,
'You know her?' I asked quietly,
'She was his girlfriend...' He replied, in the same tone, 'Her loved her so so so much, he would never hurt her! Why would you accuse him of that!?'
'Because i know it was him!'
'Do you have any EVIDENCE!?' He was getting defensive now, probably because he didnt like the fact that his brother was a MURDERER!
'yes, i do actually!' Even though i didn't. But i still knew it was Gerard, nothing Mikey could say would change that. 'Mikey... I'm so sorry, but it's true. Gerard even admitted it himself. We've got to tell someone!' I pleaded, but he shook his head and said,
'No. We're not going to tell anyone. We need to talk to Gerard, because I know my brothers innocent,'
'Didn't you hear a word i said!? Gerard ADMITTED it!'
'He's probably drunk. He has a drinking problem, you know why? Because of Jenny. And how do you even know she's dead? She went MISSING, remember? She's probably still alive. So do NOT go around accusing my brother of things your not sure of yourself!' He spat, getting up and dragging me back towards Rays house. Turns out i hadn't ran as far as i had thought. 'Do you know where he is?' Mikey asked, I shook my head.
'he probably isn't even here any-'
'HEY RAY, YOU SEEN GERARD?'
'YEAH HE RAN OUT LIKE 10 MINUTES AGO!!'
'See? Now can we go home?'
'No. We've got to find him. You've probably crushed him, he is suicidal aswell. bet you didn't know that. BECAUSE of your stupid fucking sister, he already blames himself for her dissapearence, he self-harms alot too. And you've just made it HELL a lot worse! I don't want him doing anything stupid, okay!? Now help me find him, twat.' I was well and truly silenced. I didn't know what to say... I wanted to scream at him so damn much for calling Jenny stupid, but this REALLY wasn't the time. I felt a pang of guilt for shouting at Gerard... But he deserved it. He killed her. I'm sure of it. We searched hours for Gerard, first we went back to his house. Nobody home, we then went to my house, wasn't there either. Now we are aimlessly walking around town. I haven't said a single word since Mikeys outbrake, and I could tell he was getting really stressed. 'Mikey, maybe we should go home now?'
'NO! We need to find him, you've lost your bloody sister, who amy i say, got us into this mess in the first place! But i am not going to lose my brother!!'
'I'VE HAD ENOUGH. STOP INSULTING MY SISTER, OKAY?' I screamed in his face, he looked taken aback, then, i heard a small whimper come from the trees, a small whimper that i recognized. I turned around at the same time as Mikey and Gerard came stumbling out of the bushes, he had a black eye and cuts all over his face. 'GERARD!!' Mikey ran over to his brother and hugged him tight, Gerards face twisted in agony but he didnt reject his brothers brutal hug. 'WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? YOU'VE BEEN MISSING FOR 3 HOURS!'
'im so sorry...' His voice barely above a whisper, 'frank... i didnt kill her... she's not dead,' his voice cracked,
'Hello, Frank.' I whipped my head around to find a small skinny figure with long brown curls just a few centre metres away from me. Jenny.
'YOUR ALIVE!!'
'hmmf. barely.' She growled, she's different. She looks different, she sounds different... shes just.. different!
'frank, meet Samantha,' Gerard came and stood next to me,
'meet Samantha?' I say, puzzled.
'yes. Meet Samantha.' Jenny/Samantha grinned,
'your JENNY,' i cry,
'man, i haven't heard that name in a LONG time... My name is Samantha now. Oh, and i'm engaged. Sorry, I forgot to invite you to the wedding... If you want to come, Gerard has the details.' She laughed evily.
'Frank... I used to date your sister. I was so madly inlove, that i didn't even care she was seeing somebody else at the same time as me... One night she told me she was running away with him, his name was Paul and he was 23. Of course, around here, they couldn't be together. Everybody knew the age difference, but she wanted to be with him so badly! He got her into all sorts of shit, drugs, smoking, whatever. I knew where they were, she had told me everything before she left. I didn't tell the police anything either, they had no idea we were in a 'relationship'. But after you accused me of murdering her... My whole world shattered... I went and got her, she doesn't live too far from here, but i must warn you, she isn't herself anymore. She hasn't been for a while...' Gerard then wrapped his skinny arms around my waist and pulled me towards him, i rest my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his tiny frame. 'I'm so sorry,' he whispered into my neck,
'Oh puh-lease! Paul didn't make me do anything - i chose to do them!'
'SHUT UP JENNY. YORU A DISGRACE TO OUR FAMILY!!' I screamed, i HATED her!
'oh my frank, you used to be my cool older brother. Now look at you, faggot!'
'Just get out of here. Seriously. Go have your fucking fairytale wedding, i dont want you around anymore. Im sick of you already!!'
'FINE. Maybe i will. I onyl came back because i wanted to see you frank. I've missed you so much.' She whispered the last bit, but i still heard. Then she walked away in her stupid high heels.
'...Are you okay, Frank?' Gerard asked.
'Mmm.' I replied. Of course I wasn't okay!
'You can stay at my house tonight if you want, my parents wont be home,'
'its okay,'
'No, please, i want you to be safe, Frank. Your the only person i really care about now,'
'Excuse me, what about me!?' Mikey interrupted. oops. Forgot he was still here. I lifted my head from Gerards shoulder and I noticed again, all the cuts and bruises.
'What happened?' I asked, tracing each cut very carefully with my fingers,
'I got into a bit of trouble with paul. But i mean this, i'm okay. Trust me.' He smiled weakly, before taking my hand and walking towards his house. I was a little surprised as to WHY he took my hand, but i didn't want to pull away. Little sparks were shooting through my body... I glanced over at Gerard, he looked so amazingly beautiful, even with blood covering his face. I can't believe i accused him. 'Gerard... I... I'm really sorry about everything i did...'
'Its okay Framkie, I understand fully,'
As soon as I got back to Gerards, I quickly text my mum, then crawled into a sleeping bag on the floor. I lay quietly as i listened to Gerard faff about in the bathroom, getting changed & brushing his teeth. When he came back into his room, he looked at me weirdly, 'What?' I asked,
'Why the hell are you on the floor?'
'Um.. I dont know... Do you want me to go downstairs?' I quickly got up, embaressed, gathering my belongings,
'No, stupid! You can sleep in my bed!'
'What about you?'
'Well... We can both sleep in it?'
'But its a single bed,'
'Atleast we'll be warm,' he smiled, dragging me to his bed. I was lying next to Gerard -practically on top of him - When I realized something. I have never really been into girls... In fact, the thought of me with another girl is pretty revolting. I think I really am gay... And I think i love Gerard... 'What are you thinking, Frank?' Gerard whispered, his dark hair shadowing his face,
'Hm. Nothing important,' I tried to face the other way, but gerard took my head between his hands,
'You sure?'
'Positive.'
'Okay... Goodnight, Frankie,' he grinned, before kissing my forehead. I could feel my face light up with excitment, i tried to hide it, but i guess i failed. Gerard laughed his oh-so-adorable man giggle, before closing his eyes, and falling asleep. He looked so beautiful. Like a fallen angel.
HOPE YOU LIKED IT! I know I rushed into it a bit, but, oh well o.o Yep, extralong chapter for my wonderful motorbabies ;) BTW this isnt the last chapter there's gonna be a few more... Please R&R!!
XO
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