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My dreams began to break up and I allowed my eyelids to open after awakening from probably one of the best nights sleep I’d ever had.

“Morning babe, you sleep well?” Frank asked from beside me where I lay in his strong arms. I beamed at him and grazed my lips with his for a few seconds.

“Amazingly well.” I smiled and he grinned back at me, showing all of his white teeth.

“Me too, I’m so glad you’re okay Gee.” He said, pushing some of my black locks out of my face and kissing my nose, making me giggle.

“Yeah, I’m happy too. This is probably the happiest I’ve felt in my whole life.” I said happily, my arms still wrapped around Frankie as I trailed my fingers lightly up and down his back.
“Same.” He said quietly, his eyes glittering in the darkness of the room as we smiled together, looking into each other’s souls just for a few seconds.

“I’m hungry.” I said and Frank smiled broadly, sitting up and pulling me with him.

“Good to hear.” He said, ruffling my hair as we stood and made our way up the stairs to the kitchen, our hands still locked together.

“Hey guys, want some pancakes? Mom went to visit Grandma.” Mikey said as we walked into the kitchen and sat down with him while Ray and Bob made pancakes.
“Sure.” I said.

“Boys! We’re home!” My mother called as the door shut and two sets of footsteps could be heard coming down the hallway.

“I thought she’d be longer.” Mikey said, shrugging and taking a sip of her coffee.

“How are my favourite grandsons?” I heard my Grans voice behind me and I jumped up, locking her in a tight hug which she returned, laughing lightly as we rocked from side to side before finally letting go.

“Ooh, looks like I have five grandsons now. Ah, I feel loved.” She smiled as Mikey got up and hugged her.

“Wow, you’ve grown Mikes.” She said and he giggled.

“I outgrew Gerard by an inch and a half.” He said and she ruffled his hair, sitting down next to Frank as I sat on his other side.

“You must be Frankie, I’ve heard so much about you.” She said and Frank blushed, smiling.

“All bad I hope.” He winked cheekily and Elena laughed. “Oh, it’s great to meet you, you’re another person that Mikey talks about all the time. I’ve been wanting to meet you for ages.” Frank smiled and hugged her gently.

“I hear you’ve moved in here too.” She said, smiling warmly at us all as Ray placed some pancakes drizzled in strawberry sauce in front of her.

“Yeah, um, what else have you heard?” Frank asked, for some reason acting like he had to tread carefully with my Elena, which certainly wasn’t the case as she accepts anyone and everyone.

“Um, you’re eighteen and your birthday is on Halloween which is completely awesome. You like punk music and you have tattoos, you play guitar, you’re a vegetarian, you’ve lived on the streets before, your parents kicked you out because you’re bisexual and…oh! I almost forgot, you’re completely in love with Gee.” She grinned wickedly and took a bite out of her pancakes.

“A-are you okay with that?” He asked nervously. So damn cute!

“Of course I am, whatever makes Gerard happy is completely fine with me. Don’t be nervous, dear, I accept anyone and everyone no matter who and what they are. With grandsons like these who has an option anyway?” She joked and Frank relaxed, taking my hand and leaning his head on my shoulder, eating his breakfast slightly awkwardly with his left hand.

“Thank you.” He said and she smiled.

“It’s perfectly alright dear, I’m sure you two are going to be very happy together. I can hear the bells.” She said, singing the last part and making us laugh.

“Esmeralda! The bells, the bells!” Ray groaned in a high voice, imitating an old joke between us that was based in the Hunchback of NotraDame.

“Hmm, good times, good times.” She mused as she took a big gulp of coffee.

“Is it a thing with the Way’s that they all live and breathe coffee?” Frank asked, watching as Elena downed two cups of strong black coffee in a row.

“Coffee!” Me, Mikey and Elena all said at once.

“Well, that’s certainly cleared that up.” Frank said, his soft, hiccup giggle evident in his velvet voice as he spoke.

~

In all honesty, the next few weeks were uneventful compared to the last; no rapists, no fighting, no breaking in and no shootings. The bond between us all had grown stronger and stronger, and my stitches had come out today so I was very happy. Mine and Frank’s relationship had been building and building though we were still taking it slow- neither of us wanted to rush into things, me especially.

The scars though, still made me unsure. I’d never allowed Frank to see me completely naked, I’d always have some sort of clothing on, all the scars together, I’m sure would be enough to push him over the edge. For him to not love me anymore. These thoughts were mainly drowned out by the voice in my head that was nice, the one that assured me that he’d always love me. Doubt, though, was still there because there is always doubt. I wanted to, the lord knows I did, but since I’ve gained two more scars, two circular almost explosion shaped imperfections in my stomach, had made me even more nervous. I wanted to show him I loved him and I was sure that the time for that was right. Or was it? It was, but was I ready. As the saying goes, time waits for no one and it looks like it certainly doesn’t wait for me now, does it?

“Gee?” Frank asked, sitting next to me on our bed in the darkened room, the old church and graveyard bell chiming eleven o clock a few houses down.

“Hey, Frank.” I said, slipping my hand in his and resting my head on his strong shoulders.

“What’s up, you’ve been acting kind of weird today.” He asked and I sighed.

“Says the man who I caught trying to make cheese sauce with butter, and you’re a damn good cook.” I said and he giggled.

“No, seriously though, what’s wrong? I’m worried.” He said quietly and I couldn’t help but smile, he was always so considerate of others.

“Just had a lot to think about.” I told him honestly, hoping that the curios boy wouldn’t question what I was thinking so hard about.

“Oh yeah, what about?” He asked. All hope in vain then, Gerard.

“Us.” I said and he froze for a few seconds.

“What do you mean?” He whispered, obviously thinking the worst though I corrected him with a kiss.

“I just want you to be happy. I don’t want you to think that I’m, you know…frigid.” I admitted, feeling guilty for reasons currently unknown.

“Oh, Gee. I’d never think that, I can wait until you’re ready and the times right.” He said, smiling at me as his fingers turned my chin to face him, our eyes locking together and sending familiar chills dancing down my spine.

“The thing is, I think the times right and I think I’m ready. I’m just…scared, I suppose.” I said and he chuckled lightly.

“What are you scared of? Are you scared that it will hurt or something?” He asked and I nodded.

“Partly, but, what if I can’t do it?” I asked and he smiled.

“There are other things we can do, really babe.” He said and I nodded, giving him my thanks with a kiss which he returned.

I felt determined, I knew he wanted this and I wasn’t going to let some damn scars and insecurity stop this from happening. We were on our own; Mom and Mikes had gone to spend the night at Helena’s. I pushed my lips harder against his and opened my mouth slightly, an action which he copied and soon I felt his warm tongue slide over my bottom lip and into my mouth. His tongue massaged against my own, sparks of emotion and pleasure bursting from the depths of my chest as I straddled his lap, my hands in his hair which had grown out so the sides so it spiked up instead of being a proper mow hawk. His hands trailed up and down my spine as we explored each other’s mouths, the taste so familiar as we worked our lips together- his soft and full, the lip ring pushing gently into my skin- and mine, chapped and cool.

I shuffled further into his lap, never breaking the kiss as I pushed him backwards onto the bed, my arms supporting my weight with my knees either side of him as his hands gripped my hair and he let out a soft moan, making me smile and continue. We’d done this so many times before, but just as things were ‘heating up’ I’d always find myself backing off. Now, though, I wasn’t afraid, this felt different and I knew what I wanted.

“Gee…” Frank moaned as I started grinding myself into him, something I’d never done before due to lack of confidence and could feel his heart rate accelerate as I kissed his soft neck, nibbling and biting, tugging at the skin to make him groan and cry out.

“D-don’t start s-something you can’t f-finish…” He groaned as I bucked my hips purposefully into him, feeling his need grow against mine.

“Who says I’m not going to finish it.” I said confidently against his neck, my breath tickling him and making him shudder.

“Oh.” He gasped as I slid my hand under his shirt and continued to kiss his neck, licking a long line from under his jaw to his collar bone. I pulled away from him and peeled his skin tight shirt off his body and dropped it to the bed (who throws them to the floor other than over excited porn stars?). His hands slipped beneath my shirt as he trailed his hands up my back, grabbing the strap of my bra and pinging it against the flesh of my back, the pain somehow pleasurable as I leaned my head back and moaned. I ground into him a few more times, grinning at him cheekily as our eyes locked, his green irises fogged over with lust, love and want.

I slid down so I was sitting on his thighs and began to unbuckle his jeans, fumbling slightly with the belt as my hands shook though I knew to do this I had to disconnect my brain from my body. I sucked in a deep breath as I slid his jeans off his legs, his erect member standing flush as it greeted the cold air and he shuddered…looks like those pants were too tight for underwear. I nipped at the delicate flesh off his thighs, holding his hips in place as they bucked wildly. I backed away and kissed his full lips as I slid off my own jeans and boxer shorts, taking off my bra as I knew he was in too much of an ecstatic state to be able to fumble with it himself, and dropped my garments to the floor, straddling his thighs and kissing him again as he rolled us over so he was on top.

“Gee, what if you get pregnant?” Frank whispered to me and I giggled, high in euphoria.

“The doctors said I can never have kids.” I tell him and he captures my lips in a kiss in reply.

“I don’t want to hurt you.” He said and slipped a finger into my mouth, I nibbled and sucked on it as he added another two and I coated them in saliva. He pulled the digits out of my mouth and shuffled off me, spreading my legs and pushing my kneed up to hover by my ribs.

“Gee…?” Frank asked and I moaned in response, feeling the pulsing need of my throbbing member and the wetness of my ‘woman’hood was nearly too much to bear.

“Okay.” He decided something in his head and slid a flinger into my wetness, roaming around as I groaned and arched at the contact as he stroked my hard cock with his other hand, moaning at the noises I was producing as he got me used to the feeling of having something inside me.

“Ready?” He asked and I bit my lip and nodded, gasping as his hardness slid easily into me, making me jump at the length and girth though I made myself get used to it.

“Tell me when.” He said and I nodded, gasping and moaning for him to start damn moving and he soon followed my gist. He placed a gentle kiss on my lips as he started moving in and out, thrusting slow and deep inside of me, making me arch my back and bury the back of my head into the pillows behind me.

“Oh, Gee….so tight.” He groaned as his thrusts became faster, I clawed at his muscular back and gripped his silky hair as I rocked my hips against him, the feeling driving me into a frenzy that I never wanted to leave.

“Harder.” I screamed as he hit my spot dead on, pounding into it again and again, “Don’t fucking stop Frank! There, right there!” I screamed at the top of my lungs as we moved together, our hips bucking with a crazed rhythm as we moaned and screamed for each other.

“I-I’m close, Gee.” Frank exclaimed as I nodded, realising that I was near my climax (well, climax’s) as he gasped and thrust into me a few more times. I wasn’t sure how long we’d been going, but I didn’t think that it was long, we were both virgins and therefore not able to hold on for very long.

“O-OH! GERARD!” Frank screeched as he emptied himself into me, the feeling of his cum shooting into my cunt something that was nearly much too hard for me to bear. I came seconds after with a cry of his name that would have deafened the both of us if our all our senses other than touch weren’t blinded by our release. We rode out the orgasm, my juices releasing over his now softened cock before he pulled out and lay next to me, turning me to face him as we panted, both slick with sweat and tired from the exhaustion of the acts we had both just performed.

“I love you, Gee, you didn’t have to do that.” He said, smiling at me as I pulled him closer and wrapped my arms and legs around him as he did the same to me, the black comforter pulled up just to our waists.

“I love you too. I needed that too.” I said and kissed him softly as we both fell asleep, warm in each other’s arms.





Please please R&R as I found that chapter pretty awkward to write XD
Jackie
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