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"i want you two back that your both the best things that have happened to me yadda yadda yadda yeah Gerard we know that story.."
i say getting up off of the bed and putting on my shoes while pushing through the bus putting in my ear buds opening up the door and bolting thinking hard as tears don't fall blasts threw my i-pod as I hit the pavement not even worrying on where I was going it wasn't in till I was laying on a bench that I realized I was at the dog park with a poodle licking my hand?! I opened up my eyes groaning as I had stopped crying and there stood a confused mikey

"Hun what's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Bullshit! Halloween I know that's a lie...now spill" he said picking up my head as he sat down laying it on his lap looking at me when he was done "you have my full undivided attention now tell me please"
"Gerard he made me and my twin live the most awful lie he had made up fucking sending us off never contacting us he was never in our life's just when warning is doing good he fuckin makes her world go upside down..SHE WAS SUICIDAL NOT TO LONG AGO MIKEY!!" I screamed getting up

"I had to raise her all my life after we were 13 mom never wanted us and he goes and tells her that he's our father! NO! I don't want it to turn out bad it would hurt to much if it did" I nearly burst at the seems by letting out my anger and frustration at him

"I don't want her hurt if he wanted us in his life he should of told our back stabbing mother that before she died mikey it hurts to much"

"I know Hun but he had a good intention set when he told you both the truth he wasn't meaning to hurt you or your twin at all"

"yeah well he did" I almost yelled out as a tear escaped yet again out of my eyes...and no sooner was mikey wrapped around me I burst into tears being picked up I never really stopped crying that night or the next day I just sat there with my I-pod on full blast watching everyone around me and when it died I used mikey or franks hell I even used rays once but it just put me to sleep I guess what I'm doing is working because I'm now not crying I'm just watching warning play around with Gerard on the floor hell I think there wrestling
I jumped half way into the air when I felt the cushion go down from franks body weight what little bit that miniature twizzler had on him....

"Halloween?"

"Hmmm?" I said taking out one ear bud of his looking at him making him jump at my appearance

"I was well wondering if you wanted to go get some..Ice cream or coffee?"

"Yeah that sounds awesome frankie" I said lifting my arms to hug him but he just put my arms back down "what?"

"first you need a shower and use a lot of body wash and make sure to get under your arms real good okay and I will see you out in the bunk area in about 30 minutes okay?"

"Okay Frankie"

"now get going you stinky stinky girl!" he nearly yelled as he pushed me off of the couch having me nearly fall on my face but I caught myself using my left wrist and pushed myself back up walking into the little bathroom screaming as I saw that my hair was all matted and my dark make up smeared all over my pale face causing me to look very scary with the way I smelled I could almost see smelly lines like in the cartoons roll off of me I shivered and shrunk out of my clothes leaving them in a pile on the floor and jumping into the pre running shower washing up really good until I had lines on most parts of my body from scrubbing to hard

I got out leaving no hot water getting dressed in some cark skinnies and my heart-O-gram T-shirt with my black and red paint splattered hoodie and my black converse brushing my hair and walking out to meet Frankie walking into the bunk area where he said he was going to be

"Well glad you're nice and clean now Halloween"

"Yeah it feels nice to be clean I just don't know how or why mikey would kiss me when I smelled that bad and looked like trash..." I trailed off walking with him out of the bus

"Yeah it's a wonder what men will do for the people the love..." he smiled looking at me "but I'm glad your okay I thought you were going to kill yourself or something if Gerard tried to touch or talk to you...that's why he stayed away..."

"well I'm glad he did I mean I'm not but I am cause I'm still pist to high heaven with him but it will all blow over well for every one if he keeps his distance from me...."

"True I think he realized he blow it with you for now..."

"Well I'm glad he's that smart....so ice cream!!!!" I said running up the the shop sand counter thingy jumping up and down in till frank got there..

"Vanilla chip triple cone and a.."

"Triple mint chocolate chip strawberry cone with nerds!" I finished jumping up and down once again smiling

"Whoa she smiles!!!"

"You act like I never have before Frankie I'm hurt" I said making a fake hurt face before he hugged me "but it's all good!" I practically screamed grabbing my ice cream and downing it fastly before I took off running into the bus sense it was right down the street