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Chapter One
I will avenge my ghost
Gerard P.O.V
The kiss ended cold and tasteless. Something was going on in Sam’s head, I could tell. He looked at me, eyes glinting with something in the dark. With sadness.
“Gee?” he asked nervously
Uh-huh the lazy sound made him continue.
“Gee, I think its time for us to take a break. I can’t live like this anymore. I know we’ve been together for a while but hiding it from everyone? Is that right? If its love shouldn’t we want to tell and be together happily?”
The same questions had been going through my head, all ending with the same answer. No. No, it wasn’t right. But no, we couldn’t be together in public at the moment. My life was already bad enough. Sam and I had been through a lot together. Both being pushed around by the same dickheads. But coming out? Jesus. The jocks would have a field day. They don’t accept any way of living. Racist, homophobic dick heads.
I remember last year. A boy, Steven, had got completely pissed at a party and had given a blow job to martin Jones, equally pissed. They were both found next day head smashed, in the janitor’s closet. Tough life in New Jersey.
I sighed. I had known that one day Sam would go and leave me fighting for my rights on my own. I didn’t have many. Propping myself on my elbow, I started down at him. I could see tears coming in his ice blue eyes. I got off his couch and walked to the door. Sobs were coming from behind me as I closed the front door, ghost of the good times dancing before my eyes. What am I going to do now? The orange street lights flickered as I walked. Mikey would know what to do. He always did.
I will avenge my ghost
Gerard P.O.V
The kiss ended cold and tasteless. Something was going on in Sam’s head, I could tell. He looked at me, eyes glinting with something in the dark. With sadness.
“Gee?” he asked nervously
Uh-huh the lazy sound made him continue.
“Gee, I think its time for us to take a break. I can’t live like this anymore. I know we’ve been together for a while but hiding it from everyone? Is that right? If its love shouldn’t we want to tell and be together happily?”
The same questions had been going through my head, all ending with the same answer. No. No, it wasn’t right. But no, we couldn’t be together in public at the moment. My life was already bad enough. Sam and I had been through a lot together. Both being pushed around by the same dickheads. But coming out? Jesus. The jocks would have a field day. They don’t accept any way of living. Racist, homophobic dick heads.
I remember last year. A boy, Steven, had got completely pissed at a party and had given a blow job to martin Jones, equally pissed. They were both found next day head smashed, in the janitor’s closet. Tough life in New Jersey.
I sighed. I had known that one day Sam would go and leave me fighting for my rights on my own. I didn’t have many. Propping myself on my elbow, I started down at him. I could see tears coming in his ice blue eyes. I got off his couch and walked to the door. Sobs were coming from behind me as I closed the front door, ghost of the good times dancing before my eyes. What am I going to do now? The orange street lights flickered as I walked. Mikey would know what to do. He always did.
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