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• Or Would it Be Forever

  (#) andreajp 2011-06-08

  I feel like I need a hug after that, I'm on Frank's side in this situation. Gerard was the one acting like a child, I mean jeez can you blame the guy from not wanting to talk about the horrors of war? Little children getting caught in cross hairs? Innocent men and women dying. Good fucking job Gee, your a dumbass.
  
  
  This story also hits close to home with me. My father was in Vietnam and he refused to talk about it. He got bilateral pneumonia and bottomed out on sodium (which if you didn't know can make you hallucinate and get really aggressive). They had to sedate him for his and others safety. I was there with him for nine days, and every time he would wake up or about to go under he would talk to me about everything he saw. And my god I wish I didn't, murder, rape, just pure evil went down there and there wasn't anything he could do about it. So now I know why my father looked like he was going to puke when I asked him for help in high school on a war essay.
  
  Sorry I went on a tangent, but like I said, very close to home.

  Author's response

  Gahh! I'll hug you! I'm sorry! :(
  I think we need to see how Frankie and Gee handle this, huh?
  
  I'm so so so so so sorry this hits so close to home. I can't imagine what that was like for you. The men and women, like your father, that go through the war are the strongest people i know. I honestly don't have words to express my gratuity to them.
  
  I've said this from the beginning of this story, and i'll say it again, i hope this story does justice to the men and women that fought for me. I know nothing of the subject (other than books and movies and research) so I can only hope that does justice.
  
  I'm so sorry that this hit so close to home for you, but that you for reading.

• Or Would it Be Forever

  (#) emocutter91 2011-06-09

  Ah... this........
  Uh........
  This........
  Shit, what to say?
  Beautiful
  Sad
  Heart-wrenching
  ...?
  First I gotta say, I think that both Gerard and Frank made major mistakes on the communicating thing.
  Gerard tried at first to get Frank to talk to him... I mean, I know how awful it feels to be lied to, or think you're being lied to or kept out of 'the loop' about certain things.
  But he also should've understood that Frank had his reasons for not speaking, and he should not get upset that Frank doesn't want to speak right now.
  Frank should've told Gerard that he could not or truly did not want to speak about the things happening overseas, even if he didn't tell him what happened.
  
  Okay, I am done with the first part........
  
  The second thing I really want to say is:
  
  When you described how Frank how Frank looked to his family (I have to think of Donna Way and Gerard and Mikey as his family in this fic), I was actually reminded of myself...
  When I woke up in the hospital with the eyes and pale and bruised and cut and burned and scarred and absolutely broken to the point of not speaking, eating, sleeping, weakness prevalent........
  I didn't get to go home so quickly though, but I'm so glad Frankie gets to:')
  
  I'm really glad you brought our short Hero ( Iero is one letter away from Hero;D ) home to us:)
  
  Beautiful as always, mi cara bella:) thank you for writing:') and thank you for your plans to continue:)
  Oh! Also, is your livejournal username findurreasonwhy ? I was on mine and I thought I saw this fic listed in frankxgerard and I was just wondering:) also, I've only ever done this for one person, venomousskyline on LJ, but you've totally earned it (even beyond her but don't tell her coz she might not like me anymore) you get a lot of X's and O's :)xoxo Jamie
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  Author's response

  Awww, thank you so much! :D it means a lot.
  
  Yeah, they both made mistakes, but they're young y'know? Remember Frank is only 18(well he had his birthday overseas so 19) when he got shipped off. He doesn't really get the whole...relationship thing, y'know? And Gerard makes mistakes too. It's a hard thing for both of them.
  
  I am so so so so sorry that you were in hospital, what for? if you don't mind me asking?
  I hope that you dont' think that I rushed anything with Frank's recovery, I'm trying to make it as realistic as possibly.
  
  (I adore that you speak italian it's so beautiful! :D )
  And yesss, I'm Findurreasonwhy, :D :D
  Thank you for doing it for me! I promise I won't tell! :D
  
  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxox You're amazing. :D

• Or Would it Be Forever

  (#) Nicnivin 2011-06-10

  This made me cry. I love this story an I'm looking forward to more :) Gerard was being stupid though :P
  Xxxxxxxxxx
  -Nicnivin

  Author's response

  Aww Thank you! :D There is more on the way. :D

• Or Would it Be Forever

  (#) emocutter91 2011-06-15

  yay! I see the ninth chapter up! Okay but before I read it I wanted to leave a comment on your response:)
  No I don't think you rushed anything:) my case was "special" according to my doctors.
  Um and I don't really mind you asking and I will tell you why, because I'm writing a fan fiction based on what actually happened. :::
  
  I was sexually abused a few times before I graduated high school at sixteen, by my half brother on my dad's side.
  In July, then turned 17, I was kidnapped by my half-brother and taken somewhere that I recently found out was Graniteville, SC. I did not remember getting there as he drugged me.
  But there were two other girls and one boy already there when I woke up.
  Over the next couple of days to a few weeks (couldn't keep track of time) there were five more girls and one more boy brought down to that dark, cold basement.
  From July of 2008 to around January or February of 2009, the 10 of us were raped, tortured physically and emotionally, held at gunpoint, forced to do things with each other (mostly Danial and Timmy), burned, cut, infections, pneumonia, and all of us had apparently been previously broken in some way.
  We already felt vulnerable and helpless and he knew that, I believe, and that is why he 'picked up' who he did.
  Yeah, and then we were rescued. Rachel is actually still in a coma.
  We were all separated and sent to different hospitals, everyone but me was forced to change their names and relocate around the country except for me, because he was my half brother.
  Were not allowed to keep in contact or anything and I only found out about Rachel very recently when my Advocate accidentally let that bit of information slip.
  But that is why I was in the hospital for most of 2009, and a good bit of 2010 on and off.
  I had an infected burn on the inside of my lower right leg, I had pneumonia, malnourished, dehydration(not sure how that happened), a number of things also including PTSD, depression, paranoia, and Stockholme Syndrome (a certain form of the disease where you feel connection and familiar with the pain; not the person).
  
  I'm actually turning 20 and while its been a few years, I still have to go to the hospital a good bit as I'm sick quite a lot.
  And night terrors... Night terrors will just have to explain theirselves.
  
  Oh cool! I thought that that was you! I gotta try and see if my phone will stop being bipolar for a minute so I can recomment on lj :) and I totally have to mem this as soon as I can figure out how, lol:)
  
  Here I goes to read, xoxo Jamie (emocutter91 on lj so you know who I am when I suddenly start commenting)

  Author's response

  Wow, I'm totally awed at what you've been through. I...don't really know what to say.
  You're such a strong person for sitting through that and surviving, y'know? I really really admire you. You seem like such an amazing and wonderful person and it breaks my heart that you've been through that but yet you're still pushing through and your making it, y'know? Gah, I'm so in awe right now. I'm so sorry, i truly am. If there is anything I could ever do, don't hesitate to ask. KimmaLoveLaugh@yahoo.com, is my email. If you need an ear to rant to, please type it up. I'll listen and respond and try to help the best i can. i know that sometimes it's easier to talk to someone who is outside of the situation. So I'm here.
  
  I an eagerly awaiting your story, let me know when it's posted.
  
  And awesome! I suck at working livejournal. lol.
  
  

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