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This is Hayley now, after 3 years ! grown up I know but oh wells :D
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"We Are PARAMORE!" I screamed into the microphone.
We had never played a crowd this big before. It was insane how quickly we had taken off in the music industry. Playing so many nice, random and cool shows, meeting such amazing and friendly people who helped us get to the place we are now. Life really did take a crazy turn in the last 2 years.

Firstly, I stayed in Tennessee, it was the best decision I ever made. I missed my mom and Erica but they moved back to Tennessee about 6 months after I left Jersey. She claims it wasn't her. I say she missed me. Erica is nearly 11 and she's got some attitude on her. I love her to bits!

Surprisingly me and the guys got an apartment very quickly. We moved in and one random day we decided to start a band. We had no idea what we were doing but it just seemed like we had to do it. It was a lot of fun and we practiced a lot and wrote a ton of songs. Me and Josh were on a roll at the beginning. I used a few songs that I wrote while living in Jersey.

I wish I could say I still talked to any of the guys from Jersey. I don't though. I got a few phone calls a month from Mikey, and the occasional one from Frank, Ray and Bob all at the one time. None from Gerard though. Not a surprise but. I wish things could have gone differently, but I'm glad they happened because things are amazing right now. Alicia, Jamia and Christa still send me emails and updates on the guys. That makes me happy because I can see how they are. Whenever I ask about Gerard they just change the subject. I'm afraid he's the same or worse.

Me and Josh have been together for about a year and a half now. We didn't wanna rush things and at the beginning I was still not really over Gerard. He understands that and I'm happy the way things are right now.

Mainly I still can't believe our quick success. We done small shows around Franklin and then it expanded to a small slot on 'Warped Tour'. We only done 3 shows on 'Warped' but it was amazing for us. We were so stoked, and to be honest I was shocked at my voice and confidence. I was in love with the band and I done everything I could to make sure we had what we needed. I was always late to practice and meetings.

We didn't know but at one of the shows on 'Warped' there was an agent there watching us, a few weeks after we got a phone call asking us to attend a meeting at Fuled By Reman Records. We were stoked and went to the meeting, landing us a record contract. We couldn't be happier. We done little shows supporting bands on the label, such as Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco. We couldn't believe our luck. Fall Out Boy took us in and helped us out, made sure we were taken care off. I love those guys! They are all so sweet.

We hadn't really done a real tour on our own yet. Opening for Fall Out Boy third tour in a row was just such an achievement! We didn't care.

We released our first record named 'All We Know Is Falling' We were so happy when it got released! We had worked so hard on it. Panic! were not far ahead of us and they helped to promote us and our record.

Shooting our first video was so much fun. We couldn't believe it but it was a complete success and things were fitting into place. We finally had a place in the music industry!

So that brings us up until now. Our second album will be released in a week. We head out to 'Warped Tour' as one of the headlining bands!

"So how all you guys doing?" I said into the microphone. A massive amount of cheers and words were shouted but none really heard that well. "Well, we have been so excited to play for you guys, we're gonna start with one of the first songs we ever wrote. Emergency" I laughed into the mic.

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave then you were wrong
'Cause I won't stop holding on

I loved this song a lot, I danced around the stage thinking this was amazing being here.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave then you were wrong
'Cause I won't stop holding on

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
To talk about it

I looked to my left and I seen a glimpse of a face I knew so well...

Could it be?

'Cause I've seen love die way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love
But you don't know what love is

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

I kept trying to see but they disappeared, my head must be so fucked up.

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
To talk about it

'Cause I've seen love die way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away

I needed to see if it was really him. Then I looked into the crowd and I seen someone I've not seen for years. Mikey!

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

'Cause I've seen love die way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

As the song ended I didn't know how I could go on through the full show watching him, wondering why he was in Franklin?

Did this mean it was Gerard I seen?

What's going on?

"Guy, this is amazing, your such a good crowd, some more music yeah?" I laughed again

Josh played the opening for Pressure and I smiled knowing this was my favorite to play!

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Gerard's POV

Shit. She seen me.

I need to do better at this hiding thing, I don't wanna upset her.

"Gerard? What are you doing hiding? She probably wont care" Frank Questioned me
"Frank, I guess I'm not ready to see her yet" I sighed
"Grow a pair, your the reason she left, I guess it was good, look at her. She's amazing out there" He smiled in a proud way.
"I know, but I'd rather have her than her being famous" I laughed in a jokey way
"Yeah we all know, look at how much of babe she's become?" Frank giggled.
"What about Jamia?" I smiled
"No way she's better than Jamia but from what she was like when she came to us until now. She's like a rock sex symbol" Frank grinned.
"I'm gonna go and practice a bit more" I said to Frank who just nodded

I usually didn't get nervous about shows but now I know that she's on this tour I felt like my every move was under the magnifying glass. The stress was getting me and I knew the only thing to help. My booze.

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Frank's POV

I can't believe Hayley's in a band! a successful one at that. I knew she had an amazing voice but I always thought she was way to shy to use it. She has made me wow anyways.

I'm just not sure how Gee is taking it, he didn't know until we got here that she was on this tour. This is the first time in 2 years that he's seen her and that could be bad, I think. I hope she knows and is prepared because I can't deal with having so much drama between them. I miss her and I hope we can get back to our friendship that we lost.

We all silently dislike Gee for driving her away. We miss her terribly, and it's his fault. She felt like she couldn't stay here anymore but she could. I dislike him for it but I realized he didn't want her gone either, he was lost. We try helping him but he's a lost cause. We tried to help him move on by setting him up with different girls. Never good enough for him. I just wish they would make up and then things could be good again.

Jamia misses the old us. When Gee's not there she loves it but she hates him for how he's turned out. For making her bestfriend leave! She is always snappy with him and living on this tour bus for 3 months with them all arguing is going to drive me crazy but now Hayley's here maybe things will be different. I hope

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Mikey's POV

I can't believe Hayley's a singer in a pretty awesome band. I'll be honest, I have heard 'Paramore's' EP before, I didn't know it was Hayley though. I'm totally shocked to be honest. I'm so proud of her and I think she will do so well in the music industry! She's really became so beautiful also, don't let Alicia know that.

Alicia misses her more than I do sometimes. This tour will be fun knowing I can regain my friendship with Hayley, and Alicia will be stoked to find out Hayley's here! She wont believe me. I wonder how Gerard's going to take it.

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Ray's POV

Wow, Hayley's here. She's in a band. She sings in a band.

I'm so proud of her. Christa is gonna be so happy to hear that she is back. I wonder if Hayley knows we are here. How will she react? Will she be happy to see us? Will she avoid us because of Gee? Fuck him. He made her leave in the first place so he can just stay behind and we will hang with her.

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Bob's POV

I hear there's this band called 'Paramore' then I keep hearing the singer is named 'Hayley Williams'. I hope it's our Hayley, We all miss her terribly.

If it is. We will needa watch Gee. He will do everything in his power to get her back and right now it's probably not the best idea.

Everyone thinks Gee is only drinking now. I know differently.

He came to my house one night, high as a kite, asking for my help. I did because he's my friend. He didn't want anyone else to know. I kept his secret, but I wont as long as I think he's a danger. He's moved onto Cocaine. Not just the pills and booze!

I'm getting worried but it's his life. I'll let him decide but if it gets anymore outta hand I'm telling Mikey.

Anna is now scared of Gerard. I don't know why. I must find out one day...

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Hayley's POV

I jumped around stage, so much energy and so much time to kill. Warped Tour was going to be amazing. I could tell!
While Josh was tuning his guitar I quickly went over and asked if he seen Mikey also and he nodded and said he seen Frank too. I quickly started panicking.

We finished our set and heading out for our bus. I was really starting to freak out now. The guys told me to go and they were going to shower. I was going to shower on the bus.

I was nearly at the bus when I heard...
"Hayley?" The voice said
"Yeah, meet and greet is over sorry, come to the next show" I said then ran on the bus.

"I'll be at your next show" He said into the darkness...
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