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I quickly went for a shower and got my pajamas on. I climbed into my bunk and tried to fall asleep. I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep, it felt like someone was constantly watching me. I didn't like it at all. I guess I just felt uneasy about everything. They must be here...
I heard the guys come on the bus and that's when I realized they weren't alone. Mikey.
I climbed out of my bunk and ran through to the front of the bus. "Mikey!" I squealed as I ran into him, hugging him. He was a little shocked but hugged back. "I can't believe your here"
"Believe, I was shocked as well but wow, you certainly have grown a lot since you left" He beamed.
"Thank you Mikes. You have certainly... grew your hair a little since I left?" I wasn't sure what to say.
"Yeah, listen can I talk to you outside for a little while?" He asked me
"Sure" I smiled
I followed him out the door and into the cold air of the night. I was feeling a little cold since I was out in pajamas. I looked around still feeling a bit paranoid but I didn't see anything strange.
"Look, Hayley, I'm thrilled that your here, I've missed you a lot! I'm just not sure how Gee's gonna handle it..." He said looking down at his feet.
"He's here? I knew it, he was in the darkness earlier and called on me. I just said something like come back another time, thinking it was a fan... Shit, has he said anything yet?" I panicked.
"No, Frank said he wasn't too bad when he seen you on stage, but I have to be honest with you. When he went back to the bus, he went crazy. He's not stopped drinking at all. Only good thing that happened was that he stopped hanging with his art buddies. I didn't like them at all. He got into drugs but then quit last summer. I don't believe it but he swore on our lives" He said looking at his feet again.
"A few months after you left he lost it a little, hardly talks to anyone. He wouldn't leave his room. He just stays there all day. I don't think I've seen him smile since the when you were with him. I don't want to make you feel bad or anything. I just need you to know, that if you don't want him around you, we will make sure he's not around you because everyone doesn't want to miss out on hanging with you because of his idiot ways. We all missed you so much" He said pulling me into another hug.
"Mikey, your so sweet ya know that? Tell me one thing... Are the girls here?" I smiled
He just nodded!
"You need to tell me when your on tomorrow so I can come see ya all, I've missed a good old MCR show!" I smiled.
"Around 4 now go get some sleep, you certainly need it for the amount of energy you use up during shows! Goodnight!" He said and walked off.
I went to sleep with a smile on my face. Things might not be that bad. Gerard is here but what's wrong with just being friends with him? He can deal with that. As his friend I can help him stop his addiction to alcohol. I know I like it and all but I don't over do it... Not like him anyways. I don't want to feel like this tour is gonna be strained. I just wanna relax and enjoy the shows.
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Gerard's POV
Mikey thinks he's such a fucking hero. Warning her of me. I'm so fucking sorry that maybe I like to drink, I'm a fucking square like you little bro!
Since I'm awake anyways I may as well get up. I can't sit around all day. I mean I know it's nine am but I need a drink already. I can't stop feeling like this. People keep saying it's my fault, and yeah I know it is but when I think about her I realized my chance is gone and I couldn't handle her. She was tough to handle though. I can't believe I had her now she's like a rock icon to little teenage girls...
Maybe I am just jealous that she's not mines anymore. I hope she is still single though, I'm going to prove to her that I'm who she wants. Not anyone else. Time to go get some coffee!
I walked into the kitchen and got a few weird stares off different people. I don't understand why but I felt a little awkward now.
"Why the hell is everyone giving me strange looks?" I asked everyone in the room. They just looked at each other too scared to say it to me.
"We are afraid of how your going to act with Hayley, is she going to be able to hang with us or are you going to scare her off?" Mikey said to me, pouring himself so coffee.
"Woaaah, I haven't even mentioned it. Calm down please" I said getting a cup for my coffee.
"We just don't want you to be around her a lot if your going to cause a scene or be really drunk and make her upset" Frank said sternly.
"Jeez, I wont annoy, upset or get really drunk around her. I'm not out to hurt her guys, remember she left me and what makes you think she will even want to talk to me, last time we spoke she went crazy on my ass! It's not a big deal, I'll stay away as much as I can" I said, grabbing my coffee and going into the bunk area.
I was just a little bit annoyed at them now, I gotta get off this bus and go for a walk!
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Hayley's POV
I woke up feeling great. The sun was smiling and all I could smell was coffee. It was blissful!
I got ready and decided to go for a walk with Josh. He was happy to get off the bus, Zac was getting on his nerves about a lot of things.
"What exactly is it he's doing?" I asked Josh as we walked hand in hand.
"I dunno, he's just bugging me a lot, asking why and how a lot to my statements. It's just how he is but it's annoying me a lot more lately" He said kicking some stones as we walked
"How?" I smirked
"It's more frequent, I dunno" He said no noticing what I had said.
"Why, is that you think?" I smirked more
"Really haven't a clue, maybe he finally realized it annoys me" He stated.
"How does it annoy you?" I laughed
"Shit Hayley, that's not funny. Your so evil sometimes" He said playfully hitting my arm.
"Oh, I'm so evil for asking questions" I mocked him.
"Shut up, you know what I meant" He smiled.
I giggled at him some more but unexpectedly he pulled me in for a kiss. I was shocked but for some reason I quite liked the danger of it. I've gotta be honest that now I know Gerard is here on this tour I wasn't too keen on public sharing of our affection... I'm not gonna lie, I love Josh but rubbing it in Gerard's face is not on my list of things to do.
He smiled to me and put his forehead against mines, looking into my eyes. I thought he was going to be all romantic and say I love you or something but he came out with the most random thing ever...
"Your it!" He said tagging me and running off.
"Not fair I wasn't ready" I said running after him.
I ran after him as he made his way back to the buses. I smiled as I started gaining on him remembering how much energy I have for someone so small... I hoped he wouldn't suddenly gain some speed but sadly he did and then ran between a bus. I didn't have time to stop and never seen the body come out of the bus. Before I had time to stop myself or move I collided into the body sending us both onto the floor.
"I'm soo, sorry I wasn't looking where I was going and I just couldn't stop, really sorry..." I babbled on until I realized who it was "...Oh, Sorry" I said and stood up
"It's cool, scary seeing you running towards me, like a fireball or something" He laughed
"That's a lame thing to be..." I laughed along with him. Now for the awkward silence.
"Sorry, you must have been running for a reason, I'll let you get back to it" He smiled and turned to walk away.
"Thanks, tag isn't really important but I am definitely loosing now, sorry again" I said walking off.
Well that could have gone a lot worse...
I had to find Josh and tell him that it wasn't going to be that awkward!
"Josh, we were playing tag not hide and seek!" I shouted
"Hayley" He said jumping down from our bus,
"How did you get up there?" I asked a little curious...
"Nevermind, was that?" He asked, I just nodded "Was it awkward?"
"Nope, for some reason it wasn't" I sounded more shocked than anything.
"Good" He smiled
"Your it" I shouted and ran off into the distance.
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Sorry if this was crap, just a filler really :D
this is Gerard in the story http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?imgurl=http://www.nndb.com/people/197/000098900/gerard-way-1-sized.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.nndb.com/people/197/000098900/&usg=__AhAFL65RL8swavKV0cfh6iXNlp0=&h=300&w=230&sz=25&hl=en&start=0&zoom=1&tbnid=Pv-Npz_SyO5FZM:&tbnh=164&tbnw=126&ei=GC8VTtqvGMSFhQe6_dhn&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dgerard%2Bway%2B2004%26hl%3Den%26biw%3D1366%26bih%3D517%26gbv%3D2%26tbm%3Disch&itbs=1&iact=hc&vpx=189&vpy=217&dur=109&hovh=240&hovw=184&tx=103&ty=202&page=1&ndsp=14&ved=1t:429,r:6,s:0&biw=1366&bih=517
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I quickly went for a shower and got my pajamas on. I climbed into my bunk and tried to fall asleep. I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep, it felt like someone was constantly watching me. I didn't like it at all. I guess I just felt uneasy about everything. They must be here...
I heard the guys come on the bus and that's when I realized they weren't alone. Mikey.
I climbed out of my bunk and ran through to the front of the bus. "Mikey!" I squealed as I ran into him, hugging him. He was a little shocked but hugged back. "I can't believe your here"
"Believe, I was shocked as well but wow, you certainly have grown a lot since you left" He beamed.
"Thank you Mikes. You have certainly... grew your hair a little since I left?" I wasn't sure what to say.
"Yeah, listen can I talk to you outside for a little while?" He asked me
"Sure" I smiled
I followed him out the door and into the cold air of the night. I was feeling a little cold since I was out in pajamas. I looked around still feeling a bit paranoid but I didn't see anything strange.
"Look, Hayley, I'm thrilled that your here, I've missed you a lot! I'm just not sure how Gee's gonna handle it..." He said looking down at his feet.
"He's here? I knew it, he was in the darkness earlier and called on me. I just said something like come back another time, thinking it was a fan... Shit, has he said anything yet?" I panicked.
"No, Frank said he wasn't too bad when he seen you on stage, but I have to be honest with you. When he went back to the bus, he went crazy. He's not stopped drinking at all. Only good thing that happened was that he stopped hanging with his art buddies. I didn't like them at all. He got into drugs but then quit last summer. I don't believe it but he swore on our lives" He said looking at his feet again.
"A few months after you left he lost it a little, hardly talks to anyone. He wouldn't leave his room. He just stays there all day. I don't think I've seen him smile since the when you were with him. I don't want to make you feel bad or anything. I just need you to know, that if you don't want him around you, we will make sure he's not around you because everyone doesn't want to miss out on hanging with you because of his idiot ways. We all missed you so much" He said pulling me into another hug.
"Mikey, your so sweet ya know that? Tell me one thing... Are the girls here?" I smiled
He just nodded!
"You need to tell me when your on tomorrow so I can come see ya all, I've missed a good old MCR show!" I smiled.
"Around 4 now go get some sleep, you certainly need it for the amount of energy you use up during shows! Goodnight!" He said and walked off.
I went to sleep with a smile on my face. Things might not be that bad. Gerard is here but what's wrong with just being friends with him? He can deal with that. As his friend I can help him stop his addiction to alcohol. I know I like it and all but I don't over do it... Not like him anyways. I don't want to feel like this tour is gonna be strained. I just wanna relax and enjoy the shows.
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Gerard's POV
Mikey thinks he's such a fucking hero. Warning her of me. I'm so fucking sorry that maybe I like to drink, I'm a fucking square like you little bro!
Since I'm awake anyways I may as well get up. I can't sit around all day. I mean I know it's nine am but I need a drink already. I can't stop feeling like this. People keep saying it's my fault, and yeah I know it is but when I think about her I realized my chance is gone and I couldn't handle her. She was tough to handle though. I can't believe I had her now she's like a rock icon to little teenage girls...
Maybe I am just jealous that she's not mines anymore. I hope she is still single though, I'm going to prove to her that I'm who she wants. Not anyone else. Time to go get some coffee!
I walked into the kitchen and got a few weird stares off different people. I don't understand why but I felt a little awkward now.
"Why the hell is everyone giving me strange looks?" I asked everyone in the room. They just looked at each other too scared to say it to me.
"We are afraid of how your going to act with Hayley, is she going to be able to hang with us or are you going to scare her off?" Mikey said to me, pouring himself so coffee.
"Woaaah, I haven't even mentioned it. Calm down please" I said getting a cup for my coffee.
"We just don't want you to be around her a lot if your going to cause a scene or be really drunk and make her upset" Frank said sternly.
"Jeez, I wont annoy, upset or get really drunk around her. I'm not out to hurt her guys, remember she left me and what makes you think she will even want to talk to me, last time we spoke she went crazy on my ass! It's not a big deal, I'll stay away as much as I can" I said, grabbing my coffee and going into the bunk area.
I was just a little bit annoyed at them now, I gotta get off this bus and go for a walk!
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Hayley's POV
I woke up feeling great. The sun was smiling and all I could smell was coffee. It was blissful!
I got ready and decided to go for a walk with Josh. He was happy to get off the bus, Zac was getting on his nerves about a lot of things.
"What exactly is it he's doing?" I asked Josh as we walked hand in hand.
"I dunno, he's just bugging me a lot, asking why and how a lot to my statements. It's just how he is but it's annoying me a lot more lately" He said kicking some stones as we walked
"How?" I smirked
"It's more frequent, I dunno" He said no noticing what I had said.
"Why, is that you think?" I smirked more
"Really haven't a clue, maybe he finally realized it annoys me" He stated.
"How does it annoy you?" I laughed
"Shit Hayley, that's not funny. Your so evil sometimes" He said playfully hitting my arm.
"Oh, I'm so evil for asking questions" I mocked him.
"Shut up, you know what I meant" He smiled.
I giggled at him some more but unexpectedly he pulled me in for a kiss. I was shocked but for some reason I quite liked the danger of it. I've gotta be honest that now I know Gerard is here on this tour I wasn't too keen on public sharing of our affection... I'm not gonna lie, I love Josh but rubbing it in Gerard's face is not on my list of things to do.
He smiled to me and put his forehead against mines, looking into my eyes. I thought he was going to be all romantic and say I love you or something but he came out with the most random thing ever...
"Your it!" He said tagging me and running off.
"Not fair I wasn't ready" I said running after him.
I ran after him as he made his way back to the buses. I smiled as I started gaining on him remembering how much energy I have for someone so small... I hoped he wouldn't suddenly gain some speed but sadly he did and then ran between a bus. I didn't have time to stop and never seen the body come out of the bus. Before I had time to stop myself or move I collided into the body sending us both onto the floor.
"I'm soo, sorry I wasn't looking where I was going and I just couldn't stop, really sorry..." I babbled on until I realized who it was "...Oh, Sorry" I said and stood up
"It's cool, scary seeing you running towards me, like a fireball or something" He laughed
"That's a lame thing to be..." I laughed along with him. Now for the awkward silence.
"Sorry, you must have been running for a reason, I'll let you get back to it" He smiled and turned to walk away.
"Thanks, tag isn't really important but I am definitely loosing now, sorry again" I said walking off.
Well that could have gone a lot worse...
I had to find Josh and tell him that it wasn't going to be that awkward!
"Josh, we were playing tag not hide and seek!" I shouted
"Hayley" He said jumping down from our bus,
"How did you get up there?" I asked a little curious...
"Nevermind, was that?" He asked, I just nodded "Was it awkward?"
"Nope, for some reason it wasn't" I sounded more shocked than anything.
"Good" He smiled
"Your it" I shouted and ran off into the distance.
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Sorry if this was crap, just a filler really :D
this is Gerard in the story http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?imgurl=http://www.nndb.com/people/197/000098900/gerard-way-1-sized.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.nndb.com/people/197/000098900/&usg=__AhAFL65RL8swavKV0cfh6iXNlp0=&h=300&w=230&sz=25&hl=en&start=0&zoom=1&tbnid=Pv-Npz_SyO5FZM:&tbnh=164&tbnw=126&ei=GC8VTtqvGMSFhQe6_dhn&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dgerard%2Bway%2B2004%26hl%3Den%26biw%3D1366%26bih%3D517%26gbv%3D2%26tbm%3Disch&itbs=1&iact=hc&vpx=189&vpy=217&dur=109&hovh=240&hovw=184&tx=103&ty=202&page=1&ndsp=14&ved=1t:429,r:6,s:0&biw=1366&bih=517
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