Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Happiness Comes with a Price
Hey, sorry I haven't updated in a week, but I am back!
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"HAYLEY, get your skinny white ass out here!" I heard being shouted from the front of the bus.
"Huh, what" I said rubbing the sleep out of my eyes, what the hell do they want.
"Hayley, we ain't kidding, you will never guess who are coming over to our bus today and I'm guessing you want some time to prepare and get yourself ready" I heard Zac say walking into the bunk area.
"I'm up, I'm up, who invited them over?" I asked sliding out of my bunk
"Um, Jeremy has been hanging out with Ray a lot recently, he said they should come over. I dunno, what is happening" He said and I just looked at him.
"I'm gonna go and get ready, I'll talk to you later" I said grabbing some clothes that I had laid out the night before.
Being on tour was one of my favorite times of the year, but it has it's downsides to it. Here is my list of downfalls of touring:
1. You have no privacy, so if you are on tour it has to be with people you are 100% comfortable with.
2. You have to go to bed a least before 3 am if you want to be able to function and survive through the concert.
3. You are going to meet a lot of people you don't get along with, but you have to work with them because you can't really choose not to work at all.
4. Boys are smelly, they don't care about the fact they can be disgusting, luckily for me I've been living with these guys for 2 years, and I'm used to the way they act and smeell.
5. You don't have time to yourself, everyone wants something from you. I can deal with fans, I love our fans but sometimes you just need some time to yourself and relax, being in a successful band kinda holds you back. If not fans needing your attention it is people from other bands or your band or just the crew in general needing your help. Not complaining at all because tours, especially tours like 'Warped Tour' everyone has to be apart of a team. Everyone relies on each other.
6. You can't have a real proper shower, and it kills me sometimes, I just want to be able to go and shave my legs but it's sometimes not possible.
7. I miss my family so much, the guys are my family right now, but I miss my mom and Erica.
8. Things were going to be weird now, because all I keep thinking about is Gerard now that I've seen him in the flesh,
9. I don't think I can go for 3 months in on this tour and avoid him.
10. I officially hate touring with my ex-boyfriend.
I think seen as I gave a list of bad things I should give a list of good:
1. I love waking up and realizing I'm on tour.
2. The feeling seeing someone's face light up when you perform is something you can't even begin to describe.
3. I love spending everyday with my best friends and making fans happy by doing so.
4. Most people hate their jobs but my job makes me so happy.
5. I love being apart of the team because everyone enjoys helping each other.
6. Seeing Gerard everyday is going to be fun.
7. I get to spend time with my old friends who I miss like so much!
8. I get to see my boyfriend every single day and it makes me happy.
9. I get to meet lots of new and interesting people.
10. performing nearly every single day is tiring but so much fun.
So yeah I'm not in a good mood. I want to get out for a little bit, maybe go for a walk or go to the mall and do some sort of shopping. I don't really know anymore. I want to get some time for me but somethings holding me back.
I went down to the living area where Josh and Zac were both sitting watching tv. I smiled and sat next to Josh.
"Hey, what are you guys watching?" I asked.
"Um, we are watching a repeat of Buffy The Vampire Slayer" Zac said not looking away from the screen.
"Okay, when are the My Chem guys coming over?" I asked no one in particular.
"Soon, Jeremy is away talking to Ray right now" Josh said looking at me, I just smiled and nodded.
"I'm gonna go and sit outside with Taylor, I've seen this one too many times" Zac said leaving the living area.
"See ya brother" Josh said, I just smiled.
"So, what's up, you don't seem too happy about the fact they are coming over here" Josh said looking at me.
"Um, nothing, I just can't be bothered with it. I'm having a start of tour crisis. You know what I mean?" I laughed
"Not really, I love touring, and spending time with you everyday is becoming something that has really made me happy. I love you Hayley, and I think we should like go out or something, I would like that, would you not?" He confessed to me.
"Wow, that's really sweet, I like it too and I think we should like go out too, what about the night after tomorrow?" I asked him.
"Sure, where do you wanna go?" He smiled, pulling me over so that I was straddling him.
"I don't know, how about we go out for dinner?" I giggled at his action.
"Anything for my beautiful princess" He said kissing my lips in a daring way, almost like he was trying to tease me. I didn't like this because being on a tour bus made it very hard to do anything. I didn't really want to in all honesty, but I didn't like being teased then have no way of enjoying time with my boyfriend.
"Sure" I said kissing him back, I thought it would just be like a small kiss but he turned it into something more passionate.
He put his left hand on my back and the right one on my cheek. I liked this for some reason. I felt kinda of secure. His tongue begged for entry to my mouth and I couldn't deny him that. That's when the passion built up, our making out was really starting to get heated. I didn't know what was going to happen but I kinda hoped we would stop because I didn't like getting into it then having to stop because of other people around us.
I tried to pull away from the kiss but he pulled me back in.
"Josh we should stop" I said between the kiss.
"No, I don't want to. I need you so badly" He replied.
"I really want this too but it's not good, we are going to get caught" I laughed. He just ignored me and started kissing my neck. It was my weakness, the place where they got what they wanted. I smiled as he continued to kiss my neck.
I never heard anyone coming until they had walked in.
It could have been anyone but him, ANYONE! but no, fate decided that he was going to walk in on me and Josh making out. I just got really embarrassed and jumped off Josh. Blushing I apologized but the look on his face said it all to me.
"I'm sorry, so sorry" I said blushing.
"Yeah, whatever, Zac wants you two to come outside and hang with us or whatever" He said walking back through.
"What's his problem?" Josh just moaned
"Hmm, if you walked in on your ex-girlfriend making out with her current boyfriend wouldn't you be a bit hurt?" I asked getting a little annoyed
"Yeah a little but he's just jealous" He screwed his face up. "I mean if I walked in and saw my ex making out with her current boyfriend, I'd shake it off and leave because we wouldn't be together anymore. Don't defend him"
"Josh, seriously. I told you to stop but you ignored me, then you start this crap. Seriously I dated Gerard so this is going to be difficult for both of us to see each other so please do not make this more difficult" I just snapped at him.
"What the hell is your problem? It's like your trying to protect him or something, you left him because he hit you and became an alcoholic, you shouldn't really care how he feels, do you like him or something?" He said getting up to walk out.
"No, I don't have feelings for him or care like that Josh, I just don't want to rub it in his face" I said getting up and walking past him.
When I got off the bus everyone just turned and stared at me.
"What?" I snapped.
"You and Josh were fighting. It's scary when you two fight" Zac said in a very cute way.
I turned my frown into a smile when he said that. "Aww, it's okay Zacy, it's alright, your brother is just being and insensitive asshole" I smiled to him. "So, what we doing?" I asked everyone.
"Well we thought we would go to the park, we don't need to be back here until 5, we are both on late. Us first out of us two" Jeremy said.
"Sure, let's go" I smiled and turned to start walking towards the first visible park.
"Um, aren't you gonna get Josh?" Ray asked.
"Nup, one of you can get him" I smiled, then noticed Gerard looking at me. I smiled at him and he just looked away. Fine whatever!
Josh came with us but I was not talking to him right now. I didn't want to have to accept his apology or even look at him. He was annoying me and being really horrible. I didn't want him to be mean to Gerard, he should be happy he has me and leave it at that! but no he decides he wants to try and rub it in Gerard's face. He doesn't deserve that at all because he seems like such a nice guy now, well compared to the last time I seen him.
"Hayley, are you and Josh alright?" I heard Mikey come up and ask me as I was sitting alone on the swings.
"We are fine, Mikey don't worry about that at all" I smiled
"Okay, well I'm here if you wanna speak to me" He smiled at me.
"Hey, how come I haven't seen Alicia, Jamia, Anna or Christa yet?" I asked curiously.
"Um, they haven't joined the tour yet, they will not be arriving until later this afternoon. They had a thing they had to do before they came over, it was like a friends hen party" He laughed.
"Wow, I can't wait to see them" I smiled.
"Mikey, get over here and help me kick Toro's ass!" Frank screamed from the top of the chute.
"I'll be back soon" He smiled.
"Kay" I smiled back and watched him walk over to the guys wrestling.
"Hayley, can we talk" I heard from behind me.
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DUN DUN DUN!
okay so I have a little idea here.
You guys can pick and tell me what you would like.
You guys need to tell me if you want it to be Gerard or Josh who wants to talk to Hayley.
you have until 9th of July! I have two scenarios for each person and this kinda controls some of how the story turns out so let me know guys!
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"HAYLEY, get your skinny white ass out here!" I heard being shouted from the front of the bus.
"Huh, what" I said rubbing the sleep out of my eyes, what the hell do they want.
"Hayley, we ain't kidding, you will never guess who are coming over to our bus today and I'm guessing you want some time to prepare and get yourself ready" I heard Zac say walking into the bunk area.
"I'm up, I'm up, who invited them over?" I asked sliding out of my bunk
"Um, Jeremy has been hanging out with Ray a lot recently, he said they should come over. I dunno, what is happening" He said and I just looked at him.
"I'm gonna go and get ready, I'll talk to you later" I said grabbing some clothes that I had laid out the night before.
Being on tour was one of my favorite times of the year, but it has it's downsides to it. Here is my list of downfalls of touring:
1. You have no privacy, so if you are on tour it has to be with people you are 100% comfortable with.
2. You have to go to bed a least before 3 am if you want to be able to function and survive through the concert.
3. You are going to meet a lot of people you don't get along with, but you have to work with them because you can't really choose not to work at all.
4. Boys are smelly, they don't care about the fact they can be disgusting, luckily for me I've been living with these guys for 2 years, and I'm used to the way they act and smeell.
5. You don't have time to yourself, everyone wants something from you. I can deal with fans, I love our fans but sometimes you just need some time to yourself and relax, being in a successful band kinda holds you back. If not fans needing your attention it is people from other bands or your band or just the crew in general needing your help. Not complaining at all because tours, especially tours like 'Warped Tour' everyone has to be apart of a team. Everyone relies on each other.
6. You can't have a real proper shower, and it kills me sometimes, I just want to be able to go and shave my legs but it's sometimes not possible.
7. I miss my family so much, the guys are my family right now, but I miss my mom and Erica.
8. Things were going to be weird now, because all I keep thinking about is Gerard now that I've seen him in the flesh,
9. I don't think I can go for 3 months in on this tour and avoid him.
10. I officially hate touring with my ex-boyfriend.
I think seen as I gave a list of bad things I should give a list of good:
1. I love waking up and realizing I'm on tour.
2. The feeling seeing someone's face light up when you perform is something you can't even begin to describe.
3. I love spending everyday with my best friends and making fans happy by doing so.
4. Most people hate their jobs but my job makes me so happy.
5. I love being apart of the team because everyone enjoys helping each other.
6. Seeing Gerard everyday is going to be fun.
7. I get to spend time with my old friends who I miss like so much!
8. I get to see my boyfriend every single day and it makes me happy.
9. I get to meet lots of new and interesting people.
10. performing nearly every single day is tiring but so much fun.
So yeah I'm not in a good mood. I want to get out for a little bit, maybe go for a walk or go to the mall and do some sort of shopping. I don't really know anymore. I want to get some time for me but somethings holding me back.
I went down to the living area where Josh and Zac were both sitting watching tv. I smiled and sat next to Josh.
"Hey, what are you guys watching?" I asked.
"Um, we are watching a repeat of Buffy The Vampire Slayer" Zac said not looking away from the screen.
"Okay, when are the My Chem guys coming over?" I asked no one in particular.
"Soon, Jeremy is away talking to Ray right now" Josh said looking at me, I just smiled and nodded.
"I'm gonna go and sit outside with Taylor, I've seen this one too many times" Zac said leaving the living area.
"See ya brother" Josh said, I just smiled.
"So, what's up, you don't seem too happy about the fact they are coming over here" Josh said looking at me.
"Um, nothing, I just can't be bothered with it. I'm having a start of tour crisis. You know what I mean?" I laughed
"Not really, I love touring, and spending time with you everyday is becoming something that has really made me happy. I love you Hayley, and I think we should like go out or something, I would like that, would you not?" He confessed to me.
"Wow, that's really sweet, I like it too and I think we should like go out too, what about the night after tomorrow?" I asked him.
"Sure, where do you wanna go?" He smiled, pulling me over so that I was straddling him.
"I don't know, how about we go out for dinner?" I giggled at his action.
"Anything for my beautiful princess" He said kissing my lips in a daring way, almost like he was trying to tease me. I didn't like this because being on a tour bus made it very hard to do anything. I didn't really want to in all honesty, but I didn't like being teased then have no way of enjoying time with my boyfriend.
"Sure" I said kissing him back, I thought it would just be like a small kiss but he turned it into something more passionate.
He put his left hand on my back and the right one on my cheek. I liked this for some reason. I felt kinda of secure. His tongue begged for entry to my mouth and I couldn't deny him that. That's when the passion built up, our making out was really starting to get heated. I didn't know what was going to happen but I kinda hoped we would stop because I didn't like getting into it then having to stop because of other people around us.
I tried to pull away from the kiss but he pulled me back in.
"Josh we should stop" I said between the kiss.
"No, I don't want to. I need you so badly" He replied.
"I really want this too but it's not good, we are going to get caught" I laughed. He just ignored me and started kissing my neck. It was my weakness, the place where they got what they wanted. I smiled as he continued to kiss my neck.
I never heard anyone coming until they had walked in.
It could have been anyone but him, ANYONE! but no, fate decided that he was going to walk in on me and Josh making out. I just got really embarrassed and jumped off Josh. Blushing I apologized but the look on his face said it all to me.
"I'm sorry, so sorry" I said blushing.
"Yeah, whatever, Zac wants you two to come outside and hang with us or whatever" He said walking back through.
"What's his problem?" Josh just moaned
"Hmm, if you walked in on your ex-girlfriend making out with her current boyfriend wouldn't you be a bit hurt?" I asked getting a little annoyed
"Yeah a little but he's just jealous" He screwed his face up. "I mean if I walked in and saw my ex making out with her current boyfriend, I'd shake it off and leave because we wouldn't be together anymore. Don't defend him"
"Josh, seriously. I told you to stop but you ignored me, then you start this crap. Seriously I dated Gerard so this is going to be difficult for both of us to see each other so please do not make this more difficult" I just snapped at him.
"What the hell is your problem? It's like your trying to protect him or something, you left him because he hit you and became an alcoholic, you shouldn't really care how he feels, do you like him or something?" He said getting up to walk out.
"No, I don't have feelings for him or care like that Josh, I just don't want to rub it in his face" I said getting up and walking past him.
When I got off the bus everyone just turned and stared at me.
"What?" I snapped.
"You and Josh were fighting. It's scary when you two fight" Zac said in a very cute way.
I turned my frown into a smile when he said that. "Aww, it's okay Zacy, it's alright, your brother is just being and insensitive asshole" I smiled to him. "So, what we doing?" I asked everyone.
"Well we thought we would go to the park, we don't need to be back here until 5, we are both on late. Us first out of us two" Jeremy said.
"Sure, let's go" I smiled and turned to start walking towards the first visible park.
"Um, aren't you gonna get Josh?" Ray asked.
"Nup, one of you can get him" I smiled, then noticed Gerard looking at me. I smiled at him and he just looked away. Fine whatever!
Josh came with us but I was not talking to him right now. I didn't want to have to accept his apology or even look at him. He was annoying me and being really horrible. I didn't want him to be mean to Gerard, he should be happy he has me and leave it at that! but no he decides he wants to try and rub it in Gerard's face. He doesn't deserve that at all because he seems like such a nice guy now, well compared to the last time I seen him.
"Hayley, are you and Josh alright?" I heard Mikey come up and ask me as I was sitting alone on the swings.
"We are fine, Mikey don't worry about that at all" I smiled
"Okay, well I'm here if you wanna speak to me" He smiled at me.
"Hey, how come I haven't seen Alicia, Jamia, Anna or Christa yet?" I asked curiously.
"Um, they haven't joined the tour yet, they will not be arriving until later this afternoon. They had a thing they had to do before they came over, it was like a friends hen party" He laughed.
"Wow, I can't wait to see them" I smiled.
"Mikey, get over here and help me kick Toro's ass!" Frank screamed from the top of the chute.
"I'll be back soon" He smiled.
"Kay" I smiled back and watched him walk over to the guys wrestling.
"Hayley, can we talk" I heard from behind me.
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DUN DUN DUN!
okay so I have a little idea here.
You guys can pick and tell me what you would like.
You guys need to tell me if you want it to be Gerard or Josh who wants to talk to Hayley.
you have until 9th of July! I have two scenarios for each person and this kinda controls some of how the story turns out so let me know guys!
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