Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > The Simple Series: A Simple Crush
DING DONG the door bell rang, it made me jump out of my skin. I looked over at my mom trying to get her make herself look scarce. She apparently got the hint as she got up from the kitchen table and made her way upstairs. I ran over to the door, I opened it to see Frank standing there with GERARD FUCKING WAY! I stared for a second or two, he looked amazingly handsome in his black sweatshirt and jeans, which hugged him in all the right places.
“Ah, hi Abby, are you going to let us in or what?” Frank asked on the other side of the screen door.
“Yeah, sorry” I blushed at my own stupidity. Why can't I keep my head straight around him?
“Check out again?” Gerard asked. Which made me turn eight more shades of red.
“So where is Ashley?” Frank asked searching in the kitchen.
“Upstairs doing her Bio homework.” I replied back to him with a sigh, I hated how studious she was. Why was I the one that ended up ADD?
“Okay, I am going to go get her!” he had an evil grin on his face.
“Ew! Frank she is my fucking sister!” I shouted over at him.
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a coke from the frige when suddenly Gerard spoke.
“So this is where you live?” It quickly hit me that I was alone with Gerard. Holy fuck I am alone with him. He is in my kitchen with me. His beautiful body is just standing right there. Oh god it is all I can do not to jump his bones and I mean jump he is so much taller compared to my short self. I loved his green eye and how they sparked with the sunlight coming into the kitchen. I loved his slightly off-balanced smile. I loved his well everything. “Abigail? Abigail? Abigail” he shook me slightly.
“I am so sorry…” I said embarrassed. His hands stayed on my shoulder and his eyes stared deep into mine I felt as if I could look into his soul. I was swimming in his eyes. WAKE UP ABBY! DONT CHECK OUT!
“Don’t be sorry.” he got more intense. His face leaned in closer. Oh god is he going to kiss me? I hope he does. Could he be? Is the real? He leaned closer. He is! He is going to kiss me with those lips that look so soft. I OMIGOD! OMIGOD! OMIGOD! OMIGOD! My lips began to pucker, my face was flushed I could feel the blood rising in it. I knew I was red as a tomato. My heart was racing he was about 6 inches away from me....
“Hey crazy party people!” Ashley yelled from the living room causing Gerard to quickly let go and back up away from me like I had become an electric bolt. Stupid Ash for ruining my fucking moment. My fucking kiss with Gerard! Why the fuck did she have to ruin it? Not that she knew she was ruining it but still she did. All I have wanted since the first time I laid my eyes on this man was this kiss! I am going to kill Ashley for turning me into a lighting bolt!
“We’re in here” I called over to her .
“Get me a Coke and bring out the Cheez-Itz” Ash asked.
“K. Frank ya want anything?” I said trying to sound cool.
“Yeah, got anything Dr. Pepper?”
“Yeah, Gerard you? Want something?” I asked slightly shaking still.
“A Diet Coke sounds good” he smiled but didn’t make eye contact with me. He just turned and walked into the living room. I grabbed the food and drinks and followed in Gerard's footsteps.
“Okay so now that we are all here we need to come up with questions for the survey. Now what should we ask?” Ashley said getting straight down to business.
“Well I thought we could ask questions like have you ever been depressed? Have you found elf inflected pain a way to escape the pain? That sort of shit ya know” Gerard said to her.
“That is really good, I say start with Sex, Age, Grade, The Have you ever felt depressed…” Ashley went on talking as she wrote out the different questions. She was really good at finishing group project all on her own without much help. That is why Frank and I enjoyed working with her so much. It didn’t take long before Frank grabbed the remote to the television and turn it on. There really seemed to be nothing on so we sat there and watched the TV guide channel until he saw that Halloween was due in in two minutes on HBO. He quickly turned it on and we watched the pre show commercials. I really wished he hadn’t seen that because I am deathly afraid of all and any horror movie it just was not my thing.
Ashley was very engrossed with the work to even notice the movie. I moved myself up to the couch and scooted next her. Gerard also moved up to the couch sitting next to me. I couldnt believe it I was in touching distance of him. Then he sat back more and I WAS TOUCHING HIM! I felt like I was going to die from excitement. His smell was intoxicating and fogging my brain. I just wanted to kiss him long and hard.
Now this couch was a two-seater and we basically squished Ash. “What the fuck guys…GOD!” and she got up, snapping me out of my thoughts, and moved over to the other couch where Frank was laying down comfortably. He adjusted himself for Ash, while we all stared blankly at the tv as Ash continued on working.
Completely stiff, I sat there trying not to stare at Gerard. It was the hardest thing I had ever tried to do in my 15 1/2 years.
“OOO Halloween,” she said putting the work down. “I finished it by the way we just need to get the surveys filled out.”
“Sweet. At my show you girls can get that done.” Frank said opening his arms for her to crawl into. I wish I could crawl into Gerard’s arms and hold on to him but no what do I have? A stupid throw pillow! My mind wonder up into my bedroom where my teddy lied on my dresser. How pathetic would that look? I'm sure that would really make Gerard want to jump my bones. I just want him to hold me...
“Your show?” Gerard asked snapping me out of my self pity of not having Gerard. GOD! I really have a issue with liking him. I thing this is more than liking I think this has
become an obsession.
“Yeah my band Pency Prep is having a show tonight at Khaos Factory. You should come and see how much 'The Frank' kicks ass” Frank said
Ash rolled her eyes, “'The Frank' really?”
“What time?” Gerard asked ignoring he comment.
“8:30” Frank replied
“I’ll be there” Gerard said as a particularly scary part of the movie happen. I grabbed on to my pillow for dear life, burying my head into it wishing I had teddy.
Suddenly I felt arms wrapped around my body. I looked up to find none other than Gerard Way holding on to me. I snuggled into his chest taking in the fact that I was so close to him. His scent was so strong I could smell the cigarettes on his shirt mixed with his cologne. He moved my hair away from my ear. He leaned down towards me, I could feel his breathing on my neck, it sent chills down m spine. “It’s safe” he whispered into my ear. I sat up from Gerard and scooted over to the other side of the love seat and he pulled me back into his arms. “Do you not want to be in my arms?” Je asked. I was worried her could read my thoughts, but thought better to care.
I looked up and smiled at him alloeing my self to fall more comfortably in him. I was the most comfortable I had felt in a incredibility long time. Everytime anything scary came up I was able to freely hug him. I didn’t want the movie to end. I felt great in his arms, but sadly it had to end. I was half way asleep and Gerard moved me off his lap. I looked up at him with pleading eyes.
“Well I am going to head out only two hours before your show Frankie” he said walking to towards the door.
“Alright, bye Gee” Ashley and Frank said in unison
“See you later, Abby” OMG! my name had never sound more adorable than when he said it.
“See you” I said laying in the warm area from which he had gotten up from.
“Wow,” he said with a shocked look on his face.
“Huh?” I asked.
“I didn’t have to re grab your attention, Miss ADD” he said with a smirk.
I blushed, “Shut-up” and I throw the nearest pillow at him. Little did he know he always had my attention.
After he left Frank and Ashley stood up from the couch. “We are going to have a little alone time before the show. Pre-Show ritual....” Ashley said leading Frank up the stairs.
“EWWW, MY EARS THEY BURN!!!!.” I said throwing the pillow over my head. I did not need to hear about my sister's sex life. I sat all alone in the living room staring at the TV showing nothing but commercials. Gerard’s spot was starting to get cold. I hugged a pillow that was near and closed my eyes tight pretending as hard as I could that the pillow was him. I must have drifted off to sleep or have a very strong imagination because I could swear Gerard was right in my arms, that is until I felt a hand slightly shaking me. I literally jumped off the couch in fright.
“Are you okay?” my mom asked.
“Mom?” I asked rubbing my head which had hit the coffee table.
“Yes.” she said
“You scared the shi…living day lights out of me.” I said.
“I am sorry babe. So Gerard, he is a cute boy and you to looked rather comfortable on the couch.” she said giving me a little nudge.
“I know didn’t we?” I said with a huge smile.
“Yes and you obviously like the boy and you were calling his name softly.” she smiled. See, this is the mom I know, not that crazy bitch that was here last night.
“I do mom, I do” I said resting my head on her shoulder.
“Does Ash, know?” she asked
“No she doesn’t, no one knows that I like him.” I blushed.
“Well your secret is safe with me. By the way where is Ash?” She gave me a questioning look.
“Umm, I don’t know she must have moved after I drifted to sleep.”
“Well she is most likely up stairs with Frankie. I think I shall go disturb them now.” she gave me a little hug and walked up stairs. When she got to Ash’s room she started with her “1 2 3 4 I am at the door 5 6 7 8 better get your clothes straight.” There was shuffling in the room before she opened it. I laughed at the thought of them quick trying to look innocent and closed my eyes again
“Ah, hi Abby, are you going to let us in or what?” Frank asked on the other side of the screen door.
“Yeah, sorry” I blushed at my own stupidity. Why can't I keep my head straight around him?
“Check out again?” Gerard asked. Which made me turn eight more shades of red.
“So where is Ashley?” Frank asked searching in the kitchen.
“Upstairs doing her Bio homework.” I replied back to him with a sigh, I hated how studious she was. Why was I the one that ended up ADD?
“Okay, I am going to go get her!” he had an evil grin on his face.
“Ew! Frank she is my fucking sister!” I shouted over at him.
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a coke from the frige when suddenly Gerard spoke.
“So this is where you live?” It quickly hit me that I was alone with Gerard. Holy fuck I am alone with him. He is in my kitchen with me. His beautiful body is just standing right there. Oh god it is all I can do not to jump his bones and I mean jump he is so much taller compared to my short self. I loved his green eye and how they sparked with the sunlight coming into the kitchen. I loved his slightly off-balanced smile. I loved his well everything. “Abigail? Abigail? Abigail” he shook me slightly.
“I am so sorry…” I said embarrassed. His hands stayed on my shoulder and his eyes stared deep into mine I felt as if I could look into his soul. I was swimming in his eyes. WAKE UP ABBY! DONT CHECK OUT!
“Don’t be sorry.” he got more intense. His face leaned in closer. Oh god is he going to kiss me? I hope he does. Could he be? Is the real? He leaned closer. He is! He is going to kiss me with those lips that look so soft. I OMIGOD! OMIGOD! OMIGOD! OMIGOD! My lips began to pucker, my face was flushed I could feel the blood rising in it. I knew I was red as a tomato. My heart was racing he was about 6 inches away from me....
“Hey crazy party people!” Ashley yelled from the living room causing Gerard to quickly let go and back up away from me like I had become an electric bolt. Stupid Ash for ruining my fucking moment. My fucking kiss with Gerard! Why the fuck did she have to ruin it? Not that she knew she was ruining it but still she did. All I have wanted since the first time I laid my eyes on this man was this kiss! I am going to kill Ashley for turning me into a lighting bolt!
“We’re in here” I called over to her .
“Get me a Coke and bring out the Cheez-Itz” Ash asked.
“K. Frank ya want anything?” I said trying to sound cool.
“Yeah, got anything Dr. Pepper?”
“Yeah, Gerard you? Want something?” I asked slightly shaking still.
“A Diet Coke sounds good” he smiled but didn’t make eye contact with me. He just turned and walked into the living room. I grabbed the food and drinks and followed in Gerard's footsteps.
“Okay so now that we are all here we need to come up with questions for the survey. Now what should we ask?” Ashley said getting straight down to business.
“Well I thought we could ask questions like have you ever been depressed? Have you found elf inflected pain a way to escape the pain? That sort of shit ya know” Gerard said to her.
“That is really good, I say start with Sex, Age, Grade, The Have you ever felt depressed…” Ashley went on talking as she wrote out the different questions. She was really good at finishing group project all on her own without much help. That is why Frank and I enjoyed working with her so much. It didn’t take long before Frank grabbed the remote to the television and turn it on. There really seemed to be nothing on so we sat there and watched the TV guide channel until he saw that Halloween was due in in two minutes on HBO. He quickly turned it on and we watched the pre show commercials. I really wished he hadn’t seen that because I am deathly afraid of all and any horror movie it just was not my thing.
Ashley was very engrossed with the work to even notice the movie. I moved myself up to the couch and scooted next her. Gerard also moved up to the couch sitting next to me. I couldnt believe it I was in touching distance of him. Then he sat back more and I WAS TOUCHING HIM! I felt like I was going to die from excitement. His smell was intoxicating and fogging my brain. I just wanted to kiss him long and hard.
Now this couch was a two-seater and we basically squished Ash. “What the fuck guys…GOD!” and she got up, snapping me out of my thoughts, and moved over to the other couch where Frank was laying down comfortably. He adjusted himself for Ash, while we all stared blankly at the tv as Ash continued on working.
Completely stiff, I sat there trying not to stare at Gerard. It was the hardest thing I had ever tried to do in my 15 1/2 years.
“OOO Halloween,” she said putting the work down. “I finished it by the way we just need to get the surveys filled out.”
“Sweet. At my show you girls can get that done.” Frank said opening his arms for her to crawl into. I wish I could crawl into Gerard’s arms and hold on to him but no what do I have? A stupid throw pillow! My mind wonder up into my bedroom where my teddy lied on my dresser. How pathetic would that look? I'm sure that would really make Gerard want to jump my bones. I just want him to hold me...
“Your show?” Gerard asked snapping me out of my self pity of not having Gerard. GOD! I really have a issue with liking him. I thing this is more than liking I think this has
become an obsession.
“Yeah my band Pency Prep is having a show tonight at Khaos Factory. You should come and see how much 'The Frank' kicks ass” Frank said
Ash rolled her eyes, “'The Frank' really?”
“What time?” Gerard asked ignoring he comment.
“8:30” Frank replied
“I’ll be there” Gerard said as a particularly scary part of the movie happen. I grabbed on to my pillow for dear life, burying my head into it wishing I had teddy.
Suddenly I felt arms wrapped around my body. I looked up to find none other than Gerard Way holding on to me. I snuggled into his chest taking in the fact that I was so close to him. His scent was so strong I could smell the cigarettes on his shirt mixed with his cologne. He moved my hair away from my ear. He leaned down towards me, I could feel his breathing on my neck, it sent chills down m spine. “It’s safe” he whispered into my ear. I sat up from Gerard and scooted over to the other side of the love seat and he pulled me back into his arms. “Do you not want to be in my arms?” Je asked. I was worried her could read my thoughts, but thought better to care.
I looked up and smiled at him alloeing my self to fall more comfortably in him. I was the most comfortable I had felt in a incredibility long time. Everytime anything scary came up I was able to freely hug him. I didn’t want the movie to end. I felt great in his arms, but sadly it had to end. I was half way asleep and Gerard moved me off his lap. I looked up at him with pleading eyes.
“Well I am going to head out only two hours before your show Frankie” he said walking to towards the door.
“Alright, bye Gee” Ashley and Frank said in unison
“See you later, Abby” OMG! my name had never sound more adorable than when he said it.
“See you” I said laying in the warm area from which he had gotten up from.
“Wow,” he said with a shocked look on his face.
“Huh?” I asked.
“I didn’t have to re grab your attention, Miss ADD” he said with a smirk.
I blushed, “Shut-up” and I throw the nearest pillow at him. Little did he know he always had my attention.
After he left Frank and Ashley stood up from the couch. “We are going to have a little alone time before the show. Pre-Show ritual....” Ashley said leading Frank up the stairs.
“EWWW, MY EARS THEY BURN!!!!.” I said throwing the pillow over my head. I did not need to hear about my sister's sex life. I sat all alone in the living room staring at the TV showing nothing but commercials. Gerard’s spot was starting to get cold. I hugged a pillow that was near and closed my eyes tight pretending as hard as I could that the pillow was him. I must have drifted off to sleep or have a very strong imagination because I could swear Gerard was right in my arms, that is until I felt a hand slightly shaking me. I literally jumped off the couch in fright.
“Are you okay?” my mom asked.
“Mom?” I asked rubbing my head which had hit the coffee table.
“Yes.” she said
“You scared the shi…living day lights out of me.” I said.
“I am sorry babe. So Gerard, he is a cute boy and you to looked rather comfortable on the couch.” she said giving me a little nudge.
“I know didn’t we?” I said with a huge smile.
“Yes and you obviously like the boy and you were calling his name softly.” she smiled. See, this is the mom I know, not that crazy bitch that was here last night.
“I do mom, I do” I said resting my head on her shoulder.
“Does Ash, know?” she asked
“No she doesn’t, no one knows that I like him.” I blushed.
“Well your secret is safe with me. By the way where is Ash?” She gave me a questioning look.
“Umm, I don’t know she must have moved after I drifted to sleep.”
“Well she is most likely up stairs with Frankie. I think I shall go disturb them now.” she gave me a little hug and walked up stairs. When she got to Ash’s room she started with her “1 2 3 4 I am at the door 5 6 7 8 better get your clothes straight.” There was shuffling in the room before she opened it. I laughed at the thought of them quick trying to look innocent and closed my eyes again
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