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It was nine o’clock and Ashley and myself were outside walking towards Frank’s show (Our parents, never let us drive at night, especially with just a permit.) So we walked. It wasn't that far but it was fucking cold outside. Ash and I hugged each other in the walk to keep ourselves warm. Once we arrived at the venue we were relived by the warmth of the place. Some band was currently playing Senses Fail I think was their name but I cant be sure. I looked around trying to find Gerard in crowd, I didn’t see him and figured he wasn’t there yet. I could wait to see him again. I took me an hour just to get ready for tonight. Making us late but I didnt care I wanted to look my best for him.
“So how long until PP comes on?” I asked Ash giving myself a better time frame for when Gerard might show up.
“I don’t know. Want a coke or root beer?” she replied
“Umm, let’s see what the boys in the back will have, I thinking I need something a bit stronger.” I said. Maybe he would be in the back with Frank already.
“Oh yeah, I hope they do.” she smiled and we walked backstage. “Oh I love being the girlfriend of band”
“Why’s that?” I asked annoyed she was always rubbing my face in the fact that she stole my Frankie.
“I get backstage whenever I want.” She smile, ruffling up her poof.
“Well before you decided that you were in love with my best friend I still got backstage. I never had to act like a groupie like some people.” I stuck my tongue out at her in a childish way.
“Stick your tongue at me all you want, but it is me who get to have my tongue in his mouth.” she smirked.
“EW! EW! EW! AND EW!” I said loudly.
“What is so ew?” Frank asked slipping behind her.
“The fact that your girlfriend was taking about slipping her tongue down your throat.” I spat.
“Oh well if that is all then don’t be jealous, I can be in that whole twinzie thing!” he said with a wide smile. “We can tape it and make a bunch of money...”
“EW. “ Ashley and I said in unison.
“Oh you know you want it girls” he said making trusting motions behind Ash.
“Frankie you know I want it, I always want but if o much as touch another girl, especially my sister you will never get it again! But if stay my faithful little puppy you can have anytime. I love you Frank Iero.” she said leaning her head back giving him a kiss on the lips. I wish I had that I really do and it would be so much better if I could have that with Gerard…and as if I mentally called him he walked into the back towards us.
“Hey guys.” he smiled at us. He looked so cute standing there in front of us. He was wearing my favorite pair of ripped jeans hugging his manhood. It made my mouth water.
“Hey” Frank and Ash said together.
I would have said something but I was way to busy ogling him.
“So when are you playing Frankie Boy?” Gerard asked.
“In a Half an hour we got pushed later to before Thrusday because Will Garlick from Hidden in Plain View got really sick so they had to cancel and the band that replaced them had to open because they werent that big.” He said.
“Sweet, but it sucks that he got sick. Which one was he again?” Ash asked.
“Yeah it pretty sweet. He is their guitarist, love.”
“Oh, okay.” I could tell she really wasn’t interested. “So baby are there any ’drinks’ back here?” Ash asked.
“No, sorry. This place got stricter then last time and took Hambone's stuff.” he said
“too bad…” she sighed
“Yeah too bad…” he sighed back.
We stayed there a little while longer until Frank took Ash back on to a couch and started making out. Gerard and I took that as our signal to exit.
We walked back into the crowd. The band was had finished playing and Pency Prep was setting themselves up. Gerard and I worked our way to the front where we made it to the barrier. Gerard placed his arms securely on the barrier around me making sure I had some personal space from the crowd. I felt so safe in his arms, like nothing could harm me.
A smile was plastered on my face just being there with him. I couldn't stop the insesive chant of OH MY GOD GERARD IS TOUCHING ME! OH MY GOOD GERARD IS TOUCHING ME! Soon all the lights were lowered to darkness and screams escaped the crowd. People must have started pushing and shoving behind Gerard because his body got slammed against mine. I thought I felt something hard against me. My first thought was it being...well you know but it was probably just his wallet or something…not that I minded if it wasn't. Slowly the lights lit up the stage and I could see members of the band, then I low guitar making the crowd make even more noise. Frank ran onto the stage and the show was on. They played an hour long set. Gerard and I jumped, danced, moshed, head-banged to the music. I sang every lyric as loud as I possibly could. I saw Ashley on stage left trying to hide behind the legs, watching her boyfriend and staring down any girl looking hopeful at her man. Ew to the thought of little Frankiekins being a 'man.' I used the term loosely. After the set Gerard and I left the crowd and headed over to the bar. Sweat was dripping down our faces as we were drenched. Most of it not even our own. But er didnt care, that what happens at a show folks. We both grabbed cold water bottles. I quickly downed mine in a couple of gulps.
“Thirsty much?” he asked with a smile.
“Fuck yeah.” I replied still trying to catch my breath.
“That was a really good set.” he said
“I know they are amazing.” I replied
“So much talent” I looked at Gerard who was even more adorable in his flushed and sweaty state. Quickly looked away grabbing another water. I took me slower this time to finish. I could feel Gerard’s gorgeous green eyes staring at me.
“What?” I asked him.
“Nothing just..” he started out looking completely shy, JESUS, I WAS A FOOL FOR THIS MAN!
“yes…” I said trying to pry the information out of this God like creature.
“I…I…” He leaned closer to me. O GOD IS HE?
“You?“ I ask he is moving even closer
“I…“ I HOPE DOES!
“Just say Gerard…“ he was really close, I could feel him breathing on me. HE IS…
“GERARD ARTHUR WAY!” DAMNIT I FUCKIKING HATE PEOPLE EVERYTIME I GET AN OUNCE CLOSE TO KISSIN HIM SOMEONE HAS TO RUIN THE MOMENT!!!!
“Fuck…” he mumbled under his breath. He looked like a dear caught in the headlights. “Chelsea Hi, what are you doing here?”
“I came because you cancelled our plans tonight so you could come to this ‘show’ and I wanted to spend time with you.” I looked over at her and noticed it was the bimbo from yesterday. What the fuck? Was that his girlfriend of something? No it couldn’t be I mean she does not look like his type, though I don’t know what his type is…No it cant be can it? “Who is this?” She sneered over at me. I could see the anger bubbling inside of her.
“Umm…Chelsea this is Abigail and Abby this is Chelsea…” he said with that same I am in deep shit look.
“His girlfriend” Okay hold the train up a minute or 20! His girlfriend? Like I said not his type and what about the kisses. They didn’t actually happen but they were going to… weren’t they? It sure seemed like it to me. And what about him holding me during the movie and whispering in my ear. What about holding me through the crowd. What about all of that? I didn’t seem like he had a girlfriend and why had he never told me. Okay I know I only started talking to him yesterday but doesn’t that seem like something that would come up? All these thoughts were running through my head and I didn’t know what to do I wanted to run. I wanted to lock myself in my room blasting Morrissey with the friendship of my safety pin. I couldn’t do that it would seem to obvious that I like him and who knows if mom had taken her pill or started drinking again or if dad was home. Why did I even think I had a chance. I am not pretty, she is. I am not smart, I highly doubt she is but still… I am not even his age. I am just a stupid, ugly, freshmen that likes the senior. He probably saw right through me and thought it was a simple crush that he could fuck around with. He probably thought of me like his little freshman toy. No, Gerard wouldn’t do that he much to nice. He is not an asshole. Or is he? I don’t know I am so confused what do I do?
“Abby, Abby, Abby” I felt his arms on me again. It felt so good I wanted to die in his arms. Then I remembered her…
“What!” I snapped
“What the fuck? he said.
“What…oh god sorry got lost in my mind again” Man, I really have to stop doing that. I miss out on so much. “Hey, umm sorry but I um I need to find my sister, curfew and all” Great I just made myself sound younger! “It was nice meeting you.” my ass. “Talk to you later, Gerard.” and I split.
[That's the Chapter. Anyone else hating Gee right now? I mean like fuck! Anyways reviews make me happy. Hope you all like it. Sarah]
“So how long until PP comes on?” I asked Ash giving myself a better time frame for when Gerard might show up.
“I don’t know. Want a coke or root beer?” she replied
“Umm, let’s see what the boys in the back will have, I thinking I need something a bit stronger.” I said. Maybe he would be in the back with Frank already.
“Oh yeah, I hope they do.” she smiled and we walked backstage. “Oh I love being the girlfriend of band”
“Why’s that?” I asked annoyed she was always rubbing my face in the fact that she stole my Frankie.
“I get backstage whenever I want.” She smile, ruffling up her poof.
“Well before you decided that you were in love with my best friend I still got backstage. I never had to act like a groupie like some people.” I stuck my tongue out at her in a childish way.
“Stick your tongue at me all you want, but it is me who get to have my tongue in his mouth.” she smirked.
“EW! EW! EW! AND EW!” I said loudly.
“What is so ew?” Frank asked slipping behind her.
“The fact that your girlfriend was taking about slipping her tongue down your throat.” I spat.
“Oh well if that is all then don’t be jealous, I can be in that whole twinzie thing!” he said with a wide smile. “We can tape it and make a bunch of money...”
“EW. “ Ashley and I said in unison.
“Oh you know you want it girls” he said making trusting motions behind Ash.
“Frankie you know I want it, I always want but if o much as touch another girl, especially my sister you will never get it again! But if stay my faithful little puppy you can have anytime. I love you Frank Iero.” she said leaning her head back giving him a kiss on the lips. I wish I had that I really do and it would be so much better if I could have that with Gerard…and as if I mentally called him he walked into the back towards us.
“Hey guys.” he smiled at us. He looked so cute standing there in front of us. He was wearing my favorite pair of ripped jeans hugging his manhood. It made my mouth water.
“Hey” Frank and Ash said together.
I would have said something but I was way to busy ogling him.
“So when are you playing Frankie Boy?” Gerard asked.
“In a Half an hour we got pushed later to before Thrusday because Will Garlick from Hidden in Plain View got really sick so they had to cancel and the band that replaced them had to open because they werent that big.” He said.
“Sweet, but it sucks that he got sick. Which one was he again?” Ash asked.
“Yeah it pretty sweet. He is their guitarist, love.”
“Oh, okay.” I could tell she really wasn’t interested. “So baby are there any ’drinks’ back here?” Ash asked.
“No, sorry. This place got stricter then last time and took Hambone's stuff.” he said
“too bad…” she sighed
“Yeah too bad…” he sighed back.
We stayed there a little while longer until Frank took Ash back on to a couch and started making out. Gerard and I took that as our signal to exit.
We walked back into the crowd. The band was had finished playing and Pency Prep was setting themselves up. Gerard and I worked our way to the front where we made it to the barrier. Gerard placed his arms securely on the barrier around me making sure I had some personal space from the crowd. I felt so safe in his arms, like nothing could harm me.
A smile was plastered on my face just being there with him. I couldn't stop the insesive chant of OH MY GOD GERARD IS TOUCHING ME! OH MY GOOD GERARD IS TOUCHING ME! Soon all the lights were lowered to darkness and screams escaped the crowd. People must have started pushing and shoving behind Gerard because his body got slammed against mine. I thought I felt something hard against me. My first thought was it being...well you know but it was probably just his wallet or something…not that I minded if it wasn't. Slowly the lights lit up the stage and I could see members of the band, then I low guitar making the crowd make even more noise. Frank ran onto the stage and the show was on. They played an hour long set. Gerard and I jumped, danced, moshed, head-banged to the music. I sang every lyric as loud as I possibly could. I saw Ashley on stage left trying to hide behind the legs, watching her boyfriend and staring down any girl looking hopeful at her man. Ew to the thought of little Frankiekins being a 'man.' I used the term loosely. After the set Gerard and I left the crowd and headed over to the bar. Sweat was dripping down our faces as we were drenched. Most of it not even our own. But er didnt care, that what happens at a show folks. We both grabbed cold water bottles. I quickly downed mine in a couple of gulps.
“Thirsty much?” he asked with a smile.
“Fuck yeah.” I replied still trying to catch my breath.
“That was a really good set.” he said
“I know they are amazing.” I replied
“So much talent” I looked at Gerard who was even more adorable in his flushed and sweaty state. Quickly looked away grabbing another water. I took me slower this time to finish. I could feel Gerard’s gorgeous green eyes staring at me.
“What?” I asked him.
“Nothing just..” he started out looking completely shy, JESUS, I WAS A FOOL FOR THIS MAN!
“yes…” I said trying to pry the information out of this God like creature.
“I…I…” He leaned closer to me. O GOD IS HE?
“You?“ I ask he is moving even closer
“I…“ I HOPE DOES!
“Just say Gerard…“ he was really close, I could feel him breathing on me. HE IS…
“GERARD ARTHUR WAY!” DAMNIT I FUCKIKING HATE PEOPLE EVERYTIME I GET AN OUNCE CLOSE TO KISSIN HIM SOMEONE HAS TO RUIN THE MOMENT!!!!
“Fuck…” he mumbled under his breath. He looked like a dear caught in the headlights. “Chelsea Hi, what are you doing here?”
“I came because you cancelled our plans tonight so you could come to this ‘show’ and I wanted to spend time with you.” I looked over at her and noticed it was the bimbo from yesterday. What the fuck? Was that his girlfriend of something? No it couldn’t be I mean she does not look like his type, though I don’t know what his type is…No it cant be can it? “Who is this?” She sneered over at me. I could see the anger bubbling inside of her.
“Umm…Chelsea this is Abigail and Abby this is Chelsea…” he said with that same I am in deep shit look.
“His girlfriend” Okay hold the train up a minute or 20! His girlfriend? Like I said not his type and what about the kisses. They didn’t actually happen but they were going to… weren’t they? It sure seemed like it to me. And what about him holding me during the movie and whispering in my ear. What about holding me through the crowd. What about all of that? I didn’t seem like he had a girlfriend and why had he never told me. Okay I know I only started talking to him yesterday but doesn’t that seem like something that would come up? All these thoughts were running through my head and I didn’t know what to do I wanted to run. I wanted to lock myself in my room blasting Morrissey with the friendship of my safety pin. I couldn’t do that it would seem to obvious that I like him and who knows if mom had taken her pill or started drinking again or if dad was home. Why did I even think I had a chance. I am not pretty, she is. I am not smart, I highly doubt she is but still… I am not even his age. I am just a stupid, ugly, freshmen that likes the senior. He probably saw right through me and thought it was a simple crush that he could fuck around with. He probably thought of me like his little freshman toy. No, Gerard wouldn’t do that he much to nice. He is not an asshole. Or is he? I don’t know I am so confused what do I do?
“Abby, Abby, Abby” I felt his arms on me again. It felt so good I wanted to die in his arms. Then I remembered her…
“What!” I snapped
“What the fuck? he said.
“What…oh god sorry got lost in my mind again” Man, I really have to stop doing that. I miss out on so much. “Hey, umm sorry but I um I need to find my sister, curfew and all” Great I just made myself sound younger! “It was nice meeting you.” my ass. “Talk to you later, Gerard.” and I split.
[That's the Chapter. Anyone else hating Gee right now? I mean like fuck! Anyways reviews make me happy. Hope you all like it. Sarah]
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