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I'm not psycho.. i just like psychotic things
0 reviewsGerard way, 17year old deppressed and alcoholic. Suck at summaries but it's good:D
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Chapter 1.
Gerard's POW:
It was all spinning around. It makes me fell dizzy and makes me wanna throw up. Bathroom. I need to get to the bathroom. I try to concentrate on getting up the stairs, but it isn't going that well. I'm moving my foot, preparing for the next step when my brain decides to shut down. That's when everything got black.
Day After. Mikey's POW:
I can't believe it. My big brother is an alcoholic. Well, that I can believe because it has been like this for 2 years now. But what I can't believe is the fact that he got drunk in the middle of a family dinner, in front of mom, dad, grandma and grandpa. He just sat there in the couch drinking vodka like it's no big deal. Then he all of sudden decides to try go up the stairs -I'm glad dad reacted so fast and caught him when he felt.
I'm sitting in my own thoughts when my mom barge in my room.
"Michael, Honey, if u don't get out of bed now you will be late for school." "I'm not felling well." I try my hardest to look sick. "Honey you are going to school. Don't you think a mother knows when her little baby-boy is lying?" I send her an evil glare. It's not completely a lie. Yeah, I'm fine physical but mentally I feel like shit. "Michael James Way, Out of bed now. If you aren't down stairs in 15minutes I'm confiscating your IPod!" And with that she marches out of the room. I smile when I hear her barge into Gerard's room, but the smile fades away quickly as I hear her start crying. My mom never cries so something's got to be wrong. I quickly got out of bed and put on some black skinny jeans and a red Nirvana shirt. As silent as possibly I open my door and sneak over to Gerard's door to hear what is going on.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?"My head starts spinning; what has he done now? I can't hear Gerard's answer but it was definitely not a good thing because suddenly my mom comes out of the room tears stained down her cheeks. She looks at me and I can see how hurt she feels. "I'm ready for school." Michael James Way your mom is crying her eyes out and that's all you have to say! But Idon't think she heard me, she just gave me a sad smile and walked off.
I look into the room and saw what it was that freaked my mom out.
Gerard's POW:
My head hurts. Why the fuck does my head hurts? Fuck!
Memories from last night begin to run through my head. I got drunk, even though I didn't mean to. My head is hurting so bad, and of pure reflex I pull out a little shinning blade. My savior - Razors. I start making a perfect cut, and I smile when I see the blood start running from my arm.
Out of nowhere my door swung open and my mom entered the room. At first she didn't noticed what I was doing but when she realized she started crying. "Gerard what happened?" Stupid question, the look on her face says it all - she knows what happened. "Why do you care?!" Ouch Gee, don't break her heart. I look at her waiting for an answer. "Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" I stare at her. Who the fuck is she coming here asking me why I'm treating myself like this?! "Because you make me sick" Wait, What?! I didn't mean to say that! I'm looking at my mom only to see her back as she leaves the room. She stops right outside my room "I'm ready for school" Mikey? For how long has he been standing there?
"Gee?" Mikey looks carefully at me. I didn't even noticing him entering the room. "Yeah, Mikes?" I realize that there is still coming blood from the cut on my arm, so I try to put it under my sheet so Mikey won't notice. "What did you do? And why are you bleeding?" What did I do? "I got into a fight with a paper. It's just apaper cut." I try my hardest to smile a real smile "I didn't do anything."Mikey is staring at me in disbelief. Why can't he just believe me? "Why is mom crying?" Can't he just let it go? "I don't know, but it probably has something to do with her hormones. Aren't we going to be late for school?" I can't believe I'm using school as an excuse for getting out of this conversation. "Yeah we are. I'm going to walk to school today." Mikey turns around and leaves the room. What the fuck is wrong with him? Yeah, I probably got a bit too drunk last night but so what!It's not like it's something new. After all I am Gerard Arthur Way, a 17 year old alcoholic. Or so Mikey says.
I decide that the best thing would be to go to school, so I quickly put on some black skinny jeans, my Black Flag hoodie, red converse and some black eyeliner.
As I start walking down the stairs I hear my mom talking with someone on the phone. "He is 17 years old... Yes, I would appreciate that... No, I don't think so, but then again I never thought he would harm himself... Thank you... See you later then, Bye." Was she talking about me? And who was she talking to? I continue to walk down the stairs when my mother calls for me. "Gerard, please come into the kitchen." I slowly walk toward the kitchen, scared of what might happen. "Gerard your behavior these last days has been very bad, and the way you acted this morning is not something I want to happen again. That's why I want you to talk with apsychologist. I got you an appointment after school today." I stared at her in disbelief. I didn't see that coming, so I nodded and turned around headed for the front door.
So yeah. This is my first ever fanfic, but I think I did a pretty good job? XD Please Rate and Review :D I really hope u guys will let me know what u think: even if u think it's the worst shit ever I would like to know it :D
Chapter 1.
Gerard's POW:
It was all spinning around. It makes me fell dizzy and makes me wanna throw up. Bathroom. I need to get to the bathroom. I try to concentrate on getting up the stairs, but it isn't going that well. I'm moving my foot, preparing for the next step when my brain decides to shut down. That's when everything got black.
Day After. Mikey's POW:
I can't believe it. My big brother is an alcoholic. Well, that I can believe because it has been like this for 2 years now. But what I can't believe is the fact that he got drunk in the middle of a family dinner, in front of mom, dad, grandma and grandpa. He just sat there in the couch drinking vodka like it's no big deal. Then he all of sudden decides to try go up the stairs - I'm glad dad reacted so fast and caught him when he felt.
I'm sitting in my own thoughts when my mom barge in my room.
"Michael, Honey, if u don'tget out of bed now you will be late for school."
"I'm not felling well." I try my hardest to look sick.
"Honey you are going to school. Don't you think a mother knows when her little baby-boy is lying?" I send her an evil glare. It's not completely a lie. Yeah, I'm fine physical but mentally I feel like shit.
"Michael James Way, Out of bed now. If you aren't down stairs in 15minutes I'm confiscating your IPod!" And with that she marches out of the room. I smile when I hear her barge into Gerard's room, but the smile fades away quickly as I hear her start crying. My mom never cries so something's got to be wrong. I quickly got out of bed and put on some black skinny jeans and a red Nirvana shirt. As silent as possibly Iopen my door and sneak over to Gerard's door to hear what is going on.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" My head starts spinning; what has he done now? I can't hear Gerard's answer but it was definitely not a good thing because suddenly my mom comes out of the room tears stained down her cheeks. She looks at me and I can see how hurt she feels.
"I'm ready for school." Michael James Way your mom is crying her eyes out and that's all you have to say! But I don't think she heard me, she just gave me a sad smile and walked off.
I look into the room and saw what it was that freaked my mom out.
Gerard's POW:
My head hurts. Why the fuck does my head hurts? Fuck!
Memories from last night begin to run through my head. I got drunk, even though I didn't mean to. My head is hurting so bad, and of pure reflex I pull out a little shinning blade. My savior - Razors. I start making a perfect cut, and I smile when I see the blood start running from my arm.
Out of nowhere my door swung open and my mom entered the room. At first she didn't noticed what I was doing but when she realized she started crying.
"Gerard what happened?" Stupid question, the look on her face says it all - she knows what happened. "
Why do you care?!" Ouch Gee, don't break her heart. I look at her waiting for an answer.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" I stare at her. Who the fuck is she coming here asking me why I'm treating myself like this?!
"Because you make me sick" Wait, What?! I didn't mean to say that! I'm looking at my mom only to see her back as she leaves the room. She stops right outside my room
"I'm ready for school" Mikey? For how long has he been standing there?
"Gee?" Mikey looks carefully at me. I didn't even noticing him entering the room.
"Yeah, Mikes?" I realize that there is still coming blood from the cut on my arm, so I try to put it under my sheet so Mikey won't notice.
"What did you do? And why are you bleeding?"What did I do?
"I got into a fight with a paper. It's just apaper cut." I try my hardest to smile a real smile "I didn't do anything."Mikey is staring at me in disbelief. Why can't he just believe me?
"Why is mom crying?" Can't he just let it go?
"I don't know, but it probably has something to do with her hormones. Aren't we going to be late for school?" I can't believe I'm using school as an excuse for getting out of this conversation.
"Yeah we are. I'm going to walk to school today." Mikey turns around and leaves the room. What the fuck is wrong with him? Yeah, I probably got a bit too drunk last night but so what! It's not like it's something new. After all I am Gerard Arthur Way, a 17 year old alcoholic. Or so Mikey says.
I decide that the best thing would be to go to school, so I quickly put on some black skinny jeans, my Black Flag hoodie, red converse and some black eyeliner.
As I start walking down the stairs I hear my mom talking with someone on the phone.
"He is 17 years old... Yes, I would appreciate that... No, I don't think so, but then again I never thought he would harm himself... Thank you... See you later then, Bye." Was she talking about me? And who was she talking to? I continue to walk down the stairs when my mother calls for me. "Gerard, please come into the kitchen." I slowly walk toward the kitchen, scared of what might happen.
"Gerard your behavior these last days has been very bad, and the way you acted this morning is not something I want to happen again. That's why I want you to talk with a psychologist. I got you an appointment after school today." I stared at her in disbelief. I didn't see that coming, so I nodded and turned around headed for the front door.
So yeah.This is my first ever fanfic, but I think I did a pretty good job? XD Please Rate and Review :D I really hope u guys will let me know what u think: even if u think it's the worst shit ever I would like to know it :D
Gerard's POW:
It was all spinning around. It makes me fell dizzy and makes me wanna throw up. Bathroom. I need to get to the bathroom. I try to concentrate on getting up the stairs, but it isn't going that well. I'm moving my foot, preparing for the next step when my brain decides to shut down. That's when everything got black.
Day After. Mikey's POW:
I can't believe it. My big brother is an alcoholic. Well, that I can believe because it has been like this for 2 years now. But what I can't believe is the fact that he got drunk in the middle of a family dinner, in front of mom, dad, grandma and grandpa. He just sat there in the couch drinking vodka like it's no big deal. Then he all of sudden decides to try go up the stairs -I'm glad dad reacted so fast and caught him when he felt.
I'm sitting in my own thoughts when my mom barge in my room.
"Michael, Honey, if u don't get out of bed now you will be late for school." "I'm not felling well." I try my hardest to look sick. "Honey you are going to school. Don't you think a mother knows when her little baby-boy is lying?" I send her an evil glare. It's not completely a lie. Yeah, I'm fine physical but mentally I feel like shit. "Michael James Way, Out of bed now. If you aren't down stairs in 15minutes I'm confiscating your IPod!" And with that she marches out of the room. I smile when I hear her barge into Gerard's room, but the smile fades away quickly as I hear her start crying. My mom never cries so something's got to be wrong. I quickly got out of bed and put on some black skinny jeans and a red Nirvana shirt. As silent as possibly I open my door and sneak over to Gerard's door to hear what is going on.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?"My head starts spinning; what has he done now? I can't hear Gerard's answer but it was definitely not a good thing because suddenly my mom comes out of the room tears stained down her cheeks. She looks at me and I can see how hurt she feels. "I'm ready for school." Michael James Way your mom is crying her eyes out and that's all you have to say! But Idon't think she heard me, she just gave me a sad smile and walked off.
I look into the room and saw what it was that freaked my mom out.
Gerard's POW:
My head hurts. Why the fuck does my head hurts? Fuck!
Memories from last night begin to run through my head. I got drunk, even though I didn't mean to. My head is hurting so bad, and of pure reflex I pull out a little shinning blade. My savior - Razors. I start making a perfect cut, and I smile when I see the blood start running from my arm.
Out of nowhere my door swung open and my mom entered the room. At first she didn't noticed what I was doing but when she realized she started crying. "Gerard what happened?" Stupid question, the look on her face says it all - she knows what happened. "Why do you care?!" Ouch Gee, don't break her heart. I look at her waiting for an answer. "Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" I stare at her. Who the fuck is she coming here asking me why I'm treating myself like this?! "Because you make me sick" Wait, What?! I didn't mean to say that! I'm looking at my mom only to see her back as she leaves the room. She stops right outside my room "I'm ready for school" Mikey? For how long has he been standing there?
"Gee?" Mikey looks carefully at me. I didn't even noticing him entering the room. "Yeah, Mikes?" I realize that there is still coming blood from the cut on my arm, so I try to put it under my sheet so Mikey won't notice. "What did you do? And why are you bleeding?" What did I do? "I got into a fight with a paper. It's just apaper cut." I try my hardest to smile a real smile "I didn't do anything."Mikey is staring at me in disbelief. Why can't he just believe me? "Why is mom crying?" Can't he just let it go? "I don't know, but it probably has something to do with her hormones. Aren't we going to be late for school?" I can't believe I'm using school as an excuse for getting out of this conversation. "Yeah we are. I'm going to walk to school today." Mikey turns around and leaves the room. What the fuck is wrong with him? Yeah, I probably got a bit too drunk last night but so what!It's not like it's something new. After all I am Gerard Arthur Way, a 17 year old alcoholic. Or so Mikey says.
I decide that the best thing would be to go to school, so I quickly put on some black skinny jeans, my Black Flag hoodie, red converse and some black eyeliner.
As I start walking down the stairs I hear my mom talking with someone on the phone. "He is 17 years old... Yes, I would appreciate that... No, I don't think so, but then again I never thought he would harm himself... Thank you... See you later then, Bye." Was she talking about me? And who was she talking to? I continue to walk down the stairs when my mother calls for me. "Gerard, please come into the kitchen." I slowly walk toward the kitchen, scared of what might happen. "Gerard your behavior these last days has been very bad, and the way you acted this morning is not something I want to happen again. That's why I want you to talk with apsychologist. I got you an appointment after school today." I stared at her in disbelief. I didn't see that coming, so I nodded and turned around headed for the front door.
So yeah. This is my first ever fanfic, but I think I did a pretty good job? XD Please Rate and Review :D I really hope u guys will let me know what u think: even if u think it's the worst shit ever I would like to know it :D
Chapter 1.
Gerard's POW:
It was all spinning around. It makes me fell dizzy and makes me wanna throw up. Bathroom. I need to get to the bathroom. I try to concentrate on getting up the stairs, but it isn't going that well. I'm moving my foot, preparing for the next step when my brain decides to shut down. That's when everything got black.
Day After. Mikey's POW:
I can't believe it. My big brother is an alcoholic. Well, that I can believe because it has been like this for 2 years now. But what I can't believe is the fact that he got drunk in the middle of a family dinner, in front of mom, dad, grandma and grandpa. He just sat there in the couch drinking vodka like it's no big deal. Then he all of sudden decides to try go up the stairs - I'm glad dad reacted so fast and caught him when he felt.
I'm sitting in my own thoughts when my mom barge in my room.
"Michael, Honey, if u don'tget out of bed now you will be late for school."
"I'm not felling well." I try my hardest to look sick.
"Honey you are going to school. Don't you think a mother knows when her little baby-boy is lying?" I send her an evil glare. It's not completely a lie. Yeah, I'm fine physical but mentally I feel like shit.
"Michael James Way, Out of bed now. If you aren't down stairs in 15minutes I'm confiscating your IPod!" And with that she marches out of the room. I smile when I hear her barge into Gerard's room, but the smile fades away quickly as I hear her start crying. My mom never cries so something's got to be wrong. I quickly got out of bed and put on some black skinny jeans and a red Nirvana shirt. As silent as possibly Iopen my door and sneak over to Gerard's door to hear what is going on.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" My head starts spinning; what has he done now? I can't hear Gerard's answer but it was definitely not a good thing because suddenly my mom comes out of the room tears stained down her cheeks. She looks at me and I can see how hurt she feels.
"I'm ready for school." Michael James Way your mom is crying her eyes out and that's all you have to say! But I don't think she heard me, she just gave me a sad smile and walked off.
I look into the room and saw what it was that freaked my mom out.
Gerard's POW:
My head hurts. Why the fuck does my head hurts? Fuck!
Memories from last night begin to run through my head. I got drunk, even though I didn't mean to. My head is hurting so bad, and of pure reflex I pull out a little shinning blade. My savior - Razors. I start making a perfect cut, and I smile when I see the blood start running from my arm.
Out of nowhere my door swung open and my mom entered the room. At first she didn't noticed what I was doing but when she realized she started crying.
"Gerard what happened?" Stupid question, the look on her face says it all - she knows what happened. "
Why do you care?!" Ouch Gee, don't break her heart. I look at her waiting for an answer.
"Honey why would you do something like that to yourself?" I stare at her. Who the fuck is she coming here asking me why I'm treating myself like this?!
"Because you make me sick" Wait, What?! I didn't mean to say that! I'm looking at my mom only to see her back as she leaves the room. She stops right outside my room
"I'm ready for school" Mikey? For how long has he been standing there?
"Gee?" Mikey looks carefully at me. I didn't even noticing him entering the room.
"Yeah, Mikes?" I realize that there is still coming blood from the cut on my arm, so I try to put it under my sheet so Mikey won't notice.
"What did you do? And why are you bleeding?"What did I do?
"I got into a fight with a paper. It's just apaper cut." I try my hardest to smile a real smile "I didn't do anything."Mikey is staring at me in disbelief. Why can't he just believe me?
"Why is mom crying?" Can't he just let it go?
"I don't know, but it probably has something to do with her hormones. Aren't we going to be late for school?" I can't believe I'm using school as an excuse for getting out of this conversation.
"Yeah we are. I'm going to walk to school today." Mikey turns around and leaves the room. What the fuck is wrong with him? Yeah, I probably got a bit too drunk last night but so what! It's not like it's something new. After all I am Gerard Arthur Way, a 17 year old alcoholic. Or so Mikey says.
I decide that the best thing would be to go to school, so I quickly put on some black skinny jeans, my Black Flag hoodie, red converse and some black eyeliner.
As I start walking down the stairs I hear my mom talking with someone on the phone.
"He is 17 years old... Yes, I would appreciate that... No, I don't think so, but then again I never thought he would harm himself... Thank you... See you later then, Bye." Was she talking about me? And who was she talking to? I continue to walk down the stairs when my mother calls for me. "Gerard, please come into the kitchen." I slowly walk toward the kitchen, scared of what might happen.
"Gerard your behavior these last days has been very bad, and the way you acted this morning is not something I want to happen again. That's why I want you to talk with a psychologist. I got you an appointment after school today." I stared at her in disbelief. I didn't see that coming, so I nodded and turned around headed for the front door.
So yeah.This is my first ever fanfic, but I think I did a pretty good job? XD Please Rate and Review :D I really hope u guys will let me know what u think: even if u think it's the worst shit ever I would like to know it :D
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