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Elle laid there on the street just helpless
'this is is thanks for a shit life'she thought to herself
she was to weak to move her mouth,she was bleeding laying on the floor just bleeding
she had got an old rusty blade from her dead dads tool shed and ran an hour away from there house down a quiet street there was nobody around to stop her she had cut deeply into her wrists and made one long slash down her right arm it wasnt as deep as the ones on her wrists.
elle wasnt a stranger to this if you looked at her legs you would see all the other scars from when she did this before,she was a beautiful nineteen year old girl with a hard past her mum was never there for her when she needed her her mother used to hit her and when she was nine her mother kicked her out onto the street she never did care about anyone but her self when elle told her she was going to self harm her mother handed her an knife and said do it but this would be the end of her life now no more suffering no more pain of feeling alone no more bruises from her mother.el didnt have a dad he died when she was four she couldnt remember him then she started to get the beatings,her mother went into deep depression and started beating el up she would lock her in her room with nothing hit her kick her throw boiling water at her,
the pain felt good almost relaxing she started to drift in and out of concussion
she heard three voices
"shut up i dont even know her"one of them shouted
the voices began to get closer and closer the same person said something along the lines of
"fuck dru...blood..girl on..floor" the next thing she new three boys had surrounded her she thought they would just let her die and just walk on like she wanted them to but they didnt leave they stayed
"fucking hell are you ok? look im stef this is ash and dru look tell us whats happened!"he begged
el slowly moved her head
"im el"she began she stopped half way through to catch her breath "my mum told me to" she paused again "die so i-i-i grabbed it and ran" she paused then finished what she had to say "i grabbed the blade ran and then slit my wrists" she looked in to his brown eyes
"no sometimes people just say things she obviously didnt mean it"stef said the tears started to furiously roll down els face
el had shorts on stef looked her legs there were at least five deep cuts on each thigh
"you've tried this all before havent you?"dru asked
slowly she nodded stef took his top of and rapped it around her wrists so it would soak up the blood dru did the same and rapped it around her right arm they had learnt that in year ten when the paramedics came in to show them what to do in emergancys it stops them losing all there blood well it was something along those lines
"no please dont"she begged trying to push stefs hand away from her arm
"stop it il get dru to pin you down"stef said
"no please i dont want you to"tears started to form in her eyes she felt lips
"stop it please"stefan said his voice becoming alittle peeved
el stopped and laid on stefs arm the whole way through this ashley had been on the phone to the hospital
stefan saw something hidden behind el she must have grabbed it when he grabbed her it was shining in the moon light it was silver with red splashes all over it he picked it up it was from a stanley knife he threw it to the other side of the road so el couldnt get it
"five minuets stef thats all"ash said as her steared at el laying there helpless
"why are you all helping me cant you see i dont want it"el said as more tears flooded out her eyes
"trust me you will"ash said
the ambulance pulled up to were they were and loaded el into the back of
she grabbed onto stefs hand and she didnt let go
"im scared dont go"she asked
she was connected to three machines he wasnt sure what they were but he new that with out them she would be dead it was a matter of minuets till they were at the hospital el slipped into unconsciousness she needed to have a major blood transfusion and several stitches he in her arm they cannot stitch wrists so they used a medical glue and bandaged her wrists
when stef ash and dru got out the ambulance they were taken into a blank room they each had to write a statement about what had happened and why this girl elle had self harmed her self as soon as they did that they left the hospital and got into a cab and went back to ash and stefs flat
it had already been a week she still hadnt woken up stefan went to see if she had woke up every day he stayed for at least an hour it was a nice thing to do right?