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I was still on his chest playing with his brown curls just like the dream i had taken his hat from him and placed it on my head he laughed when it fell off and i started to panic because i didnt know where it had gone yet he had it in his hand the whole time he messed around with my hair then placed the hat back on my head i was still in his clothes his i loved the smell of him it was enchanting yet mysterious he really smelt like heaven which that is the closest i will ever get to heaven seen as i will go to hell when im dead seen as im a fuck up a failure and what ever else people call me
"stefan?"i asked trapped in his brown eyes it was as if they were that powerful with one gaze you wanted to stay there and look into them
"yeah emme?"he replied still i was trapped in his eyes his beautiful brown eyes,i leant forward and placed a soft kiss on his head i had to it was impossible for me not to kiss him
"do you love me?"i asked after my lips pulled away from his head
"of course i do why do you ask?"he answered..
maybe i wanted to know because nobody had ever told me they loved me nobody had told me ever since my mum passed away she had a life threatening disease and well it got the better of her i still miss her each night i look up to the stars and tell her il soon be there you see thats when the pain happened it was all my fault it happened when she fell pregnant with me four years after i was born she died three years passed yet no pain when i was seven i looked so much like my mother that my dad couldnt take it he would hit me cut my face he tried to make me look like somebody else he saw her in my and well he couldnt take it any longer so he tried to do something about it.
"oh no ones ever said that to me and i wanted to know if it was true and well when i saw you on the train you wouldnt look at me when i saw you again out side when i was on the floor you looked sickend by the sight of me you looked as if you wanted to walk away so you didnt have to the pain i was going through"
he looked at me shocked like how could i say that? he moved closer to my face and pushed his lips out slowly he pressed them to my cheek i felt his tears bounce onto my skin i moved my head so our lips touched we stayed there for a while in silence with only our lips touching until he broke away and again i was trapped in his eyes my heart pounding,it was pounding because i love him so much and i never thought i would love somebody as much as i do stefan also i wanted his soft lips on mine again i wanted his warm body pressed against mine,i wanted stefan and just stefan to be in my arms for aslong as i could have him.
"no i wasnt sickend by you you cannot think that i swear,i-i couldnt look at you i was intrigued by your ocean blue eyes even when i look at them now i cant look away its like you have me paralised for that split second you look at me,then i saw the deep slash on your face i watched the blood run from your soft skin down your neck and then your top soak it in,i didnt know you like i know you know but you dont understand how much i wanted to kiss you and tell you everything was going to be mine..i wanted to hold you in my arms even if it was just for one time i wanted to be able to say i had you"
i began to cry i didnt realize that tears were violently making there way down my face until he stopped talking the words just poetical flowed out of his mouth,the mouth that i had now been able to kiss i gently pushed him back but he stood up and pulled me into his grip slowly pressing his lips against mine as we walked well more or less unclothed each other and ran up the stairs to his room,i didnt know why i was doing this with practically a stranger but he was different i really did love him and he loved me so it didnt matter!
i was in my bra and his boxer and he was just in his boxer he pushed my on to the bed i didnt let go of him and he fell on top of me he kept kissing my neck and made his way across my chest then down my body both his hands on my thighs,i had my hands tangled in his hair he made his way back up my body and again our lip touched i moved my tangled hands down his back and down to his boxers i pulled him upwards a little and then slowly moved his pants to keep up he more or less did the same i wanted this to last alot longer we were both fully undressed and under the covers everytime stefan kissed my body it sent shivers down my spine we both let out little groans all the through then both our heads hit the pillows both of us panting
"well that was fun"stef turned his body and faced me,
"care to do it again tomorrow?"i asked as i winked he winked back at me and we both burst into laughter
"STEFAN ME AND DR-"ash stopped as he opened the bedroom door and saw me and stefan in bed together our underwear spread all over the floor
he looked at me then back to stefan i moved my hand and slowly grabbed stefans hand all none of us said anything then ashley slammed the door and ran down the stairs
"do you know who these belong to?"dru asked then he saw the look on ashleys face
"he hasnt has he?"he asked shooked ashley nodded then pointed towards the stairs me and stefan still laid in bed i was now laid on top of him again i buried my head in his chest after repeatedly kissing him i dragged my hand up and down his chest my fingers taking in every scar or dint in his soft chest again i listened to his heart beat i heard the door open i didnt really care any more i was with stefan he moved his hands slowly they made there way up my body from my thighs he stopped and wrapped his arms around me at the bottom of my back
"fucking hell"i think it was dru who said that i heard the door close then let out a small giggle
"they'll get used to the noise"he kissed my head
"well they'll have to your pretty loud"i laughed then kissed his chest he squeezed me quiet tightly i didnt mind though i love him,and i always will
"do you regret meeting me?"i asked
"of course not your fucking awesome"i laughed a little so did he we both fell asleep still in each others arms im not going to lie i dont regret fucking him or meeting him he seemed to be the angel of my dreams that one thing i needed to be set free,and now i cant wait for tomorrow (wink wink)