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I thought id sleep well tonight but i was stupid to think so,
i was back home in the presence of that thing that monster i shouted and shouted and screamed but like usual no one came i was again by my self how was i meant to protect my self he was to strong he kept shouting things like 'whore' 'slut' 'slag' the one that hurt me the most was when he said
'im going to take this knife plunge it so deep into your heart slowly turn it around so you can feel it then make you choke on your own blood' i saw him pick up the knife it glistened in the light coming from the lamp as it drew closer and closer to my chest i shot up and then i was awake i couldnt stop shaking i had to find someone i remembered that stefan was down stairs i crawled out the bed and slowly opened the door then walked down the hall so far so good nobody was there obviously they were all in bed still i went down the stairs and pushed the livingroom door open stefan was awake he looked at me and smiled then he pointed to the sofa opposite him i walked in then shut the door i went over to the sofa and sat down
"are you okay?"he asked his smile dropped when he saw the look on my face
i slowly shook my head
"i-i-i dreamed i was home again,he,he was there he went to kill me then i woke up stefan im scared i dont know what to do i just want to give up"i said as more tears ran down my face
he looked sad after what i just said
"oh um are you okay now look im not going to hurt you i promise and he wont find you il make sure of it,i dont really know you but when im sad i always like a hug want one?"he asked his words reassured me i dont know if it was real but he seemed like he really cared about me he was right though hugs can always make you feel a little better
i nodded then got up he moved his quilt and when i sat down he put some of it around me he placed his arm around my back and pulled me a little closer he moved so both of his arms were wrapped around me
"i promise its going to be okay,just dont give up"i smiled a little
"thank you stefan"i buried my head into his soft chest and listened to the soothing sound of his heart beat it felt nice like it was the right thing to do it felt like i had known him longer than a few hours if only he had been there to stop all of the shit ive gone through but i guess i can only wish that,that would have happened,i felt my self slowly drift away into a deep sleep i knew stefan was awake 'cause i could hear his faint laugh seen as he was watching something on the television
i began to dream again but this time stefan was there,so where ash and dru we were in a park on bench just chatting away stefan pushed me onto the floor then ran towards a swing i picked myself up and followed laughing as i almost fell again i reached stefan and sat on his lap we began to swing back and fourth but only gently he smiled at me his smile pure if a smile could be any more pure then im sure il find it on stefan he slowly pushed his lips forward they locked on to mine we stayed there still swinging but this time out lips were touching i smiled as we released
"can i have one more kiss?"i asked he winked at me then pushed his lips out i placed one more kiss upon the right hand corner my hand slowly travelled up his back when i reached his soft brown curls i snook my hand under is hat and slowly pulled it off then placed it on my head he laughed at me as i posed with the hat covering half of my face again he kissed me this time it was for longer.
"i love you"he whispered in my ear i was about to talk back but it started to disappear
'no come back please'i begged to my self only to see the light of the morning seeping through the windows i looked up to see stefan i moved but his hand was still wrapped around my waist i went to move it but he woke up i never meant him to awake him from his slumber i thought he was going to lash out at me like the monster does i threw my arms over my face then pulled my legs up trying to protect my body from what was about to happen
"emme? im not going to hurt you"his voice again calming i un-tucked my self from the tight ball my body had made then smiled a little
"ha thanks you probably think im crazy"i said he looked at me then shook his head
"of course i dont! youve been through alot its only natural"i smiled at him he smiled back his smile made me weak at the knees i couldnt stand how beautiful he really was i wanted him to be mine,but it was pretty clear to me that he would never like to be with me he probably had a girl friend shit if she found out we had slept on the sofa together she might dump him that could be 'cause of me! but then again he might not he may be single meaning i could have a chance i let out a little laugh he looked at me
"whats so funny?"he asked
shit i didnt know what to say
"your hair its all like woop"i smiled a little unsure of what he'd think although it wasnt what i was really laughing at his hair was all over the place and i have to say it was pretty cute his curls seemed to fall infront of his deep dark brown eyes.
"haha,thanks so nice you"he winked at me then smiled at least he has a good sense of humor isnt that something you want in a guy?
"why do you plan to go back to liverpool?"he asked i looked at him his arms still wrapped around my waist
"you sound like you want rid of me already"i laughed a little
"no i dont its fun having you here,i just mean are you going back if you dont want to then stay here"he smiled i nodded as a sign of yes id love to
"can i have a shower please?"i asked he nodded
"it upstairs on the right um throw your clothes down il put them in the wash just borrow some of mine i dont mind what you wear"i smiled a little then walked up the stairs i grabbed a towel took my clothes off then ran down the stairs he showed me how to work the washer then i put my clothes in they should be ready soon but i want to stay in stefans clothes i ran back up stairs and into his room i looked through the cupboard and found a top with different coloured dinosaurs on it i took it out and laid it on the bed it looked my size,i looked in his draws and pulled out a small pair of boxers they were just plain and then i looked back in his cupboard there were some shorts with cats on i liked them so i decided to wear them to i went in the bathroom and threw my towel on the floor i laid in the bath letting my skin soak in the warm water i moved my arm and noticed the scar of which was the first of many,this scar was caused by a wire i tried to run past him but he grabbed me he tied my hands and feet so i couldnt hit him or run he grabbed to wire cut away at it then placed it on my skin it was still plugged in at the wall and it began to burn away my flesh thats the first time i had smelt burning flesh and also it was the first time of many,after half an hour i got out the bath and got changed into stefans clothes they were cosy and fitted me perfectly i tied my long brunette hair back in a messy bun then walked down the stairs to be greeted by stefan
"i hope you dont mind"i began he interrupted me though
"no you look very pretty in them keep them"he smiled i gave him a small hug then sat on the sofa he followed me and sat next to me we talked for a while
"where are those other boys?"i asked
he seemed more relaxed with me now
"oh ashley and dru they went out with there girl friends i dont have one so i always stay home but i have you to keep me company!"he smiled
'hell yeah!'i thought to my self happy about him not having a girl friend then i realised what he had just said he was happy he had me to keep him company me of all people i smiled like and idiot and he smiled back
"so what you smiling like an idiot for today then?"he asked his brown eyes shining
"nothing"i said whilst smiling i moved my hand and he saw one of my most deepest scars i went to cover it but he stopped me and pulled my hand away
"did he do that to you?"he asked his voice turned from a sweet and caring tone to a holy shit type tone
i shook my head
"um no"
he gasped a little,
"wait why did you do that?"he asked
"i had to much of a bad time and well i wanted to really give up i just had enough really you see stefan no one lov-"i was cut off he pushed his warm pink lips against mine i let it last then pulled away
"i love you"he said looking deep in to my eyes
"i love you to"i smiled then moved closer to him i placed more and more kisses upon his lips he fell back on to the sofa i sat on his chest playing with his brown curls..