Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Speechless

Does an argument in your head count as talking to yourself?

by PatbtrthnPete

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Genres:  - Published: 2012-01-08 - Updated: 2012-01-09 - 984 words
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Two Chapters in one night, this fic has come back to life :D

Since it’s summertime, Mikey has begged me, with the use of puppy dog eyes, to go to the beach with them. I sigh and agree, not really wanting to get sunburn, but not able to say no to him. He grins triumphantly and goes to get ready. I smile at Frank and kiss his cheek. He smiles back, and kisses my lips. I kiss back and he deepens the kiss. I find myself crawling onto his lap as we continue kissing on my bed. With a random bit of bravery, I lick into his mouth and meet his tongue. He smirks against my lips and swirls his tongue around mine. As our tongues battle for dominance, I grip his hair and tug a bit. He moans into my mouth and holds my waist tight as I tug a bit harder. He pulls back from my lips and starts kissing my neck. I bite my lip, holding back a moan as he finds a spot he likes and sucks hard. He bites and I finally give in and moan, feeling his grin against my neck. He licks over what I’m sure is now a hickey.

“Knock…knock…” I hear Ray say from the doorway.

I blush deeply as I look up and see him staring at us. I throw my shoe at him.

He laughs and throws it back and teases, “Someone’s got a hickey.”

I blush even more and hide my face in Frank’s shoulder.


I drive to the beach, and hum along with the song on the radio as I drive. When we get there, Mikey jumps out of the car and races Ray to the water. I giggle and grab the sunblock. Call me a wimp all you want, but I hate sunburn. After putting on sunblock I join them in the water and splash Frank, giggling.

“Oh no you didn’t!” He grins and walks over to me.

I smile innocently at him and he laughs “So adorable, but it won’t save you.” He dunks me under the water.

I hold my breath as the cool water surrounds me, then grab his ankle and cause him to fall under as well.


When we get back to Gramma’s I’m smiling, something I hadn’t done too much recently.

Frank laces our fingers as we sit on the couch across from Mikey, Ray, and Gramma Elena. I snuggle close to him.

I love you, Frank, so much.

What I would give to say those words.


I close my eyes and slowly drift to sleep, feeling as if I’m still in the water.


I wake up in the middle of the night to a crying Mikey. I frown and sit up.

“I-I had a bad dr-dream.” He whimpers.

I pull him into my arms and scoot closer to Frank to give Mikey room.

“C-Can I sl-sleep in here.”

I nod and hold him tight.

“I-In my dr-dream M-Mom was y-yelling a-and..” he starts to cry more.

I hold him close.

Talk. Say something. Do it for him. Mikey needs you.

I haven’t been able to talk to him or even Frank!

Try.


I open my mouth to speak, but fail again.

Maybe I should try singing.

I take in a deep breath and sing softly.

“W-Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling…”

I get a bit louder.

”And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall..”

Mikey smiles widely up at me.

”And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall…”

Frank turns and looks over as I cradle Mikey in my arms and continue singing.

”Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts

And we'll fly home
We'll fly home
You and I
We'll fly home…”

I stop and smile at Mikey.

“Y-You sang!” he grins.

Frank hugs me from behind “And it was lovely.”

I smile and kiss Mikey’s forehead and whisper “I had to, for you.”

I turn to Frank “And I’ve been dying to say this for weeks.” I peck his lips “I love you so fucking much.”

He grins and kisses me again “I love you too.”

“C-Can I still stay?” Mikey asks.

I smile “Of course, Mikes.” I snuggle him close and close my eyes, as Frank snuggles me.


“Mikey?” Ray calls in a worried voice “MIKEY?” he opens the door and lets out a sigh of relief.

I squint up at him “Morning.”

”Good morning, Jesus Mikey just disappeared I was freaking-wait you just talked.”

I giggle and nod, then poke Mikey’s side “Wakey Wakey…”

He stirs and looks up at Ray “Hey.”

“Hey? You scared me!” He pouts.

“I’m sorry honey…” Mikey stands up and hugs him “I had a bad dream.”

Ray chuckles “So you came to cuddle with your brother and his boyfriend?”

Mikey grins, “My cuddling skills got Gee talking.”

“Singing, more like.” Frank mumbles and cuddles closer.

I smile and turn in his arms “Sorry for waking you last night, love.”

He smiles “It was a nice way to wake up. Your voice is beautiful, Geebear.”

“Gramma’s cooking breakfast, it’s almost done.” Ray nods at us before walking out with Mikey.

Frank smiles as they close the door, “Could you sing to me?”

I blush “I-If you want…”

He smiles and nods “If you wouldn’t mind, I’d love it.”

I giggle and softly sing the words to “This is Halloween.”

He kisses me softly as I finish and grins “You have the most amazing voice…”

I blush and smile as he kisses me again.
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