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After breakfast, Gramma Elena, Ray and Mikey go to the grocery store. I stay behind to do the dishes, and Frank stays with me. I smile at him as I hand him a dish to rinse. He smiles back, holding it under the water, watching the suds drip off, then swirl into the drainer. After he rinses it, he sets it on the towel to dry, and smiles over at me, waiting for me to wash the next dish.
“Geebear?” he takes the dish I hand him and rinses it off.
“Hmm?” I glance over at him, scrubbing egg off of a plate.
“I love you, so much.” He tiptoes to kiss my cheek.
I smile and lean down to quickly peck his lips “I love you too, Frank.”
We clean the last of the dishes, and go into my, well our, bedroom. He takes his damp shirt off and searches for another. You could stay shirtless, that’d be fine by me. He shrugs and gives up his search and plops beside me on the bed with a grin. A grin that melts my heart and makes me want to smother him in kisses. I smile back, unable to keep my eyes off of his bare chest. He chuckles quietly and kisses my cheek. I reach out and gently run my fingers down his chest, causing him to shiver. I smile shyly and pull my hand back. He moves closer and whispers.
“You’re clothes are all wet.”
I feel myself blush furiously as I nod.
He gives me a loving smile as I feel my fingers move to the end of my shirt. No. Absolutely not. I am not showing my hideous scars. I fumble with the end a bit more. Frank knows about the scars. He’s seen them and still says I’m beautiful. I pull my shirt up a little and pause. He has to say that. He loves you, so he’s obligated to praise your appearance. I bite my lip. Enough of that. Take the damn shirt off. I pull the shirt above my head and toss it across the room, joining Frank’s. He grins and gently touches my chest. I tense up a bit as his fingers travel my chest. He smiles at me and kisses my cheek.
“Relax, love.”
I nod and relax my muscles as he continues. He smiles and lies back, pulling me on top of him. I blush as our chests touch. I’m sure he can feel the rapid beating of my heart.
“Kiss me.” he whispers.
I obey, and lean down to kiss his soft, perfect lips. He kisses back and wraps his arms around my neck as I tangle my fingers in his hair. I such on his bottom lip and tug on it a bit between my teeth, earning a small moan to pour out of his lips. I can’t help but grin as his tongue licks between my lips, into my mouth. I swirl my tongue around his, determined to win this battle for dominance. I lick into his mouth, massaging every bit I can with my tongue. He moans again as I pull at his hair. He presses his hips up against mine, causing me to blush during our kiss, but also press down on his hips. I pull back from his lips to kiss his neck. He breathes heavily as I spread open kisses down his neck, then bite hard between his neck and shoulder. He moans out loudly, making me damn glad we’re alone. I pull back and uncontrollably smirk at him. He bites his lip as I kiss down his chest. He moans as I bite a spot along the way. My fingers fumble nervously with the button on his jeans.
“G-Gee? B-Baby if you’re not sure about this-“
I look up at him as I unzip his pants, silently telling him that I’m quite aware of what I’m doing.
He nods and I continue, slipping the tight jeans off my Frankie’s hips, and grin at his Batman boxers before tossing the pants to the floor. He watches as I kiss above the waistband of his boxers and lick across it teasingly. Now I just hope I don’t completely fuck up… I grin up at him as I slide the boxers down slowly. I moan softly at his already hard member and take it gently between my fingers. I stroke my fingers up and down his shaft, earning another moan from my Frankie’s perfect lips. I smiles softly and quicken my pace a bit, watching his back arch slightly. I lean down and nervously lick his tip, causing him to squirm beneath me. I can’t help but smirk before I lick again teasingly.
He moans, tangling his fingers in my hair “G-Gerard…”
I take his head into my mouth and swirl my tongue around it, causing more moans. I take more into my mouth and suck a bit harder as I massage with my tongue. Fuck, I’m doing this right…right? I glance up at Frank as I take more in, hearing another moan. Well he certainly seems to be enjoying it. I lick around his length and suck even more in, and start humming softly against his skin. He moans loudly and pulls my hair, causing my to then moan against him.
“F-Fuck, oh Geebear I’m close..” He tugs again as I take every bit of him down my throat and hum, lick and suck, desperate to please him.
He holds back as long as he can, but after a bit of my sucking and licking, he releases the warm liquid down my throat. I pull back slowly as his length slides out of my mouth and blush deeply as he grins down at me.
“W-Wow Gee I-“
“Boy’s we’re home!” Gramma calls from the living room.
My eyes widen as I quickly hand Frank his pants and grab us both two shirts, hearing footsteps in the hall.
”Fuckfuckfuck!” I shove no my shirt and watch as he struggles with his.
“Gee?” I hear Mikey in the hall.
I help Frank, who’s still breathing rather heavily, slide on his shirt and try to fix my hair in the mirror.
The door opens a bit when I realize my shirt is on backwards.
Mikey peeks in “Gee?”
“Y-Yeah?” I walk over to the door, hopefully blocking vision of Frank who’s still trying to fasten his pants.
“We’re home… Did you know your shirt was backwards?” He raises an eyebrow.
I burst into nervous giggles “I-ohreally?-Nowway! I,how’d-“
Frank walks over and covers my mouth with his hand “Sugar, shut up.” He chuckles and I pout at him.
“Nice sex hair, guys.” He walks out without another word.
I blush deeply and lean on Frank’s shoulder.
He whispers into my ear “That was amazing, Love. I hope to return the favor soon.”
I blush even more and whisper “Can’t say I’d complain.”
“Frank, Gerard!” Gramma Elena calls.
We rush downstairs, after I fix my shirt.
I snuggle in Frank’s lap as we watch The Legend of Sleepy Hollow in the living room with Mikey, Ray and Gramma Elena. I wonder where I got the guts to do that earlier… Frank squeezes my waist as I kiss his cheek.
“Gerard?” Gramma snaps me out of my trance.
“Yes Gramma Elena?” I look up at her.
She motions for me to follow her out of the room.
I nod and kiss Frank’s cheek again before removing myself from his comfy lap.
I follow Gramma into her bedroom and sit beside her on the bed. The scent of this room smells exactly like her. I remember crawling into her bed at night after nightmares. I remember hiding under her bed for days, to stay away from my father. This room has always been, like her house as a whole, my safe place.
“Gerard?”
I look up at her.
“What happened while we were gone?” she asks sounding concerned.
I blush deeply and look down. I couldn’t talk if I wanted to.
“I overheard Mikey talking to Ray…”
I continue to stare at the blanket neatly spread across her bed.
“Just nod or shake your head… did you and Frank have sex?”
Not…technically.
I shake my head.
She nods “I know you will eventually, Gerard so you can stop being so embarrassed. I just want you to wait until you know you’re ready, okay?”
What is with people thinking I’m not ready? Am I not mature enough or something?
I nod.
“Gerard?”
I look up at her.
“I’m very proud of you.”
I look at her confused. Proud of WHAT?
She smiles “I’m proud that you’re a great big brother. I’m proud that you don’t try to hide who you really are. I’m proud to call you my grandson.”
I blush and smile, hugging her neck like when I was a small child. She hugs back.
Frank and I walk to my bedroom, both yawning. Mikey kept us up with a horror marathon. I lay down and snuggle close to Frank. He wraps his arms around me.
“I love you Geebear.”
I smile “I love you too, honey.”
I close my eyes and fall asleep, protected from any nightmares in his arms.
I wake up a bit earlier than usual and smile at Frank, still snuggled close to me. I kiss his cheek softly. His eye flutter open and he smiles and gently kisses my lips. I kiss back softly.
He pulls back a little “Good Morning, Beautiful.”
I blush and kiss his nose “Morning, Gorgeous.”
He smiles and kisses my cheek “What time is it?”
“Like…8:30.”
He nods and sits up “Hey, how about just me an you go spend the day together somewhere?” he smiles.
I smile back and nod “Sounds amazing to me.”
He stands up and pulls on some clean clothes, and I do the same not really worried about him seeing anything anymore. We go downstairs and I scribble a note for Gramma Elena.
I kiss him softly before sitting in the driver’s side and buckling my seat belt.
“So, where too, Frankie?”
He smiles “Want some breakfast?”
“Frankie, I’m broke…”
He shrugs “I got paid the other day.”
I sigh and nod. I hate that Frankie has a job and I don’t. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for him. I just get stabbed in the gut with guilt every time he buys me something.
He kisses my cheek “You know I don’t mind. Plus, we need to eat.”
I nod and mumble “Fine.” And drive to Denny’s.
We get out and he laces our fingers. I squeeze his hand as we walk inside and take our seats. He smiles from across the table and glances through his menu and I do the same. I take a sip of my coffee as we wait and giggle.
“It’s been a while since I’ve been up this early, willingly.”
He smiles “Me too, but every moment is amazing with you. Even if we’re half asleep.”
I smile and feel a blush creep across my cheeks.
After breakfast we go to the park, near Gramma Elena’s house. I push him on the swings, giggling. He smiles as I take the swing beside him and try to swing in synch with him.
”Ready to jump?” He grins childishly as we swing higher.
“Hell yes!”
“1!” He yells
”2!” I grin at him
“3!” we shout and jump out of the swings.
We giggle and run for the slide.
We head back home when Frankie gently taps my shoulder.
“Pull over for a minute?”
I nod with a concered look “You alright?”
“I’m great, love.”
I pull over “You sure?”
He nods “I just… I wanna talk.”
I nod and look into his eyes.
“Geebear… You make me so happy.”
I smile “You make me happy to, Frankie.”
“I..I want to marry you.”
My eyes widen “Y-You what?”
He holds out a ring “This was my Grandmother’s. She left it to me when she passed. I want you to have it. So erm…marry me?”
I pull him into a tight hug and kiss his cheeks before nodding a lot.
He smiles and slips the ring onto my finger “I know it won’t be any time soon, but I’m in no rush.”
I smile at him “Neither am I, love.”
I kiss him lovingly before continuing our journey home.
“Geebear?” he takes the dish I hand him and rinses it off.
“Hmm?” I glance over at him, scrubbing egg off of a plate.
“I love you, so much.” He tiptoes to kiss my cheek.
I smile and lean down to quickly peck his lips “I love you too, Frank.”
We clean the last of the dishes, and go into my, well our, bedroom. He takes his damp shirt off and searches for another. You could stay shirtless, that’d be fine by me. He shrugs and gives up his search and plops beside me on the bed with a grin. A grin that melts my heart and makes me want to smother him in kisses. I smile back, unable to keep my eyes off of his bare chest. He chuckles quietly and kisses my cheek. I reach out and gently run my fingers down his chest, causing him to shiver. I smile shyly and pull my hand back. He moves closer and whispers.
“You’re clothes are all wet.”
I feel myself blush furiously as I nod.
He gives me a loving smile as I feel my fingers move to the end of my shirt. No. Absolutely not. I am not showing my hideous scars. I fumble with the end a bit more. Frank knows about the scars. He’s seen them and still says I’m beautiful. I pull my shirt up a little and pause. He has to say that. He loves you, so he’s obligated to praise your appearance. I bite my lip. Enough of that. Take the damn shirt off. I pull the shirt above my head and toss it across the room, joining Frank’s. He grins and gently touches my chest. I tense up a bit as his fingers travel my chest. He smiles at me and kisses my cheek.
“Relax, love.”
I nod and relax my muscles as he continues. He smiles and lies back, pulling me on top of him. I blush as our chests touch. I’m sure he can feel the rapid beating of my heart.
“Kiss me.” he whispers.
I obey, and lean down to kiss his soft, perfect lips. He kisses back and wraps his arms around my neck as I tangle my fingers in his hair. I such on his bottom lip and tug on it a bit between my teeth, earning a small moan to pour out of his lips. I can’t help but grin as his tongue licks between my lips, into my mouth. I swirl my tongue around his, determined to win this battle for dominance. I lick into his mouth, massaging every bit I can with my tongue. He moans again as I pull at his hair. He presses his hips up against mine, causing me to blush during our kiss, but also press down on his hips. I pull back from his lips to kiss his neck. He breathes heavily as I spread open kisses down his neck, then bite hard between his neck and shoulder. He moans out loudly, making me damn glad we’re alone. I pull back and uncontrollably smirk at him. He bites his lip as I kiss down his chest. He moans as I bite a spot along the way. My fingers fumble nervously with the button on his jeans.
“G-Gee? B-Baby if you’re not sure about this-“
I look up at him as I unzip his pants, silently telling him that I’m quite aware of what I’m doing.
He nods and I continue, slipping the tight jeans off my Frankie’s hips, and grin at his Batman boxers before tossing the pants to the floor. He watches as I kiss above the waistband of his boxers and lick across it teasingly. Now I just hope I don’t completely fuck up… I grin up at him as I slide the boxers down slowly. I moan softly at his already hard member and take it gently between my fingers. I stroke my fingers up and down his shaft, earning another moan from my Frankie’s perfect lips. I smiles softly and quicken my pace a bit, watching his back arch slightly. I lean down and nervously lick his tip, causing him to squirm beneath me. I can’t help but smirk before I lick again teasingly.
He moans, tangling his fingers in my hair “G-Gerard…”
I take his head into my mouth and swirl my tongue around it, causing more moans. I take more into my mouth and suck a bit harder as I massage with my tongue. Fuck, I’m doing this right…right? I glance up at Frank as I take more in, hearing another moan. Well he certainly seems to be enjoying it. I lick around his length and suck even more in, and start humming softly against his skin. He moans loudly and pulls my hair, causing my to then moan against him.
“F-Fuck, oh Geebear I’m close..” He tugs again as I take every bit of him down my throat and hum, lick and suck, desperate to please him.
He holds back as long as he can, but after a bit of my sucking and licking, he releases the warm liquid down my throat. I pull back slowly as his length slides out of my mouth and blush deeply as he grins down at me.
“W-Wow Gee I-“
“Boy’s we’re home!” Gramma calls from the living room.
My eyes widen as I quickly hand Frank his pants and grab us both two shirts, hearing footsteps in the hall.
”Fuckfuckfuck!” I shove no my shirt and watch as he struggles with his.
“Gee?” I hear Mikey in the hall.
I help Frank, who’s still breathing rather heavily, slide on his shirt and try to fix my hair in the mirror.
The door opens a bit when I realize my shirt is on backwards.
Mikey peeks in “Gee?”
“Y-Yeah?” I walk over to the door, hopefully blocking vision of Frank who’s still trying to fasten his pants.
“We’re home… Did you know your shirt was backwards?” He raises an eyebrow.
I burst into nervous giggles “I-ohreally?-Nowway! I,how’d-“
Frank walks over and covers my mouth with his hand “Sugar, shut up.” He chuckles and I pout at him.
“Nice sex hair, guys.” He walks out without another word.
I blush deeply and lean on Frank’s shoulder.
He whispers into my ear “That was amazing, Love. I hope to return the favor soon.”
I blush even more and whisper “Can’t say I’d complain.”
“Frank, Gerard!” Gramma Elena calls.
We rush downstairs, after I fix my shirt.
I snuggle in Frank’s lap as we watch The Legend of Sleepy Hollow in the living room with Mikey, Ray and Gramma Elena. I wonder where I got the guts to do that earlier… Frank squeezes my waist as I kiss his cheek.
“Gerard?” Gramma snaps me out of my trance.
“Yes Gramma Elena?” I look up at her.
She motions for me to follow her out of the room.
I nod and kiss Frank’s cheek again before removing myself from his comfy lap.
I follow Gramma into her bedroom and sit beside her on the bed. The scent of this room smells exactly like her. I remember crawling into her bed at night after nightmares. I remember hiding under her bed for days, to stay away from my father. This room has always been, like her house as a whole, my safe place.
“Gerard?”
I look up at her.
“What happened while we were gone?” she asks sounding concerned.
I blush deeply and look down. I couldn’t talk if I wanted to.
“I overheard Mikey talking to Ray…”
I continue to stare at the blanket neatly spread across her bed.
“Just nod or shake your head… did you and Frank have sex?”
Not…technically.
I shake my head.
She nods “I know you will eventually, Gerard so you can stop being so embarrassed. I just want you to wait until you know you’re ready, okay?”
What is with people thinking I’m not ready? Am I not mature enough or something?
I nod.
“Gerard?”
I look up at her.
“I’m very proud of you.”
I look at her confused. Proud of WHAT?
She smiles “I’m proud that you’re a great big brother. I’m proud that you don’t try to hide who you really are. I’m proud to call you my grandson.”
I blush and smile, hugging her neck like when I was a small child. She hugs back.
Frank and I walk to my bedroom, both yawning. Mikey kept us up with a horror marathon. I lay down and snuggle close to Frank. He wraps his arms around me.
“I love you Geebear.”
I smile “I love you too, honey.”
I close my eyes and fall asleep, protected from any nightmares in his arms.
I wake up a bit earlier than usual and smile at Frank, still snuggled close to me. I kiss his cheek softly. His eye flutter open and he smiles and gently kisses my lips. I kiss back softly.
He pulls back a little “Good Morning, Beautiful.”
I blush and kiss his nose “Morning, Gorgeous.”
He smiles and kisses my cheek “What time is it?”
“Like…8:30.”
He nods and sits up “Hey, how about just me an you go spend the day together somewhere?” he smiles.
I smile back and nod “Sounds amazing to me.”
He stands up and pulls on some clean clothes, and I do the same not really worried about him seeing anything anymore. We go downstairs and I scribble a note for Gramma Elena.
Gramma Elena,
Frank and I are going out for a bit, I have my cell and we should be back soon.
Love you,
Gee and Frankie
I kiss him softly before sitting in the driver’s side and buckling my seat belt.
“So, where too, Frankie?”
He smiles “Want some breakfast?”
“Frankie, I’m broke…”
He shrugs “I got paid the other day.”
I sigh and nod. I hate that Frankie has a job and I don’t. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for him. I just get stabbed in the gut with guilt every time he buys me something.
He kisses my cheek “You know I don’t mind. Plus, we need to eat.”
I nod and mumble “Fine.” And drive to Denny’s.
We get out and he laces our fingers. I squeeze his hand as we walk inside and take our seats. He smiles from across the table and glances through his menu and I do the same. I take a sip of my coffee as we wait and giggle.
“It’s been a while since I’ve been up this early, willingly.”
He smiles “Me too, but every moment is amazing with you. Even if we’re half asleep.”
I smile and feel a blush creep across my cheeks.
After breakfast we go to the park, near Gramma Elena’s house. I push him on the swings, giggling. He smiles as I take the swing beside him and try to swing in synch with him.
”Ready to jump?” He grins childishly as we swing higher.
“Hell yes!”
“1!” He yells
”2!” I grin at him
“3!” we shout and jump out of the swings.
We giggle and run for the slide.
We head back home when Frankie gently taps my shoulder.
“Pull over for a minute?”
I nod with a concered look “You alright?”
“I’m great, love.”
I pull over “You sure?”
He nods “I just… I wanna talk.”
I nod and look into his eyes.
“Geebear… You make me so happy.”
I smile “You make me happy to, Frankie.”
“I..I want to marry you.”
My eyes widen “Y-You what?”
He holds out a ring “This was my Grandmother’s. She left it to me when she passed. I want you to have it. So erm…marry me?”
I pull him into a tight hug and kiss his cheeks before nodding a lot.
He smiles and slips the ring onto my finger “I know it won’t be any time soon, but I’m in no rush.”
I smile at him “Neither am I, love.”
I kiss him lovingly before continuing our journey home.
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