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After the whole mess with going to see Trace in jail, I came home and Frankie was just furious asking me how I could just go and sit in front of the person who had been hurting us the whole time we were together. We didnt really talk to much up until the day of the actual trial. So here we were now just getting ready and I totally felt like he was just tolerating me because the day had finally come and he had to deal with it.

"So you ready to go then" he sighed sitting on the bed as i fixed my hair up. I just nodded not even looking at him and I got up grabbing my stuff and we went downstairs made sure everything was locked up and we left. The whole ride was just so quiet and so awkward and it didnt make it any better when we actually pulled up to the courthouse and it was swarmed with reporters and papparazzi. We had to practically get out and run inside. Once we were there everything was like a complete blur I felt like I was gonna lose it and when they finally convicted Trace and I heard that he was gonna get life I felt my whole heart shatter, I still had that feeling that something wasnt right with all of this. I sat there in awe as I looked at Trace's face and I felt the tears fall like crazy when he screamed out that he didnt do any of it, I wanted to stand up and just help him and take him away from all of this but I couldnt cause no matter what I felt he had done it and thats what hurt the most. When it was finally over I just wanted to go home and be with my baby, I refused to do any press relases and I made Mikey take me home.

"Elles you know hes gonna be okay, I'm sorry but he deserves to be were he is" Mikey whispered sitting next to me on the couch in my living room.
"I know he did, but Mikes something tells me that its wrong, I don't why" I wiped my eyes and looked down at sabbie as she smiled up at me.
"ya I get that feeling to but all the evidence points to him.
"ya" I replied as I enhaled deeply and I got up when I heard Frankies car pull into the garage.
"well I better get going let you two talk for awhile" Mikey sighed getting up and I walked him to the door.
"call me later ok"
"ok Mikes" He just nodded and gave me a hug and kissed sabbie on the forehead.
"bye"
"bye" I closed the door and I walked upstairs and laid Sabbie down for her nap and sat next to her crip watching her as she stared up at her mobile.

"Love"
"ya frankie" I replied looking over at him in the doorway.
"do you wanna talk"
"about"
"everything can you come downstairs with me" I just nodded and I got up walking past him and I sat down in the kitchen. I waited a couple of minutes and he finally came downstairs pulling a chair and sitting in front of me.
"listen I know I just completely went overboard last week but you have to understand that I have a right to be angry about what you did, all I want is for you to be safe and you going there to see him didnt make it safe so I just want you to know that I am sorry for yelling and I dont want you to be mad at me anymore" he looked up at me taking my hand in his.
"Frankie how can you expect not to be mad at that I understand that you have a right to be angry but I had to do it and thats what I need you to understand but now its all over and I dont want to be mad anymore I just want us to be like we were and just be happy, we can start our life again baby its over finally its over and I just want to put it all behind us and focus on our family thats all I want just happiness for you, me and our baby." I smiled.
"then thats what we'll have my love" he smiled back leaning in and kissing my lips.