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A/N: Okay everyone! Heres the second oart of the update! I wrote it all this morning so I really hope that you like it!
XOXO Violet
Franks POV:
Right now I have something called free period. I try to get through a crowd of people. I get shoved and pushed and elbowed. I even fall a couple of times. It doesn't seem like a high school hall way... Its a FUCKING MOSH PIT!
By the time I finally get out of the bilding I forgot why I was trying to get out anyway! I look around for some friendly face... Or Gerard. Gerard would be nice. I start giggling and day dreaming about what it would be like to be with him this very moment.
Out of the coner of my eye I see someone hop down the stairs and I turn to look at them. I trip down a couple of stairs. Dreams really do come true! I follow him down to some corner behind some dumpsters. I see that everyone is smoking and a poster that reads Smokers Corner.
I pull out a pack of cigarettes and sit next to Gerard. When he sees me he chokes on smoke. I couldn't help but laugh.
"You okay.. erm Gerard, right?" Of cuarse his name is Gerard! I can't let him know that I want to fuck his brains out!
"Yup. You names Frank right, Frank?" I smile. At least I'm not the only one who's bad with words.
"Haha! Nice one. And the one and only,"
I take out a cig and light it up. I take a slowly inhale trying to calm my nerves. He pulls out a cig too.
"So how did you find this place?" Fuck! That was the only question I was trying to avoid! I couldn't tell him that I followed him here and I can't tell him that I was meeting someone here because I don't know anyone here but Gerard. So I just come up with something.
"Well.... I umm... I was just walking around finding a place just to chill and I ran into Smokers Corner," I hold my breath and hopefully he believes me!
"Aww shit! We gotta run!" Gerard yells. I look around and see a teacher coming towards us. Everyone runs and its just me and Gerard. He holds my hands and we run. I can't seem to breath. His touch is electrifying!
We manage to duck behind some cars and and we laugh.
"Fuck," Gerard mumbles. He is still holding my hand. It feels like butterflies are burning through the lining in my stomach. The world seems to come to a stop I have found my personal high. I let it go on a little longer. A little 'Wow' escapes my lips. Gerard looks down and releases my hand. He blushes and my whole world collapses around me. My heart stops and it feels like its remains are being stabbed. I fallen too hard for him and now I have hit the ground. Realization has finally come.
He has a girlfriend....
I look over at Gerard and he punches himself in the face.
"Wow! Dude! Are you okay!?" I can't help but laugh. If I can't have him as a boyfriend... Maybe I can keep him as a friend...
"Yeah, I'm fine," We both look at each other and star laughing. I get so caught in the moment that I didn't realize the teacher has gotten really close.
"HEY! YOU TOO!" The teacher runs after us. We are still laughing. I take hold of his hand and we run looking for a place to hide.
We run to the gym and hide in an janitors closet. He tries to turn on the light but it doesn't turn on. I'm actually happy that it doesn't. It would ruin the moments that we are having... If it is a moment. I sure hope to God it is. We both start laughing.
We sit down and lean against each other. We are still holding hands and I hope Gerard lies it as much as I do. Or doesn't really notice. I start to get nervous hoping he wouldn't pull away. He softly squeezes my hand and I almost go crazy! He knows that we are still holding hands and that he actually likes it!
I return the jester and squeeze his hand back. The next thing I know is that he has laid his head on my shoulder. My breathing turns heavy and I have to break the silence or I will go fucking nuts!
"So...." I say still smiling. I cant help but smile. I'm in a very small space with a total sex god!
"So..." Gerard responds. I can tell hes smiling.
"So...." I say again. I start to laugh and Gerard giggles. He has the cutest giggle..
"Frank.... I have a question... Its kind of a stupid question but I just want to know if you," I slap him softly and he seems to relax a little.
"Spit it out!" We start laughing and I slowly stroke his head, He seems to relax again.
"Do you like guys?" I am a little shocked that he asked. I thought he never would.. I also hoped he never would. I can't lie to him! He will figure it out eventually! I continue to stroke his head as I answer.
"Yes..."
"I mean its just a silly question. I mean you don't have to answer.. Wait... Did you say yes?" I look at Gerard and hes literally GLOWING!
"Yes, Gerard... I like boys," I giggle,"Why did you ask?" I squirm a little. Hopefully he wouldn't think I'm sort of freak...
"I asked because.... I .. umm...," He pauses,"because I really like you and I was hoping you feel the same way..." He lets go of my hand and I can hear him sniffling. A couple of droplets fall on my hand. Then it hits me...
"Gerard!? Are you crying??" I ask a little worried.
"Yes..." he mumbles. I have no clue how to react!
"Yes fucking suck it up! I really like you too. And I was scared that you wouldn't like me back," I laugh and hold both his hands. I feel like crying too. He actually likes me back!
He lays his head back on my shoulder. I look down at him and kiss his forehead. His breathing slows and hes asleep. I smile and go over what happened in my head. I laugh quietly and fall asleep too.
XOXO Violet
Franks POV:
Right now I have something called free period. I try to get through a crowd of people. I get shoved and pushed and elbowed. I even fall a couple of times. It doesn't seem like a high school hall way... Its a FUCKING MOSH PIT!
By the time I finally get out of the bilding I forgot why I was trying to get out anyway! I look around for some friendly face... Or Gerard. Gerard would be nice. I start giggling and day dreaming about what it would be like to be with him this very moment.
Out of the coner of my eye I see someone hop down the stairs and I turn to look at them. I trip down a couple of stairs. Dreams really do come true! I follow him down to some corner behind some dumpsters. I see that everyone is smoking and a poster that reads Smokers Corner.
I pull out a pack of cigarettes and sit next to Gerard. When he sees me he chokes on smoke. I couldn't help but laugh.
"You okay.. erm Gerard, right?" Of cuarse his name is Gerard! I can't let him know that I want to fuck his brains out!
"Yup. You names Frank right, Frank?" I smile. At least I'm not the only one who's bad with words.
"Haha! Nice one. And the one and only,"
I take out a cig and light it up. I take a slowly inhale trying to calm my nerves. He pulls out a cig too.
"So how did you find this place?" Fuck! That was the only question I was trying to avoid! I couldn't tell him that I followed him here and I can't tell him that I was meeting someone here because I don't know anyone here but Gerard. So I just come up with something.
"Well.... I umm... I was just walking around finding a place just to chill and I ran into Smokers Corner," I hold my breath and hopefully he believes me!
"Aww shit! We gotta run!" Gerard yells. I look around and see a teacher coming towards us. Everyone runs and its just me and Gerard. He holds my hands and we run. I can't seem to breath. His touch is electrifying!
We manage to duck behind some cars and and we laugh.
"Fuck," Gerard mumbles. He is still holding my hand. It feels like butterflies are burning through the lining in my stomach. The world seems to come to a stop I have found my personal high. I let it go on a little longer. A little 'Wow' escapes my lips. Gerard looks down and releases my hand. He blushes and my whole world collapses around me. My heart stops and it feels like its remains are being stabbed. I fallen too hard for him and now I have hit the ground. Realization has finally come.
He has a girlfriend....
I look over at Gerard and he punches himself in the face.
"Wow! Dude! Are you okay!?" I can't help but laugh. If I can't have him as a boyfriend... Maybe I can keep him as a friend...
"Yeah, I'm fine," We both look at each other and star laughing. I get so caught in the moment that I didn't realize the teacher has gotten really close.
"HEY! YOU TOO!" The teacher runs after us. We are still laughing. I take hold of his hand and we run looking for a place to hide.
We run to the gym and hide in an janitors closet. He tries to turn on the light but it doesn't turn on. I'm actually happy that it doesn't. It would ruin the moments that we are having... If it is a moment. I sure hope to God it is. We both start laughing.
We sit down and lean against each other. We are still holding hands and I hope Gerard lies it as much as I do. Or doesn't really notice. I start to get nervous hoping he wouldn't pull away. He softly squeezes my hand and I almost go crazy! He knows that we are still holding hands and that he actually likes it!
I return the jester and squeeze his hand back. The next thing I know is that he has laid his head on my shoulder. My breathing turns heavy and I have to break the silence or I will go fucking nuts!
"So...." I say still smiling. I cant help but smile. I'm in a very small space with a total sex god!
"So..." Gerard responds. I can tell hes smiling.
"So...." I say again. I start to laugh and Gerard giggles. He has the cutest giggle..
"Frank.... I have a question... Its kind of a stupid question but I just want to know if you," I slap him softly and he seems to relax a little.
"Spit it out!" We start laughing and I slowly stroke his head, He seems to relax again.
"Do you like guys?" I am a little shocked that he asked. I thought he never would.. I also hoped he never would. I can't lie to him! He will figure it out eventually! I continue to stroke his head as I answer.
"Yes..."
"I mean its just a silly question. I mean you don't have to answer.. Wait... Did you say yes?" I look at Gerard and hes literally GLOWING!
"Yes, Gerard... I like boys," I giggle,"Why did you ask?" I squirm a little. Hopefully he wouldn't think I'm sort of freak...
"I asked because.... I .. umm...," He pauses,"because I really like you and I was hoping you feel the same way..." He lets go of my hand and I can hear him sniffling. A couple of droplets fall on my hand. Then it hits me...
"Gerard!? Are you crying??" I ask a little worried.
"Yes..." he mumbles. I have no clue how to react!
"Yes fucking suck it up! I really like you too. And I was scared that you wouldn't like me back," I laugh and hold both his hands. I feel like crying too. He actually likes me back!
He lays his head back on my shoulder. I look down at him and kiss his forehead. His breathing slows and hes asleep. I smile and go over what happened in my head. I laugh quietly and fall asleep too.
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