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So. I'm in a hell of a lot better mood than I was because of you guys, so thank you. Er, I've updated The New Kid Is In Town, so please check that out of you have time :) And I'm writing this in the complete dark with a bad stomach cramp, so I apologise in advance for the shittyness of it
Frank woke up that morning refreshed after a good night's sleep. He still couldn't believe that he was Gerard's boyfriend, and had to remind himself of the conversation last night to be totally sure about it. He took extra time on his hair and eyeliner this morning, and made sure that he didn't stink to high heaven like he usually did. He packed his back and lept down the stairs because of his good moods. For once he managed to shove a piece of toast down his throat before he left, and he felt happier than he had in weeks, no, months, as he trudged to the bus stop with Black Veil Brides filling his ears with beautiful screaming music.
When he reached the bus stop, Alex, Jack nor Rian were there, and Frank deduced that they were skiving today, as they did at least once a week. He was relieved because at least he wouldn't have to put up with any of their stupidness today. Instead he just relaxed and thought about Gerard. Woah. He was really going out with him? Daym.
/I bleed for you, forever I will lie awake,I would die for you!/
As he listened to those lyrics, Frank thought how true they were, because he would actually die for Gerard. Whether Gerard would do the same for him, Frank didn't know, but he was going to trust him to not make him look like a complete fool. The bus came and Frank got on, and noticed that his usual seat was taken. He marched up to whoever was sitting there and half-shouted 'What are you doing in my seat? Get out of there!' and the midget who was sittin there swiftly hurried to another seat, terrified of Frank. Frank sat down, pleased with the influence he had over 7th graders, and thought about Gerard again.
/I see the truth, I've given you my heart to break, I would die for you!/
Ah, how true those words were. Frank had told Gerard about his feelings and now he could do anything with that knowledge, including making Frank look like a fool and breaking his heart at the same time. Damn, why had he said anything? He should've just left it, because although they were going out, Frank still had a feeling that Gerard wasn't being completely honest.
At school, Frank found Gerard, Brendon and Bob already there and Gerard gave Frank a huge warm smile, which Frank returned. He and Gerard stood next to each other and Gerard made a point of playing with Frank's hands, until Brendon said 'What the hell is up wih you Gerard? You've been distracted about something all of yesterday and today. I'm your motherfucking best friend here, you can tell me!'
At this, Gerard went slightly red and muttered 'Yeah, but I can't tell you this, because it's personal...', to which Brendon looked very surprised and so retorted 'Fine, if you can't tell your bestfriend, you can't tell anyone. Or have you already?'
'Er maybe. I may or may not have told Frank, and I'm not gonna tell you which one so you'll just have to keep on guessing.' Gerard said with slightly more confidence in his voice. Frank admired him for standing up to Brendon, because he wouldn't be able to stand up to Gerard like that, well now anyway. Maybe he could when Gerard was ignoring him, but now Brendon wasn't exactly ignoring Gerard, so it was probably quite hard for Gerard.
Brendon shut up when the bell went, and now that Josh had abandoned us, Frank walked to form on his own. Gerard had seemed pretty defensive of their conversation last night, so Frank had stopped worrying so much about what Gerard would say to the others. He sat with Lindsey and Tay like usual, and found Lindsey and Jamia were swapping revision notes. He started to panic about when exams were, so he asked them and they said that the next one was in about 43 days. Not to be precise or anything. With that information, Frank relaxed and thought how utterly nerdy that was, to be swapping revision notes a full 43 days before the exam.
Frank's first lesson was Maths, which he had with Mikey and Bob. He could talk to both of them maybe concerning what had gone on last night, but he didn't want to tell anyone unless Gerard told anyone and if he hadn't told Brendon, he wasn't gonna tell anyone. So Frank decided to let the matter drop and not tell them. After struggling with several sheets of algebra, Frank was more than ready to drop the whole subject when he could, but that wasn't allowed because of 'government law' or something stupid.
Frank went to his second lesson on his own, because Ray was in English and Mikey not Bob were. The hour passed very slowly, in Frank's opinion, because they were reading a book and some of the dumbasses in the class couldn't even pronounce the word 'poetry' correctly. When it was his turn to read out loud, Frank made sure that he read quite quickly, so people couldn't get bored as easily and so their teacher would let them go earlier. However, because Frank had read so fast, the teacher decided that they had to read extra in the time that Frank had made up.
At break, everyone decided to sit down because it was quite a nice day, and so Frank found himself in Gerard's lap. No one really looked strangely at them because Frank was the midget and sat in everyone's lap at some point or another. This time though, Frank felt butterflies erupt in his stomach when he sat down, and thought he was actually in heaven when Gerard put his arms around him for a cuddle. They agreed that Frank could go back to Gerard's house after school, and after phoning his mom, Frank was very happy.
The next lesson dragged on and on, and when lunch finally came, Frank rushed out of the door and collapsed next to Gerard on the floor. Gerard pulled him up so Frank was on his lap again and murmered into his ear 'So, what do you want to do tonight?'. Frank felt his cheeks go red and answered in the same low voice 'I dunno, it's up to you...'.
Gerard had a surprise planned apparently, and Frank couldn't help but pester Gerard all through lunch time to find out what it was. Gerard didn't mind though, he said he loved Frank's obvious childishness.
When Frank found himself walking home with Gerard, Brendon and Bob, he persuaded Gerard that he was really tired, so Gerard offered him a piggy back. Pretty soon, the four of them were having a race to find out which 'horse' was faster; Gerard or Brendon. It was good fun and when Brendon and Bob went their separate ways, Frank felt a bit sad. At least he could have Gerard all to himself now. 'So, what's the surprise?' he whispered to Gerard, tryig to use the element of surprise to catch him out.
'No chance! You'll see when we get there!' He answered, and Frank could tell that he was getting excited too. 'Please Gerard? Pretty please with me on top?' Frank carried on cheekily.
'Fine, I'll race you there and then you can see!' Gerard said as he started to run, and Frank struggled to catch up with him. Finally, they arrived exhausted at Gerard's door, and he unlocked it to find an empty house. 'Ta dah! An empty house. We can do what we want now...' Gerard murmered into Frank's ear. He grabbed Frank's hand and pulled him upstairs into his bedroom, which was painted a light blue and had an amazing amount of posters stuck all the way around it. Frank realised what Gerard wanted to do and instead of feeling scared, felt excited.
'So, what do you want to do now that I've shown you the surprise?'
'Ooooh I dunno... Maybe this?' Frank responded gently, and reached up to kiss Gerard tentatively on his lips. Gerard kissed him back even harder and wrapped his arms around Frank's waist. Frank reached up to to tangle his hands in Gerard's silky soft hair and as soon as Frank had done that, Gerard moaned and licked Frank's lips, seeking entrance. Frank obliged and the kiss deepened, with their tongues clashing together passionately. Gerard's hands found themselves creeping up under Frank's shirt and his spine erupted with goosebumps as soon as he felt Gerard's touch.
Soon, Gerard had grabbed hold of Frank's shirt and pulled it right off, leaving Frank half-naked, and Frank didn't think this was fair, so Gerard's shirt joined Frank's on the floor. Their arms snuck around each other and Gerard pushed Frank onto the bed. Frank felt his jeans get awfully tight and it didn't help when Gerard started kissing his neck. He moaned out loud and Gerard smiled into Frank's neck, knowing that he was turning the smaller boy on. As Gerard's hands fumbled with Frank's jeans, Frank got scared and whispered 'Gee, please. I don't wanna go any further... Sorry.'
Gerard nodded and said 'Sorry, I should have checked with you first.' Frank felt bad, so he said 'If you want, we can if you want...'
'No. If you don't want to, we won't.' Gerard said in a very final tone. He kissed Frank lightly again and then got off him. 'I'm gonna go and make us a milkshake. Do you want banana or strawberry or what?'
Frank felt bad so he offered to come and help him, resulting in Gerard pushing him on the bed and insisting that he stayed there. Gerard trudged downstairs to make it, and couldn't help but think about the cuteness of the boy lying upstairs on his bed. He made a banana milkshake, poured two glasses and took it upstairs where Frank was waiting. Gerard loved the smile on his face when he tasted it and found a lump of banana in it. They ended up laughing about it and joking about the poor food hygiene standards of today.
When Frank walked the long walk home with Gerard to keep him company, he thought how utterly perfect this was, because now he and Gerard were going out, which was more than Frank could have hoped for anyway.
Okay. I hope it wasn't really crappy, because my mood tends to show through my writing and right now I'm in bed ill and I have stomach cramps and yeah. You don't need to know about my crappy health XD I do know where this is going now, and hopefully there are gonna be quote a few more chapters, because I personally love reading stories with loads of chapters. So I'm gonna make this quite long (hopefully). mychemicalpony :)
Frank woke up that morning refreshed after a good night's sleep. He still couldn't believe that he was Gerard's boyfriend, and had to remind himself of the conversation last night to be totally sure about it. He took extra time on his hair and eyeliner this morning, and made sure that he didn't stink to high heaven like he usually did. He packed his back and lept down the stairs because of his good moods. For once he managed to shove a piece of toast down his throat before he left, and he felt happier than he had in weeks, no, months, as he trudged to the bus stop with Black Veil Brides filling his ears with beautiful screaming music.
When he reached the bus stop, Alex, Jack nor Rian were there, and Frank deduced that they were skiving today, as they did at least once a week. He was relieved because at least he wouldn't have to put up with any of their stupidness today. Instead he just relaxed and thought about Gerard. Woah. He was really going out with him? Daym.
/I bleed for you, forever I will lie awake,I would die for you!/
As he listened to those lyrics, Frank thought how true they were, because he would actually die for Gerard. Whether Gerard would do the same for him, Frank didn't know, but he was going to trust him to not make him look like a complete fool. The bus came and Frank got on, and noticed that his usual seat was taken. He marched up to whoever was sitting there and half-shouted 'What are you doing in my seat? Get out of there!' and the midget who was sittin there swiftly hurried to another seat, terrified of Frank. Frank sat down, pleased with the influence he had over 7th graders, and thought about Gerard again.
/I see the truth, I've given you my heart to break, I would die for you!/
Ah, how true those words were. Frank had told Gerard about his feelings and now he could do anything with that knowledge, including making Frank look like a fool and breaking his heart at the same time. Damn, why had he said anything? He should've just left it, because although they were going out, Frank still had a feeling that Gerard wasn't being completely honest.
At school, Frank found Gerard, Brendon and Bob already there and Gerard gave Frank a huge warm smile, which Frank returned. He and Gerard stood next to each other and Gerard made a point of playing with Frank's hands, until Brendon said 'What the hell is up wih you Gerard? You've been distracted about something all of yesterday and today. I'm your motherfucking best friend here, you can tell me!'
At this, Gerard went slightly red and muttered 'Yeah, but I can't tell you this, because it's personal...', to which Brendon looked very surprised and so retorted 'Fine, if you can't tell your bestfriend, you can't tell anyone. Or have you already?'
'Er maybe. I may or may not have told Frank, and I'm not gonna tell you which one so you'll just have to keep on guessing.' Gerard said with slightly more confidence in his voice. Frank admired him for standing up to Brendon, because he wouldn't be able to stand up to Gerard like that, well now anyway. Maybe he could when Gerard was ignoring him, but now Brendon wasn't exactly ignoring Gerard, so it was probably quite hard for Gerard.
Brendon shut up when the bell went, and now that Josh had abandoned us, Frank walked to form on his own. Gerard had seemed pretty defensive of their conversation last night, so Frank had stopped worrying so much about what Gerard would say to the others. He sat with Lindsey and Tay like usual, and found Lindsey and Jamia were swapping revision notes. He started to panic about when exams were, so he asked them and they said that the next one was in about 43 days. Not to be precise or anything. With that information, Frank relaxed and thought how utterly nerdy that was, to be swapping revision notes a full 43 days before the exam.
Frank's first lesson was Maths, which he had with Mikey and Bob. He could talk to both of them maybe concerning what had gone on last night, but he didn't want to tell anyone unless Gerard told anyone and if he hadn't told Brendon, he wasn't gonna tell anyone. So Frank decided to let the matter drop and not tell them. After struggling with several sheets of algebra, Frank was more than ready to drop the whole subject when he could, but that wasn't allowed because of 'government law' or something stupid.
Frank went to his second lesson on his own, because Ray was in English and Mikey not Bob were. The hour passed very slowly, in Frank's opinion, because they were reading a book and some of the dumbasses in the class couldn't even pronounce the word 'poetry' correctly. When it was his turn to read out loud, Frank made sure that he read quite quickly, so people couldn't get bored as easily and so their teacher would let them go earlier. However, because Frank had read so fast, the teacher decided that they had to read extra in the time that Frank had made up.
At break, everyone decided to sit down because it was quite a nice day, and so Frank found himself in Gerard's lap. No one really looked strangely at them because Frank was the midget and sat in everyone's lap at some point or another. This time though, Frank felt butterflies erupt in his stomach when he sat down, and thought he was actually in heaven when Gerard put his arms around him for a cuddle. They agreed that Frank could go back to Gerard's house after school, and after phoning his mom, Frank was very happy.
The next lesson dragged on and on, and when lunch finally came, Frank rushed out of the door and collapsed next to Gerard on the floor. Gerard pulled him up so Frank was on his lap again and murmered into his ear 'So, what do you want to do tonight?'. Frank felt his cheeks go red and answered in the same low voice 'I dunno, it's up to you...'.
Gerard had a surprise planned apparently, and Frank couldn't help but pester Gerard all through lunch time to find out what it was. Gerard didn't mind though, he said he loved Frank's obvious childishness.
When Frank found himself walking home with Gerard, Brendon and Bob, he persuaded Gerard that he was really tired, so Gerard offered him a piggy back. Pretty soon, the four of them were having a race to find out which 'horse' was faster; Gerard or Brendon. It was good fun and when Brendon and Bob went their separate ways, Frank felt a bit sad. At least he could have Gerard all to himself now. 'So, what's the surprise?' he whispered to Gerard, tryig to use the element of surprise to catch him out.
'No chance! You'll see when we get there!' He answered, and Frank could tell that he was getting excited too. 'Please Gerard? Pretty please with me on top?' Frank carried on cheekily.
'Fine, I'll race you there and then you can see!' Gerard said as he started to run, and Frank struggled to catch up with him. Finally, they arrived exhausted at Gerard's door, and he unlocked it to find an empty house. 'Ta dah! An empty house. We can do what we want now...' Gerard murmered into Frank's ear. He grabbed Frank's hand and pulled him upstairs into his bedroom, which was painted a light blue and had an amazing amount of posters stuck all the way around it. Frank realised what Gerard wanted to do and instead of feeling scared, felt excited.
'So, what do you want to do now that I've shown you the surprise?'
'Ooooh I dunno... Maybe this?' Frank responded gently, and reached up to kiss Gerard tentatively on his lips. Gerard kissed him back even harder and wrapped his arms around Frank's waist. Frank reached up to to tangle his hands in Gerard's silky soft hair and as soon as Frank had done that, Gerard moaned and licked Frank's lips, seeking entrance. Frank obliged and the kiss deepened, with their tongues clashing together passionately. Gerard's hands found themselves creeping up under Frank's shirt and his spine erupted with goosebumps as soon as he felt Gerard's touch.
Soon, Gerard had grabbed hold of Frank's shirt and pulled it right off, leaving Frank half-naked, and Frank didn't think this was fair, so Gerard's shirt joined Frank's on the floor. Their arms snuck around each other and Gerard pushed Frank onto the bed. Frank felt his jeans get awfully tight and it didn't help when Gerard started kissing his neck. He moaned out loud and Gerard smiled into Frank's neck, knowing that he was turning the smaller boy on. As Gerard's hands fumbled with Frank's jeans, Frank got scared and whispered 'Gee, please. I don't wanna go any further... Sorry.'
Gerard nodded and said 'Sorry, I should have checked with you first.' Frank felt bad, so he said 'If you want, we can if you want...'
'No. If you don't want to, we won't.' Gerard said in a very final tone. He kissed Frank lightly again and then got off him. 'I'm gonna go and make us a milkshake. Do you want banana or strawberry or what?'
Frank felt bad so he offered to come and help him, resulting in Gerard pushing him on the bed and insisting that he stayed there. Gerard trudged downstairs to make it, and couldn't help but think about the cuteness of the boy lying upstairs on his bed. He made a banana milkshake, poured two glasses and took it upstairs where Frank was waiting. Gerard loved the smile on his face when he tasted it and found a lump of banana in it. They ended up laughing about it and joking about the poor food hygiene standards of today.
When Frank walked the long walk home with Gerard to keep him company, he thought how utterly perfect this was, because now he and Gerard were going out, which was more than Frank could have hoped for anyway.
Okay. I hope it wasn't really crappy, because my mood tends to show through my writing and right now I'm in bed ill and I have stomach cramps and yeah. You don't need to know about my crappy health XD I do know where this is going now, and hopefully there are gonna be quote a few more chapters, because I personally love reading stories with loads of chapters. So I'm gonna make this quite long (hopefully). mychemicalpony :)
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