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November 4th.
I woke up in a hospital days after the party apparently the cops got a tip from someone about all the drugs in the house and they busted in that night. The nurse told me I had been unconcious for 3 days and they had me under suicide watch cause my dick of a boyfriend told them I was trying to commit suicide then fell and cut my forehead up when all the cops showed up at the house. I was kept under servilence until I woke up and when I was finally better I ended up at a juvie for a week until I had my hearing and the judge wasnt in my favor at all. He ended giving Matt 5 years and because I was a minor and they thought I was crazy because of my history with all the adoptive parents and the lifestyle I was living they sent me to a facility til I turned 18. I couldnt believe this bullshit I would of gotten probabtion but Matt and Zacky told the judge I had been sucidial and distructive for months and Zacky at the end got 8 years for fucking a minor well at least he got his at the end not as much as he deserved but it was something. The morning I got to the Facility it freaked me out I looked around at all the people there and they looked crazier then they claimed I was. Alot of them were drug users trying to get there acts together others were just there for being skitzos. I stayed there for about the rest of the month until I was cleared of suicide. I didnt leave the facility but I was just put in another ward because I was diagnosed with depression. When I got there I noticed it was coed and a little bit more free but that didnt stop me from fighting the nurses everytime I refused to take my meds.
"Ellie take your meds or its gonna be the hard way" the nurse said handing me a cup and I just stared up at her and smirked.
"I'm not taking those fucking things anymore all they do is make me go to sleep so why dont you shove them up your ass instead you stupid bitch" I said hitting the cup out of her hand and laughed as she just huffed and stormed out of the room.
"alright you left us no choice" she said from the hallway and two orderlies came in and I got up backing up against the wall as they reached for me.
"NOOOO!!! YOU CANT DO THIS" I screamed as they pinned me down and I felt the nurse give me shot.
"I HATE YOU CUNT" I yelled kicking one of the orderlies and they picked me up and layed me on my bed. I tried to stay awake but I couldnt. I looked towards the door and I saw someone standing there starring at me but I couldnt make out who it was.
So here I am today waking up from that bitches attack stuck in this hellhole. I looked around the room and I sat up and walked out to the common area and I turned to see this guy smiling and waving at me I just shook my head and walked back into my room slamming the door. I didnt come out of my room for three days until the nursed finally made me come out and I decided to go outside and just sit out on the grass for a bit. I stared up the sky for bit just staring at the clouds trying to get Zacky out of my mind what he was doing there well even after everything I couldnt forget him.
"arnt clouds fantastic" this guys said sitting next to me I looked at him and he was the same guy who had been waving at me before.
"Um can I help you with something" I said rather annoyed cause I didnt really want to be bothered.
"no just thought I'd come out here and keep you company you looked lonely" he smiled.
"I'm not lonely I just want to be left alone" I said getting up and walking back inside. I spent the rest of the day in the common area watching tv and I looked over and there was that guy again waving at me. I rolled my eyes and turned the other way in the sofa and just continued to watch tv until Dinner.
"Ellie Meds before dinner" I heard the nurse yell out and I got making my way to the nurses station.
"take them here" she said handing me the cup and I snatched from her taking the pills quickly.
"see all gone" I said opening my mouth so she could see.
"good" she smiled and I just gave her a dirty look and walked to the cafeteria and got my tray and sat down.
"I was wondering when you were get here" the same guy from outside said sitting next to me setting his tray down.
"Im Frank by the way" he smiled opening his juice and taking a big drink out of it.
"what part of I just want to be left alone dont you understand" I said getting up and changing tables but he just followed me.
"look can you just..."
"I think Zacky got what he deserved" he said quickly cutting me off and I just stared at him in awe until I realized who he was he was the guitarist from the band that was playing the night we got busted.
I woke up in a hospital days after the party apparently the cops got a tip from someone about all the drugs in the house and they busted in that night. The nurse told me I had been unconcious for 3 days and they had me under suicide watch cause my dick of a boyfriend told them I was trying to commit suicide then fell and cut my forehead up when all the cops showed up at the house. I was kept under servilence until I woke up and when I was finally better I ended up at a juvie for a week until I had my hearing and the judge wasnt in my favor at all. He ended giving Matt 5 years and because I was a minor and they thought I was crazy because of my history with all the adoptive parents and the lifestyle I was living they sent me to a facility til I turned 18. I couldnt believe this bullshit I would of gotten probabtion but Matt and Zacky told the judge I had been sucidial and distructive for months and Zacky at the end got 8 years for fucking a minor well at least he got his at the end not as much as he deserved but it was something. The morning I got to the Facility it freaked me out I looked around at all the people there and they looked crazier then they claimed I was. Alot of them were drug users trying to get there acts together others were just there for being skitzos. I stayed there for about the rest of the month until I was cleared of suicide. I didnt leave the facility but I was just put in another ward because I was diagnosed with depression. When I got there I noticed it was coed and a little bit more free but that didnt stop me from fighting the nurses everytime I refused to take my meds.
"Ellie take your meds or its gonna be the hard way" the nurse said handing me a cup and I just stared up at her and smirked.
"I'm not taking those fucking things anymore all they do is make me go to sleep so why dont you shove them up your ass instead you stupid bitch" I said hitting the cup out of her hand and laughed as she just huffed and stormed out of the room.
"alright you left us no choice" she said from the hallway and two orderlies came in and I got up backing up against the wall as they reached for me.
"NOOOO!!! YOU CANT DO THIS" I screamed as they pinned me down and I felt the nurse give me shot.
"I HATE YOU CUNT" I yelled kicking one of the orderlies and they picked me up and layed me on my bed. I tried to stay awake but I couldnt. I looked towards the door and I saw someone standing there starring at me but I couldnt make out who it was.
So here I am today waking up from that bitches attack stuck in this hellhole. I looked around the room and I sat up and walked out to the common area and I turned to see this guy smiling and waving at me I just shook my head and walked back into my room slamming the door. I didnt come out of my room for three days until the nursed finally made me come out and I decided to go outside and just sit out on the grass for a bit. I stared up the sky for bit just staring at the clouds trying to get Zacky out of my mind what he was doing there well even after everything I couldnt forget him.
"arnt clouds fantastic" this guys said sitting next to me I looked at him and he was the same guy who had been waving at me before.
"Um can I help you with something" I said rather annoyed cause I didnt really want to be bothered.
"no just thought I'd come out here and keep you company you looked lonely" he smiled.
"I'm not lonely I just want to be left alone" I said getting up and walking back inside. I spent the rest of the day in the common area watching tv and I looked over and there was that guy again waving at me. I rolled my eyes and turned the other way in the sofa and just continued to watch tv until Dinner.
"Ellie Meds before dinner" I heard the nurse yell out and I got making my way to the nurses station.
"take them here" she said handing me the cup and I snatched from her taking the pills quickly.
"see all gone" I said opening my mouth so she could see.
"good" she smiled and I just gave her a dirty look and walked to the cafeteria and got my tray and sat down.
"I was wondering when you were get here" the same guy from outside said sitting next to me setting his tray down.
"Im Frank by the way" he smiled opening his juice and taking a big drink out of it.
"what part of I just want to be left alone dont you understand" I said getting up and changing tables but he just followed me.
"look can you just..."
"I think Zacky got what he deserved" he said quickly cutting me off and I just stared at him in awe until I realized who he was he was the guitarist from the band that was playing the night we got busted.
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