FicWad

High school, whoever invented it...i hope your burning in hell at this very moment.
My name is Gerard Way and I'm the total definition of uncool. I think i'm awesome in some ways...well at least i used to be but whatever. High school, it is a goths enemy it is everything we despise. There's supposed to be a new guy coming here today, its Friday. What the fuck? Who starts school back on a Friday? Wat-ever like i care he"ll probably despise me as every one else does. Who cares? i mean really? Why am i the one to have rocks thrown at? Oh, yes...i remember now...I'm Gay and this town is full of fucking homophobes.
BLEH! I hate this! This life of mine!

I wake from these thoughts im having as i ease into consciousness. I look at my alarm clock that is going off two inches from my head. Its 5 o'clock in the fucking morning...
I a temp to get up but i step on something and then hear a loud Squirt[//] i look down and pick up what i thought at first was my toothpaste. Its not.
I shut off my alarm and glance at the tube that reads. Lubricant. I sigh and accidentally step in itGross! i get a towel clean it up and scrub the floor til its all up. I glare at the floor satisfied. I stand and get off my knees at my bedside that makes me look as if im praying.
Yehh right screw god and religious shit...
I have more important things to worry about then the afterlife.
I glare at my feet for a moment before literally dragging my self to the bathroom head hanging and i barely look up squinting at the light as i realise im naked. I think to myself What the Fuck? I was in my skeleton pajamas when i fell asleep!
I glance back across the room to see my now covered in lube clothes. I pick it up Oh good god its not lube! I toss them into my laundry basket.
Christ...what was i dreaming about? I step into the shower not realising how cold it is.
I yelp "FUCK!!" And literally sprint out of the shower. If i were a cat i would be killing my master right now Jesus.
I carefully adjust the temperature and step back in as if it never happened. As im clensing myself i start to remember the dream...
I'm standing in the corner o a concert hall beside a bar when some guy in a black hoodie and black jeans leans against me and whispers into my ear "Hi, Sugar" I feel him start biting on my ear and moaning at me. Hell, i just go with what do i got to lose anyhow? I sit there and allow him to grind up on me when everything goes dark he wispers My name is FR-
The dream ends there and im standing now hard in my shower grinding my teeth and hoping for this sudden urge to go away. I cant but help to be just a tiny bit curious as to what he was going to say...
I step out better now and refreshed. As im drying my hair i think to myself Stupid fucking dad and his stupid fucking ways... Im Gayer then before because of him and not to mention how mentally fucked Mikey is because of him...well also me...
I stand in my room looking at the gun on my pillow. The door creeks open and i quickly toss it into my closet. My dad comes in as Mikey is crying in the corner his eye bleeding from the push pin dad had thrown into it. Mikey's glasses now shattered and his sobbing breaking my heart i stand firm "You have to Be strong for Mikey you have to You just have too. My dad Snatches my cell phone from my hand. "You little bastard, thinking i don't know about you and your little boyfriend, you idiot!" I smirk "Boyfriend? Me and Bob are NOT going out. Hes a close friend and i was just asking him if he would ever consider being gay.' He yells and stabs the wall beside my head, i don't even flinch "You little piece of shit! You lier! You know how i feel about queers! You keep that up and you'll Gay up your little brother!" Mikey's sobbing holding his pink and purple big fluffy unicorn, hes only seven so its kind of adorable but im ten and dad is being a total ass towards us. "When mom finds out you hurt Mikey she'll call the cops ya know?" He reply's "Well, might as well go to jail with knowing YOU learned a lesson too." I gasp eyes wide pupils small "Wha-what?" He leaves the room then re-enters with a dull steak knife slinging me against the wall. He slices up my back and i pass out sobbing. When i awake the door is locked, bolted from the outside. I step in the shower with Mikey to get him cleaned up and he washes my back for me. I wince in pain and sigh as i turn off the water and step out. We shiver and i wrap us in towels. I dry off with him and put his eye drops in so his eyes are cleaned of blood and bacteria.I wipe his eyes and he gasps. "Gee Gee! Wook at er bwack!!' I turn around and look into the mirror tons of jagged cuts are etched into my disgustingly pale skin. Two words are etched as well IDIOT and FAG.I gasp and stare a moment longer as Mikey whimpers i give him some of my clothes that don't fit and he can wear them just fine. I snuggle him up and sing him to sleep. Two hours later i awaken to my mother staring at us crying. I sit up seeing as she just got home from the airport. We show her what dad did to us and she stays miserable. WE kick him out onto the street and i go silent. Not talking for months on end seeing as talking got me into this mess...
I sigh once more and brush my teeth...well time for another day of bullshit im happy as can be.
Yehh...right...