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I'm applying eyeliner as my phone buzzes i roll my eyes and answer.
"Hello"
"Gerard, I'll be there as soon as i can to pick you up ok?"
"Yehh sure whatever Ray..."
"OK man bye."
"Bye"
I throw the thing on the bed and toss on some black boxers,skinny jeans, and a random shirt with a black hoodie and white socks. i slip on my black converse, sling on my back pack and as soon as im at the door to Mikey's room the door flings open and he squeals. I shush him and walk him downstairs. Mom looks at me first "Gerard,eat today or your internet is gone got it?"
I dramatically roll my eyes "Yeah-huh..."
She turns to Mikey "Make sure he eats all he drinks is alcohol and coffee and he never eats."
He nods.
She turns back to me "I wish you would realize how serious lack of nutrition is Gerard."
I sigh "Do i really care?"
She sighs. "No, but i do."
"Well,your supposed to your my mother!"
I stomp out and see Ray walking up the stone path from the street Mikey jumps out behind me and waves by to mom.
We have 20 minutes before we need to be at school so we decide to get coffee at Starbucks.
Mikey and me get a mocha and Ray just gets a black coffee.
I crinkle my nose in disgust.
"Ew, like how do you drink it black without a little sugar?"
He shrugs and sips it.
He swears under his breath and fans his tongue.
Mikey starts at a fit of giggles and Ray gives him a death glare his tongue still sticking out.
I look at the laces on our shoes.
"Erm, Mikey your shoes untied."
He bends down to tie it and Ray smacks his but.
Mikey gasps and lets out this little moan biting his lip blushing and Ray looks shocked. Mikey looks down and sits there behind his blonde bangs fiddling with his thumbs.
Ray just shifts his weight chewing on his lip.
"Mikes,i was just messin ya know-"
The bell chimes and we all have a heart attack.
Bob smiles. "Hey Fuckers!" He noogies Mikey and orders a vanilla iced coffee.
He sits and the whole room lights up with his and Rays big grins.
I almost laughed when Bob bounced Ray"s fro.
Mikey just giggled his baby laugh. Ray blushing itching closer and closer by small bits.
I shrug knowing their best friends. We walk droopingly to school...well i do at least. Ray, Bob, and Mikey are skipping ahead arm in arm singing Follow the yellow brick road from The Wizard Of Oz. I roll my eyes and sigh I thought I was the Gay one here...
Whatever, at least Mikey's a bit right in the head today.
WE get to school and a guy named Ryan and his accomplices Chris and Kyle are standing in the middle of the rows of hundreds of lockers.
I sigh Great, well another day another beating i suppose.
He wears a stupid grin "Well well well what do we have here? The queer of the day."
I casually walk to my locker three rows to the left number 306. But, im really frightened quite a bit.
I unlock my locker and smear my eyeliner like it should look. I feel his beefy hand on my shoulder as i bite my lip and shake the bell rings and everyone's off to class he smirks beats my face in and my stomach.
"How many times we gotta go through this fag? Talk to me!"
He keeps beating then laughs and shoves me into the locker as he slams the door and locks it i begin to weep and sobbs whimpering hoping and praying someone will save me. I shuffle around for my phone. I turn it on but it has low battery. I hurry to text Ray and Mikey.
Ryan shoved me in locker HELP!! 306 45-34-28 is the combo :'(
I drift off to sleep. Ten minutes later Mikey"s pulling me out of the locker.
"Gee, dude come on it's okay."
I fall out onto him he stumbles but he has some what strong thighs so he manages to hold me and him up.
I gurgle blood and saliva and black out.
Mikey whispers into my ear "We are going home. You'll be safe there. I'll be able to find the first aid kits and then we'll get you cleaned up and in the bath."
I nod weakly and just sigh a moan response.
He shakes his head in dis pare. We get home and Mikey helps me get cleaned up and we head back out me feeling better. I look at my phone its only 8:30 we go to class and explain what happened. Mikey and i are in the same grade since he's skipped a couple grades...lucky bastard.
we sit down and thirty minutes into class a kid with short black hair flapped over his left eye brownish shiny hazel eyes white skin and a lip ring he looks a bit confused. Him and the teacher whisper to each other a moment.
Mr. Roberts says to us "Class, this is Frank uh"
He turns to Frank.
He rolls his eyes "Iero...Frank Iero."
"Yes, Iero and he is now a part of this class...go take a seat next to Gerard. Gerard sweetie raise your hand so he knows who you are."
I raise my hand and continue with this stupid science worksheet. He sits beside me at the lab table and Mikey is on the other side with Ray and Bob is on the end close to the wall so hes not in the aisle.
I lower my hand as he sits and slams his many text books down.
I jump as his hand rests on my shoulder. I look through my wavy black hair to see his brown hazel eyes. I mutter and mumble.
He says "Hi there, I'm Frank."
He puts a hand out for me to shake. I refuse to take it.
Mikey nudges him "Gerard's mute Frank He cant talk to anyone.
Frank says "oh sorry Gerard i didn't understand..."
I sigh "It's ok."
Everyone jumps and stares at me shocked.
Ray says "Gerard...Di-did you just speak to him?"
I nod
He responds "Bu-but you cant talk to anyone! Not even your mother."
I shrug and Frank starts a bouncing in his seat "Yay! I'm special! I feel so important."
He giggles like a little kid and finishes his science worksheet.
Mikey goes and turns all the papers in and i begin to draw. Frank watches as I'm doodling in a black notebook. I whistle abit and frank gasps.
I look startled at him.
"Wow Gerard, that's really good!" He points at my picture of a deformed skeleton with an brain.
I blush abit "Th-thanks."
He giggles "Uh-huh Sugar"
I gasp a little N-no i it c-can't be! Fr for Frank and Calling me Sugar like in the dream...
He looks at me confused then blushes. "Oh sorry i uh n-never mind I'm sorry i called you that. I never have any one before and i don't know why i just did so yeah."
I murmur "S-Kay."
Why did it give me butterfly's to hear him call me that.
I punch myself in the gut. Mikey knowing why starts giggling.
I give the shut your damn mouth look and he zips it.
Bob understanding why as well clamps a hand over his mouth.
The bell rings and im out the door before anyone's stood up yet.
I run to my locker and exchange books. Then the guys show up in the lunchroom and i sit down and put my books and such beside me and my head on the table.
Mikey looks at me.
Ready to eat Gerard?"
I sigh and nod.
We go and get food they have peas,french fry's and beef nuggets.
I grab a water bottle from my back pack and so does Frankie Frankie? Really? That's so corny...
I scrunch my nose. "I hate french fry's. I can eat potato wedge's just not theesse packaged soggy things
Frank says "No way, i hate beef."
I smile almost "Trade you."
"Deal!"
We trade and eat. I ask. "How do you hate beef?"
He responds "I'm a Vegetarian.
I snicker and so does Ray.
Ray informs Frank. "Bob's the only vagatarian at this table i think."
Bob looks uneasy and shifts his weight.
Mikey looks offended and so do i a bit. "But, how do you know Ray? Me Gee and Frank could be straight..."
Frank says. "Yehh, you basically just singled yourself out to be gay."
Ray blushes "W-well i uh um-"
Mikey shifts his weight and licks his lips at Ray.
Ray clenches his spoon and bites his lip.
So are you gay?" Frank and Mikey ask at the same time.
They giggle and Ray says "i really don't know and don't care who thinks what about me if i am."
Mikey looks anxious. I wonder why.
I shrug it off and eat since i havn't in about three days
We get to class and after the day ends i call mom to ask if we can all just hang atb the house. She doesn't care...i bet Mikey already texted her about me talking to some one iv only known six hours.
And that's just how Mikey acts and is.
I decide to drive us home.
WE listen to Nine Inch Nails on th e way there. It was Frank's CD and i don't mind. I actually like them lots.
We get home and when i get out with the guys i turn the knob on the front door and sprint to the kitchen.
"COFFEE!" I yell
Mom laughs as i skid into the kitchen with my stuff still in my arms and my backpack on. Wile i make coffee Frank introduces himself to mom.
I chug cup after cup and on the seventh cup its the last cup of coffee. I almost sip at it.
"Coffee?" i ask Frank when he gives these cute eyes...they look so adorable it's almost sinister.
He takes it and giggles sipping on it.
Everyone's jaw drops everyone except mom and Frank say What the fuck?!!
Mom says. "You'd NEVER give away your precious coffee."
I shrug "Frankie's an exception."
I blush as i realize what i had said. "I mean uh..."
This is so strange, it is as if, im actually happy abit when he's around he didn't question me about why i don't talk and he smiles and laughs at my friends and i.
Frank says "Wow, i am special. Your really that protective of your coffee?'
Everyone says yes including me.
"So hey you guys want to stay the night?" I Ask
"Hello"
"Gerard, I'll be there as soon as i can to pick you up ok?"
"Yehh sure whatever Ray..."
"OK man bye."
"Bye"
I throw the thing on the bed and toss on some black boxers,skinny jeans, and a random shirt with a black hoodie and white socks. i slip on my black converse, sling on my back pack and as soon as im at the door to Mikey's room the door flings open and he squeals. I shush him and walk him downstairs. Mom looks at me first "Gerard,eat today or your internet is gone got it?"
I dramatically roll my eyes "Yeah-huh..."
She turns to Mikey "Make sure he eats all he drinks is alcohol and coffee and he never eats."
He nods.
She turns back to me "I wish you would realize how serious lack of nutrition is Gerard."
I sigh "Do i really care?"
She sighs. "No, but i do."
"Well,your supposed to your my mother!"
I stomp out and see Ray walking up the stone path from the street Mikey jumps out behind me and waves by to mom.
We have 20 minutes before we need to be at school so we decide to get coffee at Starbucks.
Mikey and me get a mocha and Ray just gets a black coffee.
I crinkle my nose in disgust.
"Ew, like how do you drink it black without a little sugar?"
He shrugs and sips it.
He swears under his breath and fans his tongue.
Mikey starts at a fit of giggles and Ray gives him a death glare his tongue still sticking out.
I look at the laces on our shoes.
"Erm, Mikey your shoes untied."
He bends down to tie it and Ray smacks his but.
Mikey gasps and lets out this little moan biting his lip blushing and Ray looks shocked. Mikey looks down and sits there behind his blonde bangs fiddling with his thumbs.
Ray just shifts his weight chewing on his lip.
"Mikes,i was just messin ya know-"
The bell chimes and we all have a heart attack.
Bob smiles. "Hey Fuckers!" He noogies Mikey and orders a vanilla iced coffee.
He sits and the whole room lights up with his and Rays big grins.
I almost laughed when Bob bounced Ray"s fro.
Mikey just giggled his baby laugh. Ray blushing itching closer and closer by small bits.
I shrug knowing their best friends. We walk droopingly to school...well i do at least. Ray, Bob, and Mikey are skipping ahead arm in arm singing Follow the yellow brick road from The Wizard Of Oz. I roll my eyes and sigh I thought I was the Gay one here...
Whatever, at least Mikey's a bit right in the head today.
WE get to school and a guy named Ryan and his accomplices Chris and Kyle are standing in the middle of the rows of hundreds of lockers.
I sigh Great, well another day another beating i suppose.
He wears a stupid grin "Well well well what do we have here? The queer of the day."
I casually walk to my locker three rows to the left number 306. But, im really frightened quite a bit.
I unlock my locker and smear my eyeliner like it should look. I feel his beefy hand on my shoulder as i bite my lip and shake the bell rings and everyone's off to class he smirks beats my face in and my stomach.
"How many times we gotta go through this fag? Talk to me!"
He keeps beating then laughs and shoves me into the locker as he slams the door and locks it i begin to weep and sobbs whimpering hoping and praying someone will save me. I shuffle around for my phone. I turn it on but it has low battery. I hurry to text Ray and Mikey.
Ryan shoved me in locker HELP!! 306 45-34-28 is the combo :'(
I drift off to sleep. Ten minutes later Mikey"s pulling me out of the locker.
"Gee, dude come on it's okay."
I fall out onto him he stumbles but he has some what strong thighs so he manages to hold me and him up.
I gurgle blood and saliva and black out.
Mikey whispers into my ear "We are going home. You'll be safe there. I'll be able to find the first aid kits and then we'll get you cleaned up and in the bath."
I nod weakly and just sigh a moan response.
He shakes his head in dis pare. We get home and Mikey helps me get cleaned up and we head back out me feeling better. I look at my phone its only 8:30 we go to class and explain what happened. Mikey and i are in the same grade since he's skipped a couple grades...lucky bastard.
we sit down and thirty minutes into class a kid with short black hair flapped over his left eye brownish shiny hazel eyes white skin and a lip ring he looks a bit confused. Him and the teacher whisper to each other a moment.
Mr. Roberts says to us "Class, this is Frank uh"
He turns to Frank.
He rolls his eyes "Iero...Frank Iero."
"Yes, Iero and he is now a part of this class...go take a seat next to Gerard. Gerard sweetie raise your hand so he knows who you are."
I raise my hand and continue with this stupid science worksheet. He sits beside me at the lab table and Mikey is on the other side with Ray and Bob is on the end close to the wall so hes not in the aisle.
I lower my hand as he sits and slams his many text books down.
I jump as his hand rests on my shoulder. I look through my wavy black hair to see his brown hazel eyes. I mutter and mumble.
He says "Hi there, I'm Frank."
He puts a hand out for me to shake. I refuse to take it.
Mikey nudges him "Gerard's mute Frank He cant talk to anyone.
Frank says "oh sorry Gerard i didn't understand..."
I sigh "It's ok."
Everyone jumps and stares at me shocked.
Ray says "Gerard...Di-did you just speak to him?"
I nod
He responds "Bu-but you cant talk to anyone! Not even your mother."
I shrug and Frank starts a bouncing in his seat "Yay! I'm special! I feel so important."
He giggles like a little kid and finishes his science worksheet.
Mikey goes and turns all the papers in and i begin to draw. Frank watches as I'm doodling in a black notebook. I whistle abit and frank gasps.
I look startled at him.
"Wow Gerard, that's really good!" He points at my picture of a deformed skeleton with an brain.
I blush abit "Th-thanks."
He giggles "Uh-huh Sugar"
I gasp a little N-no i it c-can't be! Fr for Frank and Calling me Sugar like in the dream...
He looks at me confused then blushes. "Oh sorry i uh n-never mind I'm sorry i called you that. I never have any one before and i don't know why i just did so yeah."
I murmur "S-Kay."
Why did it give me butterfly's to hear him call me that.
I punch myself in the gut. Mikey knowing why starts giggling.
I give the shut your damn mouth look and he zips it.
Bob understanding why as well clamps a hand over his mouth.
The bell rings and im out the door before anyone's stood up yet.
I run to my locker and exchange books. Then the guys show up in the lunchroom and i sit down and put my books and such beside me and my head on the table.
Mikey looks at me.
Ready to eat Gerard?"
I sigh and nod.
We go and get food they have peas,french fry's and beef nuggets.
I grab a water bottle from my back pack and so does Frankie Frankie? Really? That's so corny...
I scrunch my nose. "I hate french fry's. I can eat potato wedge's just not theesse packaged soggy things
Frank says "No way, i hate beef."
I smile almost "Trade you."
"Deal!"
We trade and eat. I ask. "How do you hate beef?"
He responds "I'm a Vegetarian.
I snicker and so does Ray.
Ray informs Frank. "Bob's the only vagatarian at this table i think."
Bob looks uneasy and shifts his weight.
Mikey looks offended and so do i a bit. "But, how do you know Ray? Me Gee and Frank could be straight..."
Frank says. "Yehh, you basically just singled yourself out to be gay."
Ray blushes "W-well i uh um-"
Mikey shifts his weight and licks his lips at Ray.
Ray clenches his spoon and bites his lip.
So are you gay?" Frank and Mikey ask at the same time.
They giggle and Ray says "i really don't know and don't care who thinks what about me if i am."
Mikey looks anxious. I wonder why.
I shrug it off and eat since i havn't in about three days
We get to class and after the day ends i call mom to ask if we can all just hang atb the house. She doesn't care...i bet Mikey already texted her about me talking to some one iv only known six hours.
And that's just how Mikey acts and is.
I decide to drive us home.
WE listen to Nine Inch Nails on th e way there. It was Frank's CD and i don't mind. I actually like them lots.
We get home and when i get out with the guys i turn the knob on the front door and sprint to the kitchen.
"COFFEE!" I yell
Mom laughs as i skid into the kitchen with my stuff still in my arms and my backpack on. Wile i make coffee Frank introduces himself to mom.
I chug cup after cup and on the seventh cup its the last cup of coffee. I almost sip at it.
"Coffee?" i ask Frank when he gives these cute eyes...they look so adorable it's almost sinister.
He takes it and giggles sipping on it.
Everyone's jaw drops everyone except mom and Frank say What the fuck?!!
Mom says. "You'd NEVER give away your precious coffee."
I shrug "Frankie's an exception."
I blush as i realize what i had said. "I mean uh..."
This is so strange, it is as if, im actually happy abit when he's around he didn't question me about why i don't talk and he smiles and laughs at my friends and i.
Frank says "Wow, i am special. Your really that protective of your coffee?'
Everyone says yes including me.
"So hey you guys want to stay the night?" I Ask
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