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Ellie's Pov
It had been almost 3 weeks sense Frank left and I hardly left my room. I didnt want to eat and I didnt want anyone in my room. I had completely broken down and giving up hope on ever seeing Frank again cause I hadn't heard from him at all. I sighed sitting up and I grabbed his hoodie slipping it on. I just sat there looking out the window running my hands up and down my arms imagining his touch. I missed him like crazy and it felt like I was going crazy at the same time. I just continued to look out the window staring at the rain trying to imagine what it was like out there now and how great it must have felt to be free and being able to live a life where no harm could ever touch you. Sometimes I would just sit like this for hours on end and try to imagine what my life would have been like if my real parents had kept me. Would they have loved me and took care of me and raised me to be a decent person.
"Ellie would you like to come out and eat something today" I turned slowly and I saw Mrs.Abby peeking thru my door smiling. God I hated that bitch I knew she was the one who had reported me and Frank.
"No now can you please close my door and leave me alone and for the last time can you relay a message and tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone and not knock on my door." I whispered turning back around and looking out the window. I could see her reflection and I could tell she was so pissed but I didnt care.
"Ellie you need to come out of your room and eat you havent ate in a week and if you dont come out right now you know whats gonna happen" she said opening the door all the way and walking in.
"Did I say you could come in my room bitch" I sighed turning around and hopping off my bed.
"Tone missy I will not tolerate your language" she yelled grabbing me by the arm and dragging me out of my room and out to the common area.
"now stay right here" I looked at her and she smirked throwing me down onto the couch and she walked away. I got up quickly and tried to go back to room but she turned around quickly and ran out of the nurse's station.
"oh no you dont" she said coming back towards me and grabbing me pulling back agianst her.
"lock her door and dont open it until lights out" she said to one of the orderlies and he nodded and ran to my door and he looked up.
"YOU STUIPID BITCH" I yelled hitting her and I took off running to one of the exit doors as fast as I could and busted thru them running out the back garden way but I didnt get very far when I was tackled hard. I felt a hard blow to my chest and I looked up at one of oderlies getting up and I gasped for breath trying to sit up but I couldn't.
"I cant..breath" I gasped as they lifted me up.
"well then you should have thought of that before you ran Miss Sinclaire" Mrs.Abby said smirking at me signaling the orderlie to take me back inside. As they dragged me back in the pressure in my chest got tighter and I grabbed onto the oderlies hand.
"please..I cant breath" I pleaded looking up at him and he just ignored me.
"take her to the solitary room" she pointed and I felt like my body was going limp.
"Pleasse.." but the oderly felt no sympathy and he just tossed me on the bed and I tried to take a breath but no air was coming in.
"You wanted to be alone now you can in here" Mrs.Abby laughed. Just as she was about to close the door someone stepped in and pushed her out of the way.
"shes having a ansthma attack." the guy came up to me and put his hand on my chest.
"can you get any air" I shook my head looking up at him feeling the tears stream down my cheeks and he picked me up and carrried me back to the common area and layed me on the couch. I looked up at him and he was saying somehthing but I couldnt make out any of the words I felt really weak and I the last thing I remember was seeing ths guys face hovering above me.
Dream.
I opened my eyes and I looked around realizing I was in Zacky's old house. I felt my breathing accelerate as I closed my eyes tightly.
"Sweetheart its okay open your eyes" I opened slowly and Zacky was standing in front of me.
"Zacky" I whispered and he nodded smiling at me slowly running his fingertips on my cheek.*]
"I miss you" he said putting his forehead against mine. "do you miss me" I nodded slowly as I felt his lips on mine and I deepened the kiss slowly. I felt his hands running up and down my thighs I moaned slowly against his lips and I felt him smile.
"I missed you to" I heard Matt say I pulled away from Zacky and I turned to see Matt behind me smirking.
"NO!" I screamed as they started to laugh and tear at my clothes.
"we are gonna get you back"they both said together.
End.
It had been almost 3 weeks sense Frank left and I hardly left my room. I didnt want to eat and I didnt want anyone in my room. I had completely broken down and giving up hope on ever seeing Frank again cause I hadn't heard from him at all. I sighed sitting up and I grabbed his hoodie slipping it on. I just sat there looking out the window running my hands up and down my arms imagining his touch. I missed him like crazy and it felt like I was going crazy at the same time. I just continued to look out the window staring at the rain trying to imagine what it was like out there now and how great it must have felt to be free and being able to live a life where no harm could ever touch you. Sometimes I would just sit like this for hours on end and try to imagine what my life would have been like if my real parents had kept me. Would they have loved me and took care of me and raised me to be a decent person.
"Ellie would you like to come out and eat something today" I turned slowly and I saw Mrs.Abby peeking thru my door smiling. God I hated that bitch I knew she was the one who had reported me and Frank.
"No now can you please close my door and leave me alone and for the last time can you relay a message and tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone and not knock on my door." I whispered turning back around and looking out the window. I could see her reflection and I could tell she was so pissed but I didnt care.
"Ellie you need to come out of your room and eat you havent ate in a week and if you dont come out right now you know whats gonna happen" she said opening the door all the way and walking in.
"Did I say you could come in my room bitch" I sighed turning around and hopping off my bed.
"Tone missy I will not tolerate your language" she yelled grabbing me by the arm and dragging me out of my room and out to the common area.
"now stay right here" I looked at her and she smirked throwing me down onto the couch and she walked away. I got up quickly and tried to go back to room but she turned around quickly and ran out of the nurse's station.
"oh no you dont" she said coming back towards me and grabbing me pulling back agianst her.
"lock her door and dont open it until lights out" she said to one of the orderlies and he nodded and ran to my door and he looked up.
"YOU STUIPID BITCH" I yelled hitting her and I took off running to one of the exit doors as fast as I could and busted thru them running out the back garden way but I didnt get very far when I was tackled hard. I felt a hard blow to my chest and I looked up at one of oderlies getting up and I gasped for breath trying to sit up but I couldn't.
"I cant..breath" I gasped as they lifted me up.
"well then you should have thought of that before you ran Miss Sinclaire" Mrs.Abby said smirking at me signaling the orderlie to take me back inside. As they dragged me back in the pressure in my chest got tighter and I grabbed onto the oderlies hand.
"please..I cant breath" I pleaded looking up at him and he just ignored me.
"take her to the solitary room" she pointed and I felt like my body was going limp.
"Pleasse.." but the oderly felt no sympathy and he just tossed me on the bed and I tried to take a breath but no air was coming in.
"You wanted to be alone now you can in here" Mrs.Abby laughed. Just as she was about to close the door someone stepped in and pushed her out of the way.
"shes having a ansthma attack." the guy came up to me and put his hand on my chest.
"can you get any air" I shook my head looking up at him feeling the tears stream down my cheeks and he picked me up and carrried me back to the common area and layed me on the couch. I looked up at him and he was saying somehthing but I couldnt make out any of the words I felt really weak and I the last thing I remember was seeing ths guys face hovering above me.
Dream.
I opened my eyes and I looked around realizing I was in Zacky's old house. I felt my breathing accelerate as I closed my eyes tightly.
"Sweetheart its okay open your eyes" I opened slowly and Zacky was standing in front of me.
"Zacky" I whispered and he nodded smiling at me slowly running his fingertips on my cheek.*]
"I miss you" he said putting his forehead against mine. "do you miss me" I nodded slowly as I felt his lips on mine and I deepened the kiss slowly. I felt his hands running up and down my thighs I moaned slowly against his lips and I felt him smile.
"I missed you to" I heard Matt say I pulled away from Zacky and I turned to see Matt behind me smirking.
"NO!" I screamed as they started to laugh and tear at my clothes.
"we are gonna get you back"they both said together.
End.
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