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this is my first fanfic ever so please if i did something wrong tell me it may seem boring but just wait it builds up and i will continue it with out r+r so what ever ive wanted to write stuff forever but anyways chapter one righ dow there\/



"UGHHH but I don't want to go cant I just stay!"
I say in my pathetic voice,because I'm sick
"YES YOU HAVE TO GO IT'S OUR FRIENDS YOU HAVE TO GO"
my dads girlfriend screamed across the house "our friends?"i mumble to myself,"More like yours."
I begin to get ready because I already know I'm not going to stay at home I take my I pod and start waking to the bathroom as I sing along to MISFITS
"DIE DIE DIE MY DARLING DIE DIE DIE MY DARLING"
my dad comes out of his room picking up his shoes room the top of the stair case and gives me a weird look as I sing along to my music
"What I don't mess with your music so just move along I have to get dressed"
my dad suprizingly walks away. I go back to my room relising I forgot my change of clothes" ugh all my clothes are black hmm I do have a pair of sweats-"
"YOU CAN'T WEAR SWEATS TO THE PARTY" my dad yells I jumped and almost fell over my trash basket
"god damn it can't I be  hear away from you maybe me and my best friend can move away far from here" I fantasize outloud as I walk to close my door "hmm I'll wear this" as I grabbed my black flag shirt and found some black jeans. "die die die my darling-" I cut myself off with a fake sounding cough as much as I really am sick ewwww I just coughed up a little blood
"oh well hopefully I don't die...psh I wish I did"

I quickly straighten my hair and fix my eyeliner I guess I rub my eyes to much as I look in the mirror my jet black straightened hair was straight and my eyeliner was fixed
"WELL IM READY IM GOING TO THE CAR NOW"
as I walk down stairs I stumble awkwardly. Did I mention I'm kinda really unusual and am in love with music...no well now you know I also tend to talk to myself a lot I don't have many friends I never did my best friend was a guy and I've been friends with him since like 2 years ago but we got into a fight and now I have no one my best friend is my music if you were wondering about my trip to move away haha As I'm in the car I listen to some smashing pumpkins I fiddle around with my many braclets around my wrist and flinch when I touch my wrist. I had a cutting spree the night before I had looked at all the things people said about me from maybe a couple years ago and I was already depressed


"WERE HERE" my dad says "Ewww theirs.....theirs......theirs people...I don't like people...."
my dad tugs on my hand to get out so of course I have no choice but to get out as we walk to go towards the people I frown because their happy and colorful. I don't like brightness and colors other than red only colorful color I like. 
"Hi I'm Donna and this is my son Gerard "
My dad nudges me to say something but I shake my head as I look at the dirt ground and push in my head phones 
"I'm sorry please excuse her she's not feeling well I'm david" my dad says while he extends an hand out to shake their hand
"my boy cold hands you got there" he chuckles 
The boy Gerard I think was him name frowns at my dad and look at the dirt at the floor 
"Well I better go say hi to the other folks" me and my dad leave to follow his girlfriend 
We find a table to sit at and I took out one of my ear buds to hear what was being said and all I heard was gossip as I sit there messing with my music ten minutes go by and I felt like I was being stared at.
It was that gerard kid I gave him a panicked look  and looked away I hated to be stared at I felt as if I had done something wrong he then looked away as I looked back at him a while later as I get up to get a water bottle he taps my shoulder "hey I was wondering if you.....you wanted to go on a walk...." then he quickly added "with me" 
I looked around for my dad and when I saw him drinking a coke i kinda looked down as I was thinking. He looked disappointed and depressed I felt sad for him
"ya I'm bored just sitting hear anyways"
His face brightened up a bit and bit his lip. god that was cute I died a little inside I just noticed how cute he was he had shoulder length raven black hair and was wearing I think some black eyeliner,but I didn't mind I thought guys should wear make up from my view I thought it was normal./
"oh I'm just gonna tell my dad I'll be right back" I walk away to my dad I poke his arm
"hey dad I'm going for a walk I have my phone if you need to call me"
he just shakes his head and I then walk over to Gerard 
He led the way since I had never been in this area before so I just followed our hands touched as we walked and I noticed how cold his hands where
"so you like black flag" as he glances at my shirt
"what... Oh ya their one of my favorite bands"
His face lit up "Really me to I really like them their cool"
" do you....do you like misfits?" I asked kinda shaky 
"HELL YA their awesome" he sounded really happy I liked his smile it was really cute I wish my smile was cute I hated my smile
"How about smashing pumpkins do you like them too!?"
"Dude ya I do I'm not insane" I said really brightened
"that's cool........Oh here Come on" he grabbed my hand and took me to this old abandoned house 
"Umm are we....-" 
"Ya were going in here don't worry it's fine I come here all the time" he just read my mind man he's good