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chapter 2 enjoy if theres any questions or suggestion dont hesitate to tell me i will consider everything any ways enjoy
I cracked a smile as he pulled me in I felt happy but as always I quickly got scared I leaned in towards him and grabbed his hand as I was tensing he looked at me and smiled a little which warmed me and made me feel safer
"It okay theres nothing to be worried about" he pulled me into a little side hug to comfort me and then I saw something run across the room.I tightened my grip on his hand
He looked down at me and removed his hand from mine and put it around my waist and pulled me closer to him /it was quite awkward considering we hadn't know each other long but it was comforting so I took it/
Then we went into a room that had barely any light and he sat down on a chair and signaled me to sit on the other chair by him but instead I sat on the bed and he looked at me /we made eye contact for like ten seconds maybe longer because I got lost in his eyes they were greeny hazel eyes I loved them I broke the stare and I looked at the ground and frowned/
"What's wrong did I do something?"
He seemed saddened
" No no I just......."
I trailed of and just sat there
"I'm sorry if you want to leave we can-"
" No it fine I don't want to go back I'm just I've been depressed and I don't like to be stared at or stare at people...."
"Oh I'm sorry didn't know I just.....I just got lost in your eyes their so....-"
I guess he stopped because he saw me blushing and he smiled /I bet he didn't even know how cheesy it was/
"Thanks yours are pretty too"
I said awkwardly god why did I have to be so awkward
"your eyes are icy blue their amazing"
He said semi pointing out the obvious no ones ever done that me + amazing I've never gotten that I smiled
He then got up and opened the closet I lost my smile and became scared was he going to kill me no he just complimented me maybe he was going to rape me no he wouldn't be going to the closet would he not for that I tend to over think things one of my bad habits
"you want a water or soda?"
he turned around from the closet and looked at me.he frowned not from sadness but he seemed worried
"Are you okay? You look like your going to be sick?"
"Ya I just...ya im fine um ill drink water"
"okay" he seemed confused on my expressions he tossed me the bottle but being me I flinch and cover my head as if he chucked it at me.the water lands on the bed and I slowly let go of myself and grab the water
"Are you sure......I....I...I never caught your name may I ask?"
"oh ya it's Scarlett but I like to be called Scar"
"Scarlett......so Scarlett how old are you"
He smiled as he said my name /damn he's so nice nothing what I'd thought Hed be thought he'd be really mean/
"oh I'm turning sixteen this April and you?"
"Same here haha"
We had a short awkward silence and I look at the ground
"So umm why are you so deperessed" he asked slowly "if it's okay"
" Oh I just....I'm not the most loved person in my area..."
"I know how you feel same with me, were do you live?"
"I live in Belleville"
" Really me too what school?"
"umm haha belleville high"
"Dude how come I've never seen you?"
He said as he poked my stomach repeatedly. I start laughing because I'm ticklish and I guess he found out and he began to come towards me a continued to tickle me
"STOP OH MY GOSH I CAN'T BREATHE STOP" I manage to scream out he stopes and lies down next to me. He turns to his side and starts tickling me again i start laughing again ive never felt this happy before I hope it last forever I feel so alive I smiled even more and I move around so much he ends up on top of me and pins me down .
I begin to become very tenseI panicked I suppose he notices because he gets off of me and moves back to the chair
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you"
He said as he looked at the ground sadly
"no it's not your fault I'm just scared of everything but I'm terrified of being restrained like that"
He nods his head
" I'm sorry...... I didn't know"
I sat up and looked down at the dirty floor boards /damn I always do this why can't I just let myself be relaxed/he cut through my thoughts as he got up and sat next to me
"I'm sorry"
He whispered in my ear and then he put his hand around me I leaned in towards him and rested my head on his shoulder Awkwardly
"it's fine I know you didn't mean to"
I look up at him and we lock eyes god his eyes are so dreamy he then leans in and he kisses me I've never had my first kiss and I'm 15 pathetic right
He pulled away and we both started to blush
"oh I'm sorry I just-"
"it's fine I didn't mind actually" I said as my cheeks burned red And turned away
"Oh well then-"
He was interuppted by my phone my dad had texted me
were leaving soon start walking back
I texted him back
k on the way
I looked up at Gerard and he seemed sad I felt bad I had to leave
" I have to get back I'm leaving soon"
" okay then let's go"
He said and grabbed my hand
I cracked a smile as he pulled me in I felt happy but as always I quickly got scared I leaned in towards him and grabbed his hand as I was tensing he looked at me and smiled a little which warmed me and made me feel safer
"It okay theres nothing to be worried about" he pulled me into a little side hug to comfort me and then I saw something run across the room.I tightened my grip on his hand
He looked down at me and removed his hand from mine and put it around my waist and pulled me closer to him /it was quite awkward considering we hadn't know each other long but it was comforting so I took it/
Then we went into a room that had barely any light and he sat down on a chair and signaled me to sit on the other chair by him but instead I sat on the bed and he looked at me /we made eye contact for like ten seconds maybe longer because I got lost in his eyes they were greeny hazel eyes I loved them I broke the stare and I looked at the ground and frowned/
"What's wrong did I do something?"
He seemed saddened
" No no I just......."
I trailed of and just sat there
"I'm sorry if you want to leave we can-"
" No it fine I don't want to go back I'm just I've been depressed and I don't like to be stared at or stare at people...."
"Oh I'm sorry didn't know I just.....I just got lost in your eyes their so....-"
I guess he stopped because he saw me blushing and he smiled /I bet he didn't even know how cheesy it was/
"Thanks yours are pretty too"
I said awkwardly god why did I have to be so awkward
"your eyes are icy blue their amazing"
He said semi pointing out the obvious no ones ever done that me + amazing I've never gotten that I smiled
He then got up and opened the closet I lost my smile and became scared was he going to kill me no he just complimented me maybe he was going to rape me no he wouldn't be going to the closet would he not for that I tend to over think things one of my bad habits
"you want a water or soda?"
he turned around from the closet and looked at me.he frowned not from sadness but he seemed worried
"Are you okay? You look like your going to be sick?"
"Ya I just...ya im fine um ill drink water"
"okay" he seemed confused on my expressions he tossed me the bottle but being me I flinch and cover my head as if he chucked it at me.the water lands on the bed and I slowly let go of myself and grab the water
"Are you sure......I....I...I never caught your name may I ask?"
"oh ya it's Scarlett but I like to be called Scar"
"Scarlett......so Scarlett how old are you"
He smiled as he said my name /damn he's so nice nothing what I'd thought Hed be thought he'd be really mean/
"oh I'm turning sixteen this April and you?"
"Same here haha"
We had a short awkward silence and I look at the ground
"So umm why are you so deperessed" he asked slowly "if it's okay"
" Oh I just....I'm not the most loved person in my area..."
"I know how you feel same with me, were do you live?"
"I live in Belleville"
" Really me too what school?"
"umm haha belleville high"
"Dude how come I've never seen you?"
He said as he poked my stomach repeatedly. I start laughing because I'm ticklish and I guess he found out and he began to come towards me a continued to tickle me
"STOP OH MY GOSH I CAN'T BREATHE STOP" I manage to scream out he stopes and lies down next to me. He turns to his side and starts tickling me again i start laughing again ive never felt this happy before I hope it last forever I feel so alive I smiled even more and I move around so much he ends up on top of me and pins me down .
I begin to become very tenseI panicked I suppose he notices because he gets off of me and moves back to the chair
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you"
He said as he looked at the ground sadly
"no it's not your fault I'm just scared of everything but I'm terrified of being restrained like that"
He nods his head
" I'm sorry...... I didn't know"
I sat up and looked down at the dirty floor boards /damn I always do this why can't I just let myself be relaxed/he cut through my thoughts as he got up and sat next to me
"I'm sorry"
He whispered in my ear and then he put his hand around me I leaned in towards him and rested my head on his shoulder Awkwardly
"it's fine I know you didn't mean to"
I look up at him and we lock eyes god his eyes are so dreamy he then leans in and he kisses me I've never had my first kiss and I'm 15 pathetic right
He pulled away and we both started to blush
"oh I'm sorry I just-"
"it's fine I didn't mind actually" I said as my cheeks burned red And turned away
"Oh well then-"
He was interuppted by my phone my dad had texted me
were leaving soon start walking back
I texted him back
k on the way
I looked up at Gerard and he seemed sad I felt bad I had to leave
" I have to get back I'm leaving soon"
" okay then let's go"
He said and grabbed my hand
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