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Guys, it's kind of really important :(

So basically ever since Monday I have been in the worst, anti-social mood since Monday night. Every day whenever I'm with my friends I just feel really mad and upset. And then at home I don't change. I'm getting really mad at my Mom when she doesn't deserve it and my step-dad and my step-sister.

And then today at break my friends kept asking if I was okay and I didn't want them to worry about me anymore so I hid in the toilets at lunch which just made them worry about me more. Also they saw all my tweets saying I hated myself and that I was mad at everyone and then I burst into tears in Science and had to talk to my friend about it but only one of them knows now and all the others are worried...

So I came home and decided I'd try and put myself in a better mood. I had this college open evening and then I came home and started worrying about what courses to take and stuff so when my step-sister asked if she could text her Mom from my phone, I said no. Well she's always asking for my stuff and I never ask for anything in return. Like right now she has my dressing gown and my headphones. Then she popped up to me on BBM and told me I was 'spiteful' and that I have to 'get over myself' and now I'm back in that horrible mood which I doubt is gonna go away tomorrow :(

I just really wanna stop being mad at everyone and feeling anti-social but nearly everything that people say to me gets on my nerves. Like one of my friends knew I was upset this morning and now every time I'm just daydreaming or something she'll be all up in my face saying 'SMILE HOZZIE, CHEER UP!' and it annoys me :'(

Please help me? I don't know what to do, I don't wanna be an angry person but I really can't help it D':

Love Hozzie
xoxo