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Chapter 8

by partypoisionsgirl 2 reviews

I feel like such an ass, a complete total ass.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Drama,Erotica,Romance - Characters: Frank Iero,Gerard Way,Mikey Way,Ray Toro - Published: 2012-11-20 - Updated: 2012-11-21 - 3070 words

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Hey sorry I know it took me forever to update but this chapter was extreamly difficult to write. Hope all my effort pays off. Rate and Review.
P.S I'm thinking about ending this story soon, I know it's sad but it's true.


Chapter 8



Gerard's POV:

Frank walks onto the bus before me, and I follow him in. We walk in to see Ray on the couch crying with Mikey trying to comfort him.

"Are you fucking serious?"
"Gerard,"
"No Mikey I'm fucking sick of him."
"Gerard did you ever think he feels bad about what he did?"
"No because he doesn't, he only cares that he's not with Frank. Well you know what, deal with it bitch."
"Will you at least give him a chance?"
"Why should I?"
"Because he would give you one and you know it."
"Fine whatever."
"Go ahead Ray tell Gerard and Frank what you told me."
"I'm so sorry guys. What I did was totally wrong and I see that now."
"Yeah well it's a little too late for that now, isn't it?"
"Gerard I think he's serious."
"I'm sorry Frank but I don't think I can ever forgive him."

Frank looked saddened and it breaks my heart but what I said is true. Mikey looks at me and shakes his head which makes me feel worse. Then I hear pathetic little sobs from Ray and I get pissed off.

"I'm going to bed, you coming Frankie?"
"Yeah I'll be there in a minute."

I walk over and give him a kiss before I walk to the back of the bus. I feel so mad right now, it's hard not to slam the door. I lay on the bed not bothering to change and wait for Frank.


Frank's POV:

I watch Gerard walk away and I walk toward the couch and sit next to Ray and Mikey.

"Ray I want you to know that even though Gerard is still mad, I accept your apology."

I put my hand on his shoulder and he hugs me crying.

"I'm so sorry Frank, I feel so bad. I feel so stupid."
"It's okay, it's over now."

I pulled away and held his shoulders so he was looking at me.

"But what about Gerard?"
"I'll talk to Gerard, okay. Just calm down."
"Okay."
"I'm gonna go to bed, but you stay out here and talk to Mikey as long as you need to okay?"
"Yeah dude I'm here for you."
"Goodnight Frank."
"Night Frank."
"G'night guys, see you tomorrow."

I walk to the back of the bus to find Gerard lying on top of the bed. He must've fallen asleep waiting for me. He's still in all his clothes and his shoes. I take off his shoes, and his pants, and his shirt, then I get undressed. He usually looks peace full when he's sleeping, but tonight even as he's sleeping he looks stressed and mad. I grab an extra blanket from the closet, and go and lie on the bed next to him. I wish I knew why he couldn't forgive Ray. Yeah what Ray did was bad, but unforgivable? I never expected Gerard to act like a over-jealous girlfriend. Even though he is my boyfriend, and I guess he has a right to get jealous because of what Ray did. I never knew Gerard to hold grudges either. He gets mad at people, but he always forgives them or gets over it. I just want Gerard to be happy again.


Ray's POV:

"Gerard hates me Mikey."
"No Ray he doesn't hate you he just needs time to get over this."
"No Mikey I can tell in his voice he hates me."
"Ray I don't think Gerard is capable of hating anyone."
"Except me."
"He'll come around Ray, trust me."
".....okay. I'm gonna go to bed now Mikey."
"Alright dude, I'm gonna stay up for a couple more hours so I'm out here if you need me."
"Thanks Mikey, night."
"Kay night Ray."

I open the curtain to my still unmade bunk and climb in. My plan totally backfired. How could I not see this coming? What was wrong with me? Frank is obviously meant for Gerard and vice versa. I feel like such an ass, a complete total ass. I'm lucky that Frank is still talking to me, because Gerard obviously hates my guts. Which is totally understandable. If Frank wasn't talking to me though, I...I don't know what I'd do. I still love Frank though, I know it's wrong but I do. Now that I know I can never have him I feel like there's this big hole inside me. The only other person in the band I feel really close to is Mikey. I do care about Mikey a lot. No what am I thinking? Mikey is just my friend he would never like me like that. I just wish the band was back to normal again.


Gerard's POV:

I wake up with Frank sleeping next to me. I must've fallen asleep before he came back in the room last night. I climb out of bed carefully so I don't wake him up, and pull some jeans on and grab a tee shirt. I walk into the living area, grateful that I wake up early, so I'm alone for a while. I turn on the coffee machine, and wait for the coffee to drip out. When the machine finally beeps that it's done, I grab a cup and pour some in it. I curl up on the couch with my coffee and try to just relax. It doesn't last long though.

"Gee?"
"Oh morning Frankie."
"Morning. Why didn't you wake me up?"
"Well you went to bed late last night so I wanted to let you sleep."
"Oh well, um thanks. So how are you?"
"I'm okay, just a little tired, how about you?"
"About the same. So we have one show tonight and then our last shows tomorrow, huh?"
"yeah I know this tour went by fast."
"Yeah it did, which is why I wanted to ask you something."
"Go ahead Frankie you can ask me anything."
"Okay...well um we live pretty far away from each other and I can't stand the thought of having to wait for another tour to be this close to you so...I wanted to know if you wanted to buy a place so we could live together."
"Frankie I would love too! We can start looking for places today!"
"Thank God I thought you were going to say no and laugh at me."
"Why would I say no to that Frankie? I love being with you."
"I don't know I thought you were going to think I was rushing things, I guess I was just nervous."
"No, Frank I've loved you for so long no matter what we do, it's not going to be rushing anything."
"Okay. I'm sorry my heart is just beating really fast right now."
"Don't be sorry Frank mine is too. Us living together is a big thing, but it's going to be great."
"yeah I know."
"I get to desgine the house, right?"
"Of course Gee, you are the girl."
"Hey I resent that."
"No you don't, your'e the 'sassy diva' of the band and you love it."
"Your'e right I do, I really do."
"I know you do, and so do I, it's sexy."
"I can only try."
"Besides if you designe the house anything like you dress or how you draw, I know it's gonna be amazing."
"Awwwww thanks Frankie."
"Your'e welcome, it's true though."

I smiled and hugged him, forgetting everything that was stressing me out. This is a dream come true, me and Frank are moving in together! Mikey walked in grogily and went to the coffee machine.

"Morning Mikes."

He jumped and turned around.

"Morning guys, jeeze Gerard don't scare me like that, you know I'm oblivious in the morning, when I'm tired."

Mikey got his coffee and sat at the table.

"Why are you two so happy, this early in the morning?"

I looked over at Frank and he nodded for me to tell Mikey.

"Well Mikes, after this tour, me and Frank are moving in together."
"What!? Really!? That's great guys, I'm so happy for you! I'm going to have to buy more cameras."
"Oh God Mikey, your'e gonna film us in our own house? What about when the documentaries over?"
"Then I'll take the cameras down. Don't worry Frank, this documentary should be done in at least two months."
"Oh alright, I guess that's not that bad."
"This is so amazing guys, this like makes it official."
"Calm down Mikes, we're not getting married."
"Not yet at least."

Me and Frank looked at each other and blushed.

"See told you. So where are you guys gonna live?"
"We're gonna stay in New Jersey."
"Oooh why don't you live by me?"
"Bro I do live by you."
"But your'e gonna move in with Frank, so you might move far away."
"I won't live far away from you Mikes."
"Promise?"
"Yeah I promise."
"Okay good. So let's start looking for places!"
"Shouldn't me and Frank be doing that?"
"We can all do it, come on."

Mikey got his laptop and we all sat at the table looking at houses for me and Frank.






Chapter 8





Gerard's POV:



Frank walks onto the bus before me, and I follow him in. We walk in to see Ray on the couch crying with Mikey trying to comfort him.



"Are you fucking serious?"

"Gerard,"

"No Mikey I'm fucking sick of him."

"Gerard did you ever think he feels bad about what he did?"

"No because he doesn't, he only cares that he's not with Frank. Well you know what, deal with it bitch."

"Will you at least give him a chance?"

"Why should I?"

"Because he would give you one and you know it."

"Fine whatever."

"Go ahead Ray tell Gerard and Frank what you told me."

"I'm so sorry guys. What I did was totally wrong and I see that now."

"Yeah well it's a little too late for that now, isn't it?"

"Gerard I think he's serious."

"I'm sorry Frank but I don't think I can ever forgive him."



Frank looked saddened and it breaks my heart but what Isaid is true. Mikey looks at me and shakes his head which makes me feel worse. Then I hear pathetic little sobs from Ray and I get pissed off.



"I'm going to bed, you coming Frankie?"

"Yeah I'll be there in a minute."



I walk over and give him a kiss before I walk to the back of the bus. I feel so mad right now, it's hard not to slam the door. I lay on the bed not bothering to change and wait for Frank.





Frank's POV:



I watch Gerard walk away and I walk toward the couch and sit next to Ray and Mikey.



"Ray I want you to know that even though Gerard is still mad, I accept your apology."



I put my hand on his shoulder and he hugs me crying.



"I'm so sorry Frank, I feel so bad. I feel so stupid."

"It's okay, it's over now."



I pulled away and held his shoulders so he was looking at me.



"But what about Gerard?"

"I'll talk to Gerard, okay. Just calm down."

"Okay."

"I'm gonna go to bed, but you stay out here and talk to Mikey as long as you need to okay?"

"Yeah dude I'm here for you."

"Goodnight Frank."

"Night Frank."

"G'night guys, see you tomorrow."



I walk to the back of the bus to find Gerard lying on top of the bed. He must've fallen asleep waiting for me. He's still in all his clothes and his shoes. I take off his shoes, and his pants, and his shirt, then I get undressed. He usually looks peace full when he's sleeping, but tonight even as he's sleeping he looks stressed and mad. I grab an extra blanket from the closet, and go and lie on the bed next to him. I wish I knew why he couldn't forgive Ray. Yeah what Ray did was bad, but unforgivable? I never expected Gerard to act like a over-jealous girlfriend. Even though he is my boyfriend, and I guess he has a right to get jealous because of what Ray did. Inever knew Gerard to hold grudges either. He gets mad at people, but he always forgives them or gets over it. I just want Gerard to be happy again.





Ray's POV:



"Gerard hates me Mikey."

"No Ray he doesn't hate you he just needs time to get over this."

"No Mikey I can tell in his voice he hates me."

"Ray I don't think Gerard is capable of hating anyone."

"Except me."

"He'll come around Ray, trust me."

".....okay. I'm gonna go to bed now Mikey."

"Alright dude, I'm gonna stay up for a couple more hours so I'm out here if you need me."

"Thanks Mikey, night."

"Kay night Ray."



I open the curtain to my still unmade bunk and climb in. My plan totally backfired. How could I not see this coming? What was wrong with me? Frank is obviously meant for Gerard and vice versa. I feel like such an ass, a complete total ass. I'm lucky that Frank is still talking to me, because Gerard obviously hates my guts. Which is totally understandable. If Frank wasn't talking to me though, I...I don't know what I'd do. I still love Frank though, I know it's wrong but I do. Now that I know I can never have him I feel like there's this big hole inside me. The only other person in the band I feel really close to is Mikey. I do care about Mikey a lot. No what am I thinking?Mikey is just my friend he would never like me like that. I just wish the band was back to normal again.





Gerard's POV:



I wake up with Frank sleeping next to me. I must've fallen asleep before he came back in the room last night. I climb out of bed carefully so I don't wake him up, and pull some jeans on and grab a tee shirt. I walk into the living area, grateful that I wake up early, so I'm alone for awhile. I turn on the coffee machine, and wait for the coffee to drip out. When the machine finally beeps that it's done, I grab a cup and pour some in it. Icurl up on the couch with my coffee and try to just relax. It doesn't last long though.



"Gee?"

"Oh morning Frankie."

"Morning. Why didn't you wake me up?"

"Well you went to bed late last night so Iwanted to let you sleep."

"Oh well, um thanks. So how are you?"

"I'm okay, just a little tired, how about you?"

"About the same. So we have one show tonight and then our last shows tomorrow, huh?"

"yeah I know this tour went by fast."

"Yeah it did, which is why I wanted to ask you something."

"Go ahead Frankie you can ask me anything."

"Okay...well um we live pretty far away from each other and I can't stand the thought of having to wait for another tour to be this close to you so...I wanted to know if you wanted to buy a place so we could live together."

"Frankie I would love too! We can start looking for places today!"

"Thank God I thought you were going to say no and laugh at me."

"Why would I say no to that Frankie? I love being with you."

"I don't know I thought you were going to think I was rushing things, I guess I was just nervous."

"No, Frank I've loved you for so long no matter what we do, it's not going to be rushing anything."

"Okay. I'm sorry my heart is just beating really fast right now."

"Don't be sorry Frank mine is too. Us living together is a big thing, but it's going to be great."

"yeah I know."

"I get to desgine the house, right?"

"Of course Gee, you are the girl."

"Hey I resent that."

"No you don't, your'e the 'sassy diva' of the band and you love it."

"Your'e right I do, I really do."

"I know you do, and so do I, it's sexy."

"I can only try."

"Besides if you designe the house anything like you dress or how you draw, I know it's gonna be amazing."

"Awwwww thanks Frankie."

"Your'e welcome, it's true though."



I smiled and hugged him, forgetting everything that was stressing me out. This is a dream come true, me and Frank are moving in together! Mikey walked in grogily and went to the coffee machine.



"Morning Mikes."



He jumped and turned around.



"Morning guys, jeeze Gerard don't scare me like that, you know I'm oblivious in the morning, when I'm tired."



Mikey got his coffee and sat at the table.



"Why are you two so happy, this early in the morning?"



I looked over at Frank and he nodded for me to tell Mikey.



"Well Mikes, after this tour, me and Frank are moving in together."

"What!? Really!? That's great guys, I'm so happy for you! I'm going to have to buy more cameras."

"Oh God Mikey, your'e gonna film us in our own house? What about when the documentaries over?"

"Then I'll take the cameras down. Don't worry Frank, this documentary should be done in at least two months."

"Oh alright, I guess that's not that bad."

"This is so amazing guys, this like makes it official."

"Calm down Mikes, we're not getting married."

"Not yet at least."



Me and Frank looked at each other and blushed.



"See told you. So where are you guys gonna live?"

"We're gonna stay in New Jersey."

"Oooh why don't you live by me?"

"Bro I do live by you."

"But your'e gonna move in with Frank, so you might move far away."

"I won't live far away from you Mikes."

"Promise?"

"Yeah I promise."

"Okay good. So let's start looking for places!"

"Shouldn't me and Frank be doing that?"

"We can all do it, come on."



Mikey got his laptop and we all sat at the table looking at houses for me and Frank.

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