FicWad

Hey I'm so so sooooooo sorry I deserve to be hated I know, but the reason I didn't update is because sadly I got admitted to South Oaks which for those of you who don't know is a mental hospital. So be happy I'm back and I'm not suicidal anymore, yay!!! So while I was there I finished handwriting this story so it will be done soon and there will be another on the way so be excited! Love you all and I'm truly sorry, enjoy.

Chapter 9

Frank's POV:

"This is it Frankie."

I stand in Gerard's dressing room staring at the clock, waiting to go preform the last show in our Danger Days tour.

"I know Gee, I can't believe it's really over."
"Me neither. It feels like just yesterday we were all sitting around writing Na Na Na."
"Yeah. I'm gonna miss being on the road."
"Me too, but think about it, yesterday we found the place we wanna live so once this tour is over we're gonna have a house all to ourselves."
"And Mikey's hidden cameras."
"Yeah, but those won't be there forever."
"I know, I don't mind them being there anyway. I'm still gonna miss the crowded bus though."
"I know I will too, but knowing us we'll be on tour again soon. I can tell you one thing I'm not gonna miss though, the shitty instant coffee."
"A-fuckin-men! That coffee was so disgusting. You know if you think about it coffee is technically how we're together."
"What are you talking about?"
"The day we started going out, we were all planning to go to a coffee shop but you just broke up with Lyn-z so we went without you and you met us there later. I noticed you were avoiding me and I couldn't take it so that night during the show I kissed you. Then backstage you freaked out and locked me out of your dressing room and everything happened."
"You kissed me during that show because I was avoiding you?"
"Yeah I needed you to pay attention to me."
"Well thank God you did that."
"I know right, it was the best thing I ever did. We better go Gee the show starts in five minutes."
"Oh yeah your'e right let's go."

I lead Gerard backstage with my heart racing. This is really it, this is our last show. Tomorrow the bus is gonna bring us all back home and I probably won't see Ray and Mikey for a while. Well I haven't really seen Ray for the past few days anyway. Since the "situation" from our earlier show, he's been staying in his bunk and only coming out for shows. I feel bad that Ray's so upset but when I try to talk to him he pretends that everything's fine. I tried to talk to Gerard about forgiving him but he was very stubborn. According to Gerard, Ray betrayed him which is totally unforgivable. I even got Mikey to try to talk to him but he won't let it go.

As soon as we walked backstage we were called to go on. Gerard kissed me and followed the other guys on stage. I walked on smiling as usual as the crowd cheered.

"Hey motherfuckers, this is our last show on this tour so I want you to be so loud it makes my ears fuckin' bleed!"

I laugh to myself as Gerard yells enthusiasm at the crowd. I pour my heart into every chord I play and totally loose myself in each song. Gerard is suddenly right behind me putting his hand down my shirt and kissing my neck. I moaned loudly and he dry humped me from behind. I let go of my guitar and grabbed his hair. He bit my neck and let go of me, and walked back to center stage. I took hold of my guitar and continued playing where I left off. I looked over at him and he winked at me. The show continued on like that, me getting into the songs and every so often Gerard coming over to grope or kiss me. Gerard put on a feather boa when we started playing House of Wolves, which he then decided to snake around special parts of my body. I watched him playfully as he walked away again and danced around the stage.


Gerard's POV:

This show was one of the best ones on the tour. The crowd is really enthusiastic, and I'm making sure there's as much Frerard as possible. Frank is always looking over at me with a smirk on his face, so I know he's enjoying the show too. We're about to start playing The Kids From Yesterday to finish the show off, when I notice a guy in the front row holding a poster that says, 'Frerard Forever!' with pictures of me and Frank kissing and doing other stuff around it. I talk into the back round mic and tell everyone to hold on before they start playing. I walk to the front of the stage in front of that guy.

"Hey, gimmie that."

He points to the poster and I nod. He hands it over and before I show the crowd I show Frank and Mikey. Frank smiles and Mikey giggles. I hold it up so the crowd can see and they cheer.

"This has to be one of the best fucking signs I've seen in the crowd, ever. What do you think Frank?"
"It's fucking awesome. Can we keep it?"

I look over to the guy I took it from and he nods vigorously.

"Hell yes we can. So, do you motherfuckers like Frerard?"

The crowd explodes into a giant roar of cheering and yelling. I look over at Frank who smiles and nods.

"Well guess what fuckers, Frerard is real, and me and Frank are going to live together!!"

The audience gets even louder and I think my ears just might bleed. I hear Frank in the back round mic say, 'I love you so much babe. Frerard Forever.'. I look over at him and he winks at me.

"You guys have been amazing. Thank you. This last song is called The Kids From Yesterday."

Mikey starts playing the opening bass line and everyone joins in.

"I'm gonna dance on my own, you can dance however you want."

I start singing and end the best show of my life.

While Mikey plays the ending bass line, I walk over to Frank and kiss him one last time. The audience cheers as we break apart and walk off stage holding hands. Once we're backstage he hugs me crying.

"What's wrong Frankie?"
"Nothings wrong, absolutely nothing. In fact nothing could be more perfect."

I break apart from the hug and look at him concerned.

"Then...why are you crying?"
"Because your'e so fucking amazing Gerard. I love you so much, I can't live or function without you."

Tears well up in my eyes as I smile softly at him.

"Don't say that Frank, of course you can live without me. I'm not that important."
"No Gerard I really couldn't, you complete me, and I...I just fucking love you so much."
"I love you too Frank, more than anything."

I pull him back into a hug, crying slightly myself. After a few moments he pulls away sniffling, and he smiles up at me. I smile back wiping tears from my eyes.

"Hey Gee I have an idea."
"What is it?"
"Let's go around back to see the fans. They'll probably freak out if we go out there holding hands."
"Your'e so adorable, that's a great idea. Let's go."


Frank's POV:

Me and Gerard walk out the back door to be greeted by at least sixty fans. When they see us come out holding hands they start clapping and cheering. When they die down Gerard lets go of my hand and hugs his body, shivering.

"Fuck it's cold outside."

I take off my hoodie and wrap it around his shoulders. He looks at me and smiles as the fans start cheering again. Gerard taps my shoulder and points to one of the fans.

"Hey Frank that's the kid I took the poster from."

I look at him surprised, he was pointing at a guy.

"A guy had that poster?"
"Yeah I know right?"

Gerard grabs my hand and drags me over to him.

"Hey sorry I took your poster."

He looks at me and Gerard and laughs.

"Don't worry about it, I'm glad you took it. Besides I can make more."
"So you really like Frerard, huh?"
"Yeah, you two are perfect for each other."\

Gerard looks at me and smiles.

"Yeah, we've been told that."
"I'm so happy Frerard is real, me and my friends have been wishing it was for so long. We all have binders full of printed-out Frerard fanfiction stories, and we all have Frerard pictures all over our rooms."

Me and Gerard look at each other confused, so I speak up.

"Um, what the hell is Frerard fanfiction?"
"You guys don't know?"

We both shake our heads no.

"Well Frerard fanfiction is Frerard stories that fans make up. You guys should read them. The best ones are on FicWad.com."
"Wow you guys like Frerard that much?"
"Hell yeah, it's the second best part of MCR."
"What's the first?"
"The music, duh."

We talk to the kid for a little bit more, then we go on to the other fans to talk and sign stuff. We're out there for about an hour until we finally say goodbye and head for the bus. We walk on the bus and sit on the couch. We're sitting there for about thirty seconds when Mikey burst in panting and sweating.

"Whoa Mikey, you okay there?"
"Oh hey guys, have you seen Ray?"

Gerard scowls so I answer.

"No, why?"
"Because I can't find him."
"What do you mean you can't find him?"
"I mean Ray's missing."

Chapter 9

Frank's POV:



"This is it Frankie."



I stand in Gerard's dressing room staring at the clock, waiting to go perform the last show in our Danger Days tour.



"I know Gee, Ican't believe it's really over."

"Me neither. It feels like just yesterday we were all sitting around writing Na Na Na."

"Yeah. I'm gonna miss being on the road."

"Me too, but think about it, yesterday we found the place we wanna live so once this tour is over we're gonna have a house all to ourselves."

"And Mikey's hidden cameras."

"Yeah, but those won't be there forever."

"I know, I don't mind them being there anyway. I'm still gonna miss the crowded bus though."

"I know I will too, but knowing us we'll be on tour again soon. I can tell you one thing I'm not gonna miss though, the shitty instant coffee."

"A-fuckin-men!That coffee was so disgusting. You know if you think about it coffee is technically how we're together."

"What are you talking about?"

"The day we started going out, we were all planning to go to a coffee shop but you just broke up with Lyn-z so we went without you and you met us there later. Inoticed you were avoiding me and I couldn't take it so that night during the show I kissed you. Then backstage you freaked out and locked me out of your dressing room and everything happened."

"You kissed me during that show because I was avoiding you?"

"Yeah I needed you to pay attention to me."

"Well thank God you did that."

"I know right, it was the best thing I ever did. We better go Gee the show starts in five minutes."

"Oh yeah your'e right let's go."



I lead Gerard backstage with my heart racing. This is really it, this is our last show. Tomorrow the bus is gonna bring us all back home and I probably won't see Ray and Mikey for a while. Well I haven't really seen Ray for the past few days anyway. Since the"situation" from our earlier show, he's been staying in his bunk and only coming out for shows. I feel bad that Ray's so upset but when I try to talk to him he pretends that everything's fine. I tried to talk to Gerard about forgiving him but he was very stubborn. According to Gerard, Ray betrayed him which is totally unforgivable. I even got Mikey to try to talk to him but he won't let it go.



As soon as we walked backstage we were called to go on. Gerard kissed me and followed the other guys on stage. I walked on smiling as usual as the crowd cheered.



"Hey motherfuckers, this is our last show on this tour so I want you to be so loud it makes my ears fuckin' bleed!"



I laugh to myself as Gerard yells enthusiasm at the crowd. I pour my heart into every chord I play and totally loose myself in each song. Gerard is suddenly right behind me putting his hand down my shirt and kissing my neck. I moaned loudly and he dry humped me from behind. I let go of my guitar and grabbed his hair. He bit my neck and let go of me, and walked back to center stage. I took hold of my guitar and continued playing where I left off. I looked over at him and he winked at me. The show continued on like that, me getting into the songs and every so often Gerard coming over to grope or kiss me. Gerard put on a feather boa when we started playing House of Wolves, which he then decided to snake around special parts of my body. I watched him playfully as he walked away again and danced around the stage.





Gerard's POV:



This show was one of the best ones on the tour. The crowd is really enthusiastic, and I'm making sure there's as much Frerard as possible. Frank is always looking over at me with asmirk on his face, so I know he's enjoying the show too. We're about to start playing The Kids From Yesterday to finish the show off, when I notice a guy in the front row holding a poster that says, 'Frerard Forever!' with pictures of me and Frank kissing and doing other stuff around it. I talk into the back round mic and tell everyone to hold on before they start playing. I walk to the front of the stage in front of that guy.



"Hey, gimmie that."



He points to the poster and I nod. He hands it over and before I show the crowd I show Frank and Mikey. Frank smiles and Mikey giggles. I hold it up so the crowd can see and they cheer.



"This has to be one of the best fucking signs I've seen in the crowd, ever. What do you think Frank?"

"It's fucking awesome. Can we keep it?"



I look over to the guy Itook it from and he nods vigorously.



"Hell yes we can. So, do you motherfuckers like Frerard?"



The crowd explodes into agiant roar of cheering and yelling. I look over at Frank who smiles and nods.



"Well guess what fuckers, Frerard is real, and me and Frank are going to live together!!"



The audience gets even louder and I think my ears just might bleed. I hear Frank in the back round mic say, 'I love you so much babe. Frerard Forever.'. I look over at him and he winks at me.



"You guys have been amazing. Thank you. This last song is called The Kids From Yesterday."



Mikey starts playing the opening bass line and everyone joins in.



"I'm gonna dance on my own, you can dance however you want."



I start singing and end the best show of my life.



While Mikey plays the ending bass line, I walk over to Frank and kiss him one last time. The audience cheers as we break apart and walk off stage holding hands. Once we're backstage he hugs me crying.



"What's wrong Frankie?"

"Nothings wrong, absolutely nothing. In fact nothing could be more perfect."



I break apart from the hug and look at him concerned.



"Then...why are you crying?"

"Because your'e so fucking amazing Gerard. I love you so much, I can't live or function without you."



Tears well up in my eyes as I smile softly at him.



"Don't say that Frank, of course you can live without me. I'm not that important."

"No Gerard Ireally couldn't, you complete me, and I...I just fucking love you so much."

"I love you too Frank, more than anything."



I pull him back into a hug, crying slightly myself. After a few moments he pulls away sniffling, and he smiles up at me. I smile back wiping tears from my eyes.



"Hey Gee I have an idea."

"What is it?"

"Let's go around back to see the fans. They'll probably freak out if we go out there holding hands."

"Your'e so adorable, that's a great idea. Let's go."





Frank's POV:



Me and Gerard walk out the back door to be greeted by at least sixty fans. When they see us come out holding hands they start clapping and cheering. When they die down Gerard lets go of my hand and hugs his body, shivering.



"Fuck it's cold outside."



I take off my hoodie and wrap it around his shoulders. He looks at me and smiles as the fans start cheering again. Gerard taps my shoulder and points to one of the fans.



"Hey Frank that's the kid I took the poster from."



I look at him surprised, he was pointing at a guy.



"A guy had that poster?"

"Yeah I know right?"



Gerard grabs my hand and drags me over to him.



"Hey sorry I took your poster."



He looks at me and Gerard and laughs.



"Don't worry about it, I'm glad you took it. Besides I can make more."

"So you really like Frerard, huh?"

"Yeah, you two are perfect for each other."\



Gerard looks at me and smiles.



"Yeah, we've been told that."

"I'm so happy Frerard is real, me and my friends have been wishing it was for so long. We all have binders full of printed-out Frerard fanfiction stories, and we all have Frerard pictures all over our rooms."



Me and Gerard look at each other confused, so I speak up.



"Um, what the hell is Frerard fanfiction?"

"You guys don't know?"



We both shake our heads no.



"Well Frerard fanfiction is Frerard stories that fans make up. You guys should read them. The best ones are on FicWad.com."

"Wow you guys like Frerard that much?"

"Hell yeah, it's the second best part of MCR."

"What's the first?"

"The music, duh."



We talk to the kid for alittle bit more, then we go on to the other fans to talk and sign stuff. We're out there for about an hour until we finally say goodbye and head for the bus. We walk on the bus and sit on the couch. We're sitting there for about thirty seconds when Mikey burst in panting and sweating.



"Whoa Mikey, you okay there?"

"Oh hey guys, have you seen Ray?"



Gerard scowls so I answer.



"No, why?"

"Because I can't find him."

"What do you mean you can't find him?"

"I mean Ray's missing."