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Answers-Chapter 8
0 reviews*FERARD* Chapter 8 Gerard get the answers he needs. FRank tries to make them mostly truth, but he doesn't want Gerard to know that he's homeless. Smut is coming next chapter
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Chapter 8
Thrusday
Franks Pov
Over the past two days I’ve made $310 dollars and then add my $180 I have $490. I took a lot of jobs I’d rather of not taken. I have to get back to school or I will be really behind, in school and if I don’t do well I’m stuck here. I already have a few schools that want me and are willing to give me a full scholarship but that means I have to get a more than perfect score in school this year to keep it.
Its November 22nd and I just don’t know how much longer I can last sleeping out side, it’s snowed twice and hasn’t stuck. Along with searching for new high paying clients I’ve also been looking for a shelter because $490 wont last even though I get the lowest price cause I’ve been staying there for so long. The owner knows me and often helps me out in the winter. But he wont fly for basically letting me stay for free for three months.
I had no luck there were no close shelters. So my life has finally turned to shit. After all the effort I put in all these years to keep it a float didn’t pay off at all. And I have to see Gerard today and I have no fucking clue what to tell him. I want to tell him the truth but I can’t do that, Gerard means something to me I’ve never felt this way before and I just I don’t want to lose him.
I give a guy a quick hand job that morning and get $10, not much but I need it. I get to school and I look like crap, so I shower and wahs my clothes. I skip breakfast cause I can’t afford it so I head straight to first period.
I walk in and the teachers not there, but I see Gerard sitting in the corner and he looks really anxious. I walk over to him and say “hey gee, we need to talk” I have no clue what to tell him but we do need to talk cause I can’t lose him
Gerard stands up and hugs me tight and says in my ear “Okay, you can turst me I really don’t care, but please don’t leave again”
I finally put my arms around his body and hug him back “I wont”
Then other classmates walk in and scream “FAGGS” at us. The bell rings and we sit down next to each other the whole class he hold my hand and I’m glad he does.
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During the class I though about what to tell him. And I did I’m gonna try and tell him a lie but try to have the truth in it too without revealing that I’m homeless.
I decide I have to tell him this in private so we both ditch second period. We get in his car and we drive silently back to his apartment. We walk in take a seat and just stare at each other.
Then I start “Okay well here goes nothing, I have to start at the beginning of everything for you to understand”
“Okay”
“So my mom died when I was 8, from a drunk driver”
“I’m so sorry Frank”
“It’s fine. My dad then got into drug and alcohol. He lost his job when I was 9. I don’t know how we got by for so long. I think my dad used my college savings. And my grandmother would send checks every month to help my dad.”
“I’m”
“it’s fine Gerard. When I was twelve my grandmother passed away. And my dad got a job as a bar tender. My father absolutely hates me, I guess he blames me I don’t but he hits me a lot.”
“Frank is that why you have a black eye?” I hadn’t realized but I guess berts punches have been happening a lot and in the same place so I have a very bad bruise on my face.
“um… Yeah. Gerard I want you to know that I have done things I’m not proud of to get money. My dad was wasting it all on alcohol and drugs and he said I needed to make money too. So when I was twelve I had done some very… um… inappropriate thing for money” This is all the truth but now I have to explain the money so here comes the lie.
“Frank do you still…?”
“No, no I don’t” that’s a lie
“Good” geez I’m a terrible person.
“Over the years my dad has gotten us in debt and we’ve been paying it of in cash, I give it to the bank after school. And that’s why I had the money”
“Is that why your dad punched”
“um…Yeah I guess or it was just for his pure pleasure” Gerard flinches when I say that.
“Frank will you stay here tonight, just to let your dad calm down over it all?” Did Gerard just ask me to stay with him like omg I think I might love this man. But I can’t help but feel guilty for lying to him.
“I’d love to” I manage to say then he envelops me in a hug
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I guess we fell asleep because we wake hearing a door slam close and Mikey screaming “WHAT THE FUCK GERARD. THANKS FOR MAKING ME WALK HOME”
He walks in the room and sees us curled up together on the couch. In fact I’m basically on top of him
Then Mikey lets out an “oh”
Gerard says “I’m sorry MIkey, me and Frankie left school and decided to just stay home for the rest of the day. I swear I was gonna pick you up but I just fell asleep, Frankie was just such a good blanket” My cheeks turn a very dark red and we all start laughing.
“It’s fine I’m glad you settled it”
I’m glad to I had an amazing day. It was filled with talking Gerard had told me why him and Mikey had moved, and he also told me about his last boyfriend. Then the day was also filled with a lot of kissing, I’m pretty sure I’ve memorized what Gerard’s toughen taste like. And the best part of the day was that I wasn’t worrying.
Chapter 8
Thrusday
Franks Pov
Over the past two days I’ve made $310 dollars and then add my $180 I have $490. I took a lot of jobs I’d rather of not taken. I have to get back to school or I will be really behind, in school and if I don’t do well I’m stuck here. I already have a few schools that want me and are willing to give me a full scholarship but that means I have to get a more than perfect score in school this year to keep it.
Its November 22nd and I just don’t know how much longer I can last sleeping out side, it’s snowed twice and hasn’t stuck. Along with searching for new high paying clients I’ve also been looking for a shelter because $490 wont last even though I get the lowest price cause I’ve been staying there for so long. The owner knows me and often helps me out in the winter. But he wont fly for basically letting me stay for free for three months.
I had no luck there were no close shelters. So my life has finally turned to shit. After all the effort I put in all these years to keep it a float didn’t pay off at all. And I have to see Gerard today and I have no fucking clue what to tell him. I want to tell him the truth but I can’t do that, Gerard means something to me I’ve never felt this way before and I just I don’t want to lose him.
I give a guy a quick hand job that morning and get $10, not much but I need it. I get to school and I look like crap, so I shower and wahs my clothes. I skip breakfast cause I can’t afford it so I head straight to first period.
I walk in and the teachers not there, but I see Gerard sitting in the corner and he looks really anxious. I walk over to him and say “hey gee, we need to talk” I have no clue what to tell him but we do need to talk cause I can’t lose him
Gerard stands up and hugs me tight and says in my ear “Okay, you can turst me I really don’t care, but please don’t leave again”
I finally put my arms around his body and hug him back “I wont”
Then other classmates walk in and scream “FAGGS” at us. The bell rings and we sit down next to each other the whole class he hold my hand and I’m glad he does.
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-
During the class I though about what to tell him. And I did I’m gonna try and tell him a lie but try to have the truth in it too without revealing that I’m homeless.
I decide I have to tell him this in private so we both ditch second period. We get in his car and we drive silently back to his apartment. We walk in take a seat and just stare at each other.
Then I start “Okay well here goes nothing, I have to start at the beginning of everything for you to understand”
“Okay”
“So my mom died when I was 8, from a drunk driver”
“I’m so sorry Frank”
“It’s fine. My dad then got into drug and alcohol. He lost his job when I was 9. I don’t know how we got by for so long. I think my dad used my college savings. And my grandmother would send checks every month to help my dad.”
“I’m”
“it’s fine Gerard. When I was twelve my grandmother passed away. And my dad got a job as a bar tender. My father absolutely hates me, I guess he blames me I don’t but he hits me a lot.”
“Frank is that why you have a black eye?” I hadn’t realized but I guess berts punches have been happening a lot and in the same place so I have a very bad bruise on my face.
“um… Yeah. Gerard I want you to know that I have done things I’m not proud of to get money. My dad was wasting it all on alcohol and drugs and he said I needed to make money too. So when I was twelve I had done some very… um… inappropriate thing for money” This is all the truth but now I have to explain the money so here comes the lie.
“Frank do you still…?”
“No, no I don’t” that’s a lie
“Good” geez I’m a terrible person.
“Over the years my dad has gotten us in debt and we’ve been paying it of in cash, I give it to the bank after school. And that’s why I had the money”
“Is that why your dad punched”
“um…Yeah I guess or it was just for his pure pleasure” Gerard flinches when I say that.
“Frank will you stay here tonight, just to let your dad calm down over it all?” Did Gerard just ask me to stay with him like omg I think I might love this man. But I can’t help but feel guilty for lying to him.
“I’d love to” I manage to say then he envelops me in a hug
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I guess we fell asleep because we wake hearing a door slam close and Mikey screaming “WHAT THE FUCK GERARD. THANKS FOR MAKING ME WALK HOME”
He walks in the room and sees us curled up together on the couch. In fact I’m basically on top of him
Then Mikey lets out an “oh”
Gerard says “I’m sorry MIkey, me and Frankie left school and decided to just stay home for the rest of the day. I swear I was gonna pick you up but I just fell asleep, Frankie was just such a good blanket” My cheeks turn a very dark red and we all start laughing.
“It’s fine I’m glad you settled it”
I’m glad to I had an amazing day. It was filled with talking Gerard had told me why him and Mikey had moved, and he also told me about his last boyfriend. Then the day was also filled with a lot of kissing, I’m pretty sure I’ve memorized what Gerard’s toughen taste like. And the best part of the day was that I wasn’t worrying.
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