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I'm sorry
(#) Sam41 2013-02-03
Hey, I've been there; fuck I'm still there..
It sucks, but you have to remember at some point, nobody knows when, but at that point it's going to get better; everything will begin to work in your favor and life will seem amazing, trust me...
"It gets better, it always gets better. Life will never put you through more than you can handle"-Austin Carlile
If you want to rant/talk/anything hit me up at __sam41@hotmail.com, and don't worry, I usually find a way to fuck up my own wonderfull days, plus someone talking to me about stuff that's happening doesn't wreck my moods at all (I find it kind of a way to boost my mood, because people don't think I'm a total cunt)Author's response
Thank you for the offer its sweet really.
I just can't find the confidence or anything to take you up on it. The last time I opened up to someone I was threatened to be killed.
Also I don't think your a little cunt because if you were you wouldn't be trying to help me.I'm sorry
(#) upinflames 2013-02-03
you're giving up.
it's pissing me off.
you're telling me you don't deserve all this - you don't deserve love or any shot at getting better. why?
stop selling yourself like this criminal. like you're scum.
i am not disappointed in you. or saddened. i am angry.
why are you throwing all of this away?
get off this computer. throw away every link to the internet. it's making you sick.
go outside. find a children's park and play with the kids over there. they'll remind you that things don't have to be so heavy.
you don't need to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.
if people are having a damn jolly time and you're not, get out of there. do not give up in the pursuit of your own happiness. stop being such a damn martyr.
so, yea, you fucked with some people. maybe you hurt them. what about you?
how were you feeling that day?
did anyone ask you?
you do not need to care about them every waking minute of your life. you need to take care of yourself.
do things that make you happy.
please, if you're going to do this, don't go when you're sad.
do it cos you want to be happy.
but you can't fucking tell me you're going to go out
without falling in love
seeing the world
following yours dreams
doing it all
and then some
i want you to try ^^ those things first
then you can die.
that's all i ask.
okay. bye.
i hope you don't do this.
Author's response
Look. I have hurt more then a few people. It's the sick sadistic way that I did it that I feel so awful about it.
I have no more dreams.
I have fallen in love and currently in a realationship with someone that I recently met. But I am just going to end it because: 1. My mom doesn't really agree with homosexual realationships 2. I am going to move and she is moving somewhere to. Both of us agreed its best.
Also I honestly don't deserve it. :)
I'm sorry if this just angers you further but... You haven't really seen what the real me does to people. If you did I'm sure you would be saying something entirely different.
Also... I can't promise that those things will happen before I die. If they due then I'll be sure to think of you.
But in all honesty I derserve every single bit if what I wrote.I'm sorry
(#) killjoy_blackrose 2013-02-04
okay i was there too. tell me i'm a fucking liar time and time again and at the end of the day i still know what it's like.
i thought i'd used up all my happiness and i deserved all the pain-the shit life threw at me daily. because-well no i'm not gonna start telling you my sob story, it'll just bore the fuck out of you.
but the thing is
/why are you giving up/
FIGHT for who you are and just FUCK WHO DOESN'T acxept that.
you're never gonna get better if you don't try.
the act is what makes you sad/pissed or what the fuck ever you are.
so please...be yourself.
and again, tell me i don't care but i do.
ha i'm sitting in front of my tv, not watchig the dumb film but typing this on my ipod. i'm no hero and no saint but i have a fucking heart.
i care
and if you just want to vemt without some dim witted idiot judging-write me a mail. it's on my profile.
crosses arms childishly not lying...
pouts
dude did i just destroy my credibility
he
xo k
Author's response
It's okay I'm would be happy to listen. And no I'm not going to call you a liar.
I also get what you mean by this act just making me worse. To be honest I just feel normal because i don't have any other time when I was feeling happy or good to compare it to. I just have nothing.
And being myself is why I'm doing this. I don't want people to see the real me. That person is just a sorry excuse of a human.
Also I appreciate the gesture. Really that's like super sweet if you! But alas... I can't. I just.... can't I'd feel like I'm burdening you or something.I'm sorry
(#) killjoy_blackrose 2013-02-09
i don't think you're a sorry excuse for a human being. you may have your reasons for feeling like this but self pity won't get you anywhere. you're busy torturing yourself while you could be working on getting better.
ha
now i sound like an idiot. don't get me wrong, i mean what i say, but somehow i can't really express it and i also know how it's hard to understand.
so please keep being yourself.
you'll be happy you did once you've solved all problems-or at least leanred how to deal with them. that takes ages, but pays off, so please keep being your wonderful fucking self.
and you really don't burden me. feel fres to vent anytime^-^
xo k
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