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Dear friend,
I've decided to do this in a "Perks of Being a Wallflower" setup.
Mainly because I fucking love the book, I read it as much as I can (although I still haven't finished it).
Today, single awareness day.
The day where I suffer and watch as everyone gets cuddly and cute with their boyfriends, girlfriends, friends with benefits even.
Then there's me; I do have a valentine, just long distance.
You never know how far away someone can feel until you have hit the point of feeling alone, even in large groups of people.
I did kind of enjoy it this year thought; even though I didn't attend any concerts. This year it was filled with Squidgy, Jalex, Coke Zero and books.
Fun huh?
It just shows friend, that I have no life; well social life.
I do a lot, but nothing that really involves others. It's just me, I don't like hanging out with people, texting people or talking on weekends. I just don't feel accepted due to the fact that usually the groups I hang out with everyone is closer to each other than I ever will be. So usually I'm excluded.
Today was pretty uneventful, I worked on homework, ate gummy bears, drank pop, babysat. So exciting! Well if you like eating glass and rolling around in hot coals.
Besides that, I broke down; again.
Another person told me I was worthless and I should go die.
So many people who don't realize that I'm at the point of actually taking their advice, actually doing it.
Nevermind, that's sad and depressing; like the song that's playing. It only is the beginning and I still don't like it. Weird, I usually will listen to and like any Linkin Park song, but not this one.
In Pieces it's called; depressing as fuck, just like Crash.
What's with bands and writing sad songs? Cheezus, you can't go 10 minutes anymore without some pop singer going on and on about how their latest fuck treated them like shit.
There needs to be more bands that sing about something meaningful without making it a big gong show or depressing the fuck out of everyone. You know?
It gets annoying.
Well that's how my day was spent, listening to music all day.
I love my music, no matter what happens it always seems to be there for me.
But what else is new? I rely on music for nearly everything.
So that's that,
I'm going to get the fuck out of here, and start learning the Sum 41 song Hooch some more.
Bye for today;
Sam41
I've decided to do this in a "Perks of Being a Wallflower" setup.
Mainly because I fucking love the book, I read it as much as I can (although I still haven't finished it).
Today, single awareness day.
The day where I suffer and watch as everyone gets cuddly and cute with their boyfriends, girlfriends, friends with benefits even.
Then there's me; I do have a valentine, just long distance.
You never know how far away someone can feel until you have hit the point of feeling alone, even in large groups of people.
I did kind of enjoy it this year thought; even though I didn't attend any concerts. This year it was filled with Squidgy, Jalex, Coke Zero and books.
Fun huh?
It just shows friend, that I have no life; well social life.
I do a lot, but nothing that really involves others. It's just me, I don't like hanging out with people, texting people or talking on weekends. I just don't feel accepted due to the fact that usually the groups I hang out with everyone is closer to each other than I ever will be. So usually I'm excluded.
Today was pretty uneventful, I worked on homework, ate gummy bears, drank pop, babysat. So exciting! Well if you like eating glass and rolling around in hot coals.
Besides that, I broke down; again.
Another person told me I was worthless and I should go die.
So many people who don't realize that I'm at the point of actually taking their advice, actually doing it.
Nevermind, that's sad and depressing; like the song that's playing. It only is the beginning and I still don't like it. Weird, I usually will listen to and like any Linkin Park song, but not this one.
In Pieces it's called; depressing as fuck, just like Crash.
What's with bands and writing sad songs? Cheezus, you can't go 10 minutes anymore without some pop singer going on and on about how their latest fuck treated them like shit.
There needs to be more bands that sing about something meaningful without making it a big gong show or depressing the fuck out of everyone. You know?
It gets annoying.
Well that's how my day was spent, listening to music all day.
I love my music, no matter what happens it always seems to be there for me.
But what else is new? I rely on music for nearly everything.
So that's that,
I'm going to get the fuck out of here, and start learning the Sum 41 song Hooch some more.
Bye for today;
Sam41
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