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Chapter Six.-Kellin's POV.

Me and Sadie made our way to the studio the next day,in silence.We listened to the car radio,as it played the tune of Peirce The Veil,with their song Chemical Kids And Mechanical Brides.The chorus rang through,loud and clear.

Don't bother cause this love is a lie.
I'm a chemical kid,you're a mechanical bride.
When every vein is red out of the blue.
I held a diamond to the sun.
To count the moments on account of the way you smile for me.
Oh,we're in slow motion when you smile at me.

I remembered that song,it was good.We were near the studio,when Sadie turned to me.

"Should I tell the girls?"She asked."About.."

"Not about me dying,I get enough hassle from the guys."I say,sighing."You can tell them about the wedding though."

"But,they'll find out sooner or later."

"I know that,Sadie."I say,with another sigh."I'll tell them myself."

"Okay."She admitted defeat,before turning back around to her original position.After a while,we made it to the studio,and both got out.We both held hands as we went inside,never letting go.

Sadie's POV.

Me and Kellin went inside the studio and signed ourselves in,before walking down the hall.Kellin stopped off at studio two,kissing me before dropping my hand and walking into the room.He closed the door,and I heard the laughs of the others,happy laughs.I smiled,before making my way to the studio we were in,number three.

"Hey,guys!"I smile,entering and closing the door.

"Hey!"Mia greeted in her usual tone,greeting with a hug.

"Morning."Sam and Ash said in unison,sat right next to eachother lovingly.

"What's up?"Becca noticed my sadness.Crap,I wasn't mean't to tell them,but I did.

"Guys."I sigh,sitting on the stool."Kellin,he's going to die."

All the girls looked shocked,then a wave of sadness washed over them.

"What of?"Becca asked,moving to my side.

"Pancreatic Cancer."I tell her,nearly in tears.

"When?"Mia asked."When is this gonna happen?"

"In a year,yet he's getting medicines for it.."I sigh,then remember the good news."But,I have some good news."

"What?"Everyone perked up.

I smile,before telling them."Kellin proposed,and I accepted."

The girls squeal,going all fangirl as they brightened their mood.They all ran over and hugged me,still squealing,before calming themselves.

"When's the wedding?"Sam asked.Funny,she was never one for weddings.

"We've planned it for next Saturday."

"We'll be there."Ash smiled,commanding for the group.I smiled too,finally forgetting the sadness of yesterday.We could hear Kellin begin to sing,a few doors down.We stopped and listen as the faint words pour out.

Father,father,tell me where have you been?
It's been hell not having you here.
I've been missing you so bad,and you don't seem to care.
When I go to sleep at night,you're not there.
When I go to sleep at night,do you care?

Do you even miss us?
Your bottle's your mistress.
I need to know,I need to know.

Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake,cause I'm trying to deal with the pain.
I don't understand this,is this how it is?
I will try to understand.

I heard behind me,the girls were matching the chords of the song.Mia smiled,and I stepped up to the microphone,and sang the next part.

Father,father tell me where are you now?
It's been hell not having you.
Last thing I heard,you're fed up,you're skipping town.
With no note to tell where.
When I go to sleep at night,you're not there.
When I go to sleep at night,do you care?

Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake,cause I'm trying to deal with the pain.
I don't understand this,is this how it is?

Why are you running away?
I don't understand this,is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
I don't understand this,is this how it is?

I heard as Becca sang the next part to the song,slow and mellow,yet filled with pain.

Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?

Spent seven years wishing you'd drop the line.
But,I carry the thought along with you in my mind.
But is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Family!

It then switched back to me for the chorus.

Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake,cause I'm trying to deal with the pain.
I don't understand this,is this how it is?

Why are you running away?
I don't understand this,is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
Tell me please,tell me please,I need to know.

We then let Kellin finish off the song,slow and gentle.

Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?

We then all sat in silence,the only sound being our beating hearts.

End of chapter six.

I like this chapter,well,I like all the chapters.
The song I used in this were as follows:

Peirce The Veil - Chemical Kids And Mechanical Brides
and.
Sleeping With Sirens - A Trophy Father's Trophy Son.

I dare you to listen to this song,and not cry.
It's impossible.
I didn't cry,but I felt it.

;~; it was sad okay.

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(PS:If you wanna be in this,just tell me your name and I'll fit ya in somewhere!)

xo Sadie