FicWad

Since the moment I met you,
I've been waiting for you to be mine,
Since the moment you told me,
You've been in my head,
You told me your secret,
and I got angry,
I wasn't angry at you,
I was angry at /him/,
I was angry at your mother,
I was angry at myself,
You told me your other secret,
You thought I didn't love you,
You told me I was different,
That he's never seen me react this way,
But this secret was nothing compared to his first one,
You called me one day,
And we cried for hours,
Just listening to each other's voices,
All I knew was that the dreaded day was near,
I got really depressed and you tried everything to cheer me up,
It wasn't that I never loved you,
I just couldn't take the fact I was losing you,
October 13th 2012.
That's when I lost you.
But I didn't even know. My father stopped contct between us,
and I got my phone back,
And I found out on the 22nd November that you died.
I died too.
Not physically, but mentally and emotionally.
You became my guardian angel,
And you cuddled me at night,
Even time I tried to die,
You stopped me in my tracks,
Your best friend called me,
And told me your wedding plans,
How you thought I was a princess.
I'm not a princess.
I'm just a sobbing mess.
I've been waiting all my life for you.
I've been waiting 8 months 9 days for somebody to tell me it was all a joke.
I'm waiting for the day,
I'll finally see you.

I love you, pretty angel. Never forget that, okay? There's so much I want to say since you died, but I'm crying right now. I wanted to tell you I missed you, and that I'll always still love you, regardless. I'll see you soon.
Lots of love, hugs and kisses,
Your Mee-Mee Wright.
xoxoxo