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10 Reasons Why My Life Is A Mess.
0 reviewsMy psychiatrist wants my to write down everything I feel for her and well.. My life is a mess. Here's why.
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1. My Gran died on Saturday, and I wasn't even with her. I was at the theatre.I feel unbelievably guilty because I said I'd visit her in the hospital again, but I ended up doing other things, and I feel as though I let her down. I visited her every day, but then when she got worse, I just couldn't. Does this make me a bad person..?
2) I sprained my wrist. So I can't do any of my favourite things, like playing piano or guitar. I'm using my other hand to type this.
3) I keep drawing pictures on myself. But with a blade. I get really sad and bored, and I end up playing knots and crosses on my legs. It hurts, but I need it.
4) My email isn't working and my phone has not credit on it, therefore, I have no contact with anybody.
5) I've developed a crush on my music teacher. And when I say developed, I mean that it has evolved into some massive thing where I get butterflies just sitting in his classroom. I even asked if he wanted to go to the movies with me and my friends. That's sad.
6) My life is boring. I have the same old routine everyday and it gets so tiring. I can barely sleep because of it.
7) I started this crazy diet where I don't eat and I eat a pack of tomatoes everytime I feel as though I'll pass out because my ex always calls me fat.
8) I'm a broken and lonely person with anxiety problems. I get really awkward and anxious around people in real life. I can't be myself around the people I really know. I want people to see the real me.
9) I have an obsession with torture. And that I want to get back at people that have hurt me in some way. With unorthodox methods.
10) I'm at that point in my life where I don't know where to go, and all I can think about is my ony option left.
Suck on that, pysc.
2) I sprained my wrist. So I can't do any of my favourite things, like playing piano or guitar. I'm using my other hand to type this.
3) I keep drawing pictures on myself. But with a blade. I get really sad and bored, and I end up playing knots and crosses on my legs. It hurts, but I need it.
4) My email isn't working and my phone has not credit on it, therefore, I have no contact with anybody.
5) I've developed a crush on my music teacher. And when I say developed, I mean that it has evolved into some massive thing where I get butterflies just sitting in his classroom. I even asked if he wanted to go to the movies with me and my friends. That's sad.
6) My life is boring. I have the same old routine everyday and it gets so tiring. I can barely sleep because of it.
7) I started this crazy diet where I don't eat and I eat a pack of tomatoes everytime I feel as though I'll pass out because my ex always calls me fat.
8) I'm a broken and lonely person with anxiety problems. I get really awkward and anxious around people in real life. I can't be myself around the people I really know. I want people to see the real me.
9) I have an obsession with torture. And that I want to get back at people that have hurt me in some way. With unorthodox methods.
10) I'm at that point in my life where I don't know where to go, and all I can think about is my ony option left.
Suck on that, pysc.
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