FicWad

The hardest thing i've ever done is love someone who lives miles away.
My feelings have never changed.
Though it's been years, i've always felt the same about it.
I've been desperately in love with someone who i'm beginning to think doesn't truely know how to love. Doesn't know how to react to my growing affection.
In others eyes it seems selfish that i ask for all of my love's attention, so i do not do so. I wait for it to be given to me.
My dearest's time is divided between school work, family life, friends, and me..i am not always a top prioriety but eventually i have all the attention for myself..
I wait alot. I sit around and do nothing alot. All while waiting for my bae to come home. I dont really talk to anyone anymore..because i want to give my love all my attention, even if i dont get much in return..
Sometimes i get lonely and sad even when we talk. I dont feel like we both feel the same way..i feel like i am the one in this relationship who loves more.
Though that may not be true, i still feel it.