Categories > Celebrities > Fall Out Boy > The Only Hope For Me Is You

Category: Fall Out Boy - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Romance - Published: 2013-09-26 - 733 words
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Read and review please. I'm trying hard to make this a good story. I don't want to ruin the first two stories by ending it shitty.




Gabe held out his arms and pulled me into a hug. I buried my face in his chest, feeling safe and secure. That is one feeling Gabe will always make me feel: secure. I never doubted his feelings for me, ever. At this moment, I can't help but think about what my life would be like if I had never left Gabe.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and sighed, loving the feeling of comfort he was providing me. I heard the front door to Gabe's place open and I pulled back slowly, feeling awkward now. He was married, I shouldn't be snuggling up to him like that.

"Oh, hey Kiley," Erin smiled at me and gave me a friendly hug. "Congrats on the baby." She seemed genuinely happy for me. She stepped around me and gave Gabe a peck before walking to the other side of the kitchen island.

"Thanks," I smiled at her, but I felt my heart beginning to ache again. This beautiful woman was the one Gabe wanted now. I think a part of me missed the open option with Gabe and when he got married, that option was closed forever.

"How are you doing?" She asked, setting her purse on the kitchen island and going through some mail.

"Eh," I said and she frowned with concern at me.

"Well, you know you're welcome here any time." She meant it, I could tell.

"Thanks, you're too nice." I meant that, too. She knew about Gabe and I's past, but she didn't care. It was the past. I was married to Pete (at least for now) and she was married to Gabe. I'd made it a point to ensure that she knew I would never get in between them, such as me not cuddling with her hubby.

"I just don't want you all pregnant and alone if you need someone. Plus, I can't even imagine what you're going through. I'd fall apart without Gabe," she said, giving Gabe a loving smile and he returned it. God, I miss being that way with Pete.

I had dinner with Gabe and Erin before I decided to leave. Gabe offered to escort me home, but I felt that it would cause rumors to spread. I didn't want to drag his marriage into the turmoil of mine (publicly, anyways). He made me promise to call him when I got home. I called the lobby at my building and checked to see if there were any paparazzi there. He said no, so I was hopeful it would stay that way.

I was lucky and I snuck into my building without a single flash of a camera. After opening my door, I glanced around my lonely apartment. I locked my door behind me, and used the chain as well. I wanted to ensure no surprises. I changed into some pajamas and curled up with the iPad in bed. I was exhausted, but too emotionally stressed to sleep. I decided to text Joe.

Kiley: hey bro, I know it's late, but I know you're probably up

I waited a minute before getting a response. I know my brother so well.

Joe: just playin some games. sup?

Kiley: how's pete?

Joe: he misses u

I closed my eyes, feeling grateful that he missed me.

Kiley: i don't know what to do

Joe: u dont have to decide now. take this next month to figure it out

Kiley: i love you

Joe: luv u too sis

I opened up Instagram and decided to creep on my husband. I pulled up his profile and saw that he was posting the usual fan art and random crap. I realized that the last picture he posted of me or us was just over 2 months ago. Well, that should have been a red flag that things weren't okay to fan or the media. Oh well. At least there were NO pictures of Pete with Meagan. Speaking of Meagan...

I searched for her through Sarah's Instagram and found her. She was so beautiful. I hated her for it and for what happened with Pete. Luckily, no pictures with Pete. I put my phone on the charger and turned the light out, going to sleep for the night.
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